I literally checked the clock with each passing moment .I didn’t know if I was obsessed with what was going to happen today , but damn , I knew that wasn’t it .I didn’t know why he had to set up a whole party for me, inviting a list of dignities .I know that he is just doing all of this to make me happy and I love him the most for it and I just wish that he never stops treating me specially just the way his doing now I can’t just imagine my life without this man , he had been the best thing that had happened to me .I Just couldn’t believe that he was hosting all of this just for my sake even though I know that I don’t mean that much to him .I knew that what we have is just a fling , I was never married to him but he claims that I am his wife whom I have accepted to be .Infact I knew that this is just my revenge plan and the only way that I could get away from all the mess going on in my life but with all this I don’t think that I want this to end anytime soon .The desi
My husband and I took off towards the party and with every move that the car made , I could literally feel my heart thumping hard against my chest , it was just the worst and the best feeling that I could feel at the same time .I didn’t know how I was going to react to the whole world at this moment , I knew that I had tried to be strong the last time after he introduced me to his stare holders as his new wife and the looks that they a made, made me rethink my decisions . But I wasn’t going to let that get to me .The last thing that I am going to do right now was let anyone think that they would be able to jump on me .I was betrayed first and this man had given me a second chance at it and I just don’t care how it turns out , I am not going to let anything get on my fucking nerves , Nothing is ever going to ruin that , I am not going to let that happen ever . “ Don’t tell me that you are still mad at me because I left you all this time , I told you that I am sorry my dea
I walked on to the stage with so many thoughts going through my head at the same time .I knew that whatever I said right now at this moment was going to make the news .There was no way that I was going to mess up my life again after doing my best to make sure that I do not ruin this one .“ Come here baby, “ Ethan whispered, stretching his hands towards me as I walked on to the stage .I could tell that everyone was staring at me but the least that I could do at this moment was care about what anyone had to say .I didn’t give a fuch and I was most grateful that I didn’t .“ thank you baby “ I whispered to him and kissed his cheeks before I took the mic from him and took my place in the podium .I could see the way everyone kept staring at me .My heart was literally hitting hard against my chest and I hope that I say the right words that I really wanted to say .“ you all can blame me for all that I care about , but the truth and the fact remains that I love this man and the
My husband smiled at me , I knew that look that he gave me when he did , I could tell that he was proud of me .I knew that my parents would be mad at me but why do they care when most of this is not their business .I know that with what I had said , they were going to hate me more , but why do I care when I have decided to choose my happiness first because that’s the only thing that matters at this moment , I actually do not care what my parents thinks about me but if they love me , they would still choose me as their child .“ I love the fact that you claimed me to be your husband unapologetically .I loved when you loved me baby and I know that my ex wife loved me but I must say that I love you more than you would ever imagine .I do not care what happens or what’s going on again , but I think that the best thing that would happen to me at this moment is you and I just hope that you see it .I didn’t know how to feel hearing Ethan say all of that to me .I loved that this man li
Jayden I stood just by my wife listening to all that she had to say .I didn’t know if I was mad at her or should scream at her for having the guts to say that at this party .But what could I do , this was her fucking party and she had every right to say anything that she wants to say and it has got nothing to do with me .I just don’t care how it turns out to be but I didn’t know how mad I was with the way she sounded .She had never sounded that courageous and I am so pissed that she’s that proud of herself .But what could I do at this moment , there’s nothing that can be done and so I would have to act like I do not care when I absolutely do .I know that a lot of people would hate me after hearing all that she has to say , because I can see the stares from each corner when she said that I hurt her .But all could I say at this moment , it wasn’t my fault that I chose her best friend over her .I didn’t really want to attend this party but my dad had forced me and no
I sat outside Savoring the cold breeze .I must admit that the feeling of the breeze helped calm my nerves ..For a moment I wished that there wasn’t a party that I have to go back to , but just as if I had no choice and no matter what I must go back into that party and complete because it is my party and I must be in there for the whole world to see me .I didn’t care how long I sat there , I didn’t how long it would take me but the one thing that I knew that I needed was that peace .Peace was just something that I wanted and I really hoped that I got it .I didn’t care how long it would take me but I think it would be better if I just sat out here .I didn’t want to cry out of my eyes while sitting here , I didn’t want to cry but I wouldn’t deny that I was feeling so emotional about everything that's happening .I hated the fact that I had to go through this pain .Sometimes life could just be so unfair ,If someone had told me that this was going to be my life in the next
