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37: Regrets
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My Sister's Crush 38. Play me a Song
Sebastian's whole body trembles badly as he keeps watching Killian drowning himself in guilt. His lips wobble, not being able to get rid of those hurtful and cruel memories. He blinks the tears away. Killian's continuous hurtful apologies have successfully managed to bring his mind into the present.There kneels Killian in front of Sebastian with his head down in shame. It's not him. He could never behave like a beast and hurt Sebastian. There's no excuse for his behaviour. No matter how hurt he was, how much he wanted to forget about his parents. At that time, greed blinded his judgement. He just wanted to feel like he was in heaven, far away from misery and heart ripping agony. Sebastian's touch did it last night. His kiss sent him to cloud nine. "I'm so sorry." Killian mutters for like a million times, tears of remorse falling freely from his eyes. He knows Sebastian will hate him now. Heck, he doesn't like himself now. He is afraid to admit that Sebastian means a lot to him now.
My Sister's Crush 39: Human Anatomy
Sebastian bites his lips seductively, forgetting that Killian bit it too hard earlier. He winces a little when he bites on the cut but he is quick enough to cover it up, not wanting to ruin the mood. Sebastian and Killian both look like they need an escape and it's the best deal they have got. Not to mention, Sebastian can't get enough of Killian. He shifts on Killian's lap, making it harder for Killian to control himself. Killian is having contradicting thoughts in his mind but he is firm with his morals. The fact that he hurt Sebastian and that's the reason why Sebastian has a busted lip is enough to tell him that he can't give in to his needs, he can't give in to Sebastian's seduction. He is ashamed. He is afraid. Too afraid that he won't be able to control himself again and hurt Sebastian again. "What happened?" Sebastian raises a question as Killian is rigid in his seat. "You don't want to kiss me?" Sebastian feigns hurt, knowing what's stopping Killian to spring into action.
My Sister's Crush 40: Ground Rules
"So you think it was alright. Tell me, was it alright?" Sebastian questions, tiptoeing to appear taller, desperately trying to intimidate Killian. Killian's back is pressed against the classroom wall as he shakes his head, enjoying how Sebastian is giving him a lesson on behaviour. "It certainly wasn't." Killian says, feigning sincerity to play along with Sebastian who still seems furious about what happened earlier. "Do you think you are a model or something? Who told you to take your shirt off and act all macho? Tell me, was it necessary?" Killian shakes his head again, trying hard not to laugh out loud. He wants to say that the teacher told him to do so but he loves his life. "You are… you are infuriating!" Sebastian says while getting away from Killian, hand on his temple. Killian has been standing here, in the empty classroom, for the past 10 minutes listening to Sebastian. Had it been anyone else other than his Kitty, he would be out through the door. He has always been a r
My Sister's Crush 41: Sudden Attack
"It's alright. You don't need to say sorry for kissing that ugly idiot." Lia reassures, placing her hands at the crook of Killian's neck in a romantic manner. "He must have seduced you. I know bitches like him." Lia continues, leaning in to kiss Killian's lips but Killian puts a finger on her lips. "I will just say one thing to you today." Killian whispers to her with his raspy voice, sending waves of goosebumps to her. No wonder Killian is the epitome of hotness! His voice alone is capable enough to turn her on. "No matter what happens, don't compare your ugly cheating ass with Sebastian." Killian deadpans in a dangerous tone which leaves no room for arguments, shocking Lia to the core. "Oh my God! He has bewitched you, hasn't he? That's why you are breaking up with me. That bitch used black magic. There's no way you broke up with me for that ugly bastard." Lia exclaims while tears cascade down her cheeks, further infuriating Killian who was already fed up with her act. "I left
My Sister's Crush 42: I'm Here
Sebastian lays down there for what feels like hours with his mind disoriented and hazy, not being able to pinpoint where he is and why he is here. Blinking away the mountain of tears, he shakes his head in a desperate attempt to shake away the delirium and get back on his feet. "Hey, dude. Are you alright there?" Someone asks him but he is far out of reach to react to the question and answer. He keeps staring at the ceiling with his mind blank and eyes unblinking. Trying his utmost best to get rid of the blankness, he shakes his head again but this time with a sense of urgency, almost hitting his head hard against the concrete ground. "Hey, hey, easy there." The unidentified voice speaks up again in a tone as if he were talking to a toddler. Sebastian asks himself if he was acting like one. Not paying any attention to the unnamed boy, he tries to get up quickly, finally remembering bits of what took place earlier. As he tries to move his uncooperative limbs, his head spins with di
My Sister's Crush 43. Who was It?
