POSEIDON POV
“I am full.” I announced dropping my cutlery onto the table and tearing out of the dining room. As soon as I was out of sight, I leaned against the wall, aggressively clutching my chest to calm my savagely beating heart. My thoughts wandered about the place, trying to figure out how the hell it all came to this.It has been a year. A whole year with my mind in gutters, trying to decipher what had actually gone down that night. It has been a year since I have been questioning every single thing about my life, trying to find answers to millions of questions that kept me awake at night. A whole year of me convincing myself that I was normal, call me homophobic but I knew there was no way I could ever be… that way. I mean it couldn’t be true.With a heavy inner struggle, I climbed the stairs hurriedly, taking two at a time until I arrived on my floor and ran straight into my bedroom. After slamming the door and ensuring that it was locked, I plopped myself onto the bed and thought. Hard. The first thing to pop into my mind was how HE happened to be my stepbrother, who was in case you didn’t know, going to sleep right across the hallway from me.To say I was confused would be an utter understatement. How the hell did I end up here? I mean, how the hell did ‘the boy’ turn out to be my stepbrother living in the same house as me? Up to this day, I was still trying to figure out what the hell had happened, and why the hell my body behaved the way it did with him. And I tell you, I have not found even a single answer. It was as if he popped out of nowhere, flipped my world upside down leaving me with millions of questions, then disappeared into thin air. That particular feeling I felt when he was in my arms, I have been seeking it since. And to my rotten luck, nobody on this earth seemed to live up to all of it.And when he showed up, everything seemed to have paused. As soon as he had stepped into the room, the first thing I caught was the whiff of his perfume, sandalwood. The scent that was magically printed on my brain. And right then, all of my senses stood on their toes, waiting to see who it was. Him! It could only be him. Sitting across from him at the dinner table made all the memories of that night flash across my eyes like a tape recorder.For the rest of the night, I lay awake in my bed, thinking about how the hell this drama was going to play. As much as I wanted to hate it, a very small part of me was happy that he showed. A very small part.~~~ PIERRE POVI woke up from a faint vibration of my phone, only to realize I have missed 2 calls and had more than 10 unread messages. Just like that, sleep decided to part ways with me until further notice and I embraced the birth of the new day. The screen flashed one more time signaling the incoming call, and on the screen was written Marc with a small burning heart. Not a typical thing for a 17-year-old boy but then who cares. After shifting into a comfortable position, I swiped across the screen and waited… The first thing I heard was the loud bangs and the sounds of the machines drilling, with a faint sound of music playing in the background. There was a little shuffling before the background noise quieted down, leaving room for hushed pants.“Pierre?” Marc’s voice boomed into the speaker and I found myself thinking of all the good times we had. At that moment, I was down by the fencing border overlooking the vast Rhône with a boy whose skin was as pale as snow.“Pierre, are you there?” He called out again and I almost jumped out of the bed.“Hi,” I said softly causing his breathing to halt, then a soft chuckle to follow.“Est-ce que je t’ai reveille?” “No. I was already awake.” I lied, for no reason at all. But I wasn’t going to have him blame himself for waking me up early in the morning. “What time is it?” it was only then I glanced at the bedside clock which signaled that it was a little after 6 in the morning.“Un peu après 6 heures du matin.” I replied causing him to heave out a loud sigh.“So you were sleeping.” He said, and it was my turn to chuckle. We didn’t say anything for the next few seconds, just listened to him as he continued working. Marc was my long-time friend whom I may have tried to date along the way. But the relationship wasn’t a very good idea since it failed right at the beginning. But one thing I was thankful for was that in him, I found a friend whom I trusted more than life itself. I know trust is farfetched but Marc got me like nobody else. And it was safe to say he held a very special position in my heart.“So…” He started, and I knew by the long pause what was coming next.“The boy huh?” He said simply, and it was my turn to sigh out defeatedly.“Est-li beau?” His question had me rolling my eyes heavenward and stifling a peal of laughter. Of course, Marc Durand was only interested in that kind of thing. “Take two most handsome men in the world, combine them together and add to the mixture the impossibly smooth skin with the world’s bluest eyes. You get Poseidon.” I gave a brief explanation.