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"Hindi gano'n kadaling gawin 'yon." I said problematic. It sounds easy but its not. I've been played before and I know I should be more cautious this time but asking him about his true feelings for me is not easy. I'm scared, I'm scared of what he might answer. I'm scared of getting more broken.
"You just have to ask him." Gina said more serious. Umiling ako.
"What if he said he doesn't love me and only want my child? What if his answers are the answers I'm afraid to hear?" I said scared.
"At least you have his answers. At least you know his answers. Its better than not knowing what his answers are. Better than not knowing what he's feeling." Ate said very carefully and precise. She's so sure on what she said.
"You need to talk about it. Para walang misunderstanding. Para maging klaro kayo sa isa't isa."
"What if he's just waiting for you to ask him?"
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Q POV "Bakit mo kaagad sinabi? What did she said? Baka sabihin niya sa magulang ko-" I started walking back and forth but he stopped me and held my elbows. "Don't worry. I told her to keep it a secret for the mean time. She will not tell your parents about it." Kalmado niya sabi habang tinitignan ako ng marahan. Kumalma ako sa ginawa niya. "Is she angry?" I asked nervous. "No." He said huskily. Napakunot ang noo ko kaagad. "Huh? Bakit hindi siya nagalit?" I asked a bit hysterical. Bakit hindi siya galit? Dapat nagalit siya. Ang pakakasalan ko ay si Trev, hindi ba siya nagtaka kung bakit kay Nicholas ako nabuntis? I find that odd. "She's not angry, she–" napatigil siya sa pagsasalita nang pareho naming marinig ang ingay ng telepono ko. Nagtaka ako doon. I'm not expecting anyones call right now. Baka naman si Ate ang tumatawag? Muntik ko ng mabitawan ang telepono ko nang makita kung
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Q POV Napatigil nanaman ulit ako sa ginagawa. I checked his face if he's serious and if what I'm thinking is same with his. Kinabahan ako lalo nang makita nga na yoon ang tinutukoy niya. "I threw the ring on you, don't you remember?" I said a bit cold but I actually feel guilty with what I've done. Naaalala ko pa ang galos na natamo niya dahil sa pagtapon ko ng singsing na 'yon sa kanya. I didn't mean to throw it on his face, hindi ko naman alam na tatamaan siya. "The other one. Did you throw it too?" Hindi ko siya sinagot. Hindi ko iyon tinapon, alam kong nandoon parin sa kabinet sa kwarto ko. Ayokong sabihin sa kanya iyon baka mag-assume siya. Why would I kept it until now if its not important for me? Galit ako noon kaya din ako umakto ng ganon. Hindi na din siya umimik. I saw him moved, sinundan ko ng tingin akala ko aalis na. But he only sat on the chair. Nang titingin na siya sa akin ay pinagpatuloy
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Q POV Palipat-lipat ang tingin niya sa mga mata ko na para bang mahahanap niya doon ang singsing na tinatanong niya. "No!" Nanginginig kong sagot hindi makatingin sa kanya. "Hindi mo tinapon?" Paos niyang tanong. "Hindi, pero balak kong itapon." Pagsisinungaling ko. Hindi ko naman talaga balak itapon. Pinagtatakpan ko lang na itinago ko iyon hanggang ngayon. "Do you know that ring is a knot ring? And a knot ring is a promise ring." "Alam ko!" Masungit kong sabi. "I know that's a promise ring pero wala ka naman naipangako sakin kaya bakit ko isusuot 'yon?" "It's one of my way of asking you to marry me." Aniya. Natahimik nanaman ako. "Hindi ko maintindihan." "A knot ring symbolizes a knot that is not tied yet but has all intention of being tied. I want to be tied with you." I don't know what to say. I'm surprised. My heart can't s
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Q POV A tear escaped from my eye. Hindi niya alam kung gaano ako napasaya ng sinabi niyang ito. Hindi niya alam na mas lalo ko siyang mamahalin dahil sa mga sinasabi niyang ito. What he said made me appreciate my self even more. "The day you let me touch you. I told myself you are mine. You're not gonna marry any other man other than me. Even if it's me against my brother." He leaned closer and placed his forehead on top of mine. Kahit maduduling ako ay sinubukan kong tignan sandali ang mga mata niya. "I love you, Quiva Anastasia Aves." He whispered. "I love you too." I whispered back. Slowly he moved away and stared at me with astound expression. "Did you said-" he said doesn't seem to believe what he heard. Napangiti ako. "Oo nga! Magpapabuntis ba ako sayo kung hindi kita mahal?" Sambit ko. It's a joke but its also a fact. He's gorgeous smi
