Lena's POVMy eyes stared at the door of the study that my father had just walked into. Part of me wanted to go in to see what they were talking about, or maybe just to be close with Cal again."Would you like another, madam?" a waiter asked as he walked by with the glasses of wine."Yes, please," I said as I grabbed another one and gave him my empty glass."Geez, Lena, slow down," Emily cautioned with a laugh, though she sounded a little concerned.I couldn't blame her, I was definitely feeling a good buzz and probably shouldn't drink anymore. They were just going down so well and they were making me feel so much better—which made it hard to stop."Okay, okay, last one," I replied, bringing the glass up to my lips.Emily laughed in response.I looked around at the rest of the room and found that it was just Emily and I left now. Our mum and dad had said goodbye and walked everyone out. Mum was probably off making sure the staff knew that everyone was gone and l
Lena's POVMy head throbbed as I slowly blinked away the remnants of a restless sleep. Sunlight streamed through the curtains, casting a warm glow on the disheveled aftermath of last night's engagement party. The memory of my parents' extravagant celebration for Cal and me rushed back like a whirlwind.And my conversation with Charles.I groaned and rolled over in the bed as the feelings of guilt and self consciousness hit me again. The feelings weren't quite as impactful since I was no longer drunk, but that didn't mean they didn't hurt.I opened my eyes, realizing that something was missing. Cal.Sitting up, I looked around, but Cal was definitely no longer in my bed, which made me feel even more depressed.He had agreed to spend the night with me, and then I had pushed him down onto the bed, but before it could go any further than that or anything could happen, he put a stop to it. Cal had said that I was too drunk and upset, and that he just wanted me to get some
Lena's POV"Oh goodness, Emily!" I yelled out reaching for her arm. "What's wrong?"She looked at me, her expression a mix of hurt and confusion. I wondered if she knew about what happened last night. Did Charles tell her? Would Charles really spoil his own proposal just to vent to his girlfriend?"I think Charles is cheating on me," she said, fresh tears welling in her eyes.Well, that wasn't what I expected."What?" I asked, flabbergasted. "How-Why do you think that?""I just do," she cried, stepping further into my room. "I already told you he's been acting distant lately. It's like he's hiding something. And then he was gone all night last night and didn't message me at all. He could have been at a girl's house for all I know."Nope. He was here…chewing my ass out.Relief washed over me nonetheless, because I realized she was wrong. Charles wasn't cheating on her. He was just trying to figure out how to make her proposal special after I stole his thunder.
Cal's POVI hadn't even realized I was going to do it until it already was happening. But there I was. Kissing Lena.And wow, did it feel amazing. Just like our kiss in front of the paparazzi, the heat started to build as she seemed to melt into me. Kissing Lena was unlike kissing any other girl before, and I never wanted it to stop.It had to stop though. What the hell was I doing?Using all of my willpower, I pulled away from her and those delicious lips. Both of us were breathing hard, as I stepped back.Her grip tightened on me though, and I wasn't able to step away completely. My eyebrows raised as I looked down at her in my arms. However, she seemed to notice what she was doing and blushed as she pulled away from me.Why had I kissed her? And why didn't she pull away?I was sure that I knew the reasons, but I still wasn't ready to admit it to myself…"Sorry," I said quietly. "My emotions were just heightened. I don't know what I was doing.""Oh, okay."
Lena’s POVOver the next few days, I found myself caught in the whirlwind of our newfound celebrity status. The London tabloids and BBC had all aired multiple stories of mine and Cal's relationship, causing more and more people to notice us when we went out.I wasn't royalty, but that didn't stop everyone from being obsessed with my love life.We had a few scheduled guest appearances to solidify our hold in the UK. One of the largest was the prospect of an interview on the raunchy late night talk show, "Christian After Dark," hosted by the notorious celebrity Christian Michaels. The interview loomed on our agenda, triggering my stomach to turn into knots. I hesitated as I contemplated the interview offer. My natural instinct was to shy away from the raucous and personal topics that Christian's show was renowned for. But Cal, my current voice of reason, reminded me of our need for publicity to prove the authenticity of our relationship. "We can't hide forever, Lena," Ca
Lena's POVI felt the drool pooled at the side of my mouth on the moving surface I was laying on as I slowly woke up. Moving, I attempted to move my hand to wipe my mouth, but found my hand locked in another.My eyes shot open and I was suddenly wide awake. I was laying on my bed, and Cal was still trapped beneath me. His chest was moving at a steady up and down pattern, lifting my head up and down, convincing me that he was still asleep.And across his stomach was my hand, covered with his own hand.My heart started beating faster in my chest, and I prayed I was right and that he was asleep so that he didn't hear how much he was affecting me. Laying this close to him was unnerving in the best way.I suddenly found myself wishing that we didn't have quite so many clothes on. I wanted to feel his skin on mine.Unable to stop myself, I slowly slid my hand out of his and dragged it down his shirt, aiming for the edge of the fabric. I was so focused on my task of getting
Lena's POVThe Victorian glasshouse of the Kew Gardens was standing in front of me, and as the sun was fading, I could see the little faerie lights sparkling through the whole building.Cal's hand softly touched the center of my back and I looked up at him. Instead of looking confident though, like I expected, he looked a little anxious."I reserved it for just us, everyone else is gone," Cal replied, as if trying to sell the date. "I just thought it would be nice for us to walk around the gardens and have a little alone time."I was quiet as I continued to stare at the building in front of me, soaking up the golden hues that were reflecting from the sunlight on the glass. Even from the outside, it was mesmerizing."If you don't like it we can just go out to dinner or something," Cal suggested."Don't be ridiculous!" I squealed, clapping my hands together. "This is perfect! Are you serious?""Really?" Cal's voice changed from anxious to excited."Definitely, the
Cal's POVMy heart felt lighter than ever as I woke up to find the beautiful woman still tucked beside me.Last night, between the date and the sex, was the best night of my life by far. I never thought another person, let alone a woman, would ever bring this much joy into my life.As much as I tried to deny it, the more time I spent with Lena, the more I fell for her. She surprised me at every turn.Like when she threw her shoes in the back of the car. Growing up in the spotlight meant most of the women I was involved in cared about what they looked like and would never do something like that.Lena was different.I tried to brush a few of the rose petals that we hadn't bothered to clean up off of the blanket by my face.She stirred underneath me and I froze. I wasn't ready for her to wake up. I wasn't sure if she was going to regret what we did again…I didn't. Not this time. This time was different. She wasn't just another booty call, she was going to be m