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2024-10-29 19:42:56"I'm sorry. I wanted to console you. Gusto kong patahanin ka, but I just don't have the strength to go near you." his voice cracked.
My heart hurt, naiiyak ako.
"I lied to you. I hurt you. And I was an asshole because I let you watch me accept the decision of my parents. Hindi ako nagreklamo, I didn't tell them the truth about us. Wala akong lakas ng loob. I was... confused. I was... torn. Trevor and I knew that he is going to marry Jane. We didn't expect it's gonna be you. And I didn't know you are arranged to marry someone else too." I saw the pain in his eyes. Nasasaktan pa din naman ako hanggang ngayon, but now it's less painful. I know and I have hope that its gonna be fine, we could fix this because now we know we both love each other.
"I didn't tell you because I was scared you'd leave me. Gusto kong makasama kapa ng matagal kaya hindi ko nasabi sayo, because I thought I have more time and I could
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Q POV Napalitan na ang vocalist na kumakanta, hindi na si Trev at wala na din siya sa stage. Maya maya lang ay nasa harapan namin siya. "Hey." He said casually. He's just wearing a black shirt with a hint of white jog lines. Pawisan siya at medyo hinihingal. "You were good." Ani Kalle. Kumunot ang noo ko tapos si Trev ay tumaas ang isang kilay. "Good lang?" Dismayadong sabi ni Trev sa kuya niya. "Galing mo pala kumanta." Sincere kong sabi sa kanya. Tumingin siya sakin. "Siempre!" Mayabang niyang sagot. Napailing nalang ako. 'To talagang lalaking 'to. "Maraming naiinlab sakin, sa boses ko palang, nagkakadarapa na sila paano pa pagnginitian ko? Tapos kapag naghubad pa ako-" I cut him off quickly. "Pero 'di ka parin pinili." Asar ko. Nag-iba ang itsura niya, tinignan ako ng masama. "Pinili niya ako,
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Q POV "No." Nangingisi niyang sabi saka humiwalay ng mabilis sakin. "Aww." Reklamo ko at sumimangot. I extended my right arm. Hinihimok siyang samahan ako. "I will have a hard time. You go first, I'll go after." Aniya sobrang seryoso. "Maliligo lang, e." Bulong ko. "I know what you're planning, baby. Not gonna happen." Sumimangot na ako ng tuluyan. Sungit sungit. Dati gustong gusto niyang gumagawa kami ng bata ngayon tinatanggihan ako. "Bahala ka." Tampo kong sabi saka na pumasok sa banyo. Nawala naman kaagad ang tampo ko nang makita ang sahig. "Ayaw mo talaga sabayan ako?!" Nangingiting sigaw ko para marinig niya. "Ayoko." Aniya. I walked comfortably to the shower. Walang pangamba na madudulas ako. I don't know since when he put this, but this is making me so happy. The floor is filled with an anti-slip floor mat. I
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Q POV "Stop me, if I'm becoming rougher." I didn't answer to that instead I answered his kisses. Slowly he lay me down on the bed and get on top of me. Few moments later I just found my self wearing nothing. He's playing with my mound and kissing the other. He stopped to start kissing my belly. I can hear the sound of soft kisses that he makes. Holding my belly with both of his hands. Nakadapa sa kama ang mukha ay nasa may tiyan ko. "Excuse Mommy and Daddy tonight. Sleep there sweetie and don't mind what we ara about to do." Kausap niya sa baby namin. Natawa ako then I realized he called our child sweetie too. Yoon din ang tawag ko sa kanyan. "Did you said sweetie?" I asked with a bright smile. "Uh-huh." Sagot niya haplos parin ang tiyan ko na para bang manghuhula at bolang kristal ang hawak niya. "Sleep now." Sambit niya pa bago nagumpisa ulit sa ginagawa. When I noticed he's goin
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Q POV He caressed my hand and looked at me intently. Ilan sandali siyang tahimik at nakikita ko sa mata niya na nag-iisip siya ng malalim. Napansin kong may muta pa siya sa mata. Kakagising lang ba niya? Hindi pa naghilamos at problema kaagad ang bumungad sa kanya? Baka pag-inom ng tubig hindi niya pa naasikaso. Bumuntong hininga ako at kinalma ang sarili. Umagang-umaga ang init kaagad ng ulo ko. Hindi ko pa alam kung anong problema, nagwawala na kaagad ako. "Sino ba 'yang kausap mo?" I asked calmer. Palipat-lipat ang tingin niya sa mga mata ko. Malalim parin ang iniisip at nakabuka ng bahagya ang bibig na parang may gustong sabihin pero hindi itinutuloy. "It's Trevor." He said huskily. Ang lalim ng boses niya. Something is really going on. "Sabihin mona sakin ang problema. Bago pa ako ang problemahin po dahil mag-iinit na ang ulo ko kapa
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Q POV "Baby, look at me!" Nagulat ako kay Kalle. He look so worried. Tumaas na ng bahagya ang boses niya dahil sa hindi ko pagpansin sa kaniya sa dami na ng naiisip. "Tell me what's going on in your mind. Don't be quite like this. Its making me crazy." His eyes are restless. Hindi matigil sa pagtingin sa mga mata ko, punong puno ng pag-aalala. "Talk to me, okay? We'll talk this out. We'll solve this. Tell me what you're thinking." "That post... have reached many people, right? Marami ng nakakita, diba?" My voice is low and shaking. Halata ang kaba at pangamba. It took him seconds before answering. He knows the truth. He can't lie to me because its obvious that many people have seen that post but he also doesn't have the guts to say yes to my question because he's worried it might trigger me and stressed me out. "Yes." He uttered lowly. Napakagat parin ako
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue.2
"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue. 1
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
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Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
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Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
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"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
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Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
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Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
