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2021-08-04 08:20:00What is he doing? Ano ito?! What does this mean? And why I am so affected? Baka dahil minsan lang gawin sa akin ito? I was used to having just flings, at laging make-out lang ang habol sa mga yoon. They didn't held my hand like this, because in the first place we weren't connected romantically.
Why is he doing this? Why is he holding my hand like this? Ngayong nandito pa sa harapan namin ang kapatad niya. Tumingin ako kay Trevor, bakas sa mukha niya na napansin niya ang magkahawak naming kamay ni Kalle. I saw him smirk but he hid it by drinking some water.
Nakaramdam ako ng hiya. Ewan ko ba nahihiya akong ipakita sa harap ng kapatid ni Kalle na sweet kami, na naglalandian kami.
Tinignan ko uli si Kalle, he stared at me too. He look serious at mukhang chill lang sa magkahawak naming kamay habang ako ay kilig na kilig dito. His palm is not that soft, pero hindi naman din magaspang, malambot din iyon and it feels so warm. It feels li
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My Pleasure, Sir 70
"Hindi na ba talaga magbabago ang desisyon mo, ama?" My voice sounded like I'm already pleading. Bakas na bakas sa boses ko ang kagustuhan kong baguhin niya iyon. He's just watching me with his serious glare. Prenteng nakaupo doon, with his intimidating presence and strict aura. "Anong gusto mong mangyare, Quiva? I thought we are fine with my decision. We've talked about this long time ago." Bahagya ng tumataas ang boses niya. He's now getting angry. Bumuntong hininga ako, naiinis na. "I wasn't fine with it! Never akong pumayag tungkol doon! Can't you change your mind, father? Please, iurong mo na ang desisyon mo na ikaw lang ang may gusto." Mas lalong nagdilim ang aura niya, he looks like he got angry with my words, e wala naman akong sinabing mali wala naman akong sinabing masama, nagsabi lang naman ako ng totoo. "Matagal na nating napag-usapan ito, Quiva. Matagal ko ng desisyon ito and I will not
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-04My Pleasure, Sir 71
My whole body tensed. Hindi ako nakagalaw. Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. Tama ba ang narinig ko? Did he said Morton? Ilang sandaling hindi gumana ang utak ko. Hindi makapaniwala sa narinig. Morton. Morton. I know that surname. I know the person who have that surname. Fuck! Nicholas surname is Morton! Tangina! Si Kalle ba? Is it him? I felt giddy when I thought about that. Tangina kung si Nicholas ang pakakasalan ko payag na payag ako. But then may kutob akong iba. Nicholas have a brother, and Trevor told me he's arranged to marry someone else. Tangina! Ako ba? Si Trevor ba ang tinutukoy niya? Am I bound to marry Trevor? But I don't think that's true. Trevor is fine with his marriage at kung ako nga ang pakakasalan niya he will not be fine with it dahil alam niyang may something kami ng kapatid niya. But what if he also doesn't know na ako ang fiancee niya?
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-04My Pleasure, Sir 72
I stopped myself, hindi niya dapat malaman na umiiyak ako. Kapag nakita niyang umiiyak ako siguradong aalamin niya kung bakit umiiyak ako and I don't want that to happen ayokong malaman niya ang nalalaman ko. "Kanina ka pa dyan. Are you taking a shower?" I heard him say. Mabilis akong naghubad ng damit dahil sa sinabi niya and then I went to the shower and get my self wet with thw water. Matapos 'yon ay bumalik sa pinto. "I'm taking a shower. What is it?" I lied to him. Humihikbi parin ng kaunti. "Open the door. Let's take a shower together." He said and then laugh darkly. Kinabahan ako, ilang beses nakaming naligo nang sabay. It's not new to me na makikisabay siyang maligo. Kinakabahan ako kasi baka mahalata niya na kakagaling ko lang umiyak at baka maiyak ulit ako sa harap niya. "Mamaya kana maligo." Sabi ko sa kanya. Akala ko lulubayan na niya ako pero hindi ako titigilan neto hang
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-04My Pleasure, Sir 73
"Are this enough?" I asked habang pinagmamasdan ang dami ng patatas na nilagay ko sa basket. I felt his hand on my waist, at dinungaw ang laman ng basket. "Yes, baby." He said softly and went back to finding the other ingredients that we need. We're going to celebrate Noche Buena together and he'll cook the foods that we'll eat. Ang daming patatas ang pinapalagay niya, he's gonna cook mashed potato and chicken potato balls. E, siya lang naman ang kumakain nung mashed potato, ewan ko ba kung bakit magluluto pa non. Hinayaan ko nalang kasi favorite niya 'yon. He bought a lot of chicken skin. Sabi niya alam niya daw gayahin ang lasa nung chicken ng jabi. Natuwa naman ako, lagot naman siya sakin kapag hindi niya nakuha ang lasa. Excited na excited ako baka madisappoint lang ako. Pero feeling ko naman makukuha niya. He's a good cook. Tell me why should I stop praying for him to be my husband. Bigyan niyo ko ng rason p
