Demetrius
I kick a pebble and watch as it skips along the dark cobbled street. My hands are stuffed tightly in my pockets like they are searching for something. I’m in a real mood tonight. Another night in this meaningless life. Restlessness has taken over, guiding me to this place for reasons unknown. I drown out the noise and voices around me, not wanting to deal with the petty issues of humanity. Their problems seem so feeble and unimportant in the grand scheme of things.Why had I decided to come here at this hour when it was so very clear I shouldn’t be around anyone, especially any humans? Disgusting things. But I did know why. I was searching for something, anything different than what I was accustomed to. Maybe I can get into some trouble, maybe I will find a woman, or maybe I will do both. Vampire women are so boring and I’ve already had my share. Even though I didn’t like humans in general, taking one to bed every now and then at least allowed me some reprieve from my thoughts. I needed something new and fresh, and they seemed to be spilling out of the bars everywhere full of alcohol and eager for a night with me. I’m sure the assumption of my wealth played a factor in that. I was in fact wealthy, but no mere mortal woman would get their hands on any of assets, or any woman for that matter. Gold diggers. All of them.Okay. So maybe I was scarred. Years ago, I had given my heart to someone only to have it ripped out – metaphorically speaking, of course, otherwise I would not be here. Even though my kind can withstand severe injuries, a heart ripped from the chest would mean certain death for us. But still, that’s what it felt like. Letting your guard down for someone, only for them to do what you fear the most and betray you, well, there’s no worse feeling in the world. So now in the place where my heart once existed, is just a hardened, black muscle. I don’t care for many. Now I am merciless and cold-blooded. That is the only way to be in order to protect yourself. I will never be so weak and trusting again. Still, I can’t help to wonder, is this all there is to life? There has to be more, right? Otherwise, what is the point of being an immortal if you can’t enjoy it?Maybe the humans I despise so much are better off than me. Enjoying life to the fullest every day because you never know which day is your last, now that was living. What I’m doing… it just isn’t. Each passing day is the same. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing really excites me anymore. I feel numb. It’s as if I am living in a world of black and white.So here I am immersing myself in the company of those I hate just to spice my life up, forever on the hunt for that bit of color. How very basic of me. Have I fallen so far?My eyes dart up ahead as I hear a door swing open to see a man being tossed from the other side. Drunken fool. The man who did the tossing yells some words I tune out before slamming the door behind him. I step over the man who’s been tossed, and he mumbles some vulgarity, but I pay him no mind. As bored as I am, fighting a drunkard is no fun.“Hey, I’m fucking talking to you.” He yells louder grabbing my ankle. I turn over my shoulder with a raised brow.“Yeah, you. Fucking pretty boy. Don’t walk over me like that. You young bastards have no respect.”Young? Pretty boy? If he only knew how far off he was. I go to him with lightning speed crouching closely to his face. Even in his drunken state, he’s smart enough to be afraid. My eyes blaze red, my fangs elongate, and my face distorts revealing the monster within. “Tell me, how pretty do I look to you now?” I snarl. I tolerate disrespect from no one.He crawls backwards in fear. “What the -- please, man. I didn’t mean anything by it. Please don’t kill me.” His hands go up to guard his face as if that would do anything to stop me. I scoff. Pathetic.“You aren’t even worth the time. Now be gone before I change my mind.” He gets up, and I’m confident the buzz he had has worn off. I’m not the type of vampire to kill for any reason. I take blood when I need it, but I’m rather picky about the source. Blood is what sustains me, it’s what keeps me alive, but I can go without it for some time. So when I do indulge, I am careful about what I’m putting in my body. I’ll never drink from someone who abuses any type of drugs or alcohol. Back home, we have willing blood donors who my people ensure are in tip-top shape. They are healthy, exercise, and eat well-balanced meals. So spilling blood for no reason would just be a waste to me. I know other vampires who might disagree and would eagerly kill a human simply because they can. To each their own.I continue walking down the long strip trying to decide what I’m even doing. I should just go back home. I’m not really in the mood for a woman anyways. They only seek to darken my mood. I don’t feel like going to a hotel or their house where others have most likely lied. They always seem so shocked when I leave after I’m finished and I’m unsure why. What else could they have to offer me?My ears pick up on a conversation I am about to tune out before they perk up. It isn’t the words that are spoken, but the voice that speaks them.