“Hmmm hmmm hmmm…” I could almost see him pursing his lips and nodding furiously.“So he is a looker.” He added, and I nodded.“Well, it is not a bad thing, is it? I mean the first guy you have ever been with lives with you under the same roof. You guys have plenty of time to sneak out.”“Marc…” I barked out loud and even jumped to the sitting position.“Whaaaaat?” He dared to laugh after saying a lewd monstrosity.“That’s incest.” I pointed out the obvious knowing damn well he wasn’t going to have it.“And?”“The boy is my stepbrother.”“Uh-huh. Stepbrother. Meaning you have all the right to hump him to your heart’s content.” He said and all I wanted at that moment was to give him a good smack. Before I could come up with words to answer him, a faint knock came from the door, and for some reason, I froze in my posture. One, it wasn’t my mom because the knock was rather too forceful than hers. “Come in…” I hated the tremor that was laced in my voice, and my heart went on a race when the door slowly creaked open and in came none… but my nemesis and the epitome of my sweet nightmares. His hair was still wet on his head, signaling he had just jumped out of the shower and my sensitive nose caught a whiff of his scent from where I was. The loose gray sweats he had on and the white muscle vest put everything I wanted to see out on display- an utter feast for my eyes. Marc and his rumblings were instantly forgotten since all I could think of was the man who had infested my bedroom.“You’re up. That's good.” He said plainly and walked further into the room, stealing a gallon of air with every step he took. He stood an inch from my bed and glared down at me. On his forehead were deep furrows, his blue eyes insanely blue from the long hours of sleep. Gods really didn't play fair when it came to this one. No one was allowed to be this dashing at fuckin' six in the morning. HORREUR!“My room is just across the hall.” He informed, and I just sat there, mute as fuck trying to engage my mind to work.“You’re going to be enrolled in Rhodez.” It was a semi-question, at least from the way he said it. I gave him a small nod and he returned it with a firm one. He went in by stuffing his hands in his pockets, causing his muscles to buck and bulge insanely before turning around.“Get ready. Breakfast is in 10.” He didn’t wait for me to respond as he started to walk out. I didn’t know that my eyes were still shamelessly glued on him until he cleared his throat, causing me to shake my mind out of the haze. “Sorry, what?” I asked with a squeaky voice,“That guy on the phone is about to lose it!” And with that, he exited my room. After leaving, the air was all of a sudden, efficient for respiration and I searched for my phone that got lost during the… whatever that was.“Marc?” I called out after finding my voice.“That was him right?” the nosy bastard taunted, and defeatedly, I dropped onto the bed and stared at the ceiling. “Let me call you back later.” We said our goodbyes before hanging up. The next thing the little voice in my head screamed was:WHAT A WAY TO START A DAY.POSEIDON POV~FLASHBACK~“You’ll be hammered before the fun ends if you keep going like this.”Romeo pointed out handing me my sixth… or was it seventh? Don’t care! Anyway, he pointed out as he handed me yet another full glass of wine before taking an empty one from my other hand and placing it on the tray of the passing waiter. I made sure to raise a toast to him before chugging the whole liquid down and then winced at the burning sensation as the liquor traveled down my throat. My eyes continued roaming the expansive hall taking in all kinds of people who have swarmed up to witness the ‘holy matrimony’ of the infamous Gabriel Rhodez and his second wife. I made sure to stay in the shadows, avoiding the limelight at all costs. Today wasn’t about me, it was about him. And I couldn’t afford to be buttered along by the group of bulimic pot-bellied oldies who were lying through their teeth.Don’t call me bitter. It's just that… this wasn’t my kind of crowd. Fancy designer dresses, diamon
PIERRE POV“It’s an honor to have another Young Master join us here.” Young Master? OOOOOOKAYYYYY?“I will leave him in your care then.” Mom replied before giving a small nod to the school’s principal who seemed rather overly enticed by the idea of the ‘other young master’ joining Rhodez High. If I were to be brutally honest, the idea of being called the Young Master didn’t really phase me. I have ever only seen them in Asian movies and never thought that they are a real thing and that someone could be literally addressed as the Young Master. Or those overzealous titles. “Of course Mrs. Rhodez.” She gave out a huge sigh before turning towards me with the biggest grin. I found myself forcing a smile and giving her an awkward wave, then turned to look at the black Cadilac parked a good foot behind us, ready to leave that place.“Let’s not waste any more of your time.” Mom said, then started to turn around. I was in front of her in a heartbeat, running away from the buttering words tha
