Prolog

"Tomorrow, you will marry my sister."

A handsome man easily said those hurtful words, after he made a sweet man beneath him sigh enjoying their hot night. After he said those hurtful words, he kissed the top of the soft head of a sweet man beneath him.

"I can't, you are my first love Febrian."

The sweet man is now pleading and crying that he doesn't accept that he is being treated so cruelly. The handsome man who was called Febrian kissed his lips tightly embraced the sweet man, he was about to return to their hot night activities, a sigh echoed in the dark and hot room.

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    My name is Febrian, a teenager boy who recently dated a beautiful and popular girl at school. Today, after school, I will date the spoiled girl who became my lover.

"Babe, I want this new bag, okay?"

She showed me an expensive bag with a famous brand in her cellphone, I saw her whining and I couldn't refuse my girlfriend to make an online purchase.

"Okay, buy whatever you want honey."

My girlfriend, kissed my cheek with her red lips parted, making my cheeks splattered with red lipstick.

"Kinan, I have to go back to class. You go to class, miss will come soon."

"Yes, my babe. Bye bye."

I stepped into the classroom, I saw my class that Mother would come to teach.

"Look at your cheeks, like a club bitch." He said, glancing at my cheek with disdain

"I know you envy me." My reply, I show my cheek more that there is a lip splash on my cheek

"stupid."

The teenage boy who just pissed me off was Vero, the boy I always fought with. There is not a day without a fuss, for some reason the teenage boy always throws a tantrum to make a fuss with me.

"Don't be noisy!! F*ck!! " I protest

I don't accept being humiliated like that, I feel his hand pulling my shirt collar tightly, staring at me, his right hand clenching down to aim a fist in my face.

"Take back what you said."

"Will never!!"

Right on my smooth face, he threw a fist, causing the corner of my lips to bleed a little.

“You are looking for a commotion? Come on!! One by one on the field, Sh*t!!"

In a wide and quiet field, I was having a fist fight with Vero who managed to ignite my anger. We had a fist fight in a deserted field, causing a commotion that caused one of the teachers to stop our commotion.

“Stop it!! Vero! Febrian!! Go to my office, now!!”

Right now, the two of us are spending time in the student tutoring. We're silent with each other without starting a conversation, I glared at him with a look full of hatred.

"You want a date tonight with that bitch?" His question made me angry, I grabbed his collar roughly. 

“What did you say just now!! You bitch!! ” I kept throwing harsh words at him, he brushed my hand away roughly.

"No need to pull my shirt, you have no right to touch my beautiful body."

“Fu*k!!”

There was always a commotion between Vero and me, until we got home from school. I stood in front of the school gate waiting for Kinan to come out of the classroom. But strangely, she hasn't come out of class yet after I waited for her for an hour.

"That's weird, how come he hasn't come out of the classroom yet, huh."

My eyes widen at my enemy. My enemy Vero is walking home with his gang.

“Go back to home!! She's on a date with her new boyfriend."

The words that came out of Vero's mouth made me very annoyed. I pulled his collar for the umpteenth time, I looked at him angrily.

"Take back your words.", I ordered

Vero shows a photo that is clearly displayed on his cellphone, a photo showing my girlfriend kissing a man. That photo made me very disappointed, sad and heartbroken. I felt tears almost fall from the corners of my eyes.

"What a crybaby."

Vero's insults brought me out of my daydream of a broken heart, making me rub my face roughly. I immediately got on my motorbike, went from school to a side street. I contemplated for a while, watching cars and motorbikes pass by one after another.

"I'm so tired of having a girlfriend if I keep my heart broken like this."

I got on my motorbike and drove fast, no matter the traffic light, no matter what other motorbikes kept honking their horns. Right now my heart is so broken, my motorbike stops at one of the bars.

My eyes looked into seeing the happiness of those who were in there with their partner. My heart forced to enter the Bar, I want to be happy with them.

I still don't know why my heart and body wants to go inside, because the bar I saw was not an ordinary bar but a gay bar. Has my dream of dating a woman gone? Do I want to date a man. 

No matter the questions that keep ringing in my head, I just want to be happy. I walked into the Bar, I drank a lot of alcohol, but I was still half awake.

"Looks like you're heartbroken."

I just nodded, my tears continued to flow like rain. I remember, how evil the woman who I had treated like a queen, now betrayed me cruelly.

“How about I order someone for a one night stand with you?”

“One night stand?"