Sonaya's pov ... ‘Painnnnn !!!’My eyes shot wide openOh dear goddess, when will this end? I wondered in despair.I'd lost track of time.I don't know how long I had been under the water.The pain that woke me up, is the pain of a mates betrayal.My Lycan howled in pain and anger.Why the heck is he so insensitive.I shot up to the surface of the pond, but I refused to leave the water.The blinding pain continued for a while, before it finally subsided.My body felt like it had gone through a wringer.I was suddenly so tired, but not the draining sick type of tiredness I'd experienced this morning.I swam around, slowly, as I tried to shake off the last vestiges of pain we had just experienced.I got out of the water and stared at nothing.My mood was terrible at best.The pain from some moments ago were gone, but they left emotional scars in their wake. My heart was being stomped upon, but am I the only one feeling the bond? Does he feel my pain at all?Is being
Sonaya's pov ...."It's not nothing." he growled angrily."Rayna I know it's not fair what's going on but I am fighting him day and night, pushing him to do right to make the right choice.It's not easy for him as well..." "Don't you ever say that again." I cut him off."Do you have any idea the amount of pain I go through when he fucks another woman? Do you both feel that I’m in pain at all?Last night was so painful I was throwing up blood, while you were in ecstasy.So do not ever mention that again.You know nothing about what it feels like." I stated angrily.Rayna and I were screaming at him in our mindlink, our rage was beyond anything I had ever felt."Do you know how it feels to watch from the sidelines as your mate parades another as his?Do you know?But do not worry, I will try my best to get you acquainted.”"Is that a threat?" He bellowed at me."No Lygion, it's not a threat it's a promise.I wish I can reject him too, so I don't have to suffer so much
Sonaya's pov ... I felt a stinging pain, my blood heated and rushed to my other regions. I sucked in a breath loudly and my eyes shot open. I was still in the forest thankfully and not in the dungeons, thank the goddess. Then I remembered why I was in the forest in the first place and why l'd thought I was in the dungeons. My eyes locked with his and I opened my mouth to scream, fear trying to creep back into me. But he silenced me with his lips, swallowing my scream. Tingles erupted like a landmine all over my skin forcing me to relax. “Finally." Rayna sighed out in my head. “Don't you dare scare me like that again." She scolded me. "I didn't mean to scare you Rayna, I was just too scared. I was out of it, I'm sorry." I told her. He broke the kiss when he sensed that I'd calmed down and just stayed there staring at me, like I was something new, something he hadn't seen before. Goddess, the man is divinely handsome. I found myself staring back at him, melting in a pool of
Stefan's pov ...I fought him hard, I fought Lygion for control, but he wouldn't relinquish it.He pushed me down so hard, I couldn't believe it.It only then dawned on me that he has been uncharacteristically angered by my treatment of our mate.I angrily watched from the back of my mind as he interacted with our mate.Behaving like a puppy, our mate doesn't need to be handled with care.She is one of the two most dangerous beings in the kingdom right now.It's a daily struggle to keep my knowledge of a Lockhart alive and even staying in the palace at that.It’s freaking difficult especially when it's your mate and you can see her clearly.Believe it or not I get daily reports on her activities, I might behave like I don't care, I really don't care, but no one let's their enemy into their house without watching them closely.Although it feels odd calling her the enemy.I stared at her through Lygions eyes and sighed.I have always thought Brie was easy on the eyes, you know,
Stefan’s pov My lips descended hungrily on hers before she could properly recall her situation.I kissed her like a starved man.In reality, I was fucking starved.I have suffered a great deal in denying myself what I want.This woman right here in my arms, this much hated Lockhart, has locked my heart away.And It was in this moment that I realised keeping my word to Brie, would be an almost impossible task.Everything about her resonated with my soul.Even the hatred for Lockhart's that had been embedded and written into my soul, has been erased.This is a whole new type of shit.My hands roamed over her body, her soft breasts, her nipples, the tiny sounds she was making, even the ones she tried to muffle by biting down on her lips. Her arousal filled the air, and my nostrils flared, as I fought to hold on to the vestiges of control I had left.I traced the length of her body with my hands. She just felt too good to be true. Brie has never felt better than scratching an i
Stefan's pov .... "Have you spoken to Eli, about it?" I asked him. “No not yet, I need to know there is a problem before I go bothering the old man." He said and paused before speaking again. "Besides like I said, it didn't feel like there was interference at the time. The block was only perceived, I am not even sure it's there." He finished. I slipped into his mind while he was distracted, lamenting over his mate situation. I wanted to see for myself, what happened. Ofcourse I had my own suspicions but i refrained from voicing them out until I could see exactly what happened through his eyes. I would be seeing exactly what he saw and what he'd missed. I watched the scene with Morgan and saw the girl come take Sonaya away. She had noticed Nathan but nothing more. I dug deeper and felt what Nathan felt. I had enough and exited his mind. I went through the scene over and over again, but I couldn't get past the fact that the only person who can do it, who might have the power
