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14. Fear
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My Sister's Crush 15. Providing Comfort
Sebastian was wrong. He was so wrong to think he overcame the fear, he was free of the paralyzing fright. Turns out, it takes just one person from his past to pop out to make him freak out to the point that he is ready to have a panic attack. No matter how much he tries to gather his will power and run away from there and take shelter in Killian's car, he can't move even a limb. "Aren't you gonna show me your face? Aww, I'm hurt, Seb." The person behind him mocks at him, feigning hurt. The dog can feel fear radiating from him and decides to play the protector. He turns towards the person behind Sebastian and starts barking to defend his human. The puppy gives birth to a newly found hope in his heart. He isn't alone. No, he isn't. He has the puppy and Killian. Killian would be out with food anytime soon. He just has to get away from here and get inside the restaurant and find Killian.With that thought in mind, he finally gathers enough strength to take a step away from there. Howeve
My Sister's Crush 16. Two Pairs of Puppy Eyes
"Slow down. You are gonna choke on your food." Killian warns gently, watching Sebastian bite into his burger as if he hadn't eaten anything for ages which probably is the case. Instead of slowing down or replying to the concerned boy, Sebastian glares at the boy, looking like a guppy fish with his mouth full of burger. Killian fondly watches as Sebastian takes another bite and moans in delight when it hits his taste bud at the right spot. Sebastian must be drained out all of his left over energy after crying for God knows how long.When Sebastian goes for another burger that's supposed to be his, he lets him. He is hungry as hell but Sebastian needs it more now. He is stunned when Sebastian unwraps the burger and brings it close to his mouth instead of eating it himself. "Eat. Why aren't digging in? Weren't you hungry? I'm sorry that I couldn't control myself and didn't wait for you." Sebastian looks too guilty to even hold eye contact properly. Killian just chuckles at that, taking
My Sister's Crush 17. Who Is It?
Excitement bubbled inside Sebastian's stomach earlier this morning when he reached school. The mere thought of meeting Killian made him happy. However, his excitement died down the moment he started hearing gossip around the school. Everyone talked about how Killian and his little friend group never bunked school together. Usually, it's Oliver who holds back one or two of his friends from missing school. But today is different. None of them are at school. Sebastian sits in his class, debating if he should make some excuse and leave the class. The news of Killian and his friends not attending school isn't sitting well with him. Did they get in trouble? Thousands of questions circled around his head and none of them were positive. Did Jared do something to Killian? Sebastian panics for a second before reaching the conclusion that it must not be the case. The whole gang is missing today. Even Oliver. There must be some other agenda. "Hey, loser. Your bodyguard isn't here with you today?
My Sister's Crush 18. Sting Operation
"Where are you taking me?" Sebastian asks, following the boy like a shadow as he is still afraid of the shady people they left behind. "It's too damn heavy. Please help me carry a carton." Nick whines, putting the cartons of alcohol on the ground before panting like a mad dog. "If you think I'm gonna help you carry that poisonous liquid, think again." Sebastian says instead, rolling his eyes. Nick looks up to him, laughing all of a sudden. He wipes away the bead of sweat from his forehead with the help of a handkerchief and mutters, "No wonder Oliver took a liking towards you. You guys are splitting images of each other. Are you sure you are not adopted?" "Stop talking nonsense and answer me, Nick. Where are you taking these alcohol bottles? Didn't you all get suspended for a week? Did you all really get caught with drugs?" Sebastian shoots one after another without even taking a breather. "We wouldn't get caught if Oliver could run faster. That idiot has long legs like bamboo for
My Sister's Crush 19. Realisation
Sebastian shifts in his seat as he keeps listening to the horrifying incident from both Killian and Nick. It all started with Alex. Nick took at least 10 minutes to let out his frustration and curse at Alex before continuing with the story. Anyway, Alex had some disagreement with his drug dealer which caught the shape of a brutal fight. Soon after Alex called his friends to help him out. While Killian alone dealt with them, rendering some of them on the brink of unconsciousness, it took a worse turn for them when someone sneakily put some drugs in Killian's pocket. Police were called and the rest is history. Apparently, Killian had to bribe some frat boys with alcohol to let them join them in the party and install some cameras around the house to catch the drug dealers who will surely be there, selling drugs to college students. Sebastian finally takes a breath of relief knowing they didn't buy those drinks for themselves. Anticipation runs thick in his veins. Never did he even become
My Sister's Crush 20. The First Kiss
"My fellas, no need to panic." A guy takes the mic from the DJ and starts speaking, making the terrified crowd halt in their movement. The guy chuckles before continuing, "That was my cousin Timmy. He got excited seeing my dad's gun and used it on a raccoon in the backyard. Nothing to be worried about. Continue with the party." While the crowd goes back to normal within seconds, Sebastian finds himself unable to control his overflowing anger. How does someone act so nonchalant after harming a helpless animal? How is no one reacting after witnessing him confess to such a heinous crime? Sebastian's blood boils in disgust and abhorrence. "I need to make sure if Oliver and Alex are ok." Killian informs him, tapping on his shoulder to get his attention. Sebastian turns his attention from the drunkard students to Killian. His eyes catch hold of Killian's worried gaze, subsiding down his hatred for the guy and giving birth to worry for Killian's friends. "Go and sit in the car. I will be
My Sister's Crush 21. Liam?
