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Chapter fifty-four
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2021-11-18 09:22:10Being back in Jacksonville permanently felt good, felt like home.
But looking for a new home a new job, was a different story.
No one wanted to hire someone who up and left the last job without notice.
I might have savings built up, but now one wanted to rent me a home much less take out a mortgage with out a job.
All I wanted was a cute little house, a big yard, in a good school district.
Why did that have to be so hard?Stress on top of stress doesn't bode well for me.
Not knowing where things stood with David and I also stressed me out.
That night in California, it seemed like everything was coming together. But since we've been home we haven't spoken much about us.
He only calls and comes by for Killian, although I can't be upset with him for that. Killian loves talking to him every night before bed.
All my anger for the way he's treated me has dissipated, he still owned my entire heart. And when he
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