For someone my age and with the shit I achieved so far.. I was considered as one of the "good kids" in my community. One that parents next door would use you as an example to their troublesome kids.. you know being used in phrases such as, "look up to Precious. She has done so much and is still respectful even today. Why can't you work hard and be hamble like her...?" That was nice, really nice.. but it still felt far because no matter how much peop
You know when you first discover your sexuality, you hear a lot of different stories out here. Others get thee best love and are saluted for being themselves, others are ignored for a while but later given a chance to talk and then they get understood... then the last one is what no one would want to experience. Your family wants to hear nothing and then they kick you out and disown you.I've read such stories before coming out and they scared me so much... therefore I never, and I mean never not even once in my life did I ever think I'd find myself packing my shit and leaving my home because I was chased out...But it was happening and I have planned for this so much.. I got ready for it and to my surprise I wasn't as scared.My father has been treating me like a stranger for the past month and it was exhausting. I felt like I was forcing him to parent me. Which was insane.So at this moment I had no idea
I couldn't believe what I heard from Meagan... I was going to Germany. I felt like I was dreaming.. it was just out of this world.Layla jumped on my back, "I feel soooo happy right now...""Umh.. Layla, shouldn't I be the one who's historically over the moon and jumping on your back?""Umh.. well, you can't do that because you're a coward.. so I'll do it for you."I laughed and she jumped off me. Nic came to me, "we shouldn't be all happy yet... She doesn't have accommodation.. which is where everyone gets in, we need to fundraise for that.. create shows and make sure that we charge people and by November we should have enough to last her that whole month.""Wait.. why will that be needed?""Because the competition sponsors only cover the six main dancers chosen, now, the school can decide to bring someone else, but we will deal with the costs.. Meg and I are working on som
I woke up feeling fresh and actually putting my thoughts exactly on my little brother and his game.I got up and went to take a shower then came back. It was a bit windy outside but hot, so I opted for my black shorts and a black & white basketball shirt with white sneakers.."Woow I guess it's safe to say you look so tomboyish.." Julia said the moment I came in and I laughed, "oh I'm glad then..."She got up into a sitting position, "can we just drop you off at the Nike Stadium and then leave you there.."I nodded my head, Meagan was going to be there so I didn't mind, "sure you can..."She took her phone out, "let me call Paul, please make breakfast for you..""Yes ma'am..." I said going to the kitchen to actually make cornflakes. They were good since it was too early.I took my phone and dialled Meg while eating.'hey...' she a
I felt a tight grip on my stomach from a person on my back... I slowly opened my eyes and wasn't familiar with my surroundings. My heart skipped a bit... I was naked on my upper body and had undies under... who was I sleeping next to all nak..I felt a kiss on my back stopping my racing mind, "morning sleepy head..."Meagan... oh fuck.. I closed my eyes and kept quiet a bit."I know you're awake... your breathing changed."I laughed, "are you this chatty in the morning Meg... or do you let people have their sleep?"She kissed my bare shoulder again, "both.. but I'm feeling chatty right now.."I turned around to face her and she smiled, "hey there pretty lady.. how do you manage to look so pretty in the morning.."I giggled, "I don't.. you just manage to be blind in the morning.. it's awful..""Did you enjoy last night.. or should I say 3 hours
So Julia's parents had their lives dedicated to the church and they were part of the people who were practically running churches and that has them travelling a lot.. what I'm trying to get at is that I also spent the following week at my friend's place and to be honest things between us were really starting to workout. Julia was open-minded about my sexuality and she has changed about a few things too..My stay there was amazing but juggling that, with my brother, new work and school was sometimes overwhelming... Layla was ignoring me a bit at school.. she'd only talk t me when we were at work... I had no idea what was up but I let the girl be... maybe she was actually having some quality time with her awful girlfriend Wendy.My brother was the only thing keeping me working as hard as I was. I wanted to get myself my own place so that he can visit since I only saw him twice thiss week and he asked me when I was coming back home. S
