He fucking kissed me

I sat outside Savoring the cold breeze .

I must admit that the feeling of the breeze helped calm my nerves ..

For a moment I wished that there wasn’t a party that I have to go back to , but just as if I had no choice and no matter what I must go back into that party and complete because it is my party and I must be in there for the whole world to see me .

I didn’t care how long I sat there , I didn’t how long it would take me but the one thing that I knew that I needed was that peace .

Peace was just something that I wanted and I really hoped that I got it .

I didn’t care how long it would take me but I think it would be better if I just sat out here .

I didn’t want to cry out of my eyes while sitting here , I didn’t want to cry but I wouldn’t deny that I was feeling so emotional about everything that's happening .

I hated the fact that I had to go through this pain .

Sometimes life could just be so unfair ,

If someone had told me that this was going to be my life in the next