“Xenia, come on. You seriously can’t be mad about this. It was nothing.”“Yeah? Well, why was she all over you like that?”“Babe, she was drunk. I don’t know her. What did you want me to do?”“Anything other than what you did. You seemed pretty comfortable with your hand resting so close to her ass. It’s just disrespectful.”“I’m sorry. Don’t be mad. You know you’re the only girl for me.”How cliché. I didn’t have to see him to know there was deceit in his words. Whoever this person was, he was lying. None of my business, though. But the woman he was talking to, this Xenia, her tone, even though she was upset, it was pleasant to my ears. Odd.I stop in front of the entrance contemplating my next move when suddenly the door swings open, and someone rushes out not paying attention when they run into me head first. The short figure with brown hair and a heavenly scent bumps into me like I’m a brick wall before bouncing back.“Oh, shit! Sorry! I –“ she stops abruptly finally looking up to meet my gaze as I stare down to her curiously. Her mouth gapes open and it’s obvious she is upset as I can see the lines on her face from what I can only assume to be dried tears. Something in me wants to console her, but I am confused by this. Why do I care if she’s upset? She’s just a human.“I’m so sorry. I clearly wasn’t watching where I was going.” She finally finishes stepping back. I stare at her blankly and she frowns. She is… lovely. “It’s fine. But you should be more careful,” I want to tell her everyone is not as forgiving as I, but my eyes look past her at the man that’s quickly approaching.“Babe, what’s going on?”“I’m leaving, Aiden. Is it not obvious? And stop calling me babe.” I smirk and step back allowing them space. Although I feel like I’m intruding, I also don’t really care. I can’t look away and I’m curious as to how this will play out.“Don’t go. We were having a good time.”“Really? You call that a good time? You’re the only one having a good time. How would you feel if I had a man all over me?““Why do you always have to be like this? You’re acting like a bitch for no reason.”“Oh, I’m always like that? Are you seriously trying to flip this on me now?”Anger suddenly takes over as I fight to calm myself, caught off guard by the sudden feeling. I never have an issue controlling my emotions. I’m not the most chivalrous being in the world, but I don’t like the way he’s talking to her.“Is that how you speak to a woman?” I find myself blurting out. I can’t believe I’m inserting myself like this, but too late to take it back now.They both whip their heads to me in shock as if they had been unaware of my presence. I cross my arms waiting for a response, daring him to test me.“Who the fuck are you?”I step to the man ready to let him know exactly who I am before the short woman steps between us. “This is my friend, Aiden. He’s taking me home. Carry on with whoever that was inside. Don’t bother calling me.”She looks back to me with this pleading look in her eyes, asking me to go along. Usually, I could care less about relationship squabbles, but something about this woman is intriguing me and I don’t like the Aiden person. I nod to her, and she exhales in relief. We turn to leave -- to where I have no idea -- when he grabs at her wrist.“You’re not leaving with him!” He yells.“I just caught you with a woman all over you. You don’t get to tell me what to do. Let me go!” She makes good points, but I’m no longer focused on her words, just the hand that holds her wrist.Another surge of anger courses through me when I grab his wrist jerking it from her. Turning to him peering into his eyes with mine now flashing red, I almost tear his arm off. “Leave now.” I lean down to whisper in his ear that he won’t remember that part. The command is forceful. I watch the struggle and confusion in his eyes, but he can’t disobey. He turns in defeat and leaves as I turn back towards her. She looks at me wide-eyed, but I have composed myself.“You’re pretty fearless, huh?” She says thoughtfully. “Thank you for that. He’s such a dick.”I look down to her in amusement. She is different than the human women I have known. I can’t place my finger on it.“That seems to be an accurate description. Come now. Let’s get you home.” She stops beside me crossing her arms and I turn to look at her in confusion.“That’s just something I said to get him off my back. You’re not coming home with me. I don’t even know you.”