Sonaya's pov ...When I got back to the servants quarters.Everyone was up and about getting ready for the day.I quickly rushed up to my room.I hadn't seen Zaya around, so I just assumed she would be panicking upstairs looking for me or waiting for me in my room.But when I got to my room she wasn't there, I quickly showered and changed my hideous uniform.It was the same clothes I had been wearing since yesterday.After drying my hair, I brushed it, before packing it up in a tight bun.I slipped on my shoes, then went in search of Zaya.When I found her, she was curled up in bed in her room.Tiny moans escaped her lips.I rushed to her and crouched down beside her.“Zaya." I called in a worried tone.I touched my hand to her forehead, she was sweating profusely but her body temperature was normal.She wasn't hot to the touch, infact she was almost cool.So I shook her awake and she opened her eyes to peek at me.“Sonaya” she cried out in a whisper.“Make it stop." Sh
Zaya's pov ...Yesterday I had been feeling sick and out of sorts. Something in my wrists was killing me.At first I'd thought I had sprained it.But by the time I went to bed early from the pain, I noticed that the inside of my left wrist was swollen and discolored.It had an unusual purple hue to it.It made me feel weak and brought on a heavy pounding headache.Xena, my hybrid Lycan was almost cut off from me, our bond was so weak from whatever it was that was going on with my wrist.I went to bed hoping the next day would be better and my wrist would have healed.It did cross my mind that I might have been poisoned, but to be honest I didn't know what to think.I have no experience with poison, I have never even seen anyone that had been poisoned before. So I tried to ignore the pain and get some sleep.But a few hours later, I woke up in the middle of the night covered in sweat.The swelling was gone, but the pain was still there. I stared at the inside of my wrist, at
EpilogueStefan's pov...Its been a few months after that dreaded war with the dark witch.We'd realised when we came to, that they had tried to attack us in the hall where we slept.They had created distractions, started a war at the palace and sent more men to attack us at the western region.But we prevailed and the second Sonaya killed the witch.Her control over the minds of the warriors abd other citizens of the kingdom, instantly dissipated.I hold my mate and watch her as she sleeps.It feels like decades ago when I was determined to harm her, fir something she had no control over.The women have finally began to conceive.The grounds are gradually becoming fertile again. These occurrences are making me wonder if Eli and his mother had, bern involved in this as well.I have had yo double check and reconsider everything Eli Ragnar ever told me.Sometimes, i just cant wrap my head around the millions of opportunities theybmust have had to kill me.But they didn't because they
Sonaya's pov ...My eyes suddenly felt hot, a scream left my lips as I found that we were suddenly elevated from the ground.I could feel the elements like I could feel my hands.I could wield them as I wished.But the craziest thing was the bracelet.It sprung out of my hand in blaze of rainbow like light.It was almost blinding, it came out a shield first, then a sword.Watching through Rayna's eyes I was completely awed by the show.Rayna was totally unmoved she handled everything like a pro.My siren beast is a crazy bitch warrior.Our clothes changed to some ancient like female warrior attire.The best way to describe it is skin tight leggings made if animal skin, but it was a full body armor, with something like bikini panties and a halfway top. Almost like a crop top.It had sharp looking edged sleeves.There was something on my forearms, it thick and padded. But not heavy.I didn't know the bracelet was almost like a fighting suit.All this happened in the blink of an eye and
Naya's pov ....Confusion was clear on his face, hurt and betrayal, flitted through his eyes for a brief moment, before Lygion took complete control.I heard the sound of a sword whooshing through the air, I knew it was coming for me.The whooshing was too close for it not to have been aimed for me.But Lygion pushed me down so suddenly to protect me. But the painful howl of a Lycan immediately caught my attention.I wanted to turn and see who had gotten hurt, but the howl was followed by a scream I would recognise anywhere.It was from Zaya, it was a scream of pain.Nathan has been hurt."I need you to trust me, please I beg you my love."I said as tears poured down my cheeks.It was more for Stefan than Lygion.Stefan's beast would protect me no matter what. He would protect me first and ask questions later.I felt the pain he was feeling.It was double tragedy for us both, but the pain was too much and so intense that Rayna roared angrily as she slammed right back into me. It felt
