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(Katelyn's POV)Ryder glared at her, his frustration clear, but Jenna didnât waver for a second. âKate doesn't owe any of us an explanation. This is her trauma, not ours,â she continued, her voice steady.âShe said we could talk about it,â Ryder insisted, his tone becoming more aggressive. âI want to know what happened with that piece of shit! I deserve to know!ââDude,â Tyler said, his voice calm but stern, âcalm down.âBut Ryder wasn't having it. "I am fucking calm! I want to know what happened! Don't I have a right to know?! I'm her fucking mate!âJennaâs eyes flashed with anger but she answered him calmly. âNo, you don't have a RIGHT to know. This isnât about you. This is about Kate and what sheâs comfortable sharing.âI watched as Ryderâs frustration boiled over. He was about to let Jenna have it, but before he could say another word, Jenna stood up and laid into him.âDon't you dare say another fucking word. You have no idea what she's been through and you have no right to deman
(Ryder's POV)I couldnât stand the silence. It felt like it was crushing me, but no one said anything. We all just looked around at one another, waiting for someone to say something.Kate looked nervous, her eyes darting around the room. It felt like she was hiding something and I needed to know what it was.Eventually, Tyler stepped in, âSo... weâre home. Letâs talk,â he began, opening up the floor.Kate still said nothing, her eyes now fixed on her lap while she fidgeted awkwardly.I'll admit, I was beginning to get annoyed. What was she waiting for? What was she hiding?I sighed and went to take a seat beside Tyler, feeling like I should probably get comfortable if this was going to take all day. Finally, after further prompting from Tyler, she began to talk.She explained how she had no memory of the actual kidnapping, but that she'd managed to access it via a vision by staring into her own eyes in a mirror.That was certainly an interesting turn of events. If that were the case, i
(Ryder's POV)Kate looked relieved when I apologized. I saw it in the way her shoulders eased and her eyes softened, but the moment didnât last long. Her gaze flicked back and forth between me and Jenna, like she was trying to figure out if the tension between us had really died down.It hadnât, not completely. I couldn't help the resentment I still harbored against her, but I was willing to let it go... For now, at least.The room was thick with unspoken words. Tyler sat quietly, waiting for someone to say something, while Jenna still clutched Kate's hand protectively.I didnât know what was supposed to come next, but I knew that the silence was stretching on for way longer than was comfortable.Finally, Kate cleared her throat, looking like she was ready to say something, though her voice came out soft and hesitant. âI know you both need answers,â she began, her eyes settling on me before shifting over to Tyler. âAnd I want to tell you everything. But... Iâm still trying to work thr
(Ryder's POV)"Somehow, between Harlan and Dr Prince, they got it in their heads that my abilities were somehow linked to the moon. So Harlan decided it would be best that I give him a demonstration that night. Dr Prince seemed to think it was a bad idea, given that it was raining and the moon wasn't even visible," Kate went on with a small shrug, her eyes still fixed on the floor."Then Harlan asked the Doctor if there was a way to verify that what I was telling them was true. Like, if I was lying, was there any way for them to know. I had been lying, so that made me a little nervous. But then Dr Prince said there was no way that he was aware of. That's when Harlan decided to bring Jenna in. He kept saying that he was sure I'd be able to show him more if I just had the right motivation." She looked so miserable as she recounted the story and I couldn't help but feel guilty about earlier.What the fuck had I expected from her?! What was I actually thinking?! That she would just lay do
(Ryder's POV)Jenna looked uncomfortable, her brow furrowing. "What? Did I say something wrong?" she apologized, glancing nervously at Kate. Kate shook her head slowly, almost like she hadnât heard Jenna at all. Her lips moved as she whispered something to herself, "Break the cycle..."We all exchanged confused looks. What was going on? Was she having some kind of flashback? PTSD?"Yeah, Harlan always gets his way," Jenna began to explain, as if maybe Kate had misunderstood what she meant. "Harlan always wins. Maybe you're the one to teach him a lesson." She smiled at Kate with a hint of pride. "I mean, you have before..."But Kateâs head shook again, this time more firmly. "No... I... I had a vision," she said quietly, her eyes glazing over like she was somewhere far away from the room. âI think... it was my mom. My real mom.âHer real mom? None of us saw that coming and I shifted uneasily in my seat, glancing at Tyler to gauge his reaction. He looked just as shocked as I felt."You
(Katelyn's POV)Everyone looked at me awkwardly, unsure of what to do.Ryder spoke first, "You mean, now? Are you... Are you sure you're ready for that?" he asked warily.I nodded. "To be honest, I kind of just want to get this over with," I admitted. "I don't want to have to relive this nightmare again," I said, meaning it. I didn't want to tell the story in bits and pieces. I didn't want to have to delve into it day after day to try and explain things. I just wanted to tell them everything I could now, and then the things I couldn't bring myself to share just yet, I could work through those when I felt ready."Um... Okay," Ryder replied. "How do you want to do this? Like one at a time?" he asked cautiously.I shook my head. "Not a fuck. I'm doing it once and then hopefully I never have to do it again. I never want to see Harlan again," I said adamantly."Okay, so..." Ryder trailed off, uncertain what to do next. "Um...""Let me try with all of you. I told Jen I'd show her anyway. If
(Katelyn's POV)Jenna looked visibly relieved to be back in the living room, her shoulders sinking as she leaned back on her hands, grounding herself against the floor. It was like she needed that confirmation. Needed to touch something solid to remind herself that this was reality.âThat wasnât a memory,â Ryder said softly, breaking the silence. His eyes were locked on mine, searching, as if he was trying to decipher my thoughts.I swallowed hard and shook my head slowly. âNo⌠Well, yes... Not exactlyâ I replied cryptically, realizing I was going to have to try and explain this.But how was I supposed to explain something that barely made sense to me?"It didn't actually happen, obviously," I began after a moment's hesitation. "I had a dream. One of those dreams," I clarified, looking to Ryder because I knew he would understand. âHarlan... well..." I trailed off, not particularly wanting to relive the details of how he had pinned me up against the wall as he tried to strangle me."We
(Katelyn's POV)Tyler and I were still laughing when Ryder walked back in, his face somewhere between amusement and discomfort. âSo... uh... bad news,â he said, scratching the back of his neck with an awkward smile. âTheyâre in your room,â he said, fixing his gaze on me.I grimaced for a second, but then shrugged. I couldn't say it would be the first time Jenna had used my room for sex... At least this time it was with her mate. And honestly, I wasnât about to interrupt them. I could always spend the night with one of the twins.âOf course they are,â I muttered with a sigh, shaking my head. Ryder sat back down on the couch, reclining into it with a deep sigh. He was still smiling, that lazy, content smile that seemed to have spread through the room.âIâm happy for them,â I whispered, my voice soft as I let myself reflect on what this might mean for Jenna. Sheâd been through so much shit with Nathan, and it was clear that after this little ordeal she wasn't completely over him. Ash wo