“Hmm. You are right. I suppose you should get yourself home then on this late, dark night with who knows what out there.” My inference seems to stir her as her eyes dart around realizing her surroundings. I take a step closing the distance. “I wish you no harm. You can trust me. I will get you home safely.”I surprise myself because my words are truthful, and I’m not sure why I even offer. Just because I don’t harm without cause doesn’t mean I care about people’s safety. But still, I feel the need to ensure hers. I suppose witnessing what I had and seeing her flustered state has me feeling pity for her. That is all.She seems to contemplate my offer until finally she relents. “Okay. I’m only 10 minutes down the road. Don’t even think about trying any funny stuff, though. I’m always carrying and my dad’s a cop.” She taps her purse making me chuckle an actual laugh out loud. Not that that could stop me if I did mean harm, but the seriousness on her face was comical. She’s like a little firecracker.I put my hand to my chest feigning shock. “I wouldn’t dream of such a thing. Shall we?” I motion for her to lead the way and we begin the walk to her place. I am a little concerned in how quickly she trusted me, though. I didn’t mean her any harm, but did she know nothing of the predators that roamed the night, the creatures that thrived in it like me and others? Those who would love nothing more than have a taste of someone like her? The thought disturbs me. I should warn her about being so trusting, but that’s not really my job. Me escorting her home alone was already doing too much.“So who is this Aiden?” I ask, my curiosity getting the best of me. She sighs deeply and I realize it’s a touchy subject for her. She turns to look at me and now under the streel lights, I’m able to see her face better. She’s more than just lovely. She’s beautiful. I’m taken aback at that thought. Her face is soft and blemish free, she has a unique green and blue hazel eye combo. Light makeup graces her face aside from a bright red shiny lip shade that draws my attention them. My gaze stays there until she replies, and I wonder if she noticed. Oh, well.“Aiden is a mistake. He’s my ex. We were trying to work things out, but that was clearly… well, a mistake. Some drunk girl was all over him, whispering in his ear and he didn’t do a thing. He looked like he was enjoying it. Asshole. If that’s how he behaves when I’m around, I can’t even imagine what he does when I’m not. I’m just sick of this. I feel so stupid. I should never have even given him another chance. He’s my ex for a reason and – oh, shit. I’m sorry. I tend to ramble when I’m upset, but I’m sure you don’t want to hear all that. Don’t mind me. I’m just wallowing in my sorrows, slowly on my way to the depths of despair.”The depths of despair. She gives me a small smile, and I’m not sure if that was meant as a joke or not, but that’s exactly how I feel. “I know what you mean. Don’t worry about it. I’m happy to listen.” I give her a small smirk and her smile widens. “As I said before, you should be more careful. Everyone is not deserving of your time.” She nods her head in agreeance looking down in shame and I feel bad. I want to tell her she has nothing to be ashamed of but before I do, she stops.“Well, this is me.” She points behind her to a brick multi-story building. I eye the place. Not my style, but it seems decent enough. “Seriously, thank you for getting me here and being a gentleman about it.”Gentleman is not the way I would describe myself, but I guess she was seeing a different side of me. Might as well play the part. I grab her hand and kiss the top of it. I can feel her tense up and this makes me smile. “It was a pleasure meeting you, Xenia.” I stare into her hazel eyes momentarily before I finally turn to take my leave before she calls behind me.“Wait. I didn’t get your name!”I continue walking away thinking about if I should give her my name. Why not? I most likely will never see her again. “Demetrius,” I respond. She repeats my name in a whisper that I know was meant for her ears only, testing it out on her tongue, but with my hearing, I’m able to pick it up. The way my name sounds on her lips is so natural. I make my way home now in a much different mood than I had been only a short while before.XeniaI watch him walk away while I stand there confused. "Demetrius," I repeat aloud in a whisper. I kind of like that name. The way he kissed my hand, it was different. No one had ever done anything like that to me before. Usually, I would find that kind of gesture cheesy, but from him it was just sexy. The way he took up for me and the fact he walked me home and didn’t expect anything also added to my confusion. Was he really just a gentleman? Maybe the bar for men was set so low I didn't know what it was like to be around someone who wasn’t a dick.It was weird I even let him walk me. I didn’t let just anybody know where I lived, and he was a complete stranger, but there was something about him, something in his eyes that made me think I could trust him. I don’t know. Honestly, in my current state, if he would have tried anything, I would have probably had sex with him just to make me feel better. There was no denying he was really attractive. Way more than just attractive. He was
