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CHAPTER 80~ GRACE

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~ NATALIA~

I always wondered what would it feel like if someone loses a part of their memories and then once they remember all of those long lost memories. At that certain moment in time, what would they feel like?

Would they be glad that they have remembered an important part of their life, or would they feel miserable because those memories were more painful for them than the current hell they were living in?

Or maybe it’s both. Because now I have the answer to the question I always wondered about.

I was glad and miserable at the same moment.

I was glad because I remembered who was in my past that I could not remember and was living my life to the fullest.

I was miserable because those memories were the horrible truth and a part of my life.

For a moment I was dying with the pain of rejection and the next moment I was forced to remember all those memories and I had to acknowledge the fact that I had a brother who was always by my side but never tried to stop the monster who was
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