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30. In search of Him
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My Sister's Crush 31: The taste of Adventure
Time seems to pass agonizingly slowly for Killian. He believed he searched every corner of the town but there is so sign of Sebastian. He is tempted to barge into Sebastian's house but he knows it might be the dumbest idea ever. Something about Sebastian's father rubs him the wrong way. He doesn't know why or how but he is sure Sebastian isn't home. A sudden phone call brings him back from his reverie. With hope settling inside his chest, he takes the phone in his hand. But It's not Sebastian nor Ethan. It's Alex. Killian sighs heavily before picking up the call. "What do you want?" He says roughly, sounding uninterested. "It's me, not Alex. You can hold back your bitterness." Comes an annoyed voice from the other side. "Fine. What do you want, Oliver?" Killian asks, resting his head on the leather seat, feeling the exhaustion taking over. "We went to Sebastian's house." Killian pulls himself back with a start. "You did what?!" "Hold your horses and listen to me carefully before
Last Updated : 2023-09-22My Sister's Crush 32: Kissing under the Moonlight
"What were you doing, Sebastian?" Killian asks with a stern tone, still feeling his breath getting hitched. Sebastian's tears are too much to take but he can't ignore the fact that Sebastian was too reckless to think about doing something like that. He can't even think about it without making his heart skip several beats. "Drinking strawberry milk?" Sebastian says through tears which comes out as a question rather than an answer. "What?" Killian asks before immediately reflecting the flashlight on the fallen bottle. The content does look like milk. Killian sucks in a breath, chuckling at himself for the misunderstanding. He should have known Sebastian is too strong to try anything like that. If anything, Sebastian is stronger than Killian himself. Sebastian regards Killian with confused eyes, wiping away the shed tears. He looks down to the grass under his feet, not being able to meet Killian's eyes. He doesn't know how and why Killian is here but he is happy. His happiness comes
Last Updated : 2023-09-23My Sister's Crush 33.Sheep in a Wolf's clothing
Killian's hands are still on Sebastian's cheek as he breathes heavily. Both are panting due to their heated kissing session, feeling a burning sensation at the pit of their stomachs. "Did you eat garlic?" Sebastian asks right after parting away from Killian's lips, nose scrunching in disgust. Killian lets out an amused chuckle before nodding his head, finding Sebastian's reaction utterly cute. "Last night." Killian admits, taking his hand off Sebastian's soft cheeks. "And you didn't bother to brush your teeth this morning?" If Sebastian's face doesn't give away the disgust that he is feeling, his voice does that perfectly. "Hey, cut me some slack. It was a rough morning." Killian defends himself, earning a classic eye roll from Sebastian. Sebastian doesn't say anything. He takes out a mouthwash from his backpack, making Killian laugh his heart out. "You are indeed the modern day Dora the explorer." Killian says in between his laughter fit, holding his stomach as it starts to hu
Last Updated : 2023-09-24My Sister's Crush 34: Love maze
"It's your fault." Killian grumbles under his breath, undoing his seatbelt. Sebastian looks visibly offended by the accusation. He yells back mockingly, "You were the one driving your baby." "Because you asked me to drive fast." Killian retorts back, leaving the car before he can hear Sebastian coming up with something. Enraged by the false accusations, Sebastian also steps down and goes towards Killian who is talking to the cop. "What's the matter, officer?" Sebastian hears Killian ask, sounding worried yet confident. "Why don't we have a look at the hood of your car?" The cop questions instead, leading the way towards the back of the car with a flashlight in his hand. Any sign of color drains from both Killian and Sebastian's faces as they see what the officer is pointing at. Locks of black hair are dangling from the car hood. By the size of the strands it can be assumed that the hair belongs to a girl unless it's a man with long silky hair. The officer asks them to step aside