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Q POV Tinawanan niya lang ang banta ko. Akala niya yata nagbibiro ako. Inabot niya ang telepono niya na nakapatong sa center table. Hinintay kong ilayo niya sa vision ko ang pagencode niya ng password niya but he didn't. My heart fluttered. He doesn't mind it. Okay lang na malaman ko ang password niya. Hindi ba't laging sineksekreto ng mga lalaki ang password nila sa atin? Sometimes they don't even leave their phone far from them. Baka mahimatay ako sa kilig kapag binigay niya pa ang social media password niya sakin. When I was in a relationship with Wayne he never told me his passwords. Matagal ko ng alam ko kung bakit. He's f*cking cheating. Hindi ko na dapat inaalala ang bastardong 'yon. He clicked the messages and gave his phone to me. Ang gaan ng mukha niya, hindi siya mukhang napipilitan o ninenerbyos na hawakan ko ang telepono niya at kalkalin ang laman nito. I giggl
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Q POV Ilang minuto kaming tahimik at magkayakap. Dinadama ang isa't isa. I moved first to loosen our hug. Sinuklay ko ang buhok niya gamit ang mga kamay ko. Inilayo sa mukha niya ang ilang hibla ng buhok na sumasagabal. I tucked the side of his hair behind his ear, showing me his handsome face. I gently put my hands on his jaw. Ramdam ko ang mabigat niyang paninitig. Mahinhin kong hinahaplos ang magkabilang pisngi niya habang pinagmamasdan mabuti ang gwapo niyang mukha. From his clear forehead, thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, his green tantalizing but sometimes intimidating eyes, his pointed nose, and his pretty soft red heart shaped lips. Nagtama ang mga mata namin. I let myself be drowned by his stares. My heart is losing its sanity. Hindi ito makalma. "I love you." I whispered. I love this man so much. Ngayong nalaman kong mahal niya rin ako. Hindi ko na mapipigilan ang sarili kong ipadama sa kan
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Q POV "You were there?" Gulat kong tanong. Akala ko wala siya sa school noon. Si Gina lang ang kasama ko at sa kanya ako nag-iiyak at kumuha ng lakas. Akala ko walang paki si Nicholas sa nangyayari noon. Nakita ko nalang siya noong nasabi ko na sa lahat ang tungkol sa relasyon namin ni Trev. Hiniga niya ulit ako at siya na lang ang umahon sa pagkakahiga, itinukod ang siko sa unan. "Gustong-gusto kong lapitan ka. I wanted to comfort you, console you and ease your fear, but I know I will only make it worse if they've seen me near you. Pinigilan kong lapitan ka. Tiniis kita." He's gently caressing my hair while softly talking to me. Hindi niya alam kung gaano ako nahihirapan noong panahon na iyon. Hinahanap ko siya, kailangan ko ng tulong niya. Akala ko pinabayaan niya lang ako pero hindi pala. Mabuti nga siguro na hindi niya ako nilapitan dahil mas lalo lang silang mapapanawila na meron ngang namamagitan sa'min.
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Q POV "Well, I imagine our baby calling me Dada or Daddy. But I also missed you teasing me with your endearment 'Daddy' to me." "Why? Do you like it when I call you Daddy?" "I like it but I love hearing you call me baby. And call me Kalle again, I don't like it when you call me just Nicholas." Tampo niyang sabi. Natawa ako. Aasarin ko pa sana siya kaso natatakam na ako sa amoy ng niluto niya kaya hindi ko na inasar pa. "Alright, baby." I said sweetly "Love that." He said with a wide, bright handsome smile. Lumayo ako ng bahagya sa kanya at tinignan ang buong katawan. "Why are you not wearing shirt?" Tanong ko. Napatingin siya sa may dibdib niya kung saan sumisilip ang isang utong niya. He gave me a smirk, inirapan ko naman saka inayos iyon para matakpan ang utong niya. "It might get stained, I only have one spare shirt left." Tumango ako, wala siyang
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My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue.2
"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue. 1
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
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Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
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Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
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"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
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Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
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Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