POSEIDON POVDo you know that feeling? That little jittery spark that sizzles down your spine, then causes butterflies to dance around your tummy whenever the thought of that particular someone crosses your mind? That little shiver that leaves you wondering if they’re real or not... That is exactly what I was feeling. At least at that very moment.I was still in a state of trying to figure out what it was I felt when it came to Pierre. Not even full 24 hours have gone by since his arrival but I was already trying so hard to decipher how I was going to live with him just across the hall. The boy didn't need to do anything, all he had to do was exist, and that only was enough to have my mind in the gutters.Now being alone with him didn't do any help.The sun had just set and the sky was a lovely orange hue, with a gentle breeze brushing around us. I was vaguely aware of his sneak peeks at my naked body, even though he thought I had no idea that he was checking me out. I don’t know what
PIERRE POVThe rest of the weekend flashed by more quickly than I had anticipated. I was still amidst the dire confusion of change, trying to cope with the idea of suddenly being a rich kid living in a house bigger than The Louvre with maids at my disposal all day long. Everything was just so overwhelming and before I could wrap my mind around everything that was happening and cushion myself well, come to terms with that yes this was it, this was my life and I was going to be some trust fund baby, it was already Monday and we were all leaving for school. I don’t know what it was that made me so antsy, but I didn’t sleep a wink the previous night. Luckily, I had thoughts of Poseidon accompanying me for the rest of the night.I should say, he has played rather an important faction around me these past few days, despite the haze and bafflement that was overriding my system. Although the change was good, that didn't mean it was all easy. But at the end of the day, it was change, and no ma
PIERRE POVThe day was rather much lazier than I had expected. It was only after 12, already nearing lunchtime, but we were still milling around getting accustomed to the campus and everything. No classes were held since it was all about orientation and signing up for additional classes... All that turmoil. And I should rather say, Rhodez Empire Academy was a literal heaven on earth. I may have thought I have seen its opulence previously when I came here with mom, even on the internet, but I truly didn’t see a thing. Absolutely, nobody prepared me for the thing I found here. All that I saw that another day was just a drop of water in a cast ocean. It didn’t even begin to compare to everything that was here.First and foremost, the ordonnance itself spoke volumes and the way everything was just in its place had to be the highlight of it all. I was in pure awe. And I did hope that all the hands that worked on this, had the reimbursement they deserved, for they went all out and beyond.
POSEIDON POVThe sonic boom of an unruly throng of admirers... The loud cheers that come unbidden at any moment...I always took it them all up with a grain of salt. They have been a part of my life since the beginning of forever, and I was so used to them, to the point where I felt kind of partial and a little insane without all of them. From the get-go, it was only about being the son of the owner of Empire Academy. That granted me some lisence over a couple of things around here, such as an exclusive treatment, being boot-licked by both students and teachers.I met my friends very early, we were all from rich families and that kind of treatment was no foreign to us. Like a dream, we became the epitome of Empire Academy. Seeing all of that, we created our own little clique which became popular that the plastic of the Kar-Jenners. It didn't take long before the Z4 were trending around the school, and we carried all throughout our school years.Here we were, 8 years later and going
PIERRE POVA pained hiss escaped through my clenched teeth before I pinched my eyes shut, intimately relishing the ugly burn of the disinfectant against my bruised knee.Honestly speaking though, why the hell did the disinfectant have to hurt like this? Whoever implemented them needs some serious therapy.“Does it hurt?” Mom’s sweet and gentle voice called out, and I managed a small nod after that. I could have done it all by myself; taken care of my own bruises and dressed them well. But having my mother-hen was far way better, and it made my mind not wander into the unholiest places of this world.After a long day of… crazy, and as soon as I shredded my clothes to reveal ugly bruises all over my body, all caused by... You know what, mom jumped instantly to sort me out.To say I was appalled will be an understatement. Actually, I didn't even know how to feel because what I saw, and what I came to learn today left me with so many questions about the kind of man Poseidon was. I don't k
