I wore the beautiful gown that my husband had chosen me on just the day before .I didn’t know what the occasion was , but today he had called me and told me that I should get ready and that we were going out .I looked at the clock by the wall and I could tell that it was going to be 8pm soon .This was literally the first time that we would be going out this late and I really did want to know what the occasion was .The door to my room and when I turned it was no other than the man that I thought that it would be .My husband was standing at the door .I had never seen him in this outfit before .I had so much thorough going through my head , I didn’t know why he had to make me dress this good and then we’re something as simple as that .I didn’t want to think that it was something that wasn’t worth it and no matter how much I tried to think it , I wanted to know what the occasions was .“ You look pretty baby, “ Ethan whispered, biting softly at my earlobe .I felt the
In the next few seconds we were standing right in front of the city's biggest and top restaurant .No matter how much I tried nor to think about the convo that we had in the car , I still couldn’t help but feel bad .Ethan didn’t bother to say a word to me after saying that , it was as if he noticed that I wasn’t happy and he decided to keep his distance .I was so happy that he did that because I can not begin to imagine how pissed I would be at him for even letting out a word , I was definitely going to be so mad at him .“ You love me right ?Ethan questioned me the moment we walked in .I turned to face him, obviously taken aback by the way he threw the questions at me . I wouldn’t deny the fact that I love this man but I was still hurt by the way that he had decided to make things ge .I don’t know how much longer it would take before I become his wife but yet we are acting this way towards easy other .“ I know that you do baby , I know that you love and I am so sorry
Her pov It felt like the whole world instantly went into total shock the moment that I slapped him .He held his hands across his face and stood still in that position .I could literally see the blood dripping out from his lips as he stood there.So many thoughts ran through my head , I didn’t know if I overreacted but I knew that I wasn’t going to just let him go after insulting me in such a demeaning manner .Jayden raised up his head and cleaned the blood in his lips and that was when he turned to look at me .” Did you just slap me ?” Jayden asked me, his voice as hoarse as ever .I stood still rooted to a spot , I didn’t know if I was panicked or scared of him but I knew that regardless of what it was , Ethan wasn’t going to sit down there and let his son hit me that was something that I knew deep within me , he would never let that happen .“ I slapped you Jayden and if I am given that opportunity to do it again , then I am going to do it over and over again without being
Chapter 039The night dinner that Ethan had planned so that both families could come together didn’t go as plan .I knew that the wasn’t going to end so well because I know Jayden so well not to let go of things that easily , I knew that the bastard was going to try whatever that he had in his little strength to make sure that he ruined it and I was so happy that I had finally gotten the opportunity to say out my mind to him after all this years of me trying to be calm and act like I was fine when I wasn’t fine at all.I felt so relieved saying all of that after all these years even though I knew how much I was hurting on the inside , I knew that it was best that I said my mind pit and I was grateful that I did that .I could tell how relieved I was when I finally said it all out , it felt like a heavy weight had been lifted out of my chest and I felt so happy about it . I felt free .When I was done saying and pouring out my mind , I couldn’t help it anymore , I walk
Chapter 040“Thump ““ thump “ “thump “That was the only sound that my heart kept making as I walked into the car .I wanted Ethan to call me and tell me how sorry he was, and never meant to say that to my face but after getting into the car , I knew that he was never going to come to me even when I needed him the most , I think he just made that so clear to me .I started the car engine and when I did , I didn’t wait for any more confirmation .I knew that it was best that I wasn’t here in the first place .My heart was literally thumping against my chest as I drove .I was hurt, betrayed, devastated .All the worst feelings in life were exactly what I was feeling right now .I never thought that a day would come when I would feel this hopeless .I knew that I wasn’t his child and I was never going to ge his child but if my own parents had supported me the way that he was supporting his son , then I don’t think that I would be in this kind of mess right now , but all that t
Chapter 41Ethan I walked back into the hotel room after knowing that she was gone .For the first time in my life , it felt like I wasn’t doing the right thing and I just wanted to make things right now .My son was sitting with his wife by the same table and I could see the way he looked. I didn’t need anyone to tell me that this boy was obviously going through a hard time and didn’t need anyone to disturb him , but yet I am still going to do what I am doing .I sat on the chair just opposite him and then forced out a smile even though I was so pissed on the inside .I brought my wife here so that the both of them could finally forgive each other and then we could be that one happy big happy family that I have always dreamt of but how was that going to happen if the both of them kept on fighting and making it more difficult than it already was .Melissa was someone that I held in so much high esteem , if I didn’t love her that much , I don't think that I would have prop