Last Updated : 2023-09-25My Sister's Crush 35: Itch
"Isn't there any room with double beds?" Sebastian asks, regarding the old man with careful eyes. He grips Killian's jacket harder when the man looks at him with malicious eyes. "Is your boyfriend angry at you?" The man asks Killian instead, an amused smile spreading on his thin and dry lips, his wrinkles disappearing for a second as he gives a wide and sinister smile. "How about you give a direct answer to his question?" Killian asks in a serious tone all while putting a reassuring hand on Sebastian, sensing his worry. The man doesn't reply with words, rather he opens a drawer on his desk and pulls out a box. Sebastian looks equally horrified and embarrassed when the man pulls out a packet of condom from the box. He shouldn't be surprised though. This dimly lit place reeks of sex, it creates the perfect illusion of a place where people can let loose and act on their sinful desires without worrying about anything. The old man who is acting like the manager looks like the incarnation
Last Updated : 2023-09-28My Sister's Crush 36. Acting on sinful Desires
Lips on lips, skin on fire, their kiss is full of unbounded desire. Killian's hands cup Sebastian's face gently as he kisses him. Sebastian's hands fall on the bed, supporting himself as Killian presses his body on his. Killian reaches out and supports Sebastian before he hits his head on the headboard, still locking their lips in a heated kiss. Killian’s hands move from seb’s back to carasess his cheeks gently. Time seems to slow down as they continue their passionate kiss, consuming each other's glory. This time Sebastian can feel the difference. He didn't know a kiss could taste so different each time but Killian is ready to make him explore things he never knew existed. Their lips move in perfect harmony. Even though the kiss may seem sloppy and messy from his end, Killian has it covered. He seems to master the art of kissing and setting Sebastian's heart on fire while it burns with newly found desire. As Kiliian deepens the kiss, he holds Sebastian’s hand in a loving embrace.
Last Updated : 2023-09-29My Sister's Crush 37: Regrets
"For fuck's sake. I'm not a kid! You didn't have to call the cops." Killian yells at his father, looking straight into his father's eyes as he stands head to head Elias' hand on his forehead, massaging it in worry before he decides to answer his son, "I was worried, Killian. And technically you are a kid. My kid. Of course I would be worried that you went missing." Killian scoffs, dismissing his father's concern. He finds it hard to digest his worry. It's new. It's been forever that his father showed any other things than negligence. Anger flashes through his eyes as he opens his mouth to lash out at his father, "Missing? You could have asked my friends about my whereabouts if you were so worried. Why the fuck do you think I would go missing now. I didn't run away when you fucked up, right? Then why would I do that now?" Elias tried to stay calm and deal with the situation but Killian is making it hard. He is trying to rectify his mistake and take control, do damage control. But K
Last Updated : 2023-09-30My Sister's Crush 38. Play me a Song
Sebastian's whole body trembles badly as he keeps watching Killian drowning himself in guilt. His lips wobble, not being able to get rid of those hurtful and cruel memories. He blinks the tears away. Killian's continuous hurtful apologies have successfully managed to bring his mind into the present.There kneels Killian in front of Sebastian with his head down in shame. It's not him. He could never behave like a beast and hurt Sebastian. There's no excuse for his behaviour. No matter how hurt he was, how much he wanted to forget about his parents. At that time, greed blinded his judgement. He just wanted to feel like he was in heaven, far away from misery and heart ripping agony. Sebastian's touch did it last night. His kiss sent him to cloud nine. "I'm so sorry." Killian mutters for like a million times, tears of remorse falling freely from his eyes. He knows Sebastian will hate him now. Heck, he doesn't like himself now. He is afraid to admit that Sebastian means a lot to him now.