Words couldn’t express how shocked I was by what had just happened .I didn’t know what to do but I wasn’t kissing this bastard back .The fuck , how could he do this , i thought he was doing but he just wanted to do this because he was sorry When my head finally understood what was happening , I pushed him off and slapped him hard across the face .“You son of a bitch , how dare you do that , how dare you take advantage of me , how dare you Jayden “ I screamed at him in anger and frustration .I didn’t know how I was going to explain to everyone that I never intended to kiss him and that bastard took advantage of me .When I turned , I saw that the whole party was out and everyone was staring at me .At this point I could feel my head go nuts , I didn’t know if I really wanted it , but the fuck , he set me up for this .I told you dad , I told you that She will never be your butch , I fucked her first and I wad the one who too evrything away from her .You should k
When the men drove back to the house , I got in and the first thing that I did was to go and get my clothes changed so quickly .I didn’t know if it was because of what had happened today , but I was still in shock and trying to understand what was happening .No matter how much I tried to cover it up like it never mattered , it still didn’t matter to me .I didn’t want him to be mad at me over something that I didn’t do and I had no idea about .“ my life was just a living mess and I hated it to the core , I didn’t know if I was cursed never to be happy but I wished that it was just a dream “ All my life I had loved Hayden before I started going out with his dad .I knew that I started all of this just to get revenge on him but with the way things are going now , I don’t think that I want it to be a revenge anymore .I knew that man is now a part of me and I loved him so much .I must say that I didn’t admit it but I didn't. I didn't know how much I had to hide it , but k
fianceee Chapter 60 All the days of my life and me getting married and involved with this man .I never thought that a day will come that I will go back to that one ex that I hated so much to the core .It is quite amusing how u have to go bank to the things that I said that I would not go back to .What must one have to go through all of this stuffs , I must know .From what it may be , I know that I can never trust that man , he was the Jewett person that I wanted ti trust at this moment .That night he looked at me straight in the eye and lied to me .I didn’t know if he thought that he was smart emoji to hand that covered up , but he didn’t do it , I am the one who had to go with the public’s humiliation shd the insult .As much as I don’t want to belive that it was true , a part of me still fight want to let the story go .I knew that for every lie there must be a truth and what if he was lying to me .I didn’t want to think that the same man that I thought wad going to c
fianceee Chapter 59The ride back to the airport had to be the worst that I had ever taken in my entire life .The fact that I had to act like evrything was okay and smile so that I sounded burst out crying sooner or later was the most defeating part of it .How I felt at this moment was compared to Notbing .I will not deny the fact that I was totally broken by his words and the way he spoke to me .The fact that he didn’t regard me ad his mother wad the purest form of torture that I had to go through .One more thing that I had never thought about wad if all of this was ever going to world.I shouldn’t have just gone to his house , what was I thinking when I decided to get that stupid .I could bever had imagined that things were going to turn out this way no matter how junk I try to put it .I think that I have done the worst thing that anyone will think of at this moment .So much pain , how I felt at that monentb.I should never open my mouth and call myself a mother because I
fianceee Chapter 58 Jayden, I think we really we need to talk , I know that you hate so much right now that you can’t even stand my presence but we really need to talk this out.I am your mother and I will always be , just give me a chance to show you that I really care about you and I promise you are not going ti regret it for anything , those are not just mere words , I words , I promise that I wouldn’t deny that .I was scared , the look he had on his face didn’t look like a forgiving one and he looked more pissed than I had ever expected bim to be , maybe because I never had this high expectation for him . I never knew that the news that I created was this bad , the looks that he had on his face , those looks I’d disgusting like I am some monster that he didn’t want a thing to do with me .I guess that is my reward for being the stupid mother that no one will ever ask for , I dumped his ass and now I am back to act like I did nothing .Jayden .Jayden .You know wha