DemetriusThe hot liquid burns my throat slightly making its way down, but I welcome the pain. I quickly leave the area now feeling the need to get as far away from her as possible. Last night, my interactions with her were all I could think about, something I scolded myself for. I have never been so intrigued by someone before, not vampire or human. Especially not human. The thought alone disgusts me. I despise humans typically, but for whatever reason, not her. Did I pity her that much? It was possible the connection I felt was because I was seeing her experience a heartbreak firsthand, and I knew how that felt. That may be all well and true, but it does nothing to explain the physical attraction. Sure, I found some human women attractive enough to take them to bed, but nothing more. No. This was different. I had shown her kindness and grace, something I had only done to one other, something I had promised myself I would never do again.I shake my head at the thought. I don’t like w
Demetrius“Brother, I’m so glad you came!” Avalon runs towards me and I embrace her small frame. “I can’t believe you left me here.” I look down at her and can see the emotions in her eyes. She’s upset with me, but I can’t blame her. She probably feels like I abandoned her, and in a way, I guess I have. I feel bad about that. She’s the only one who I really care about. The only one deserving of that. A little bit of light to my darkness.“I’m sorry, little angel.” I say as I rub her head lovingly knowing my words will annoy her. She frowns up at me and pouts. “Don’t call me that. I’m no angel.” That makes me laugh. I guess she’s right. She can be pretty feisty, but still she has a good heart even when she tries to hide it feeling the need to live up to the vampire name. She hasn’t had to harden it yet, and I hope she never does. As much as I want her to remain pure, I worry for her and her soft heart. I never want to see it get broken as mine has. Because I will crush the head of who
XeniaI was seriously regretting some of my life choices lately. Why had I decided to get my master’s in child psychology again? Yes, I loved the field, and working with special needs children was so rewarding, but the study itself was challenging, not to mention the class schedule was completely outrageous. I’m barely able to stay afloat. I guess in order to obtain your degree, you aren’t allowed to have any type of social life. I shouldn’t even be complaining about it, though, because this is exactly what I need to be doing, throwing myself into my studies completely. With everything that has been happening, I need a distraction. Thankfully, Mom and Dad take care of all my financials, so I don’t have to work. They know how important this is to me and I am so grateful for them. I know everyone doesn’t have it as easy.Sitting in class, I can’t help the way my mind wanders as I stare out the window. Professor Richardson’s lecture is barely audible in the background as I drift off int
XeniaI’m still in shock and fuming mad as I walk back to my car. What a complete dick. I can’t believe men like that actually exist. The girls will lose it when I tell them. Brittania would have slapped him for sure. Jezebel was fearless when it came to situations like this too. I only wish I had the balls they did. Neither of them gave too much thought about consequences, where I was more of the rational, calculated person in the friend group, you know, the one that usually ends up being the designated driver taking care of her drunk girls. There’s always that one responsible friend. I think things through and play it safe, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but sometimes it just made me feel like I couldn’t put myself out really. Being the chief’s daughter didn’t help. I felt the need to carry myself in a certain way. I would never want to embarrass my dad.I’m in such deep thought reeling about my recent encounter with Professor Dickman -- that’s his new nickname -
DemetriusI detach his head from his body without even thinking twice. Low-level scum. Luckily he was not one of mine, and had we not been in a parking lot where eyes could be on us at any moment, he would have been tortured and put through extreme pain before he lost his head. But I didn’t have time for that, so a quick death it was.Somehow, she did a number on him and I’m pleasantly surprised. My initial thoughts about her were right. She’s not the average woman. She has a depth to her that I want to explore in many ways. But seeing her laying there slumped over like that, I almost lose it, not even caring how worked up I am and why or the fact that I just killed a fellow vampire because of a human. All that matters in that moment is her safety. Thankfully I made Avalon stay in the car when I sensed her, unsure if the two meeting would be a good idea. If I had doubts before, I knew now it was no mere coincidence that I was being drawn to her once again. What was this unknown force
XeniaShit. Did I really just ask him out? This is so unlike me. I’ve never done anything like this in my life. I’m not old school and I’m all about equality, but I just feel like a man should be the one asking me. My one caveat in being an equalitarian or whatever. I don’t know. Maybe it’s backwards to think that way. If a woman can do anything a man can, why shouldn’t we be able to ask them to go on a date or propose for that matter? Not that I’m thinking about proposing. I don’t even know if I want to get married at all. My mind is all over the place. It’s just he’s giving me weird vibes now. One second, I think he’s into me, the next he’s frowning and being kind of standoffish or making me feel like something’s up. I don’t know him well enough to ask and I don’t want to seem pushy, so I just let it go, but it does bother me a little. How I’d love to be in his head right now. But the simple fact is I’m here in his house, with his little sister, and he saved me… again. There’s no