Last Updated : 2023-10-04
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My Sister's Crush Epilogue: Ketchup and Konfession
“Get ready fast, Kitty. What are you doing? We are gonna be late on our very first day!” Killian yells from the bedroom, tying his shoelaces. It's their first day of college but there is no sign of his boyfriend. He wonders what the pretty boy is up to. It seems like Sebastian's soul has possessed him. He can't believe how much he has changed. It's now him who is fussing over little things. “Sebastian! What are you doing, baby?” Killian asks, coming to the kitchen to find his boyfriend doing something. Sebastian seems to be too lost in whatever he is making. He just hopes it's edible. He doesn't want to get food poisoning on their first day of college. “What's my baby making?” Killian asks softly, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's tiny waist. “Shh, don't make me move. Let me do it properly.” Sebastian warns. Rolling his eyes, Killian takes a peek at whatever Sebastian is making. It's a Japanese style fluffy egg omelette. Sebastian is adding ketchup on it to make a smiley
My Sister's Crush 103: Kiss the Boo Boo Away
Months have passed. They have graduated. High school is over. They are on the stage where they are applying to different colleges. Killian dreamt about this day so much. He was so excited to spend the last few days of high school in complete bliss. However, all his dreams are ruined just because of two bastards who are now rotting in jail and probably will stay there for a long period. Sebastian isn't the same anymore. He has become silent and distant. He craves for occasional skinship from Killian but there is no spark in him. It pains Killian to witness his lover in such a vulnerable state. It seems like forever that he last slept peacefully at night. Sebastian's lost face still haunts him to this day. “I'm gonna apply to Harvard.” Nick announces, gaining everyone's attention in the room. In return, he gets eye rolls and sighs. “What?” His voice gets smaller, narrowing his eyes. “If you get into Harvard with that result then I will happily dig my grave and bury my ass there.” Ki
My Sister's Crush 102: Impure
Sebastian's heart drops down to his chest. He has been trying to pry Liam's hands off of his body but with his tied up hands, it's impossible to do so. His eyes darted around the place to ask for help. Unfortunately for him there is literally no one in this place except for the almost passed out drug addicts who can care less about Sebastian. Tears cascade down his cheeks. “L-Let me go, Please.” Sebastian begs, putting his bound hand over Liam's mouth so that he can't kiss him again. It disgusts Sebastian that this very boy bullied him for his sexual preference and now he is the one who is sexually abusing him. How can someone be so hypocritical? Liam disgusts him. Sebastian never thought he could hate someone as much as he hates this boy. He wonders how he could be such a fool to not discover Liam's true colour all those years. If it was only Liam and him, maybe he could have a chance in making an escape. But now there is another monster behind him who is holding his arms in a ti
My Sister's Crush 101: Don't Hurt Him
“One, two, three, go.” Killian chants, playing the cord on his guitar while his friends watch him and judge him. “Are you sure you are gonna play this sloppy song?” Alex asks, totally disliking the choice of Killian's song. “Why do you think I'm practising it then, you dumb fuck?” Killian appears annoyed at his judgemental friend. “Ignore him.” Oliver suggests, shooting a glare at his grumpy boyfriend for the nth time in just one day, “It's a cute song.” Killian nods his head before testing his vocals. He hasn't sung for a long while. He doesn't want to make a full out of himself, especially when he will be singing on the stage to declare his love for his boyfriend. A seed of doubt settles in Killian's mind. He looks at Oliver with uncertain eyes, “Are you sure he is gonna like it?” Oliver huffs, hitting the back of Alex's head. “The fuck? Why did you hit me? I didn't even say anything this time!” It's rare to see the emo boy whine but when he does, he looks absolutely cut
My Sister's Crush 100: So Possessive Of You
“I smell something fishy.” Sebastian comments, regarding his boyfriend with a wary look. Killian discards his concern and flashes his famous smile, “Well, I'm not exactly a vegetarian. So, it's normal to smell fishy, isn't it? Come to think of it, I had salmon last night for dinner.” Sebastian's eye roll makes him laugh out loud. “Just go and let me do my work.” Sebastian waves him off, turning his focus on his work. Sebastian suspects something. It's unlike Killian to leave his side. In fact, Sebastian tried many times to get rid of his clingy boyfriend and breathe some air, but it was impossible. He turns back and shoots Killian another suspicious glance. What is he planning? Why does Killian suddenly want to go somewhere, leaving Sebastian alone the whole day? It shouldn't make him feel this way, but it does. You see, today's the final day of school's festival. A lot of stuff is going to happen today. Killian promised to help him. What's so important that he is willing to leave
My Sister's Crush 99: You Deserve A Punishment.
