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Lady Tina grabbed my hair and pulled my head back. I shouted as pain radiated through me. Goodness, it hurt so much. I tried holding her hands to soothe the pain but she only pulled harder and it felt like she was pulling my hair from my scalp one after the other.
“Stop, please,” I begged, tears running down both sides of my eyes. “Didn’t I warn you? I told you to never wash the dirty linen with the washing machine. Do you want to infect my clothing!” She tugged at my hair, increasing the pressure of her hands around my hair. Goodness, it hurt so much. “I am sorry,” I begged, sobbing hard. “Your father pees and poos all over the bed linen yet you wash it in the same washing machine I use for my clothes. Are you crazy?” She slapped my face, letting go of my hair and I fell to the floor. “It's cause I am late for school, I am sorry.” I quickly fell to my knees, begging her so she would let me go. “You are stupid. Stupid is what you are. You make excuses for your laziness. The next time you do this Lana, I won't take it easy with you!” She spat before turning around and heading for the door. “And you should come back from school earlier, we are going to be having a visitor. Okay?” She glanced at me and I quickly nodded. Once she was gone, I sighed and sat well on the floor. Tears ran down both sides of my cheeks but I wiped it quickly. Time was far spent and I would be late for the second class, The Professor already hates me. I rushed to my dad’s room with his breakfast. As usual, Dad was seated on the bed, looking into space. He usually said nothing. Dad hasn't said a word since he got into this accident which incapacitated him. The doctor never said that he couldn't speak though. “Dad,” I called. He ignored me. He had always ignored me. Yet, when he looked at me, he glared at me. He hated me, I knew. Mom died while birthing me, and he had always told me it was because of that he married Lady Tina. If only I hadn't been born, he would still have his mate. The day father got into an accident, he was searching for me. I had left home because I couldn't take the hatred from them anymore. I was planning to get killed by a rogue or something heinous. This was why he hated me. Still, I had to take care of him, he was my father. I fed him before going to the kitchen to clear the dishes. By the time I was done and ready for school, time was already far spent. ‘Lana?’ I heard the voice in my head. I ignored it since I was in a rush to get on the bus. This was the last bus to the college and if I didn't get in, I would have to walk to school. “Don’t sit next to me!” An old woman called out when I was going to sit. She rolled her milky eyes before placing her bag on the seat I was going to sit on. I smiled and nodded, taking the standing position. Lady Tina wasn't the only one who hated me. Everyone who knew my story in the pack did. My father was the Beta, hence everyone knew. Everyone hated me for bringing bad luck to my family. They had said, my parents were a happy and romantic couple before I came. The pictures in our storage room were evidence. Finally, I got to school during the second period. ‘Lana!’ I rushed down the hallway, my heart pounding crazily in my chest. I was in deep shit. Mr. Alexander would probably deduct several marks from my already low grades. Pressing my head against the classroom door, I saw him writing on the board, backing the students. Hmm, something smells good. Since he was backing the students, I decided to crawl into the class, this way he wouldn't notice me because the podium on which he stood was tall. Hopefully, my coursemates wouldn't tell on me. I was invincible to them anyway. ‘If they do, I will break their neck!’ Wow, did I just say that? I ignored the thought and set to crawl into the class. On my fours, I opened the door and started to crawl toward the back. Goodness, what was the delicious smell? It invaded my nostrils and made my mouth water. At some point, I forgot I was crawling and turned in the direction the scent was coming from. Why did it smell this good? When I turned, I saw Professor Alexander staring at me with pinched brows. The scent was coming from him. ‘Mate!’ The voice sounded in my head, this time I was able to differentiate it. ‘Lana, it's our mate!’ No. How could he be our mate? What was happening? Why was he staring at me like that? I stared back into his eyes, realizing he had gorgeous sapphire eyes that glinted with silver. They were gorgeous. Goodness, he was handsome. What the hell? What the hell was I thinking?! This was Mr Alexander Roland. How could I think about him like this? ‘Alexander? Hm, I love his first name.’ The voice boomed in my head again, a sultry one. That Wasn't mine. Even my subconscious couldn't be thinking like this. Except… I gasped, covering my mouth as realization set in. ‘Don’t tell me you forgot today is your eighteenth birthday. Lana…’ she called my name sadly. ‘Lana, I am here now. You don't have to face this cruel world alone anymore. I will fight for you. I will help you overcome everything.’ Tears grew in my eyes as she spoke in the back of my mind. Suddenly, it didn't feel lonely anymore. The words were reassuring and I felt loved and wanted - a strange feeling. I had never been wanted. The moment I was born, I was instantly hated and unwanted.LENA. It’s been three days since I got home and I was already tired of barely doing anything. So today I decided I was going to work with mommy. Isna always calls me mommy and now I am used to calling my mother ‘Mommy’ too. “What?” She turned over her shoulder watching me slurp my cereal. I was such a baby when it came to her. “No, you don't have to work. Your mother is rich. You are a nepo baby. I run a multi-million-dollar company and you already own more than 30% shares of the company. You wanna work again… why?” She turned to me suddenly, her gaze meeting mine. And I choked on my cereal. She rushed over, walking around the kitchen island with a glass of water. She pushed it to my lips, forcing me to swallow a couple of times. How the hell did I move from having no one to having a mother who cares so much about me? Geez. She slapped my chest a few times and only stopped after I stopped coughing. “Girl…. You'd better go back up there and sleep. By the time you get up, the k
