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2024-10-29 19:42:56Q POV
Mas lalong dumagdag ang kaba ko. Hindi ko pa masyadong kilala ang magulang nila. I've been with their Mom and Dad but they knew me as Quiva na fiance ng anak nilang si Trev. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila kapag nalaman nilang buntis ako pero si Nicholas pala ang ama. Paano pa kapag nalaman nilang nag-umpisa ang relasyon namin ni Nicholas noong prof ko pa siya. And our relationship is not that decent, I mean we started as lovers in bed. I can't tell that to them. Nakakahiya. Nahihiya ako.
Sa ilang araw kong kasama sila noong bakasyon, I saw how polite Nicholas is to their parents. He is a good son to them. Ayokong masira ang pagtingin nila sa anak nila. Siguradong hindi nila magugustuhan iyon kapag nalaman nila kung anong naging relasyon namin ni Nicholas.
"I know this will stress you out but you have to think about those now. You have to consider those problems in your plan." Gina continued. Sumulyap lang ako sa kanya. Napa
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Q POV "But you're wrong, si Daddy Nicholas pala ang shooter, ayan busog ka! Diba nagtetake ka ng pill?" Nabaling ulit ang atensyon ko kay Gina. "Don't you remember? Sinabi ko sayo noon na tumigil na ako uminom kasi wala naman magdidilig sakin." Paalala ko sa kanya. Alam ko talaga na nasabi ko sa kanya iyon noong magbibiruan kami tungkol sa lalaki. "Right, right. Baka kung hindi ka nga nagtake ng pill from the very start baka noon pa nabuntis ka na ni Sir." Saka siya humagalpak ng tawa. Natahimik ako at napatulala sa ceiling. Baka nga. Tama lang na nagtake ako ng pills. Baka hindi ako nakagraduate kung nabuntis nga ako kaagad. Pero hindi ko maiwasan isipin. What's more better? Mas better ba na noon pa ako nabuntis or its just right na ngayon palang ako nabuntis? Maybe it'll be better kung noon pa ako nabuntis para kaagad na magbago ang desisyon ng magulang namin at kami nalang ni Nicholas ang
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"We met a creepy old woman and said weird things. Sinabi niya buntis si Q. Q kept thinking about it. And honestly hindi din nawala sa isip ko 'yon. That she possibly might be pregnant, kaya I bought pregnancy tests. That's how we found out. " "You're with her when she did the test?" Nicholas asked. Tumango si Trev, napainom ng alak si Nicholas doon. He felt pained, dapat ay siya ang nandoon at hindi ang kapatid niya. Dapat siya ang kasama ni Q noong panahon na iyon. "She was scared and so nervous when she took the PT's." Nakatitig lang siya sa kapatid niya habang nagkekwento ito na para bang makikita niya sa mukha ng kapatid niya ang kung anong nangyari sa kinekwento niya. "She was so nervous she couldn't look at the results. She made me check it." Napainom nanaman si Nicholas. Nagsisisi at nasasaktan dahil siya sapat ang nandoon. Siya dapat ang gumawa non. "Continue your story." sambi
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Q POV On the way to the hospital iniisip ko si ate at si Krist. Pero naalis din naman sila sa isip ko nang banggitin ni ate na ang dating doctor niya ang magiging doctor ko din. "Babae?" I asked. "Yes." "Buti naman." Sambit ko. If its a guy doctor hindi ako magpapacheck. I'll ask for other doctor. A girl doctor. Ang uncomfortable lang kapag lalaki. Don't they have to see me down there? Ayoko naman ipakita ang ano ko kahit pa purely health related ang intention niya. "Does he know?" Ate asked, hindi ko makuha ang tanong niya. "Ha?" "Si Nicholas alam niya ba na magpapacheck-up kana ngayon?" "No." Mabilis kong sagot. Iniwas ko ang mukha ko sa kanila para hindi nila makita ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko. "Gina told me you're planning to run away with your child." Napalingon ako kaagad sa kanya pagkasabi niya don. "Run away?" M
