Zari had a couple of hours before they would discharge her from the hospital. With a smile on his face, the beautiful stranger kissed her hand. “I’ll be right back.”
Devon left the hospital to go shopping for Zari. He knew her style and taste. He purchased a dress in her favorite color, purple, a lavender pair of two-hundred-dollar silk panties, and a matching bra for her to wear home. A couple of silver high heels, and he put her 24-carat white diamond wedding ring on a platinum chain for her to wear around her neck, along with platinum diamond earrings. Devon had the salespeople wrap all her presents in a large gift box.
An hour later, Zari looked at the tall, slender, handsome guy as he entered the hospital room, giving her the gift box. She wondered why he cared or why he bothered to do the things he did for her. She could not place him anywhere in the shadowy figure of her past or even within her present. Each time her heart beat a little faster.
"These are for you? How are you feeling right now?"
So as not to be bad-mannered, she responded in a depressed tone.
"Thank you, I am ok. I just still feel very exhausted." She then looked at him after opening the box and then looked back down toward the opened box.
"I brought these for you to wear home. Do you want to go home?"
"Well...I want to get out of here. I don't have anywhere else to go. I don't have a home of my own." She again answered, looking at the expensive clothing he had purchased for her. These items weren't to her taste or liking.
Then Devon saw the expression on her face as she lifted the clothing from the box once more.
"What's wrong?"
"Did I used to wear clothing like this?" She asked with a slight frown on her face, looking at the box.
"Yes, you dressed up most times, even when around the house," Devon replied, realizing something about his wife was different.
"I can just put back on the clothes I came in?"
"Uhmm. Those things are not clean. Please wear the dress." Devon nicely requested of her. His eyes spoke with gentle tenderness and a persuasive aura of sweet kindness.
Zari's eyes were getting watery. He didn't like seeing her sad and wondered what had happened to his beautiful, elegant, fun-loving wife.
"Okay, you don't have to wear them if you really don't want to." He responded sadly, attempting to close the box and take it away.
"No, it's okay. After all, you are right. My clothing is dirty. I'll wear them today."
"Are you sad about coming home with me? I can arrange for the mother-in-law to pick you up, and you can stay with your family if that is more comfortable?"
"No, even though I've talked to the woman who says she’s my parent, I don't know her either, or the girl who says she’s my sister, they seemed to be real judgemental. When I asked them about my marriage.
“What did they say?” Devon asked reluctantly.
“They spoke highly of you. And told me I need to be more grateful.”
Zari tells him with a soft broken expression. "I know this is crazy, but I wish you could leave me at the hospital. However, I want to get out of here too. But at least I don’t have to pretend."
"Well, I hope you don't think I'm a crazy person. I would like it if you came with me. I promise, no pressure, and you will be safe with me. I just want to make sure you are safe."
Zari looked at him and thought about it for a second before she noticed the ring on his finger.
"Sure, but are you sure your wife would mind." She shook her head in confusion. "That's right. I’m supposed to be your wife. I don’t know why I keep thinking you are married to someone else." She said, looking at the ring on his finger. I'm supposed to be your wife." Zari repeated.
"I can take it off and wear it on my chain around my neck until you get your memory back, and then we can put our rings back on each other's finger."
The beautiful stranger was as if the word perfection and beauty had come together and produced him. He was a magnificent man to look at. Zari looked at him, then the ring he put around his neck on a chain, and she started crying. It confused him.
"What's wrong? don't cry." He said, cleaning her tears with his finger.
"Thank you," she said as he cleaned the tears off her cheeks. She moved his hand away after he wiped her tears. He understood why she was a little uncomfortable with him. After all, she had no idea, not even a clue, who he was, and it frustrated him, but Devon contained himself.
"Well, we better get prepared to leave." He went into the bathroom with the hospital basin full of warm soapy water and a towel.
"What are you doing?" she asked as he took the towel and cleaned her face and hands. Then he wiped her neck and moved her gown off her shoulder. He noticed she had scars and bruises on her lovely skin. The sight of the scars made steam rose to his head. He got angry but had to bite it back. "He wanted to ask who did this to her?" Zari pulled the gown from his hand and up to her shoulder again, covering herself.