Chapter 42Doctor, how much longer do you think that she’s going to be in this state ?”You know what Mr Ethan , I think you should just go back home and rest. Maybe that way you will be able to think straight, because right now you look really stressed out and I do not think that it’s really good for you . I could hear the voices in my head as I have always been hearing all the voices in my head from day one but I haven’t really gotten the nerves to open my eyes .I didn’t know why it was so hard to open them when it should be easier .I have tried all that I could to go towards the light .I wanted to know who was talking and who was always there with me .I wanted to know who it was that was caring for me in such a state .I didn’t know who it was and it made me so curious .I know that regardless of what it was , I wouldn’t deny the fact that this person had been here all along and all that I wanted to do this time was see his or her face .For the longest since I have b
Chapter 43I didn’t know if I was just hearing stuff or Ethan was trying to be funny to me but I wasn’t finding his statement that funny but the protruding Tommy made it clear to me that this was reality and this wasn’t no joke .“ but i thought that you were getting married to me and I thought they you wanted to start a family with me and that was the only choice than I had , I had to tell them to keep the pregnancy , I had no choice than to do that , I did this for us , I thought that you will be happy if you woke up to this .I didn’t know that feeling I had in my heart at this moment , but I knew that whatever the feeling was , I wasn’t having it .The guts that he had to say that he thought that I was going to have a family together with him when he didn’t even try to protest my decision , but then he thinks that he could make decisions about my body .The fuck , this was just a fuckinh stupid plan and there was no way that I wanted it to expatsget to the way that it i
fianceee Chapter 60 All the days of my life and me getting married and involved with this man .I never thought that a day will come that I will go back to that one ex that I hated so much to the core .It is quite amusing how u have to go bank to the things that I said that I would not go back to .What must one have to go through all of this stuffs , I must know .From what it may be , I know that I can never trust that man , he was the Jewett person that I wanted ti trust at this moment .That night he looked at me straight in the eye and lied to me .I didn’t know if he thought that he was smart emoji to hand that covered up , but he didn’t do it , I am the one who had to go with the public’s humiliation shd the insult .As much as I don’t want to belive that it was true , a part of me still fight want to let the story go .I knew that for every lie there must be a truth and what if he was lying to me .I didn’t want to think that the same man that I thought wad going to c
fianceee Chapter 59The ride back to the airport had to be the worst that I had ever taken in my entire life .The fact that I had to act like evrything was okay and smile so that I sounded burst out crying sooner or later was the most defeating part of it .How I felt at this moment was compared to Notbing .I will not deny the fact that I was totally broken by his words and the way he spoke to me .The fact that he didn’t regard me ad his mother wad the purest form of torture that I had to go through .One more thing that I had never thought about wad if all of this was ever going to world.I shouldn’t have just gone to his house , what was I thinking when I decided to get that stupid .I could bever had imagined that things were going to turn out this way no matter how junk I try to put it .I think that I have done the worst thing that anyone will think of at this moment .So much pain , how I felt at that monentb.I should never open my mouth and call myself a mother because I
fianceee Chapter 58 Jayden, I think we really we need to talk , I know that you hate so much right now that you can’t even stand my presence but we really need to talk this out.I am your mother and I will always be , just give me a chance to show you that I really care about you and I promise you are not going ti regret it for anything , those are not just mere words , I words , I promise that I wouldn’t deny that .I was scared , the look he had on his face didn’t look like a forgiving one and he looked more pissed than I had ever expected bim to be , maybe because I never had this high expectation for him . I never knew that the news that I created was this bad , the looks that he had on his face , those looks I’d disgusting like I am some monster that he didn’t want a thing to do with me .I guess that is my reward for being the stupid mother that no one will ever ask for , I dumped his ass and now I am back to act like I did nothing .Jayden .Jayden .You know wha