Xenia I thank the driver and tip him, not sure exactly how that works, because I think he’s actually employed by Demetrius by the way he spoke of him. But he was a sweet older gentleman opening the doors for me and waiting until I got inside before he pulling off, so he deserves a tip.I dive into my bed immediately sending a message to the group chat I have with Jez and Brittania. Britt is a night hawk, and sure enough she video calls me seconds later and I give her a recap of everything.“Holy shit, Xee. What the hell? Are you sure you’re okay?”“Yeah. I feel great now, actually. I mean, I was a little groggy at first and had a headache, but now I feel super energized. I guess I was out for a few hours.”“Hmm. And Demetrius was there again?” She asks sounding skeptical. “Yeah. Thank God for him.”“Yeah. I guess… it’s just kind of weird how he keeps showing up, don’t you think?” “I don’t know, Britt. I kind of feel like maybe he’s my guardian angel or something. I know it sounds w
In a dark, forgotten chamber, cobwebs and dust have taken over. Water drips through the cracks of the stone walls and dirt above. The smell of mold and death fills the air. Light and life have been missing from this place for hundreds of years.A distant memory. A final resting place. A desolate tomb. Abandoned and never to be accessed again.That was the objective when the mother of all vampires laid down in her coffin for what was to be the last time.She fell into an everlasting slumber of her own doing, incapable of accepting what had become of her life, but disinclined to choose true death, as that would not have been punishment enough.Unable to face the consequences of her actions and ashamed of her creations, there was nothing left to live for.So, she slept, and she dreamed about her mistakes.To save her children, she became a monster requiring blood from the living in order to survive, but that wasn’t the intention. It’s not what she wanted. The Mother wished to protect
XeniaHis cool body somehow provides me comfort and warmth as he tugs me closer. Being in his arms draws away all my uncertainties and fears.The room is dark and moody. Lit candles dance in the space and there’s a heavenly scent flowing around us. We’re laying on the softest couch I’ve ever felt. It must be made of clouds. Any snack you could think of has been provided, and a TV the size of a wall displays a movie that normally would have my attention, if my mind wasn’t so preoccupied by the gorgeous man beside me.Both my stomach and heart are completely full.Thinking about us has my emotions all over the place. My hand goes under his shirt instinctually, searching for that skin-to-skin contact. He shifts beside me under my touch, and I wonder if he feels the same about me.But I know he does. He tells me often. Not only with words, but body language and actions.No longer do I compare my past relationships with him, because he’s ridden me of all my uncertainties and qual
XeniaA month has passed since that night and so many things have changed. I’m learning about the vampire world and how to be a part of it while still embracing my humanity. That’s something I refuse to give up no matter what happens.Humans live our lives day to day, concerned with finances, work, and relationships. Our priorities are based around materialism and the projection that we have a perfect lifestyle, but there’s so much more to it than that. For the most part, we are ignorant of what takes place right under our noses. That’s probably a good thing, because the reality is like a parallel universe. Straight out of a scary movie, when the sun sets and the moon rises, evil lurks around every corner. What I’ve recently learned and what’s even more disturbing is vampires aren’t the only threat. Sometimes it can all be a bit overwhelming. My brain struggles to grasp the influx of information.Thankfully, Demetrius has been right there beside me, helping me every step of t
XeniaDemetrius kneels over Andreas, asserting his authority, gripping the hilt of the blade that’s protruding from his chest tightly in his fingers until they turn pale.“Didn’t I say I would be the one to end you?” His question lingers causing my thoughts to wander. War begins to rage in my mind. Uncertainties cloud my judgment.Vampire laws are different than my own. Tiberius is here, Yuno and Hendrix too, as well as many others that are unknown. Lucius, the king, and Andreas’ father is also among those present. The authority and power he exudes is intimidating, yet he stands there silently even though his body language says he’s not on board with what’s about to happen. Will no one intervene? The situation makes me uneasy. It almost seems wrong.Then what is the right thing? And right for whom? The line between right and wrong can be thin. It’s not always so clear. Sometimes it’s subjective…I understand Demetrius’ point. It’s just…Then something comes over me. A divine interve
