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2024-10-29 19:42:56Lagi siyang ganito. So sweet, so clingy, so caring. Wala akong makitang bagay o rason para hindi siya magustuhan. Kung hindi ko lang naiisip na ikakasal ako, kung sakali man na matuloy iyon ay baka jinowa ko na 'to, matagal na. Pero ayokong magkaroon ng seryosong relasyon sa kanya, baka masaktan ako sa huli, baka masaktan ko siya kung sakali. And hindi ko din alam, kung anong kahahantungan ng relasyon namin ito. This is not the relationship I imagined. I didn't expect him to be this sweet and caring. Akala ko ay sex lang ang pagkakasunduan namin. Akala ko after namin magsex, susungitan na niya ako or what.
But look, parang magjowa kami sa inaakto niya but the truth is wala kaming label. If you're going to consider the 'lover in bed' a label, then that would be our label. Pero label ba 'yun?
"You get the spicy one's, akin ang hindi. Ha! Ha! Ha!" I made fun of him. Kinuha ko ang balat noong mga hindi maanghang tapos binigay ko sa kanya yoong
MissLNLabyu all❤ Sana lab niyo din ako 👉❤👈 Stay tuned! Xoxo ♡
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My Pleasure, Sir 48
Ilang araw nalang bakasyon na. Wala pa kaming matinong napagplanuhan ni Nicholas kung magkasama ba kami sa bakasyon or what. We both don't know the plans of our family. Baka may planong mag out of town ang pamilya ko at kailangan kong sumama kapag ganoon. If its out of the country hindi ako sasama pero kung dito lang sa loob ng pilipinas, I need to be with them. My father will get angry kapag hindi ako sumama sa kanila. Ganoon nga ang nangyari. Vacation came at wala kaming matinong plano ni Nicholas. Si Gina naman, ayon umuwi na sa probinsiya nila. My family have plans too. Kailangan kong sumama. On the first month of vacation madalang lang kami nagkita ni Nicholas. We either meet at his condo or we meet at one place. Hindi naman kami makapagmall or makakain sa labas. I wanted to make sure na walang makakita sa amin na magkasama. Madaling manghinala ang iba at baka mahuli pa kami sa affair namin. It's better to be safe than sorry. "What?! Re
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"If I say yes, you'll marry me?" Seryoso niyang sabi. Parang pusa akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. Fuck! I shouldn't have said that. Hindi dapat ako nagbibiro ng ganito dahil alam kong ako ang talo. Lumunok ako, parang may nagbara sa lalamunan ko. I looked away and tried to keep a straight face. Hindi pinahalata sa kanya na apektado sa usapan. Or halata na niya? Even if you say yes, I can't marry you. Kahit na seryoso ang tanong kong 'yon ay hindi naman magiging totoo, hindi tayo ikakasal cause I already have a fiance. And putangina wala akong ideya kung sino. "I, I was just joking." Kunwari ay natatawa kong sabi pero ang totoo ay may hindi magandang nararamdaman sa dibdib ko. Ilang segundo ang lumipas ay nagtititigan lang kami. I waited for him to talk, dahil wala naman na ako masabi. Apektado doon sa biro na hindi nakapagpatawa sakin. It made me realize that I don't have a serious relationship with him.
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He attacked me with a hungry and hot kiss na kanina pa niya pinipigilan. Matagumpay akong napangiti habang naghahalikan kami. He quickly removed the hook of my bra and took it off of me. Napaungol ako nang nahanap kaagad ng palad niya ang dibdib ko. He massaged my boob while his other hand is gripping my butt. Tumigil ako sa paggalaw. Napatili ako ng bigla nalang siyang tumayo, binuhat ako at naglakad papunta sa kwarto. He layed me on the bed, removed my shorts and his too. Hindi ako pumayag na siya ang kokontrol. I made him lay on the bed and get on top of him. "Do you want me now?" I asked. He's only wearing his boxer and I'm only wearing my panty. Bumaba ang halik ko sa abs niya. Napaliyad siya at bumaon ang ulo sa unan. Bumalik pataas ang mga halik ko sa kanya and when our face leveled I waited for his answer. "Yes. I want you." He huskily said. Yon lang ang hinihintay kong sabihin niya kanina pa. Umalis muna ako sa
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Putangina! Anong ginagawa niya dito? He's fucking wearing ID with the logo of our school. Tangina! Dito na siya nag-aaral? Ang lakas ng loob at ang kapal ng mukha. He knows I'm studying here and he had the guts to transfer here? For what?! I don't want to make a scene and create an issue kaya naman mas pipiliin kong iwasan siya. Bakit ko siya kakausapin? Di dapat kinakausap ang mga tarantado. Ayoko din nakikita ang pagmumukha niya dahil baka mapatay ko siya. Iritang irita ako sa kanya. "Putanginang gago." I murmur but I know Gina heard me. "Putanginang gago." She repeated like she's my echo. Alam kong galit din siya sa kanya. Mas nagalit at nagwala nga siya ng malaman niya ang ginawa ng gagong 'yon sakin. "Sabi ko naman kasi sayo. I can take care of him. I know someone, I can hire someone that can kill that peste! Shoot to kill ganon. Ikaw lang 'tong may ayaw." Seryosong ang tono niya bu
