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55: Feeling all alone
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2021-12-11 09:08:17She was holding Connor’s T-shirt to her chest, no matter what she chose to do, she would most likely never see him again and it hurt so much she almost wished that she could just die.
She saw no other possibilities, she couldn't drag him down with her. She couldn't let her mistake ruin his career and she couldn't handle that he should be disappointed in her.
Her chest was back to feeling like a raw bleeding wound and it was like she couldn't breathe right like there wasn't enough oxygen.
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