"You should have taken him to the nurse's office instead of the hospital." Killian narrows his eyes as the principal, who is his uncle as well, scolds him. "Did you even see him?" Killian questions, anger rising through his veins. Sebastian's face is almost unrecognisable. Anyone can tell that he got ambushed and beaten severely. He can't understand why the principal is talking like that. He should be concerned for his students, not annoyed when one gets hurt on the school grounds. "I saw." His uncle admits, " But you blew it out of proportion. Our school's reputation will be at stake if the news gets out." The man explains to him in a worried tone, unaware of the seething anger of his nephew. There's a lot of things Killian wants to say and do. But he needs to restrain his urges. He reminds himself that the man standing in front of him is the same man who took care of him and his sister while his own father was busy drowning himself in guilt and work. However, he never imagined h
My Sister's Crush 44: He is coming Back
Sebastian dares to look up and meet Killian's hard to describe eyes. Despite his efforts, he can't seem to read Killian. He looks bothered. Sebastian takes his gaze down quickly, being unable to hold Killian's intense one. But for the first time, he couldn't do so because he felt guilty. He knows Killian is worried about him but he can't offer any answers. Not that he doesn't want to. He just can't. "It's nothing." Sebastian mumbles slowly, keeping his head down, fingers playing with a blanket over his lower half. "Was it Joseph?" Sebastian pales at the mention of the name and Killian notices the change in his demeanour. "Please, Killian." Sebastian pleads, lifting up his head to face the boy, eyes glossy with unshed tears. " I can handle it." He insists. Killian takes a huff of air, showing his disappointment but he doesn't press the matter. Sebastian looks like he is ready to throw a crying fit again and this is something Killian would like to avoid. By now he has realised that
My Sister's Crush 45. Settling a Score
The next two weeks went in blurr for Sebastian. He wished he didn't have to be in constant worry but he was stuck dealing with bone crushing fear. There wasn't even a single minute when he didn't think about Liam approaching him out of nowhere to ruin his already shattered life. It's safe to say, he has been on the edge lately. But it wasn't completely bad. His mother came around. She didn't shy away from assuring him that Liam won't be able to harm him in any way this time around. To seek comfort and run away from the fear, he believed her and it was a good decision. Now, he is not as afraid as he was 2 weeks ago. It was obvious that she kept him in the dark regarding certain matters but she was showing affection which was once her prominent nature towards him. However, she seemed to mask her caring nature in front of his father and that gave birth to new suspicions to speculate. He thought his father was an affectionate husband but now he has started to question that too. It's been
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My Sister's Crush Epilogue: Ketchup and Konfession
“Get ready fast, Kitty. What are you doing? We are gonna be late on our very first day!” Killian yells from the bedroom, tying his shoelaces. It's their first day of college but there is no sign of his boyfriend. He wonders what the pretty boy is up to. It seems like Sebastian's soul has possessed him. He can't believe how much he has changed. It's now him who is fussing over little things. “Sebastian! What are you doing, baby?” Killian asks, coming to the kitchen to find his boyfriend doing something. Sebastian seems to be too lost in whatever he is making. He just hopes it's edible. He doesn't want to get food poisoning on their first day of college. “What's my baby making?” Killian asks softly, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's tiny waist. “Shh, don't make me move. Let me do it properly.” Sebastian warns. Rolling his eyes, Killian takes a peek at whatever Sebastian is making. It's a Japanese style fluffy egg omelette. Sebastian is adding ketchup on it to make a smiley
My Sister's Crush 103: Kiss the Boo Boo Away
Months have passed. They have graduated. High school is over. They are on the stage where they are applying to different colleges. Killian dreamt about this day so much. He was so excited to spend the last few days of high school in complete bliss. However, all his dreams are ruined just because of two bastards who are now rotting in jail and probably will stay there for a long period. Sebastian isn't the same anymore. He has become silent and distant. He craves for occasional skinship from Killian but there is no spark in him. It pains Killian to witness his lover in such a vulnerable state. It seems like forever that he last slept peacefully at night. Sebastian's lost face still haunts him to this day. “I'm gonna apply to Harvard.” Nick announces, gaining everyone's attention in the room. In return, he gets eye rolls and sighs. “What?” His voice gets smaller, narrowing his eyes. “If you get into Harvard with that result then I will happily dig my grave and bury my ass there.” Ki
My Sister's Crush 102: Impure
Sebastian's heart drops down to his chest. He has been trying to pry Liam's hands off of his body but with his tied up hands, it's impossible to do so. His eyes darted around the place to ask for help. Unfortunately for him there is literally no one in this place except for the almost passed out drug addicts who can care less about Sebastian. Tears cascade down his cheeks. “L-Let me go, Please.” Sebastian begs, putting his bound hand over Liam's mouth so that he can't kiss him again. It disgusts Sebastian that this very boy bullied him for his sexual preference and now he is the one who is sexually abusing him. How can someone be so hypocritical? Liam disgusts him. Sebastian never thought he could hate someone as much as he hates this boy. He wonders how he could be such a fool to not discover Liam's true colour all those years. If it was only Liam and him, maybe he could have a chance in making an escape. But now there is another monster behind him who is holding his arms in a ti