Killian is acquainted with the taste of kiss way too much. He has kissed dozens of people, if not hundreds. The reason behind it is nothing vague. He is clear about his needs and wants. For him, true love doesn't exist which ultimately makes him sleep around, unwilling to settle down with someone. Then why is he feeling this way now? Sebastian's kiss is messy, he reeks of alcohol. However, Sebastian's soft lips against his feel sensational, it throws him into a place where he is cornered with several kinds of unfamiliar feelings. He feels alienated and still pleasant. Unknowingly, his hands find their way towards Sebastian's head. With a swift move, he brings Sebastian closer to himself as he kisses the boy back. Common sense has already flown through the window. He refuses to acknowledge the fact that he is kissing the boy on whom his sister is crushing. The pleasure is too intense to care about anything else. Deep down he knows he will be a victim of his guilt soon after he is done
My Sister's Crush 22. Sexy Isn't Fancy Enough
"Sleep with me." Sebastian whines, holding Killian's hand tightly in his grip, refusing to let him go away. Killian's heartbeat skips for a second hearing Sebastian. He looks down at the drunk boy with tired eyes. Turns out he needs to spend more time in the gym if he wants to carry around a grown up without breaking a sweat. His eyes check Sebastian from head to toe. Sebastian looks like a mess. A hot mess. Killian is having a hard time pinpointing his own feelings as different kinds of emotions crowd his head. He blames the kiss for that. Closing his eyes to get rid of the feeling that is rushing over to him after seeing Sebastian on his bed wearing his jacket. Now he is seeing Sebastian in a new light as it seems. Sebastian has always been beautiful in his eyes without even a shadow of a doubt. However, Sebastian's ethereal beauty now makes him feel hot, sweat beads appear on his forehead as he tries to shake off the unusual feeling. "You need a change of clothes." Killian says a
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My Sister's Crush Epilogue: Ketchup and Konfession
“Get ready fast, Kitty. What are you doing? We are gonna be late on our very first day!” Killian yells from the bedroom, tying his shoelaces. It's their first day of college but there is no sign of his boyfriend. He wonders what the pretty boy is up to. It seems like Sebastian's soul has possessed him. He can't believe how much he has changed. It's now him who is fussing over little things. “Sebastian! What are you doing, baby?” Killian asks, coming to the kitchen to find his boyfriend doing something. Sebastian seems to be too lost in whatever he is making. He just hopes it's edible. He doesn't want to get food poisoning on their first day of college. “What's my baby making?” Killian asks softly, wrapping his arms around Sebastian's tiny waist. “Shh, don't make me move. Let me do it properly.” Sebastian warns. Rolling his eyes, Killian takes a peek at whatever Sebastian is making. It's a Japanese style fluffy egg omelette. Sebastian is adding ketchup on it to make a smiley
My Sister's Crush 103: Kiss the Boo Boo Away
Months have passed. They have graduated. High school is over. They are on the stage where they are applying to different colleges. Killian dreamt about this day so much. He was so excited to spend the last few days of high school in complete bliss. However, all his dreams are ruined just because of two bastards who are now rotting in jail and probably will stay there for a long period. Sebastian isn't the same anymore. He has become silent and distant. He craves for occasional skinship from Killian but there is no spark in him. It pains Killian to witness his lover in such a vulnerable state. It seems like forever that he last slept peacefully at night. Sebastian's lost face still haunts him to this day. “I'm gonna apply to Harvard.” Nick announces, gaining everyone's attention in the room. In return, he gets eye rolls and sighs. “What?” His voice gets smaller, narrowing his eyes. “If you get into Harvard with that result then I will happily dig my grave and bury my ass there.” Ki
My Sister's Crush 102: Impure
Sebastian's heart drops down to his chest. He has been trying to pry Liam's hands off of his body but with his tied up hands, it's impossible to do so. His eyes darted around the place to ask for help. Unfortunately for him there is literally no one in this place except for the almost passed out drug addicts who can care less about Sebastian. Tears cascade down his cheeks. “L-Let me go, Please.” Sebastian begs, putting his bound hand over Liam's mouth so that he can't kiss him again. It disgusts Sebastian that this very boy bullied him for his sexual preference and now he is the one who is sexually abusing him. How can someone be so hypocritical? Liam disgusts him. Sebastian never thought he could hate someone as much as he hates this boy. He wonders how he could be such a fool to not discover Liam's true colour all those years. If it was only Liam and him, maybe he could have a chance in making an escape. But now there is another monster behind him who is holding his arms in a ti
My Sister's Crush 101: Don't Hurt Him
