Liliana's POV
I pressed my eyes shut, but only momentarily, reason being, if I were to stumble and fall, I would be left completely alone to deal with the pain and embarrassment that came with it. I wasn't alone, but I was sure before she would realize that I had fallen, Ciara would have had to finish talking about the man she just wouldn't stop talking about.
“Isn't he dreamy?” Ciara's voice pulled me back to the present, forcing me to tune back into our conversation. “ You can't even deny that he isn't. He's just so hot it literally hurts.”
I wanted to barf. Like literally throw up all over the walkway. If everything Ciara was saying happened to be how she truly felt about him,then she was in danger, serious danger, and needed help as soon as possible.
“Are you even listening to me?” Ciara shot me a side glare and I nodded furiously. “Are you lying to me?”
“No.” Yes. I wanted to yell out the words that she had no idea what she was saying and was totally romanticizing a total villain, but I couldn't bring myself to do so. At least not now. “No, I'm not.”
“I can read you like an open book, Liliana.” She frowned, but only slightly. I doubted she was a bit mad because I didn't agree with her, she was only getting livid because I was trying to lie to her and cover it. “When will you learn to stop lying? To stop lying to me?”
“”Fine.” I sighed. “I don't know what you see in him, but I'll never accept how great you think Mike is. Never.”
Mike, and the word great weren't words I thought would be used to describe his personality.
It just didn't make sense. No matter how much I thought about it , or how hard she tried to convince me, there was no way I could believe any of her opinions on Mike. Ciara genuinely thought he was a good person and even had a crush on him. At this point, I was beginning to worry that it was exceeding what she painted it as.
Angry, evil, cruel, heartless, and other words in that category were the only things that fit his personality. Not less and nothing more, but for some strange reason, my best friend Ciara could never see it.
Obsession maybe? Or perhaps it was a form of infatuation. Whatever it was, I didn't like it one bit.
“Liliana.” Ciara groaned. “Why don't you see it? I can say you're the only one in the entire school who doesn't believe it.”
“Because I know the truth.” I shot back. “I know the truth. I know the real him, the real him that he hides from everybody.”
“He's not hiding.” Ciara's tone came down a notch. I snuck a glance at her just in time to catch her cheeks turning red. Both of them. “All I know he's hiding, are the most perfect abs and a heart of gold. Literally.”
A heart of stone if you asked me.
“Ciara, stop.” I fought the urge to roll my eyes. “ Just stop. I don't know how much of that I can listen to any longer. I love you, but please stop.”
“Now, you're just exaggerating.” I watched my best friend pout, before crossing her hands across her chest. “You do know that right?”
No, I wasn't, but I didn't tell her that. Every single day, and on our way to school, Ciara never failed to highlight all of the things that made him so great. The previous week, I had to listen to how great his hair texture was, how dreamy his eyes were, how thick his voice was and how they were doing things to her, and that wasn't all. Call me crazy, but I could swear on the goddess that if I started counting them off my fingers, I would need a million people to highlight all the things that made Mike special, in her perspective of course.
“I listen to you talk about him everyday.” I replied. “We're literally on our way to school and he's the only thing you can think about.”
“You honestly can't blame me.” She let out a dreamy sigh. “I've tried but…”
“You're not trying harder then.” I shook my head at her response. “If you are, you'd have known the truth by now. You would have seen Mike for what he truly is.”
“And that is?” Ciara raised an eyebrow. Whenever she did that, it was a tell tale sign that she was about to get defensive, and I definitely didn't like that. Not one bit. “Just because you don't have a reason to like him, doesn't mean you have to make me dislike him too.”
“I'm not trying to make you dislike him.” Frustration nipped at my skin. Why couldn't she just see it?. “I'm only trying to let you know and open your eyes to his antics…”
The rest of my words hung in my throat as the unimaginable happened. Maybe I should have just let it go or probably agreed to Ciara's view, like she wanted. But I just had to be stubborn and insist that Mike wasn't all that.
One minute I was still trying to point out Mike's fault, and the next, I watched a ball flying right towards me.
I had no idea we had even gotten to the school. If I had known, I would have definitely been more careful and asked Ciara to put a hold on our conversation till we got inside.
You usually had to pass the sports courts to get to classes, and everyone knew this. In my attempt to discredit Mike, I'd totally forgotten about that, and now I was about to pay for it.