fianceee Chapter 57 I walked around the room in a panicked state , obviously scared of how evrything was going to turn out if I didn’t do anything right now .A part of me didn’t want to do a thing , I fine want to fight back after all I was the one who had that choice and that decision years ago .It was my choice that I be in this situation that I am in now , what really matters if the fsctbthat I left him to his own happiness if that is what he wants , I could never take that away from him , even though I know that I have tried .It hurts and never did I think that it was going to feel this way, I always thought that it was going to be way more than I thought and maybe I could just do something with my time and spend more time with him as it went but never did I think that he was going to fail out even before my first planned hatched .I hated myself for leaving right now snd for the first time ever I wished that I hadn’t left .I could clearly remember his face that day when I
fianceee Chapter 56 Ethan didn’t spend the night with me .Maybe he thought I am a fool and was so happy that he gotten one foolish girl , but I can only be foolish once and not twice .I wasn’t going to let any man use me , not again , I couldn’t tell where he was or who he was seeing at this time of the night that had to make him leave me all alone without any care in the world .I had just confronted him yesterday and he told me that whatever it was that hated was saying was a bloody lie but I fear that. It might nit even be the case .The bastard was lying , the fact that he had to leave the house at night proved it all .I looked at the time , it was still 4am in the morning , he left around 12:15 the moment he thoufht that I was already asleep and the bastard hadn’t return till now .Isn’t he too stupid to think that I will be a fool and not listen to what his son had to say to me , I mean who can be a doll twice .If there anyone who will be dump twice , then I don’t t
fianceee Chapter 55I think that we should do this more often of what do you think.I never thought that I will miss you this much, it’s so good to have you back Ethan , I have tried my text to make sure that I get you back but I haven’t been able to but now that I am have , I am most greatefuk and o am not going to stay this opportunity for granted .I love you so much and evrything that I do , just know that I do it for you and you will always be my biggest support system .I pulled off evrything off me as I stood up from the bed , when I turned all I could see was her naked figure , something that I loved so much but seeing it just now didn’t bring out what I thought that I wanted , it was just there and fir the first time in a long whine , i didn’t feel that thing that I felt whenever I was in with this woman , I should have known better , it could never be the way it used to be no matter how much I try .I dragged the smoke and blew it out while I watched the moonlight from
fianceee Chapter 54 My father was standing right outside my court .I knew that look that dad had on his face , I knew that he was so mad at me, but the girl was going to find out either way and I wasn’t going to let her go through the mess that I put her through the first time which wasn’t right for me to do .I could do right by her the first time and now I am not going to sit here and watch and let things happen , I am not going to do that .I didn’t want to see my dad , I didn’t want to see this, he had betrayed me in the most inhuman way that anyone can treat their child but yet he thinks that he can just show up at my house and then scream his lungs out just headed he got a new wife who is no other than my ex and was expecting me to be so scared of him, that isn’t going to happen , not now or ever , I don’t think so .As I walked out of the house , our eyes ran into each other , the great hated running deep in the both of us , I must admit that I have never seen him the wa
fianceee Chapter 53I had been waiting for Ethan to return back home for the whole day and this was the longest that he had stayed put .I will say that I was worried but I could never say that , I didn’t know if he was doing something and most importantly I didn’t want to disturb him for anything in this world but I had my questions that I wanted to ask and I didn’t know how long , I could bear this but I know that I really need ghost damn a swear and I. Better get them .After waiting for about the whole day , the one person that I had been waiting for , drone in .I felt a sense of rush inside of me she’s he drove in. I didn’t know why I was feeling that way. I didn't know if I was excited to see him or if I was just being nervous about what he was going to say if I asked him about it .I wanted to know what he had to say, that was the only thing that I had in mind and better sure he had a better answer to why Jayden will come in here and try to put him as the bad person .I kn
Tessa was sitting in the car and going through her phone when I arrived .I still wondered how she was able to sit out here without feeling tired or anything .She didn’t bother to call or even text me that she was tired of editing but she was just so patient .A part of me that I just don’t understand , I didn’t know if she loved me or not or if she was just faking it all but what I know is the face that never had I felt worried my entire life the way I was feeling right now .Once Tessa saw me approving the car , she suddenly sat upright .I knew that look on her face and I knew that she was tired of waiting for me but was just trying her best to keep it on a low .So what are you going to say happened today because of I still wanna understand I know that you took a long time and you are not going to tell me that you came back here without no good news to share , that can’t be true and you know it do trust me when I say that I am so ready to listen to all that she said .“ What wer