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2021-11-11 11:12:58David's POV
Those ten words shook my from my calm like trance.
Clenching and unclenching my jaw I try to calm down before answering her.
"I don't know." I said.
"Why not?" She asked.Like I needed a reason to not look at her face right now, but it just makes me so angry when I see her.
"Honestly?"
"Of course." She whispered.
"It makes me angry to look at you right now Charlotte. To think about what you took from me. I know I had no right to yell at you the way I did while we were at your parents house, but I don't take back what I said. I also don't regret it. You took a very important decision away from me Char. And I've missed out on six solid impoortant years of my sons life because of that. Because of you." I said.
The sob that sounded from her mouth almost broke my resolve, almost.
"I really am sorry David. I thought I was doing the
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