"Thank you," she said softly. "I can do the rest. Excuse me. I’ll go change in the bathroom."
She stood up, closing her hospital gown around her body tightly. He could see she had lost some weight in the past few days. But her body still filled out that hospital gown nicely. He could see her round hips and plump tush.
Devon waited patiently for her to come out, and his mouth fell open when she did. She looked lovely, almost like the Zari he always knew.
"Why are you staring?"
Devon smiled a little. "You are a pretty girl. And I see you put the necklace on too. The ring is your wedding ring. I put it on this necklace so you won't feel pressured. You can put it back on your finger when you are ready. Please allow me to do little things at least to help bring your memory back."
She reluctantly nodded her head in agreement.
" Now we can be on our way."
It was a silent drive for almost an hour. It was killing him inside. He had to break the silence.
"So, what happened before you were brought to the hospital? Do you remember anything?" he asked, hoping she would tell him something.
"I really don't think I should tell you. I don't want to..."
He cut her off, knowing what she wanted to say. "I totally understand. You can tell me when you are comfortable... and when you trust me."
She was momentarily scared of what he would think or say back. The man she had a short burst of memories of as her husband. He wasn't a kind man when she refused to answer his questions.
Zari laid her head back in confusion, only wanting to rest and close her eyes. She could tell this man wanted to make her happy, but she couldn't clearly remember her past with him, and the little she did remember, she wanted to forget.
"Thank you for understanding. Tell me your name again?"
"Oh, it is Devon or Dev."
"Devon, Devon."
"I like Dev. Is it okay if I call you Dev?"
"Dev?" He hesitates because Susie always calls him Dev. Then he laughs at the irony that they now had something in common."
"Why are you laughing?" She asked, smiling because she liked looking at his face while he laughed. He looked even more handsome.
"Seriously, what did I say?"
"I'm...laughing because you used to say Dev reminds you of Devil, and you would never call me that." He said, trying to catch his breath.
She was startled. "I can't believe that. Why would you say or feel that way?"
Devon looked away, wanting to change the subject.
"Tell me, I want to know. Why would I feel that way?"
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"You just did. Maybe you had more complicated feelings back then than you do now. Some changes may be for the better. Don’t you think?" "I must be insane. Why can't I remember, yet I'm sitting here doing the opposite of what I would do? I must be insane!" "Don't say that. You're not crazy! You have an amazing mind that will come to you soon. At least I hope all the good times we shared." "You think so?" She asked. All this compelled me to search my soul anew. I want to remember these good times he speaks of so fondly. But simultaneously, the most vibrant, energized emotions he stirs within me bring me distraught and confusion. "Of course, that’s what I will be working on." And I will help you, and I will always be there." "Really...always? Despite if I Never remember you?" "Always." He assured her. Zari could have sworn she was in a fantastic dream. Strangled thoughts and a baffling memory perplexed and held her in their grip. While this sensual dream only got better as the
“Look, I want to hear why you feel that way. But not before you hear one of the greatest love stories ever told. I’m going to finish preparing our dinner. Okay, now stop worrying and crying.” Devon made dinner, pasta with grilled vegetables, salad, and bread. Serving dinner gave him something else to focus on besides how having her home with him felt. How amazing she smelled. “Dinner is ready.” When she entered the kitchen, she wore a crop top and shorts that hugged her sexy plump backside, and her hair looked different too. “What happened to your hair?” He asked as he dished up the pasta, vegetables, and garlic bread—then opened the chilled bottle of chardonnay he had gotten from the cellar. “Oh, my hair met a flat iron.” “I see you like changing things up fairly quickly.” “This is my style.” Her cute smile exposed the dimples he adored. “This pasta is amazing looking.” “Don’t be too impressed. It’s about the extent of my culinary expertise.” “I’m very impressed, and it
