Chapter 59

SKY POV

The rest of the night was filled with agonizing thoughts of my very seemingly impossibly future. I tried to piece together the fragments of ideas in my head, trying to see if it was probable to even let this kid come into this world. But the more I thought of it, the more nauseated I became. All I wanted was to curl in the ball and die right there. At least this big mess would come to an abrupt end.

The girls left in the middle of the night because I was an ugly mess of tears and snorting, and there was nothing they could possibly say or do to calm me down. Diego told them I had to adjust my feelings and have the rest of the night to myself, and the girls agreed to give me the time I needed. I had thought I would fall asleep as soon as they hit the door but sleep refused to come, so I spent the rest of the night tossing and turning in the bed, listening to Diego’s ugly snores as he frolicked in the realms of his dreams.

The next morning, there was no difference between a panda