KATHARINA'S POV (hurtful texts version)Not everything is as it seems.. Growing up I noticed that people are different.. and I was one of the kind ones.. not kind as in exactly the direct meaning, but as in different in a very complicated way.A lot of shit happened in my life when I was growing up and I would always end up alone cooped up in my room trying to protect myself from the world. That wounded up with me not depending on anyone with anything. Always being my go to person because I knew that I could never hurt myself nor fool myself. So I was safe.Precious's relationship with I was something I've never experienced. I know I've been in a few relationships but they just ended because as time went by I got bored or I wanted something different..When the African girl and I first started to talk I nev
PRECIOUS'S POV I woke up feeling a bit tired on Saturday. But I knew I had two things to do today.. the dance competition and then the club later..and both these things included seeing Layla..If you were wondering, things were still intense or shitty between us and honestly I didn't care anymore. If Layla wants to believe that I slept with Meagan without listening to me, then that's her problem. Not mine.I sat up and Julia turned around to face me, "you look grumpy...""I didn't know you was up..""Is that why you're grumpy?"I rolled my eyes, "I'm not grumpy, just ugly..""Still not talking to Layla?"I shrugged, "she's the one not talking to me. And this is just crazy.. Layla sleeps with almost the whole school.. she has no right to be angry if I had a sleep over at Meagan's"Julia laughed, "but here's the
Maybe someday you was just talking and she smiled at you too sweetly by default, maybe she bought you something to indirectly let you know that you are really special to her without wanting to ruin things or maybe she really really likes you. I think that's something that she doesn't know how to handle right now because before ahe met you she has always been this different person who cared about only her needs. She's not perfect, but she can't handle it too. She doesn't know what to do.Then another one, maybe they made you feel different, they made you feel wanted, loved, cared for and important... the connection between the two of you becomes something out of this world.. Something you've never felt before. They unknowingly breathed life in you and you suddenly fell alive. Now here you are sitting over here asking what you should do. Do you continue with whatever is going on between you two or do you kick yourself back to reality and stop trying
TWO YEAR LATER...Life is full of surprises.. All the fucken time.I suppose you think I'm now married with a white cute cat, a black dog and a baby on the way.. well if you actually thought that you are definitely...Wrong ✖❌✖😛Right now, I'm an editor in chief for Laura's online magazine. It turned out that my hardwork really caught her attention and I was impressing her every second.But it wasn't like that for the past two years. It was up and downs, confusions, love back, moving on and finally being content with who and where I am.After the encounter I had with Layla in the office, things turned to the way I never even thought they would.For a week I was depressed at home but did my work as expected... and to my surprise Layla refused to listen to me. Now, people at work thought we were still dating because she'd come
It's been a week and I haven't seen Layla, she wanted to talk to me. Called Julia a thousand times since my phone was with her but I couldn't bring myself to seeing her. I felt sick to my stomach, the thought of her made me feel so sick..The images in my head were killing me. Seeing her hovering over her ex like that, I wanted to yell or scream.. just to ask her what she was doing.Did she text me that on purpose so I can find them in bed...? But then I thought about if for the past week and realized that she didn't. It was the ex all along who texted me with her phone, knowing very well what her plan was and how she wanted to walk in on them. Julia talked to me and made me see things. From the first fight, she's been feeding Layla these lies so that she can be trusted and finally she was and then she took us down.I was so mad at Layla for letting the only person she promised not to allow do this to us, I was so mad at her
It's been a week and I haven't seen Layla, she wanted to talk to me. Called Julia a thousand times since my phone was with her but I couldn't bring myself to seeing her. I felt sick to my stomach, the thought of her made me feel so sick..The images in my head were killing me. Seeing her hovering over her ex like that, I wanted to yell or scream.. just to ask her what she was doing.Did she text me that on purpose so I can find them in bed...? But then I thought about if for the past week and realized that she didn't. It was the ex all along who texted me with her phone, knowing very well what her plan was and how she wanted to walk in on them. Julia talked to me and made me see things. From the first fight, she's been feeding Layla these lies so that she can be trusted and finally she was and then she took us down.I was so mad at Layla for letting the only person she promised not to allow do this to us, I was so mad at her