Sonaya's pov ...." My king, the healer said not to tell her, she was quite specific about it."An alarmed Zaya said chastising Stefan." Yes she did but I'm not the king because I follow instructions, I rely mostly on my gut feeling, my instinct and my beast." He said to Zaya.I was struggling to come to terms with their words. I couldn't wrap my head around the possibility of my reality."Rayna, what's the color of the sky right now?"I asked out of the blue, hoping she'll hear me.She always does despite the fact that I can't feel her.She scoffed at me and said "It's bright ofcourse, the morning sun is mild." And I knew for sure that this, whatever or wherever this is, isn't real.Thunder clapped loudly in the sky, lightening searing through the sky creating bolts of bright light. It was like the sky was being slashed by several swords."They know she knows." Lars said " Good." Stefan said just before a deafening roar rang through the forest." You can come out now with your f
Sonaya's pov ...I woke up again and this time there was no Zaya, just Stefan in the room with me." Morning my love." He said, I smiled and pulled me in for kiss before laying back on the bed.He stared at me like he couldn't get enough of me.But something felt off, my heart wasn't pounding at the sight off him.The kiss we shared didn't make my toes curl and this all felt slightly superficial.He smiled like my mate would, his scent is exactly the same, he chuckles like Stefan would, he even growls like the king.His touch makes tingles erupt all over my skin, but there are no goose bumps.That's always a given especially when he's really needy or when he's aroused and in desperate for me.That should have happened just now with his morning glory all high and mighty, and the kiss we just shared.But that didn't happen, I wondered if this was part of the issues I had with my beast Rayna.I can hear her, we communicate nicely as we should, but I can't feel her. Right now I can't fee
Stefan's pov ....This feeling of helplessness is very foreign to me.I just want to know who to kill, who to to destroy limb from limbBut this isn't a problem that can be solved with rage and brutal power.I made me feel useless, all my powers currently useless to her.What have I ever done for her? I wondered.Why do I keep failing her?I watched every move Adele made.She put some water in a deep wide bowl from the bathroom and put some oil in it.From the smell I knew what they were, she looked at me for permission.And I granted it with a nod of my head.She used Patchouli oil, Neroli oil and frankincense oil, with a measurement of ground mandrake root.The water swelled almost to the top before it settled again. It looked dirty at some point, but changed color to a very light translucent pink.Then the woman began to undress my mate.When she was completely naked, she began to sprinkle the water on her with her hands.She turned her back and sprinkled the water eve
Stefan's pov ...I stared out the window of the old healer's house.It wasn't some tiny bungalow, It was a big house, a one-story house.What was it about the west and the snow, I wondered as the snow continued to rain down on the earth.My mind wasn't at rest at all.My entire soul is in turmoil.My mate is sick and we have arrived here to seek the healer.We never ever fall ill, but that's not the only thing that's strange about her illness.She seems to have an ever present fever, it turns to chills sometimes, and then she has this horrible nightmares.Since the morning after we arrived at the southern region, we haven't been able to wake her.Her scent is gradually, but steadily changing, And we have begun to lose touch with her beast.Rayna feels so far away, almost like we can't reach her. Who will do this to my mate?why would someone do this? I wondered in deep thought.I had teleported everyone here by early evening the next day when she didn't wake up.Archer had said there w
Sonaya's pov ...We were shown to our quarters after a brief meeting, alpha Derrick explained their plans for the election, the next day.His mate tried to strike up a conversation with me, but I couldn't stand them at all. They are hypocrites, pretenders.I stared intently at Derrick as he spoke with false confidence and pride .The real people of the south are suffering and struggling to get by everyday in the rejects, yet he sits in his pack house mansion and visits judgement upon them daily." Where's Alphonso?" I asked out of the blue, anger and spite leaving a hot trail in my blood stream." Who's that?" Stefan asked turning to look at me, a smile plastered to his face.Derrick instantly looked nervous, it was a tiny chink in his armour but I was just glad I'd made him shake and almost shit his pants."That's his delta." I said replying my mate."He is in charge of the rejects, I used to live there." I explained further to Stefan in mind link. He sighed and asked "You wanna visi
Sonaya's pov ...The meetings went on for days, on and off so people could get back to their families.But it's been almost two months now and they have been gruesome for me.Stefan, Nathan, Zeus and some Lygion warriors, train me daily for hours.It is the most difficult time of my days.But it's better now, I used to nurse recurring injuries.Broken bones, ribs discoloration all over my body, plus the unending pain.Rayna heals me as fast as she can but when I'm up against almost two dozen well groomed Lycan warriors who train you daily, Pain is bound to be the result.I drag myself off the training area, nowadays I barely get a scratch.I smirk at them as I walk past."Thanks again everyone." I say as I rush into the palace for breakfast. I could eat a horse right now.Just as I'm about to get into the breakfast room.Archer called me." My queen." " Whatt?" I asked completely irritated to be called away from my breakfast.My stomach growled in protest.He chuckled loudly." Vikt