She was holding Connor’s T-shirt to her chest, no matter what she chose to do, she would most likely never see him again and it hurt so much she almost wished that she could just die.
She saw no other possibilities, she couldn't drag him down with her. She couldn't let her mistake ruin his career and she couldn't handle that he should be disappointed in her.
Her chest was back to feeling like a raw bleeding wound and it was like she couldn't breathe right like there wasn't enough oxygen.
Part III The doorbell rang and Ami slowly lifted her head from the bed, who could it be? Had Daniel already come for his answer? Or had Jasper returned sooner than expected? She tried to ignore it. When it rang for the third time she got up, feeling she moved like a sloth, walking to the door, whoever was outside apparently wasn't giving up. She opened the door and gasped, blinking her eyes in surprise. She didn't know what or who she expected, but she didn't expect to find Josh Thomas on her doorstep. "Josh? What on earth are you doing here ?" She was wondering if the lack of food and sleep made her hallucinat
Connor was pacing back and forth, waiting to be called back on set, but it was close to impossible for him to concentrate. He hadn't heard from Ami at all, since she suddenly left for Denmark 4 days ago. He didn't understand what had happened, he had thought everything was going great and even though she said it had nothing to do with him or with them or with the whole being a Wolf thing, he had a hard time finding any other reason for her to suddenly run away. He had called Jasper, but he had only received a short text and after that nothing, and even if he had known he wouldn't be able to say anything without her permission.
When they landed in LAX 9 hours later, she thanked the pilot several times for getting her there fast and then she hurried through security. It was always a slow grueling task getting into America, but this time she felt like it took forever, and she was close to losing patience. When she finally emerged from the airport she jumped into the first cab and told him to go to the studio. Connor would be on set, she knew that, but he should be close to finishing for today. She put her suitcase in his trailer, it was unlocked as always, she kept telling him that he trusts people too much, but it also happened to be one of the reasons she loved him. He
When they arrived at Connor’s house, he sent Ami out into the garden, while he went and got a bottle of wine and two glasses, sitting down across from her."Now tell me darling what happened, just what you feel I need to know and what you can tell me". He poured wine for both of them.She had been thinking a lot on the plane, about how much she should tell him, but she had decided to trust Josh when he said that Connor wouldn't see her differently and tell him the truth.Her hands were shaking slightly when she started. "It was Daniel… you know m
Ami woke up because her phone vibrated, it was Linda, what could she want ? She untangled herself from Connor, who was lying halfway on top of her, and got up to take the call. "Just a second Linda". She put down the phone and pulled on a pair of panties and Connor’s T-shirt. Then she walked outside, putting the phone to her ear. "Hi Linda, to what do I owe the honour ?" "Well excuse me my language, but what the fuck are you doing with Josh Thomas ?" Linda sounded angry and excited at once. Amelia was very surprised
Jasper advised her not to say or do anything as long as she hadn't been recognised, maybe they were lucky no one spotted it was her.He told her he was sorry for giving Josh her address in a weak moment, but she told him that it was fine. After all, it had saved her.Luke sent out a public announcement on behalf of Josh, saying that there was nothing between them, that they were only friends, not putting a name on her.They had hoped it was enough, as there wasn't actually anything on those pictures saying they were more than friends. There was one of them coming out from her apartment complex, one of t
"Shit Connor what is happening ?" Ami sat up looking around scared, everything was shaking, rumbling and rattling.It was very early Tuesday morning and they were at Connor’s house, he pulled her into his arms. "Relax darling, it is just a small tremble, nothing to be scared about"."Tremble ? Like in an earthquake ? How can you be this calm ?" She held onto him, hiding against him. She had never experienced an earthquake before and she thought it was kind of scary.He stroked her hair. "I lived here most of my life, I have seen this many times and even
The next couple of days actually went by fast, Ami had several interviews and it seemed like they had finally realised that nothing had happened between Josh and her.She missed Connor, even more than she would admit, mostly because she always told him to relax and now here was she, not able to be without him for a couple of days. She assumed it had something to do with her having accepted their mate bond.It helped streaming the panels she could, she loved seeing him there on stage just being himself, he was so passionate, so amazing that she couldn't help thinking that everyone had to fall in love with him instantly. And she was so proud that he was hers.