"That truly was a great romantic story. Thank you for sharing it with me." "Did it bring back any memories?" Devon asked hopefully. "If that was my life, it was amazing, romantic, and enjoyable to hear. But somehow, I feel there must have been more in my life. Nothing seemed to jar even the slightest memory or evoked the slighted feeling of love and happiness you describe." "Nothing?" Devon asked, concerned. "I'm sorry I don't mean to disappoint you. Maybe there was more pain than happiness?" "No! Not true!" He exclaimed. "How can you only remember the bad? And what is this bad that you are recalling?" "We both are tired; it's been a long day. Maybe I'll share it with you tomorrow. Good night Dev." Zari said, sashaying out of the dining room to the guest bedroom. ****** After breakfast, Zari found everything hard to believe. She was confused, like she was outside of herself, looking in. It isn't easy to explain. And she will never mention these things again to the lovely
“Should I continue?” Zari asked. “Uhmm, I don't know, this seems painful, and I can't see how this will help you to recall your memories." but recalling such negativity’s not draining too much, right?” "But I wanted to share what I recall to help you see you are not my husband. You are a kind and sweet man. I know you couldn't be my husband because you would never treat me like he did. So please let me continue to share. I don't want you to get your hopes up high that we were ever married." Devon sighed heavily. “It's not necessary, but okay, continue." Now where was I? Oh yes. Over time I began to feel discouraged over not finding work and that Devon was always too busy. I kept looking for a job, hoping he wouldn't have to work so much and maybe we could spend more time together as a couple. But every morning, I would rise at 5 am and give my man a hot breakfast and sweet kisses before he left for work. Then around 6:30 am. I would get on my laptop for two to three hours, mayb
Devon excitement to share their Wedding Album. Zari saw the man's hurt and anger, and she was afraid to say anymore. "You were right. I can see it is too painful for you. I don't want to hurt you." Zari said, getting up from the island and leaving the kitchen as she headed to her room, locking the door. Devon shook his head and slammed his fist into the other as he left the kitchen. Zari's head was hurting; it bothered her to have memories enter her brain and then try to make sense of them. Some days little memories would come to her mind; other days, she would have clear, concise memories of what she went through. Yet, none of these memories ever has anything to do with the man who claimed to be her husband. All her memories are about the man she remembers. It was uncanny how she couldn't remember his face with vivid clarity. It's beyond her wildest imagination! How she married outside her culture and the man she remembers and the one who says he's her husband are clearly of ano
As the days and weeks went by, before I knew it, a month had come and gone, with me watching my wife from a distance. It was a quiet month; she stayed in the primary bedroom we once shared most of the time. When I would see her briefly, it was sometimes in passing in the hallways or kitchen. Each time I would be shocked by her appearance. The makeup, constant hairstyle change, and clothing were unlike the Zari I had known for three years. Her clothing style was far sexier and more provocative, and the hairstyles were very hip-hop hair do’s. Sometimes when I came home, I would hear music blaring from our bedroom. Nothing made sense, but that kiss we shared the other night. It was good, as ever, and, in some ways, far better than before. I can't even compare the old Zari with the new. But I didn't say anything to her; I accepted she had physically and mentally changed. But I wonder what about emotionally. Did she still love me deep down, inside her closed-off mind and heart? Zari spent
Devon was hurting on many levels about his wife. Thoughts about whether she had been affected mentally, physically, and possibly sexually by her carjacker or abductor played with his emotional state. He entertained several scenarios of how he would kill that animal who put his hands on his wife. Even though the doctors said that she wasn't raped, it doesn't mean any sexual abuse didn't occur. Whoever kidnapped her, he still had his hands on my wife! Devon became filled with anger! He looked at the clock; it was time to go. He had been watching the person he thought might be Zari’s abductor. Devon always had a temper and did whatever came to his mind. He knew the man's routine and what time the guy left his house and would return home. So, he got in his car and drove around the neighborhood, buying time and waiting for him to pull up in his Lamborghini. Devon Park was a block away and sat in his car. Pulse racing, heart filled with fury! He suspected this was the man that did this to Z