I pressed my eyes shut as I caught a glimpse of the ball racing towards me. The world around me slowed down, and fear raced down my spine. With each second that passed, I watched the flying object inch closer, but I just couldn't bring myself to step out of the way.
As I stood rooted to my spot, I waited for the impact. It was definitely going to hurt, and for the next couple of weeks, I would be nursing the worst injury and a lot of jeers from the rest of the school.
I waited and waited for the ball’s impact, but it never came. Instead, strong hands wrapped around my waist. A small gasp bubbled at the base of my throat, but before I could let it out, someone pulled me out of my spot and into their arms immediately.
A loud bang on the concrete walkway had me opening my eyes immediately. Relief washed through me as I watched the ball bounce away, and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding. I had barely recovered from what had just happened when a thought made its way to my mind.
Someone had saved me.
My breath hitched in my throat when I turned to see who had rescued me. The cologne that wafted into my nostrils was familiar, but I couldn't just jump into conclusions yet.
My eyes bulged when they locked eyes with none other than Jason. A mix of emotions bubbled underneath my skin, but nothing prepared me for the switch up I was about to face.
One minute, Jason's eyes were gleaming with pride at having just saved me, and the next, disgust crept up his blue irises. Before I could figure out anything else, his strong hands left my body, before pushing me aside.
“Ewww.” Jason spat, as I fell to the ground. A jolt of pain shot up my knees as they came in contact with the ground. My vision blurred, but it didn't stop me from being aware of my surroundings.
I raised my head slowly, just in time to see Jason pull out a tissue from his pocket. My heart broke into a million pieces as he cleaned his hands with the piece of tissue. With disdain still in his eyes, he spat at me, before tossing the tissue right next to me.
“I shouldn't have helped you.” His words pierced deep into my soul. I tried to blink back the tears, but no matter how hard I tried, it didn't look like I was going to be winning this battle. “Helping a wolfless being like you actually makes me sick.”
And without so much as a glance in my direction, I watched him walk away, trampling on the remains of my heart with each and every step he took.
Liliana’s POVThe crystal water of the lake showed my reflection as I hovered along the banks, surprised to see myself in a wolf form, even though I did not have one. Perhaps I was not blessed with it, or it has not yet awakened. But I was already beyond the age of awakening, and until now, I have none.‘Is this how I would look like if I had a wolf?’ I thought to myself.The dead leaves rustled behind me, someone was approaching. The moment I turned around, I suddenly shifted back to a human form.“Jason,” I uttered, recognizing the black wolf that stood in front of me. He took another step forward and shifted to his human self. Blood crept in my cheeks, making me blush as we faced each other— naked, and I could see all of his glory, flashed before me.My nudity did not escape his tantalizing eyes that scanned every part exposed. A shiver ran up my spine as his gaze burned my skin. I breathed deeply and my chest rose in each intake. I wanted to cover myself in embarrassment, but a hu
Liliana’s POVNight came and all the Omegas who prepared the food, drinks, and everything for the pool party went into their quarters before the guests began to pour in, staying in as ordered. After school, I remained in my room because even with my stubborn attitude, I still hesitated to disobey the Alpha’s order. But I won’t deny that I want to see Jason so badly. The heat that had never left me continued to prick my skin like sparks as the memory of the dream danced in my mind. I had been restless, and I was excited to see him again tonight, hopefully, even just a glimpse of him from my room, on the second floor of the house which gives a view of the pool in the backyard of the house.“Do not test me, Liliana.”I sighed when I remembered his words. He never made a threat without acting on it, and I was a first-hand witness to that. If he said he would punish me for disobedience, then he would, no questions asked, and no mercy shown. I winced at the stinging memory when he had shown
Liliana’s POVJason stood up and I panicked. He did not break our eye contact as he moved to my direction, and I did not know what to do. So I shied away and decided to leave. I am not yet ready to face him. What would I say? He might only belittle me, just like what Mike had been always telling me. Jason is going to be an Alpha soon, and he would also look down on me just like everyone else. I have seen him numerous times before when he visits Mike, but to talk to him? I never did. The words from my Alpha haunt me to the core of my soul, and I don’t even have the spirit anymore to hope for Jason.As I turned to leave, a yelp escaped my lips when I collided with something hard. I shivered when I saw the person towering over me, his face was cold and furious, eyes were shooting glares and I did not dare to speak for I know that I have nowhere else to go. I’m caught.“What are you doing here?” Mike hissed. “Didn’t I tell you to stay in your room?”He grabbed my arm and roughly pulled me