ALEXANDER. Stepping into the pack house again, this time with a different mindset. I was going to claim back what belonged to me. I stepped in fully, walking up the stairs and heading for the rooms where Isaac lay. His pictures and those of his mate, Annalise and their child hung on the walls. A part of me wanted it to be mine, and Lena and the kids. That was only ever going to happen when she decides to accept me into her and the kids' lives. Just before stepping over to the first door I saw, the third one open up and Annalise stepped out. She froze when she saw me. “Is he in there?” I asked, stepping closer. “He is sick… don’t hurt him.” She spat, her eyes glued on me making me raise my brows. “The last time I checked, your mate made mine stab me in the back. I think it is well justified when I do the same.” I grabbed the door handle, pushing the door back instantly and before she could follow, I slammed the door, latching it shut. My eyes shifted to him, and there he was
LENA. “Wow, he sounds very strong,” I smirked, watching them hug the frame like it meant the whole world to them. Would they hold onto Alexander the same way though? I wondered. “You don't want to show me the picture?” I asked, smiling. “No… it is not that. Mommy may not like him. Mommy may send him away. And I want him to stay.” Isna whined. I chuckled, pulling her to me and Israel followed, still shielding the frame.“You really want him to be your daddy?” I asked, my heart sinking when she nodded. Was it out of desperation? I couldn't tell. I sighed, grabbing the frame from them this time. Who was this….?I froze immediately. My eyes went wide when I saw him. In the picture, he squatted, Israel and Isna sat on his lap and the principal held the golden trophy they had won. It was Alexander. It was their true father. I turned to mom but she had never seen Alexander, so she didn't know him. “I said it. Mommy doesn't like him. Mommy doesn't like him!” Isna cried, moving in
LENA. The drive back to the pack was long. I tried not to cry in the car, because Leilani was watching. As much as I knew she didn't understand what was going on and I was not ready to bombard her with information just yet. “The kids. They smell so good,” she said, speaking of Jenna’s children again. But I couldn't be bothered about that, not now. I was already second-guessing my decision. Perhaps I should have allowed Alexander to come with me to see the kids. “But he is hexed!” My subconscious screamed at me, reminding me why I had chosen not to. The kids needed a healthy father. I never had one. I suffered because of my father for years, I could still feel the pain of being bullied and hated. It was better for him to stay away. Soon, we arrived at Monica’s home. Leilani’s head whipped up with recognition. She jumped out of the car before I could stop her, heading for the front door. She banged on the door while I waited. The next second, Monica pushed the door back. She
ALEXANDER.Got back in my car after she sent me away. I was in the wrong. Right from the beginning, I wronged her so stepping away was healthier - for the both of us. But I wouldn't let her stop me from being with our children. I would do everything right by her. To be worthy of her and our kids. Damn, she was so sexy even in the turtle neck top and plain jeans. She still looked breathtaking making such basic piece look like high fashion. I pulled over in Jenna’s house, she needed to answer some questions. Her brother was my best friend. Daniel and I used to be so close until some incident occurred between us. I remembered Jenna used to have a crush on me. She would bring me her snacks back then in highschool but I knew I couldn't be with her, she was human and her brother was my best friend. It was so weird gaining all of my memories and realising she somehow became my wife. The last thing I remembered was Lena stabbing me in the back. Now I was a husband and a father to two
LENA. Leilani sat on my couch while I packed my bags.Then I grabbed my keys from the drawer below the TV when a knock came on my door. I froze, wondering who it was. My gaze slowly moved to Leilani; she was playing with the cube game that I had given her to distract her. Gently, I walked over to the door, grabbing the key as if it were a self-defense tool. Who was it? Fear ran through my spine. I grabbed the door handle and twisted it open. Pulling it back, I was met with a familiar face. Jenna. Only after did I realise that I had been holding my breath. She stepped in, holding her kids. They walked in and instantly Leilani’s face popped up. “Lena,” she said. I ran a hand through my hair. “I am leaving,” she added and then I turned to her. “I am sorry. I apologise for everything I did to you. Alexander deserved to be with you and not me.” She stepped closer while I stared at her. I didn't know whether to forgive her or ask her why she kept the truth away from me. For y