Thank you for marrying me, even though you can't remember, and for giving me this incredible gift night to sit here with you this way." Devon softly smiles as he takes his long body, stretching out into a semi-laying position as he lies there gazing at her sultrily. The flow of compliments from this masculine man, accompanied by his sexy eyes, piercing through her very soul, caused Zari's body to feel a searing heat straight to her center she had never once felt with D.O. She picked up her glass of wine, and began drinking it. Hoping the alcohol would cool her down. Devon sat there examining her beautiful face in silence, even though his eyes spoke clearly to her mind, body, and heart. It was killing him not to lean over and kiss those gorgeous succulent lips. Devon decided this was not the moment to declare and release his feelings. Even though his body ached desperately to hold her as a cascade of physical and emotional sensations, he had to let them subside. Zari saw the look
“Devon what should I do?” She asked after muting the call. “Take the call.” Devon poured himself a cup of coffee.. He could see Zari was deep in thought. So he took a seat at the table. She looked at him. Her body heaved, again and again. It was time to purge. Zari told Devon. “I agree we can’t keep ignoring his phone calls.” “Yes, so you should tell him goodbye so we can move on with our life." Devon hugged her, and her stomach finally settled. Now she could finally put it all to rest finally. “Hello Evan. Please listen to me first. I'm so sorry, I had no idea not responding to your call for these months would bring you here. I am the biggest procrastinator there is. I'm the type if something is happening today or a problem arises. I tell myself that I will worry about tomorrow. It's the way I have coped with issues by telling myself to deal with them tomorrow. When tomorrow comes, I face something new and have forgotten all about yesterday's concerns. But now that I'm appl
Zari remembers Devon, not from her past and she doesn't recall the vows from the past. The tragic kidnapping and accident have erased pieces of Zari's memory, including the recollection of her first wedding. The memory from photographs, pictures that capture the passion between them on that particular day, is her only memory in pictures. But she can't forget her loving husband, Devon she has now. After making court appearances, his brother's lawyer, in the end, pleaded insanity. Evan was going away to a mental institution where hopefully, he'll get the help he needs. Since his health didn't permit it, Devon's father had to humble himself and ask his oldest son to take over the family business entirely. Devon encourages his father to trust his sister Mina, who can manage the family business more successfully than he could ever. Once the dust settled, the reality of the problems of the Hightower family hit home. It was now time for Devon and Zari to concentrate on their life. Zari d
After telling Devon what happened to her, Zari could see that Devon was beyond angry. “Devon, I don’t want to share anymore. All you need to know, baby, is that I fought and fought to keep him from taking me until he put that towel over my nose and forced me into the back seat of his car. "Do you remember the make and model of the car Zari?" Devon anxiously asks. I think so, but I only remember the color, nothing much else, because before I passed out, he covered me with a blanket, and I quickly lost consciousness. Upon waking, I felt drugged and limp; my hands and feet were bound, and once inside his house, I was forced into the shower to shave. "Shave?" "Please don't make me share details." Devon nodded, "Tell me." Zari continued. "The man led me across the hall into a room; I tried to get away many times. That's when he handcuffs and leaves me alone for I don't know how long. Until I was dying of thirst and starving for food, and that was the beginning of my nightmare and
Zari finally awakened and she wasn't sure about anything. She just wasn't sure of much anymore only that she was unhappy and then suddenly happy. Being that the caretaker dropped the dose of meds, she was giving Zari. She began to cry a lot. She cried when it rained. She cried at the sound of gloomy music on the tv and radio.She cried over the fact that she cried and she cried because things lacked substance. Zari felt as if she was moving in slow motion, swimming through a sea of shadows. Then she said, “What an awful Metaphor,” she thought, and then she laughed asking herself, “What is a metaphor? How did I know that word?”Even though she didn't know what the word meant anymore, she had the feeling she'd known it, once before. She'd known a lot of things. Then again, maybe not. Something was wrong with her. Wrong, she thought.He told her the doctors said she was ill. Not that she recalls seeing a doctor. He told her that she had additional problems. “Your memory was failing her.