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"Anong connect 'non sa mga sinasabi mo? Why do you have to mention about that?" Hindi ko gets kung bakit pinagdidiinan niya na hindi na ako virgin. "Well. You we're disrespecting me and probably judging me. Because I'm still a virgin." Sabi niya, pinapamukha na may masama akong ginagawa. "Look..." I stood up, kaagad naman umayos ng upo si Gina para mabigyan ako ng daan, inalis ang nakaspread na paa sa daanan ko. Ang babaeng ito, nag-eenjoy sa nangyayari. Nginisian niya ako. I started walking slowly towards the girl but I stopped mid way. Nasa gitna ako, tama lang para makita ako ng lahat at marinig ng mabuti. "Tama ka. I was disrepecting you a while ago, nagcecellphone kasi ako kaninang nagsasalita ka and I know that's a form of disrespect. But I wasn't disrespecting you because you are a virgin, kung virgin ka nga ba talaga." Sabi ko, gumagalaw pa ang kilay at nagkibit balikat sa huling sinabi. Pinapahiwatig na hindi ako sure
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"Q, let's talk. Kahit saglit lang. Hear me out." Nagsusumamo niyang sabi. I used to like that voice of his, but now parang sirang microphone ang naririnig ko. Nakakairita! "Hindi ako nakikipag-usap sa mga tarantado." Sabi ko, tinalikuran siya. "I'm really sorry, Q. Hindi ko naman ginusto iyon-" I cut him off. Hinarap uli siya. "Myghad! I don't need to hear that shit again!" Sigaw ko. Napatigil siya sa pagsasalita. I'm so angry right now, kung pwede lang siyang patayin, tangina. Kapag nakikita ko siya, hindi yoong mga panahong masaya kami ang naalala ko. Kundi yung eksena na nakita ko nung nahuli ko siyang bumabayo sa loob ng punyetang babaeng iyon! "Hear me out. Miss na miss na kita. I still love you, Q! Please let's get back together. Hindi ko sinasadya-" "Naiwan ba yang utak mo sa loob ng puke ng babaeng 'yon? Wala ka bang utak? Hindi ka ba nag-iisip?!" Sigaw ko.
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"He's my ex." Medyo mahina kong sabi. Kinakabahan ako hindi ko alam kung bakit. Am I guilty? Dahil ko nasabi sa kanya ang tungkol kay Wayne? I shouldn't, diba? Hindi naman kami ni Nicholas. We're just lovers in bed. Hindi ko naman kailangan sabihin sa kanya ang tungkol doon dahil wala naman iyong epekto sa relasyon namin diba? He didn't talk after I said that. Hindi din siya nakatingin sakin. Nakatitig lang sa pinto, salubong parin ang kilay at mukhang may malalim na iniisip. And he looks mad. "Are you mad?" Tanong ko. Hindi ko siya magawang hawakan. Kinakabahan ako. Hindi naman sa iniisip ko na mananakit siya, but his face, his mad face is making me so nervous hindi ko magawang kumilos sa kinatatayuan ko. "To you? No. At him, yes!" Suplado niyang sabi. Kita ko nga ang galit sa mukha niya. "I will get angry at you if you agreed to talk to him." Seryosong sabi niya. My heart hammered because of that. Bakit siya magagalit k
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"Erp, andito siya." I heard Gina said. Alam ko na kaagad kung sino tinitukoy niya. Pagkataas ko sa ulo ko ay kita ko kaagad na palapit siya sa pwesto namin. Nandito kami ngayon sa cafeteria, its our break time. Ilang araw na siyang nanggugulo, hindi pa pala nasindak kay Nicholas. Ayoko naman na laging si Nicholas ang nagtataboy sa kanya dahil baka makahalata siya at ang ibang nakakakita. "Q..." Umpisa nanaman niya. "Hello, tito. Opo tito. Nandito nanaman poh, si Wayne ginigulo si Quiva. Opo tito, dito po sa cafeteria. Ah talaga tito? Otw na kayo? Nako! Lagot itong si Wayne kapag nadatnan niyo. Sige po, tito, ingat po sa biyahe." Malakas at maingay na sabi ni Gina. Pati ibang studyante ay napatingin sa kanya. Pinigilan kong matawa sa kanya kasi alam kong wala naman siyang kinakausap. Hindi niya naman alam ang numero ng ama ko. Wayne was watching her, napalunok ng marinig na otw na kuno sila. Bumuntong hininga siya at tinignan muna ng matalim
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My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue.2
"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue. 1
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
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Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
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Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
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"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
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Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
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Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
