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Chapter 9: Unholy Distractions

Author: glorypens
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-14 22:43:40

Andrian’s POV

The bright morning light cut through the blinds of my room, but it felt intrusive, unwelcome.

“Son of a bitch” I cursed at the blinding light , shielding my eyes from the brightness that filtered into my room.

My head throbbed with the remnants of the alcohol I had consumed last night, and my body felt heavy, weighted by guilt and frustration more than the hangover.

I ran my hands through my messy hair, groaning as I tried to recall what happened last night and how I ended up in my bed. the memories trickled in like drops of water. Encountering Alex in school. I had expected it anyway but I didn't know why it came as a surprise to me. He had come running to hug me, but i was not the old jacob, i am Andrian Rufus. I had rejected him. A small tug tugged at my heart, but it was gone immediately it came. I could only feel nothing but cold indifference.

Shaking my head, I forced myself out of bed. My limbs felt heavy as I moved toward the bathroom to freshen up, splas
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