He stared at those pink panties she wore. His hand lingered over her center as if too excited to touch it. His eyes cascaded down her thighs to her legs. He realized she still had on her shoes. He hurried to the foot of the bed. “I'm sorry, that should have been the first thing I removed. Please forgive me, dear.” He said, looking up at her face and chuckling. Once he removed her shoes from her feet. He climbed back into bed, smiling non-stop. He wanted her; she was almost too precious to touch. But his twisted mind convinces him to make her his bride and wife. And he felt the only way is to have intercourse with her. That way, she will become his, and he would be able to wipe away the grime she's been living with all this time. "She will be all mine," He repeated breathlessly in heat. The sound of labored breathing, the crescendo of gasps and moans escaped his throat as he removed her bra and panties. His right hand cupped her breast while the other rubbed her mound. Zari lay th
She felt someone grab her from behind. She tried to scream as the white cloth was placed over her mouth. He held it there until she stopped moving and completely collapsed in his arms. He knew he had to avoid the cameras. The only one he saw was the one across the street. He maneuvered around the building getting behind the camera. He opens up his car door and puts her in the back seat. He closed his eyes and shook his head. “Why didn't she just listen?” He got in the car and drove off. As Zari lay there on the backseat, knocked unconscious. He was rambling as if she could hear him. “Why didn't you listen?” He asked as he let out a sigh. “You heard everything I told you, and you know I was right about that punk Devon the first time. He shook his head, his lips trembling. “I don't get you, Zari. After all the abuse you've gone through, I'm here to protect you, and you don't want it.” He was coming in and out of insanity and sanity. “What did you say?” He looked back to the backseat
Instead of moving on and forgetting the past, he was trying to help her gain her memory even now after all this time. He seemed absorbed with the past and what had happened to the woman she was before. Zari has constantly questioned why her brain has chosen to erase or lock away her memory of her past life with Devon and their excellent beginning. She couldn't understand why something so good, so precious, she couldn't recall it. It was so aggravating. All she wants to clearly remember and cherish is the things they have experienced in the past six months. And to add, she is finally going to the Hightowers for dinner for the first time in their three-year marriage. ***** According to the Doctor, Zari's memory of time and events was returning. Sometimes when a patient's memory returns to them, they feel like they are reliving that moment. Devon was encouraged to give her time to go through the episode; once she has calmed down, she may be ready to reveal where she's in her memories.
She stormed out of the living room. Zari was determined to let him speak first. No more filling in the silences for him. No more assuming his quiet meant, "I love you, let's stay married even though I'm indebted to Susie." So she left him standing there as she slammed the door to her room. Devon plopped down on the sofa. He had to consider long and hard all that was said. Devon was shocked. He had thought all was well between the two of them now. "How did I not realize how bad this had hurt her? I must figure out how to return to Zari's good graces and life and tell her I'm not going anywhere. I thought the planning of the vow recital showed I was serious." Devon had been so distracted with trying to please Susie and keep his sanity, thinking only of the promise he had made to Susie, but sadly he never managed to keep in mind the vows he had made to Zari and how she must have felt all this time. Until recently, he'd finally dared to start doing it another way around. From now on, Za
"I've asked you this once and will ask you again. Are you pregnant or something for Devon? I don't understand why you can't let a man who has disrespected you this way go?" "No, I'm not pregnant, for my husband and I take my marriage vows seriously. However, Mike, I believe we make mistakes, and if we are repented, then they deserve a second chance," she said honestly. "So you're going back to him? I thought when you left with me tonight. You have made your decision." Mike's emotions caught in his throat slightly. "I don't know the full workings of the human heart… maybe I'll understand one day. But I do know how I feel about him, and I still get angry at him, but I know how I feel about my husband." "I'm still not following," Mike said quietly. "Even though our relationship is in question, I knew I loved him before I married him. We've been together off and on for three years. And what I have for you is love, but falling in love with you that hasn't happened. There's an attractio