PIERRE POVThe peace and quiet I so badly craved seemed to be farfetched that overall fantasy Something did tell me that being a foot inside Poseidon's world wasn't going to do me any good, but I never actually understood the density of how ugly it can actually get if I ever allow myself to go wherever he wanted. As soon as David dropped me off at the parking lot and drove off, I knew it instantly that there was a change in the atmosphere. And no, it wasn't a good change.I could feel the negativity dripping like vapor on glass, on a very cold winter day. It was there, vicious and freezing the blood in my veins. I tried keeping my head down the entire time to avoid curious, hatred-filled glances that were thrown my way, but that didn't mean I couldn't feel them. The annoying sensation of having eyes following you all around came from all directions, and I was at the front, center, and squared for the attack of it all. I settled with a facade of strength, tried to keep my composure
EPILOGUE~ONE YEAR LATER~New York is much better seeing it live than on magazines and television. Seeing it with my own eyes made me believe that coming here was the best decision after all. I thanked the cab driver and hauled my small backpack onto my shoulder, then stared at the coffee shop in front of me. It was practically made of glass and nothing else, and man did it look fancy. I pulled out my phone to ensure that I was at the right address, then pulled on my cap before making my way through. It was early in the morning, but there were not more than 5 people. For a renowned coffee shop in the heart of Manhattan, I expected it to be flooded. But I guess that’s what you get for visiting a high-end coffee shop. I would probably look like a stain inside the marble black floors, finely polished to perfection had it not been used for Gabriel's money.If about 2 years ago, you came to me and told me I would be sitting in a coffee shop where you bought a toothpick, I would have s
PIERRE POV“SANTA WAS HEREEEEEEEEEEE. WAKE UP.” My room filled with mom’s screams as she threw herself at the foot of my bed. I fought a deep groan and took a pillow before hiding my head under it. “PUKIE COME ON. Don’t be a buzzkill.” She got to her feet before throwing herself on my side, rocking the bed for a few seconds. She scooted closer to me and hugged me, then laid her head at my back right where my neck meets my shoulders. “Poseidon told me about what happened.” I swallowed at her whispered words.“I am sorry baby.” She moved her hand up and down my arm, and a rampage of emotions slammed into my chest.For the first time since it happened, I felt something. Tears trickled down my eyes and onto the surface of the bed. I tried fighting them, but they kept coming.Mom held me in her arms until the last teardrop fell. And when the ache pacified, she ran me a bath and waited for me to freshen up.We joined Gabe and Poseidon in the lounge and sat under the tree before unwrappi
PIERRE POV “Hey. I am just gonna go out with Poseidon for a little bit. There's a little issue at Romeo's place. Will you be fine by yourself?” Sebastian’s soft brawl filled the room as he walked in, his footfalls stronger as he charged to where I was sitting. I was out of the seat in a heartbeat.“Is everything alright with him?" A hot hand wound around my waist before he set me down in my seat again.“Hmmn.” Soft lips grazed my forehead gently, causing wild butterflies to erupt like confetti in my stomach. My skin lit like a live wire, something unfurling in my chest with a roar. Something called desire. Sandalwood and home filled my nostrils, and a puzzle fell into place. Sebastian was my peace, Yes. “Just a little something. He is a grumpy piece of shit. A good beating is all he needs and he will be alright.." A warm smile diminished the poison in his words, and I found myself smiling. “Okay. Don't be gone for too long.” I stole a quick kiss on his smooth jaw, watching wit
SEBASTIAN POVSomebody once said; “if you love something, let it go. If it was meant to be, it will come back to you.”I guess it’s time to test the theory. ~~~PIERRE POVThere were a few rules I set for myself following the whole Poseidon escapade.Never be in the same room with the blue-eyed monster, unchaperoned. Never let my heart dwell on the hurt of the past. Never let my heart flutter upon the vicinity of a said somebody. I have had my fair share of heartbreak that I needed something to keep me in check. Heck, I was not even 18 yet, though I knew all there was to know about bleeding hearts and chest pains. I was doing pretty fine keeping myself in the lane with the thoughts of Sebastian accompanying me all the way. That was all until my meeting with Gabriel. Yeah well, he was really the blood of Poseidon. They do say the apple doesn't fall far from the tree.Something about them just had to disrupt anything peaceful. It was as if peace was not allowed to be anywhere in
