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Chapter 26 Heartache

Author: Kilimo Roses
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~Nicholas~

I felt a heartache when I was done reading those words. It felt like someone had buried a two-edged silver dagger deep in my chest and it was becoming hard for me to breathe.

"So Amara is my fated mate and she just rejected me?"I couldn't wrap my head around the new realisation.

It now makes sense why I have been attracted to Amara since the first time I looked into those bright blue eyes when I moved into her campus.

Now it made sense why I never wanted Luke to be around Amara or wrap his hand around her shoulders whenever they joked around.

"Why Leon? Why didn't you smell Amara? Why didn't you tell me that Amara is our mate?"I asked my wolf and he howled in my head.

"I couldn't smell her scent," Leon told me and I was more angry at my wolf. What was the importance of having a wolf when I failed to find my mate?

Now it made sense why I stayed away from Amara so that she couldn't be influenced by my bad behaviour. It makes sense why I was so scared that day at the party when
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