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-05My Pleasure, Sir 74
I texted Kalle, asked him kung nasaan siya, but he didn't reply. Kinakabahan na ako ng todo. Naninigas ang katawan, hindi ako mapakali sa upuan ko. Paminsan minsan kong nahahalata ang pagsulyap ng ama ko sakin. I tried to calm myself and act normal. I feel like my head is going to explode from overthinking. Hindi pa nakakatulong na hindi nagrereply si Kalle! Maybe ako lang ito nag-ooverthink na ang pamilya niya ang hinihintay namin? Maybe he isn't replying dahil nagpaparty na sila kasama ang pamilya niya? Sana ganoon nga. Balisa akong napatingin sa mga crew. They are serving our food, inaayos nila iyon sa mesa. Fuck! Why is it so fancy? What the fuck is going on? Napakadaming pagkain, and the serving is so f*cking fancy. Napakaayos ng lahat, everything is prepared so well. Tumayo ako, hindi na mapakali sa pwesto ko. Magpapaalam na sana ako na magbabanyo muna but then my father said something. Pa
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-05My Pleasure, Sir 75
My whole world is shaking. I can feel my sisters hold on my hand tightning. Naiiyak na ako sa sobrang kaba. Parang sasabog ang emosyon ko. Huwag ngayon, huwag sa harapan ni Kalle. Kung si Trevor nga talaga ang fiance ko, ayoko munang malaman ito ni Kalle. Ayokong marinig niya ng harapan. Hindi ko kaya. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. "Quiva your fiance is Trevor Morton." A tear fell from my eyes as soon as I heard what my father have said. Nakatingin ako kay Kalle habang sinasabi niya iyon. I saw the anger in his eyes. He knew I knew about this. Alam niyang alam ko na, na si Trevor ang fiance ko. Trevor looked more shocked compared to me. Natulala din siya at nanigas sa kinatatayuan. My visions are blurry because of the tear that is forming. Napapikit nalang ako nang makita ang galit na mukha ni Kalle bago umalis. Hindi ko alam kung saan siya pupunta. Nilakasan ko ang loob ko. Inalis ko ang haw
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-06My Pleasure, Sir 76
Iniyak ko lahat, wala akong pakialam kung may nakakarinig sa akin dito. Hindi ko nga alam kung saan ako napadpad dahil puro damo at halaman dito!Napapadyak ako nang magulat sa biglaang pagputok na narinig."Putanginang fireworks!" I screamed. Lalong nakaramdam ng galit. Humapdi pa lalo ang sugat ko dahil na-stretch sa biglaang pagpadyak. I saw my blood run down to my legs.Naiyak ako lalo. It's new year, alas dose na. Bagong taon na, pero ito ako umiiyak, nakaupo sa damuhan, nag-iisa. Dapat nagsasaya ako ngayon sinasalubong ang bagong taon.I remember I told Kalle that we should be making a wish kapag new year at hindi pasko. Kaya siguro hindi natupad ang wish ko kasi dapat sa new year lang nagwi-wish?I stared at the sky, and watched the colorful fireworks na mas makulay pa kaysa sa buhay ko.Alas dose na, I should make a wish.I closed my eyes, a tear fell from m
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-07My Pleasure, Sir 77
I parked my car behind the car of Gina. Separate kami ng sasakyan dahil hindi pareho ang schedule namin. I saw her quickly got out of her car with a frowned eyebrows. Mukhang bad mood ang loko, e ayos naman siya kanina. Salubong ang kilay niya habang naglalakad papunta sa sasakyan ko.Nagtaka naman ako doon akala ko dederetso na siya sa klase niya. Dati naman ay kakaway lang siya o sesenyas na aalis na siya at hindi na kami mag-uusap.I picked up my bag and my phone. Isinabit ko ang strap ng bag ko sa balikat ko. I was about to open my car door and get out pero nakita kong pinigilan iyon ni Gina. She gave me a sign na huwag na muna ako baba at papasok siya sa loob. Kumunot ang noo ko dahil doon.Mabilis siyang pumasok sa kotse ko. She have this worried face when she looked at me. Anong meron?"Have you checked your social media account?" She asked. Nagtaka ako lalo doon, lalo na nang makita ko ang kakaibang reaksyon niya. S
Huling Na-update : 2021-08-08
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My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue.2
"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue. 1
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
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Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
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Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
My Pleasure, Sir 159
"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
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Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
My Pleasure, Sir 157
Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