PIERRE POVMorning came sooner than I had hoped, and panic swept across my tongue like gravel when my hand came in contact with an empty, ice-cold pillow. My mind had registered for something alive and warm, not the cold that stabbed through my palm and permeated through the haze of sleep. I shot out of bed, eyes snapped wide, and pulse thrumming frantically on the sides of my head. My tongue wrung dry, and tears burned the back of my eyes as they threatened to spill.Sebastian was many things. He was a jealous lover, a possessive partner who enjoyed domination. He was everything bundled up in perfection and paleness, but he was not the kind to leave me all by myself.And the realization warmed my insides like sun rays on piles of snow.I charged towards the kitchen with my heart hammering painfully against my chest. I was just about to round the corner when I was greeted by the fresh scent of pancakes and strawberries.Fear melted to placidity when I rounded the corner and found hi
PIERRE POV“YOU KNEW?” The betrayal in Gabriel’s voice was a living entity that wrapped its fingers around my throat. A dull ache unfurled in my stomach, bloating me and filling me with hot air. I ballooned with pain and all the horrible things I could ever think of, but what I hated the most was the fact that all the anger seemed to be directed elsewhere, at my mom.Probably because she was an easy target and the nearest to feel the scorching heat of Gabriel’s wrath. It was so justified for him to be angry, but being angry at my mom made no sense. She did not play matchmaker and prepared a bed full of roses for Poseidon and I. Hell, she was just as shocked when she found out about our affaire du cœur. Talk about unfairness if you know one. “All this time, you knew that this wench has been sleeping with my son, in my fuckin’ house Adelaide, and you did not think of letting me know?” Cold fingers of fear and pain raked the length of my spine, a shiver rolling through my entire be
PIERRE POVLove is pale with black eyes and long hair.And I am the biggest, happiest fool of all time. Those were the two conclusions I came to learn after spending a week in Peddocks Islands. Nevertheless, by the time my feet touched the ground, I had pretty much settled with my heart and thought, and my mind just stamped everything into place. I guess that’s how the biggest, life-changing decisions are made. With a peaceful mind, lips pressed to the neck and a hand nuzzled in warmth. It may take a very long time to get rid of the thorn in my flesh, the ache chaffing me slowly underneath my ribs with a low thrum, and it may take a lot of fights and some highs and lows between Sebastian and me, but since the universe brought us together, I was never going to leave his side. It was him that fate brought me to, and it was him my soul sang for. That only was enough to seal everything into place,As for who made my heart jump, and my skin buzz, that was the last thing I wanted to dw
PIERRE POVThe tension was louder than the crackling of the wood in the raging fire, slicing through the air with a sound much rowdier than the plastic wraps when they collided with the hard, carpeted floor. I was shaking and still spooked from what had just happened, and I fell back to the couch like a dead weight of muscles and bones. I had an unmistakable thrum on two sides of my head, the adrenalin wearing off leaving my body tingling and my pulse skyrocketing. My eyes were snapped so wide that air felt like the tips of the dirty toothpick that kept pricking my eyeballs. I have never seen Sebastian so angry before. Forget about Queen B and her extensions that were plucked out, she brought THAT to herself. Even Poseidon’s charade of saving the damsel in distress was pretty much predicted. We saw it in a mile. One for sure was that she was not going to let her be wronged, not while he was there and still breathing. Poseidon may bang his fist against the ground and proclaim that
PIERRE POVIt was much more than I had expected. We were once again sitting in the lounge, stomachs full, with the sound of fire roaring in the distance. I was sitting front and center of the room, legs folded Indian style as I continued losing my head over the pleasantries I found because honey; they were more than pleasant. The mood was the easy one with everyone over with the whole hunt thing, and I was lavished entirely by their attention as my finger worked on yet another box of the many I had found during the hunt. At some point, I thought that Poseidon had given me some cheat map so that I can horde everything to myself because What in the actual hell?Although I had an almost permanent grin on my face, I just couldn’t help the nervous uneasiness that trickled through my body like molten lava, slow and unbothered heating my skin here and there with a kindled flame. In my busy state and the foolproof bubble, Sebastian wrapped me in, I was very much aware of that icy cold se