Ever met the devil, look them in the eye and have them actually tell you off? I mean you don't know this person and have nothing against them.. but they show up and they become the devil your mother warned you about.Sometimes life is just asdfjkl;.. it's confusing and shocking. I mean one least thing could happen and you'll be left stunned for the longest time.While on the other side, love is swepping you like a whirlwind and leaving you probably wanting for more or shuttered..My relationship was the best. I was thankful everyday that I gave the girl a chance and it was the best feeling ever. Everything was going amazing and I couldn't be happier.She was starting to actually film the show she was presenting on and I was going to be made permanent at work(hopefully) .. but my girlfriend said she would talk to Laura before my internship programme ended, so that if I get hired permanently, I know th
CHAPTER FIFTY - JEALOUSY...'sex makes you look so fucken amazing I tell you..' Meagan laughed on the screen of my phone and I rolled my eyes, "please stop. I will not hesitate to fucken hung up.. or worse bring back your ex-lover.."The smile on her face immediately faded and was soon replaced by a frown, "you are a joy killer. You should be proud of yourself.. why the fuck bring my ex into this.."I laughed. She was a bit sensitive when it came to talking about Tanya... "okay I'm sorry babe..""And how long will you use Tanya against me..? I thought she was grown and cool okay.. don't blame me for other people's odd minds."I didn't blame her, I just warned her and she refused to listen and screamed "Tanya loves me" now they were over but after one huge ass shitty thing went down.So Meg says the first month was amazing when they moved to Paris, which was January and Tanya found something to do while Meg went on
Saying goodbye to Meagan on the 27 left me feeling like shit. I ended up stuffing myself with wine and ice cream for two days (bought by my girlfriend) and cried to sleep. It felt like I was losing her like I lost Kathy. But she promised to keep in touch.. and might I add she was so fucken happy when Layla and I told the gang that we are together.. Everyone was happy saying "It's about time" like darn they been waiting for me to close the cirlce.After that though, work was on each side of my shoulder. Apparently the permanent staff decided to take leave and a few were left being helped by me and two other interns, which meant interns had double work now.. So I was at the office a lot or at events and what sucked more was that Layla was travelling a bit... which ended in us not spending lot of time together. But since she was dancing for Rouge's performances and I was covering some New year party with all those big artists.. it was by luck that I was actual
I felt hands pull me closer and warm legs intertwine with mine. My head was on her chest. I smiled involuntarily. If you had asked me this seven months ago; "do you see yourself waking up next to Layla and loving it?" I'd have totally fucken screamed a huge ass "NOOOOOOO"But today here I am entangled together with thee girl I never thought I would be. I mean Layla has always been drop dead gorgeous.. first time when I saw her I thought Oh God that girl was hot as hell... I had this little crush until I saw what she did to girls and the crush disappeared immediately being replaced by a feeling I couldn't even describe.From then I wasn't that much of a fan but she surprisingly was the one to come rescue me when I was fighting my own demons.. I hated and loved her at the same time... because all that shit made me weak for her again.She was a lot...from the past seven months I've really known her.. at first she was this
"God pumpkin can you finish up?" Layla called out from outside the bedroom for the 100th time.. and I sighed, "can't a girl get ready in peace please..""You're going to your home not some party in Sandton.." she complained and I laughed while applying lipstick on my mouth."Relax... I'm done.."She walked in the bathroom and snuck her hands around my waist from behind then she looked at our reflection in the mirror, "you look beautiful.. as always.. you don't even need that thing on your lips.."I smiled and looked at her in the reflection, "oh really now? Wanna help me remove it?"She laughed and pulled away from me leaving me cold, "don't tempt me babe.. we will end up missing this Christmas dinner thing.. I'll have you as my dinner.."My body immediately grew hot thinking about what she was saying. God it turned me on so much. Just t
"Give love chance"... they said... "what have you got to lose."My heart was beating so fast on my chest and I had no idea how to go about this. Do I blurt it out? How the fuck will things be after that? I mean we stay together after all.I sighed and Layla cleared her throat, "are you okay?"I nodded my head way too quickly, "yes ...yes... why are you asking?"She smiled, "you just seem wrestled by something.. like you're internally debating with yourself about something..""Maybe...""What's up? Wanna talk about it?"Okay so this was it, it was my chance to say this. I love her and I want us to give this a try.. to see how things will go.Shit..Shit.."Precious...""Layla... can I ask you something..?" I said and she looked at me before stopping at a red traffic light