I love him papa

Standing in front of the building that I grew up in made me cry .

I knew that I swore that I wasn’t going to come back here again, not after what my parents did with them telling the whole world that I was no longer their child .

If I could forgive any other shit that they do I don’t think that I will be able to let that go but here I was letting it go all over again even though I do not want to do that .

I cleaned the drop of tear that had slipped out of my eyes and then wore the glasses , after showing them my pass , I was let in .

I packed my car in a nice place and then stepped out of the car .

I knew that I didn’t want to do this but I couldn’t help it , I am their only child and the thought that they can be this cold to me is killing when all that I had ever done was love them like my own parents , why would they do something as crazy as that , I loved them and they knew it , I didn’t like the fact that they were brushing me aside .

Ethan wanted to come with me but I