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Chapter 21 : Regrets and Desires
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Cal's POVMy heart felt lighter than ever as I woke up to find the beautiful woman still tucked beside me.Last night, between the date and the sex, was the best night of my life by far. I never thought another person, let alone a woman, would ever bring this much joy into my life.As much as I tried to deny it, the more time I spent with Lena, the more I fell for her. She surprised me at every turn.Like when she threw her shoes in the back of the car. Growing up in the spotlight meant most of the women I was involved in cared about what they looked like and would never do something like that.Lena was different.I tried to brush a few of the rose petals that we hadn't bothered to clean up off of the blanket by my face.She stirred underneath me and I froze. I wasn't ready for her to wake up. I wasn't sure if she was going to regret what we did again…I didn't. Not this time. This time was different. She wasn't just another booty call, she was going to be m
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Lena's POVSo stupid.I shouldn't be crying about this. I was being so dumb. Yet the tears couldn't seem to stop streaming.I didn't know where I was going, but I just wanted to get away from Cal. Ironic, since I had left Sydney's apartment early because I couldn't wait to get back to him.All I could think about while catching up with Sydney was the night I’d spent with Cal—how perfect and wondrous it was, from the date to everything in between.I had been embarrassed when I had first woken up, but the longer I was awake and the more I thought about it, the more comfortable I felt with the whole situation. What had started as fear was turning into desire.But man, I was so stupid.The engagement ring that adorned my finger seemed to mock me as I wiped the tears away. The ring that was given to me by our parents to solidify the engagement announcement. Not even a ring from Cal.This was all a business arrangement and I needed to remember that.I needed air. I
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Lena's POVIt took a minute for me to register what I was looking at. But once I did, I realized just how right Cal was.We did need to talk. We needed to resolve things. It didn’t matter who was right and who was wrong—if we couldn’t do our job correctly, if we couldn’t fix this, then the whole mission, the whole reason we were in this mess, was at stake.I opened the door further and allowed him to enter. I walked to my bed and set the photo beside me, but I didn’t look at it. The picture was too eerie to even think of, so I decided to focus on Cal and the situation at hand."Okay, so talk," I stated. My voice came out harsher than I expected, so I tried to soften it up. "I want to figure this out."Cal shifted nervously for a moment as if debating how to start. He moved further into the room, but not any closer to me, which I appreciated."Cynthia is my media manager," Cal began."What?" I asked in confusion. "Do you think she can help or something?""No, I m
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Lena's POVI sat in the chair and closed my eyes, but kept them slightly cracked so that I could still see what was happening around me.It was the next morning and Suzanne had come over early to help me test a few makeup ideas for the wedding. It was coming up soon, and I was starting to feel overwhelmed by how much still needed to be done.And I was feeling more overwhelmed trying to figure out who in my life was spilling my secrets to the press. Which is why I was watching Suzanne like a hawk, even while she was doing my makeup.Cal had made a suggestion a couple days before that she was the possible mole, and I had blown him off as I did with every accusation he threw my way. I didn't want to believe that it was someone in my life that was behind it all…But the more I thought about it, the more I began to question Suzanne as well, not that I would admit that to Cal. I was proud, and he and I were still tense enough without that extra layer to our relationship.Bu
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Jake/Media's POVI shifted in anticipation as I glanced around me once more.My car had just arrived and I had rushed to where Suzanne had tipped me off that Caledon and Eleanor were supposed to be any second now. She had guaranteed me that they were up to something big, and all of her intel so far had been spot on.Too bad she couldn't give me all the details over the phone.When Suzanne had messaged, I thought it might be too good to be true, but that didn't stop me from hopping on the first flight that I could. And she had said she'd meet me here so that we could expose them together.I glanced at my watch again. Any minute now…There was a noise to my side, drawing my attention. I quickly spun around and held my phone as inconspicuous as I could manage. Being a journalist, I knew the importance of getting the big things on video.But instead of seeing the couple that nobody could stop talking about, I saw someone much more familiar. I looked around quickly, but
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Lena's POV"And everyone wants to know when you guys are starting a family," the interviewer continued. "It's almost like a royal baby, and we can't wait!"My stomach twisted in anxiety.As if the pressure of our upcoming wedding wasn't stressful enough, now I had to deal with even more invasive questions during an interview. Questions that I didn't even know the answers to…Cal and I had apologized and moved past the whole misunderstanding thing, but it was still tense between us. Both of us seemed to be trying to keep ourselves a little more distant. Even though I knew the truth now, I couldn't forget the way that the article of him with Cynthia had originally upset me.It crushed me.So we had gone days without really talking even, besides basic conversation or questions about the wedding. We definitely hadn't talked about when we were going to have kids, or if we even were. It was an arranged marriage—the deal didn’t necessarily include children. But the more I th
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Cal's POVHeat was coursing through my blood as I looked at the beautiful girl next to me.Our relationship had been tense lately, and I knew that I should be protecting myself. However, I also knew that I couldn't. As soon as I had seen her cry yesterday, I knew it was a lost cause.Her hurting, hurt me. And I would do anything not to have her feel that way again.Right now, I wasn't thinking about hurting in any sense, unless you counted the bulge rubbing against my zipper."Let's get out of here," I said in a low voice, loving the way that Lena's eyes widened at my words.Her cheeks started to flush, making me smile again. I loved when she reacted to me. And when she gave me the tiniest of nods, I didn't even hesitate to stand up, pulling her up with me.Even if we just went somewhere private for a moment…just to take the edge off.We only made it to the end of the stands before being swarmed by cameras and reporters. I pulled Lena protectively behind me some
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Cal's POVEverything felt right again.It didn't matter how wrong it was, or how much it might hurt me later, kissing Lena just felt right. Especially as her arms hooked around my neck and she kissed me back.Maybe we were volatile, but I could withstand any of the lows if it meant that I got to feel those highs. The euphoria was unlike anything I had ever felt in my life, even including the adrenaline junkie era I had a few years back.This was a whole new type of endorphins.And my body never wanted them to stop.Too bad Lena's body didn't seem to get the message.A sudden noise made Lena pull away from me, my eyes shooting open and searching for her as if I lost the sun. Her lips were off of mine, but she kept her arms around me and she was close enough that I could still feel the warmth of her breath."What just happened?" she practically whispered, her bright eyes burning into me.Man, I had missed those beautiful eyes.Damn. One kiss and I was alread