It's been exactly two days since Sebastian and Killian have started dating officially. While Sebastian is having a hard time dealing with his parent's separation and fearing about the moment when he will be called in Liam's case, his golden retriever boyfriend tries his best to give him some peaceful moment that he craves for by showering him with overflowing love. “Stop it.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, “We are in front of other people.” Sebastian warns his boyfriend, slapping his hand away from his ass. Killian pouts like a child, acting cute to get his way. Sebastian can barely hold in his smile. His boyfriend is just so fucking cute! “Oh come on, they are just annoying insects.” Killian whines, addressing his friends in a mean way. Sebastian snores in reply, slapping his boyfriend’s arm lightly. “Is that so? Wait, let me tell Andy what you just called her.” Sebastian makes an attempt to get away from Killian but isn't quicker than Killian. “Do you want to be a widower
My Sister's Crush 98: Be My Boyfriend Already
Sebastian's heart drops down to his stomach as it starts beating violently. With each step his father takes, he loses himself into the world of panic and fear. Sweat beads start to decorate his forehead. However, It's not enough to keep him away from keeping Killian away from his father's terrifying eyes. He stands in front of Killian in an attempt to block his father's view of Killian, forgetting the fact that he is way too shorter than Killian to be doing that. Sebastian can feel Killian getting defensive behind him. He is sure Killian is ready to throw hands. But Sebastian can't let it happen. No matter how fucked up the man is, he is still his father. Sebastian himself doesn't know why he is still validating this man. He just does. “Dad, I was-” His speech was cut short. The only sound which can be heard right now is the harsh sound of his father's palm making contact with his cheek. So brutal is the force of the slap that Sebastian finds himself stagger back, losing control ov
My Sister's Crush 97: Didn't See That Coming
“What's that noise?” Sebastian exclaims, too afraid that it's his brother climbing up the stairs. It takes a few seconds for Killian to process it. When he realises where the noise is coming from, he chuckles to himself before thrusting into Sebastian again, catching him off guard with the unnoticed wave of pleasure. “Someone must-” Sebastian tries to say but he gets cut off as Killian fucks him hard, leaving him to gasp. “It's just my alarm. Don't ask me why I have the sounds of footsteps as my alarm.” Killian pants as he speaks. “Really?” Sebastian breathes out, “Your foot fetish is getting weird.” Sebastian comments, panting as well. “If that was the case, It would be the sound of your footsteps.” Killian argues. “Get done with it already. Someone will really come up now.” Sebastian says, there's a sense of urgency in his voice. That's why Killian chooses to listen.Within ten minutes they are ready and good to go. As soon as they open the door, then find Josh standing at the
My Sister's Crush 96: It Takes Only a Bathrobe
“Are you alright? God damn it, can't you be a little careful while working with objects like glass?” Andrea chides Sebastian, going near him to inspect his injury. Sebastian is dumbfounded by her cornering scolding. He remains quiet as Andrea takes a hold of his finger gently and takes out a tissue paper from her pocket to wipe the blood away. “I'm fine.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, Andrea's concern is making him uncomfortable. “Shut up. You aren't.” Andrea tells him in a commanding tone which makes him bite his lips and shut up. From the corner of his eyes, he can see Killian approaching them hesitantly. He understands the reason but doesn't say anything. He believes he would be in the same dilemma if he were in Killian's place. “Let's go to the nurse's office.” She suggests. No, she orders in her authoritative voice. When Killian comes within hearing distance, Andrea speaks again, “I'm not doing this because I have the hots for you. I mean I had a crush on you ages ago