“One, two, three, go.” Killian chants, playing the cord on his guitar while his friends watch him and judge him. “Are you sure you are gonna play this sloppy song?” Alex asks, totally disliking the choice of Killian's song. “Why do you think I'm practising it then, you dumb fuck?” Killian appears annoyed at his judgemental friend. “Ignore him.” Oliver suggests, shooting a glare at his grumpy boyfriend for the nth time in just one day, “It's a cute song.” Killian nods his head before testing his vocals. He hasn't sung for a long while. He doesn't want to make a full out of himself, especially when he will be singing on the stage to declare his love for his boyfriend. A seed of doubt settles in Killian's mind. He looks at Oliver with uncertain eyes, “Are you sure he is gonna like it?” Oliver huffs, hitting the back of Alex's head. “The fuck? Why did you hit me? I didn't even say anything this time!” It's rare to see the emo boy whine but when he does, he looks absolutely cut
My Sister's Crush 100: So Possessive Of You
“I smell something fishy.” Sebastian comments, regarding his boyfriend with a wary look. Killian discards his concern and flashes his famous smile, “Well, I'm not exactly a vegetarian. So, it's normal to smell fishy, isn't it? Come to think of it, I had salmon last night for dinner.” Sebastian's eye roll makes him laugh out loud. “Just go and let me do my work.” Sebastian waves him off, turning his focus on his work. Sebastian suspects something. It's unlike Killian to leave his side. In fact, Sebastian tried many times to get rid of his clingy boyfriend and breathe some air, but it was impossible. He turns back and shoots Killian another suspicious glance. What is he planning? Why does Killian suddenly want to go somewhere, leaving Sebastian alone the whole day? It shouldn't make him feel this way, but it does. You see, today's the final day of school's festival. A lot of stuff is going to happen today. Killian promised to help him. What's so important that he is willing to leave
My Sister's Crush 99: You Deserve A Punishment.
It's been exactly two days since Sebastian and Killian have started dating officially. While Sebastian is having a hard time dealing with his parent's separation and fearing about the moment when he will be called in Liam's case, his golden retriever boyfriend tries his best to give him some peaceful moment that he craves for by showering him with overflowing love. “Stop it.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, “We are in front of other people.” Sebastian warns his boyfriend, slapping his hand away from his ass. Killian pouts like a child, acting cute to get his way. Sebastian can barely hold in his smile. His boyfriend is just so fucking cute! “Oh come on, they are just annoying insects.” Killian whines, addressing his friends in a mean way. Sebastian snores in reply, slapping his boyfriend’s arm lightly. “Is that so? Wait, let me tell Andy what you just called her.” Sebastian makes an attempt to get away from Killian but isn't quicker than Killian. “Do you want to be a widower
My Sister's Crush 98: Be My Boyfriend Already
Sebastian's heart drops down to his stomach as it starts beating violently. With each step his father takes, he loses himself into the world of panic and fear. Sweat beads start to decorate his forehead. However, It's not enough to keep him away from keeping Killian away from his father's terrifying eyes. He stands in front of Killian in an attempt to block his father's view of Killian, forgetting the fact that he is way too shorter than Killian to be doing that. Sebastian can feel Killian getting defensive behind him. He is sure Killian is ready to throw hands. But Sebastian can't let it happen. No matter how fucked up the man is, he is still his father. Sebastian himself doesn't know why he is still validating this man. He just does. “Dad, I was-” His speech was cut short. The only sound which can be heard right now is the harsh sound of his father's palm making contact with his cheek. So brutal is the force of the slap that Sebastian finds himself stagger back, losing control ov
My Sister's Crush 97: Didn't See That Coming
“What's that noise?” Sebastian exclaims, too afraid that it's his brother climbing up the stairs. It takes a few seconds for Killian to process it. When he realises where the noise is coming from, he chuckles to himself before thrusting into Sebastian again, catching him off guard with the unnoticed wave of pleasure. “Someone must-” Sebastian tries to say but he gets cut off as Killian fucks him hard, leaving him to gasp. “It's just my alarm. Don't ask me why I have the sounds of footsteps as my alarm.” Killian pants as he speaks. “Really?” Sebastian breathes out, “Your foot fetish is getting weird.” Sebastian comments, panting as well. “If that was the case, It would be the sound of your footsteps.” Killian argues. “Get done with it already. Someone will really come up now.” Sebastian says, there's a sense of urgency in his voice. That's why Killian chooses to listen.Within ten minutes they are ready and good to go. As soon as they open the door, then find Josh standing at the
My Sister's Crush 96: It Takes Only a Bathrobe
“Are you alright? God damn it, can't you be a little careful while working with objects like glass?” Andrea chides Sebastian, going near him to inspect his injury. Sebastian is dumbfounded by her cornering scolding. He remains quiet as Andrea takes a hold of his finger gently and takes out a tissue paper from her pocket to wipe the blood away. “I'm fine.” Sebastian mumbles under his breath, Andrea's concern is making him uncomfortable. “Shut up. You aren't.” Andrea tells him in a commanding tone which makes him bite his lips and shut up. From the corner of his eyes, he can see Killian approaching them hesitantly. He understands the reason but doesn't say anything. He believes he would be in the same dilemma if he were in Killian's place. “Let's go to the nurse's office.” She suggests. No, she orders in her authoritative voice. When Killian comes within hearing distance, Andrea speaks again, “I'm not doing this because I have the hots for you. I mean I had a crush on you ages ago