Jason's POV The air was thick with tension, and if something wasn't done about it, I feared it would ruin the rest of the night. Apparently, I wasn't the only one with that thought process. All around me, the rest of the party goers shuffled their feet awkwardly, each and everyone of them not wanting to meet the host’s gaze. When hushed and slightly raised voices began to reach my ears, I just knew it was gradually blowing out of proportion.“Did you see that?” Someone whispered. His tone was pensive with a hint of mockery at the same time. “I never expected to witness so much drama tonight.”“I think I'm glad this happened.” Another voice spoke up, and it belonged to a woman this time. “The party was beginning to get a tad boring.”I tuned them out immediately, before pushing my gaze towards the scene in front of me. Mike had his back to me, and with the posture of his hand, it was obvious he was still cradling the spot where that lady had slapped him. With how loud the sound had
Jason's POV The world around me froze. My brain was muddled as I struggled to get a hold of what had just happened. Just a couple of minutes ago, someone's lips had pressed against mine.Was it real?The answer to my question didn't waste time in coming to me. A low moan reached my ears as someone nipped at my bottom lip. The feel of her teeth grazing over my lip sent chills down my spine and I shuddered.What exactly was going on?Dainty fingers wrapped around my neck, before snaking their way up my scalp. Her fingers did magic as they massaged my head, before tugging and pulling at the same time. That alone was enough to send me spiraling. With a low growl bubbling at the base of my throat, I parted my lips, granting her all the access she wanted.Pure bliss shot up my body as her tongue darted into my mouth. She tasted like strawberries, with a salty aftertaste that suggested she had been crying earlier. She smelled like vanilla, wrapped in cinnamon and I swear to the goddess
Liliana's POV My heart thundered in my chest at the words that had just slid past my lips a couple of minutes ago. I was known for always giving everything I said second thoughts before eventually spitting them out, but not tonight. Tonight, I was on fire, literally and metaphorically too.My skin burned with a heat that could only be traced to one person. We'd barely parted a bit to catch our breaths a little, but the tension in the air crackled, almost threatening to suffocate us if we didn't get back to it soon.Even in a million years, I never expected tonight to turn out like this. One minute I was scared and stuck in my room, and the next, I was in the cellar and making out with someone. Not just anyone, Alpha Jason.The mere thought of him was more than enough to have me warming up from the inside. Everything was just as it was in my dream, or even better. His hair had the same texture as I ran my fingers through it, and his lips, I would kiss them for the rest of my live
Liliana's POV The world around me seemed to slow to a halt as Jason's words rang loudly in my ears. My ears buzzed, and a small throb made its way to the back of my head. Why was Jason so hell bent on finding out who I was? Despite all of my attempts to distract him from knowing my name, none of them seemed to be working. No matter what I did, or what I tried, he was hell-bent on finding out my true identity, and there was no way I was going to let that happen.But if he found out, was it going to be that bad?Mike's words from earlier echoed in my ears immediately, like a painful reminder.“Jason doesn't like plain Jane's like you.” I dismissed the thought from my mind immediately. Alpha Jason and I were on totally opposite sides of the hierarchy. Without giving it a thought, I was sure if he found out my true identity right now, he would put an end to everything we had going on.“Cat got your tongue, little kitty?” Jason's low tone in my ear pulled me back to earth. I shivered
Liliana's POV The room was quiet, save for the tick tock from the clock hung way high up on the wall. It was a pretty black piece that matched with the dull pastel of my room, and while I usually adored it as one of the prettiest things in the room, I could no longer stand it. I wanted to take out its batteries or worse, smash something so hard against it that it would break.No, Liliana. I cautioned myself. The clock isn't your problem.And it was true. The piece of decoration wasn't my problem. In fact, I didn't even know what my problem was. I was furious, sad, heart broken and angry, all at once , and it was all thanks to one person.No matter how hard I tried to push it to the back of my mind, it always came back, and alongside that memory, was pain.“Not only is she wolfless, she's just as useless too.” Alpha Jason's words echoed in my ears. To be honest, I never saw him as the kind of person who could utter such words, especially not to me. I always wondered why he and Mik