fianceee Chapter 57 I walked around the room in a panicked state , obviously scared of how evrything was going to turn out if I didn’t do anything right now .A part of me didn’t want to do a thing , I fine want to fight back after all I was the one who had that choice and that decision years ago .It was my choice that I be in this situation that I am in now , what really matters if the fsctbthat I left him to his own happiness if that is what he wants , I could never take that away from him , even though I know that I have tried .It hurts and never did I think that it was going to feel this way, I always thought that it was going to be way more than I thought and maybe I could just do something with my time and spend more time with him as it went but never did I think that he was going to fail out even before my first planned hatched .I hated myself for leaving right now snd for the first time ever I wished that I hadn’t left .I could clearly remember his face that day when I
fianceee Chapter 56 Ethan didn’t spend the night with me .Maybe he thought I am a fool and was so happy that he gotten one foolish girl , but I can only be foolish once and not twice .I wasn’t going to let any man use me , not again , I couldn’t tell where he was or who he was seeing at this time of the night that had to make him leave me all alone without any care in the world .I had just confronted him yesterday and he told me that whatever it was that hated was saying was a bloody lie but I fear that. It might nit even be the case .The bastard was lying , the fact that he had to leave the house at night proved it all .I looked at the time , it was still 4am in the morning , he left around 12:15 the moment he thoufht that I was already asleep and the bastard hadn’t return till now .Isn’t he too stupid to think that I will be a fool and not listen to what his son had to say to me , I mean who can be a doll twice .If there anyone who will be dump twice , then I don’t t
fianceee Chapter 55I think that we should do this more often of what do you think.I never thought that I will miss you this much, it’s so good to have you back Ethan , I have tried my text to make sure that I get you back but I haven’t been able to but now that I am have , I am most greatefuk and o am not going to stay this opportunity for granted .I love you so much and evrything that I do , just know that I do it for you and you will always be my biggest support system .I pulled off evrything off me as I stood up from the bed , when I turned all I could see was her naked figure , something that I loved so much but seeing it just now didn’t bring out what I thought that I wanted , it was just there and fir the first time in a long whine , i didn’t feel that thing that I felt whenever I was in with this woman , I should have known better , it could never be the way it used to be no matter how much I try .I dragged the smoke and blew it out while I watched the moonlight from
fianceee Chapter 54 My father was standing right outside my court .I knew that look that dad had on his face , I knew that he was so mad at me, but the girl was going to find out either way and I wasn’t going to let her go through the mess that I put her through the first time which wasn’t right for me to do .I could do right by her the first time and now I am not going to sit here and watch and let things happen , I am not going to do that .I didn’t want to see my dad , I didn’t want to see this, he had betrayed me in the most inhuman way that anyone can treat their child but yet he thinks that he can just show up at my house and then scream his lungs out just headed he got a new wife who is no other than my ex and was expecting me to be so scared of him, that isn’t going to happen , not now or ever , I don’t think so .As I walked out of the house , our eyes ran into each other , the great hated running deep in the both of us , I must admit that I have never seen him the wa
fianceee Chapter 53I had been waiting for Ethan to return back home for the whole day and this was the longest that he had stayed put .I will say that I was worried but I could never say that , I didn’t know if he was doing something and most importantly I didn’t want to disturb him for anything in this world but I had my questions that I wanted to ask and I didn’t know how long , I could bear this but I know that I really need ghost damn a swear and I. Better get them .After waiting for about the whole day , the one person that I had been waiting for , drone in .I felt a sense of rush inside of me she’s he drove in. I didn’t know why I was feeling that way. I didn't know if I was excited to see him or if I was just being nervous about what he was going to say if I asked him about it .I wanted to know what he had to say, that was the only thing that I had in mind and better sure he had a better answer to why Jayden will come in here and try to put him as the bad person .I kn
Tessa was sitting in the car and going through her phone when I arrived .I still wondered how she was able to sit out here without feeling tired or anything .She didn’t bother to call or even text me that she was tired of editing but she was just so patient .A part of me that I just don’t understand , I didn’t know if she loved me or not or if she was just faking it all but what I know is the face that never had I felt worried my entire life the way I was feeling right now .Once Tessa saw me approving the car , she suddenly sat upright .I knew that look on her face and I knew that she was tired of waiting for me but was just trying her best to keep it on a low .So what are you going to say happened today because of I still wanna understand I know that you took a long time and you are not going to tell me that you came back here without no good news to share , that can’t be true and you know it do trust me when I say that I am so ready to listen to all that she said .“ What wer