AndreasMy mistakes and arrogance have finally cost me. How quickly things can take a turn for the worse. One moment you feel like you’re on top of the world, the next you’re falling hard.They say when you are at the bottom, there’s only one way to go. I suppose the same holds true for the opposite situation as well. It was foolish of me to leave the two of them alone. Thinking she’d be safe with my guards. Thinking he’d remain confined within his cell. Thinking there was no way the two of them would find their way back to one another after everything I’d done to ensure that didn’t happen. Yet it did.The connection they had, I wanted it for myself. I envied that.Damn him!I slam my fist against the steering wheel while racing through the streets at dangerous speeds, intent on ending things with finality this time. Taunting him was fun while it lasted, but he cannot be allowed to live any longer. His prolonged interference had already set me back. Because somehow even though I co
Xenia“Ouch!” I catch myself before swearing realizing as of late, curse words have become a frequent part of my vocabulary.My elbow hit a hard surface. Where am I? What happened?The room is dark and small, but there’s a sliver of light flooding through a partially opened door. The last thing I remember is taking Andreas’ blood, then calling upon the odd purple power -- something I came up with for lack of a better name -- and feeling extremely satisfied watching him fly across the room uncontrollably. The look on his face was pure gold.It’s annoying he’s been blessed with such handsome features. His personality sucks. He doesn’t deserve them.And then everything went black.Oh, my God. Demetrius. Where is he!?I jump up in a panic wondering how much time has passed. I have to make sure he’s okay somehow.Why am I in this room? It’s like I was hidden, and the fact I’m clueless as to my position is a bit of an impediment to my plan of finding Demetrius. It doesn’t stop me
DemetriusTwo things happen simultaneously, both catch me off guard. But it’s the minutes prior that replay in my mind as I attempt to get a grasp of the reality ahead of me. Xenia knew something was off. Of course she did. She’s extremely intelligent and well-versed in reading situations. I should have caught on sooner, consulted her even. But in my overly confident stupidity, I ignored the warnings, instead allowing anger and the territorial side of my beast to overpower me. Now it’s obvious it had all been intentional. These vampires taunted me, and like a brainless fish, I took the bait. Since she regained her memory, there were a few things we could have handled differently.We probably should have skipped out on the mind-blowing quickie, but it was one for the books.We should have avoided conflict and looked for an exit. But knowing the one who attempted to unceremoniously take her blood was before me… well, I simply could not allow him to continue to breathe the same
XeniaThe remaining vampires eye us warily after that display, spreading out to block our path. It’s weird they didn’t seem to bat an eye after their friend was just killed right in front of them. Friend is a strong word. Maybe they were just coworkers. Not all coworkers are treated equally. And if I’m being honest, there are a few in my past who I wouldn’t mind…I mentally slap myself for getting carried away. Now is not the time to get distracted by my thoughts or psychoanalyze the situation.Demetrius doesn’t waver. He remains in front of me like a shield and somehow, against the odds before us, I feel safe and protected. It’s telling they don’t just attack us on sight. That leads me to a few conclusions. Either they’ve been instructed not to. Or they know who they’re up against and are apprehensive to press us without a plan.Perhaps it is the time to psychoanalyze.Demetrius notices this too. I know, because it becomes obvious when his shoulders relax, and he rolls his neck from
Xenia“Andreas will undoubtedly return soon. In fact, I find it odd he even left you behind in the first place. There must have been something important for him to do.”Demetrius seemed to be speaking more to himself than me as he continued to tug me along like a dog walker.“I need to get to a phone, call on some back up. At this moment, we are severely outnumbered.”“My phone is missing along with my purse and gun. And I use the term ‘missing’ loosely, because I’m pretty sure Andreas just took it from me.” I whisper to him, silently applauding myself for remembering that vampires have sensitive hearing. The thought reminds me it’s a wonder none of them have caught us by now. Just before we reach the top of the stairs, he halts suddenly, pressing his fingers to his lips. Everything’s extremely quiet. Eerily quiet, and I’m wondering how long it’s been since my fight with the other vampire. An hour or so? Where is everyone? It seems like forever ago at this point. Can he r