My Sister's Crush 101: Don't Hurt Him
“One, two, three, go.” Killian chants, playing the cord on his guitar while his friends watch him and judge him. “Are you sure you are gonna play this sloppy song?” Alex asks, totally disliking the choice of Killian's song. “Why do you think I'm practising it then, you dumb fuck?” Killian appears annoyed at his judgemental friend. “Ignore him.” Oliver suggests, shooting a glare at his grumpy boyfriend for the nth time in just one day, “It's a cute song.” Killian nods his head before testing his vocals. He hasn't sung for a long while. He doesn't want to make a full out of himself, especially when he will be singing on the stage to declare his love for his boyfriend. A seed of doubt settles in Killian's mind. He looks at Oliver with uncertain eyes, “Are you sure he is gonna like it?” Oliver huffs, hitting the back of Alex's head. “The fuck? Why did you hit me? I didn't even say anything this time!” It's rare to see the emo boy whine but when he does, he looks absolutely cut
My Sister's Crush 100: So Possessive Of You
“I smell something fishy.” Sebastian comments, regarding his boyfriend with a wary look. Killian discards his concern and flashes his famous smile, “Well, I'm not exactly a vegetarian. So, it's normal to smell fishy, isn't it? Come to think of it, I had salmon last night for dinner.” Sebastian's eye roll makes him laugh out loud. “Just go and let me do my work.” Sebastian waves him off, turning his focus on his work. Sebastian suspects something. It's unlike Killian to leave his side. In fact, Sebastian tried many times to get rid of his clingy boyfriend and breathe some air, but it was impossible. He turns back and shoots Killian another suspicious glance. What is he planning? Why does Killian suddenly want to go somewhere, leaving Sebastian alone the whole day? It shouldn't make him feel this way, but it does. You see, today's the final day of school's festival. A lot of stuff is going to happen today. Killian promised to help him. What's so important that he is willing to leave
My Sister's Crush 99: You Deserve A Punishment.
It's been exactly two days since Sebastian and Killian have started dating officially. While Sebastian is having a hard time dealing with his parent's separation and fearing about the moment when he will be called in Liam's case, his golden retriever boyfriend tries his best to give him some peaceful moment that he craves for by showering him with overflowing love. “Stop it.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, “We are in front of other people.” Sebastian warns his boyfriend, slapping his hand away from his ass. Killian pouts like a child, acting cute to get his way. Sebastian can barely hold in his smile. His boyfriend is just so fucking cute! “Oh come on, they are just annoying insects.” Killian whines, addressing his friends in a mean way. Sebastian snores in reply, slapping his boyfriend’s arm lightly. “Is that so? Wait, let me tell Andy what you just called her.” Sebastian makes an attempt to get away from Killian but isn't quicker than Killian. “Do you want to be a widower
My Sister's Crush 98: Be My Boyfriend Already
Sebastian's heart drops down to his stomach as it starts beating violently. With each step his father takes, he loses himself into the world of panic and fear. Sweat beads start to decorate his forehead. However, It's not enough to keep him away from keeping Killian away from his father's terrifying eyes. He stands in front of Killian in an attempt to block his father's view of Killian, forgetting the fact that he is way too shorter than Killian to be doing that. Sebastian can feel Killian getting defensive behind him. He is sure Killian is ready to throw hands. But Sebastian can't let it happen. No matter how fucked up the man is, he is still his father. Sebastian himself doesn't know why he is still validating this man. He just does. “Dad, I was-” His speech was cut short. The only sound which can be heard right now is the harsh sound of his father's palm making contact with his cheek. So brutal is the force of the slap that Sebastian finds himself stagger back, losing control ov
My Sister's Crush 97: Didn't See That Coming
“What's that noise?” Sebastian exclaims, too afraid that it's his brother climbing up the stairs. It takes a few seconds for Killian to process it. When he realises where the noise is coming from, he chuckles to himself before thrusting into Sebastian again, catching him off guard with the unnoticed wave of pleasure. “Someone must-” Sebastian tries to say but he gets cut off as Killian fucks him hard, leaving him to gasp. “It's just my alarm. Don't ask me why I have the sounds of footsteps as my alarm.” Killian pants as he speaks. “Really?” Sebastian breathes out, “Your foot fetish is getting weird.” Sebastian comments, panting as well. “If that was the case, It would be the sound of your footsteps.” Killian argues. “Get done with it already. Someone will really come up now.” Sebastian says, there's a sense of urgency in his voice. That's why Killian chooses to listen.Within ten minutes they are ready and good to go. As soon as they open the door, then find Josh standing at the
My Sister's Crush 96: It Takes Only a Bathrobe
“Are you alright? God damn it, can't you be a little careful while working with objects like glass?” Andrea chides Sebastian, going near him to inspect his injury. Sebastian is dumbfounded by her cornering scolding. He remains quiet as Andrea takes a hold of his finger gently and takes out a tissue paper from her pocket to wipe the blood away. “I'm fine.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, Andrea's concern is making him uncomfortable. “Shut up. You aren't.” Andrea tells him in a commanding tone which makes him bite his lips and shut up. From the corner of his eyes, he can see Killian approaching them hesitantly. He understands the reason but doesn't say anything. He believes he would be in the same dilemma if he were in Killian's place. “Let's go to the nurse's office.” She suggests. No, she orders in her authoritative voice. When Killian comes within hearing distance, Andrea speaks again, “I'm not doing this because I have the hots for you. I mean I had a crush on you ages ago