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Q POV "Do you want me to come with you?" Umiling ako kaagad sa tanong ni ate. Sogurado din akk ganon ang gustong sajihin ni Gina pero naunahan ni ate. "It's okay, ate. Magpapahatid nalang ako kay-" I stopped. I don't know if me and Nicholas will be okay after this talk. Baka hindi din ako maihatid ni Trev because he sprained his ankle. Magtataxi nalang ako. "It's really fine. Baka hinahanap kana nina AA. Thank you, ate." She nod, and gave me a hug. "Tawagan mo'ko kapag may problema." She said worried. Tinanguan ko siya. Nagpaalam na din ako kay Gina. I know she have problems with Krist too kaya hindi ko na idadamay sa problema ko. "Text me." Huling sabi niya bago siya sumakay sa kotse ni ate. "What happened?" Bungad ko kay Trev. Umiika-ika siya may nakabalot na elastic bandage sa ankle niya. He's wearing a pajama na sa tingin ko ay kay Nicholas pati ang suot niyang pang itaas. "Wher
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Q POV "What made you think I will not like our child? I like our baby. I don't just our baby, I love baby! I love them!" He even laughed at what he said. I glared at him a bit. Gusto niya pa yata ng kambal. "I will never reject our child. I'm so happy, we now have a baby." He said with a smile while looking intently at me. Kumikislap din ang mga mata niya na parang maiiyak na siya. My heart melted. Hindi ko na alam ang sasabihin. Naputol ang dila ko at wala ng maisip na iba kundi ang mga sinabi niya. "You don't know how happy I am. We have a baby." Sambit niya na may ngiti sa labi pero naluluha ang mga mata. Then he suddenly hugged me tight. Hindi ako nakagalaw. His hug is so tight. Nanatali akong tahimik at pinakadama ang yakap niya. I can feel the loud beating of his heart and the warmness of his body. Mas lalo kong nadama ang mga salitang binitawan niya kanina sa paraan ng pagyakap niya. Masa nad
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Q POV "N-no! Ayoko nga!" Tinulak ko ang mukha niya palayo sakin. I heard him groan. Oo nga pala medyo masakit ang pisngi niya. "Isa lang." Rinig ko pang sabi niya. "Tumigil ka, Nicholas!" Bulyaw ko sa kanya pero konti nalang ay bibigay na ako. I want a kiss too but no! Baka hindi nanaman kami makapag-usap at ano pa ang gawin. "Tapos na kayo mag-usap? Pwede na akong bumalik sa pagkain?" Medyo napatalon ako nang marinig bigla ang boses ni Trevor. Tanging ang kalahati ng katawan niya ang nakikita namin, nakasilip siya sa may pinto. Hindi ako sumagot hindi ko din narinig magsalita si Nicholas. Pumasok nalang sa kusina si Trev at umupo sa pwesto niya kanina. Nakasunod sa likod niya si Jane at umupo sa tabi niya. I saw Jane glance at me. Sumulyap lang din ako sa kanya. Nicholas went to the other side of the table, sa may harapan ko. Pinagpatuloy ni Trev ang kinakain niya kan
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Q POV "Just eat. Stop watching me." Masungit kong sabi at inabala ang sarili sa pagkain. "You had your check up earlier this morning?" He suddenly asked. Lumingon kaagad ako sa kanya at ibinaba ang kubyertos na hawak. I nod slowly while chewing my food. "What did the doctor said?" Hindi ako kaagad nakasagot dahil may nginunguya pa ako. When my mouth is clear sinagot ko siya. "Everything is fine. I did some blood and urine tests. She gave me vitamins and informed me what I should and shouldn't do." "Like?" Interasadong tanong niya. Hindi niya inaalis ang tingin niya sakin. "No alcohols, no smoking, no stress, no medicine other than the medicines she'll prescribe to me, avoid active activities and many more." Kwento ko sa kanya. He nod and looked away. Pinagmasdan ko siya, nag-iisip siya ng malalim. Ilang sandali siyang ganon bago ako ulit tinignan.
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Q POV "Okay na ako dito." Kalmadong sabi ko sa kanya. Gusto niya pa akong ihatid sa taas pero baka kasi kausapin pa siya nina ate kapag hinayaan ko ngang ihatid niya ako hanggang doon. Hindi siya nagsalita pero hindi din pumasok sa kotse niya at tinitignan lang ako. "Ihahatid kita." I watched his serious face. Mukhang hindi nga aalis hanggat hindi ako naihahatid sa mismong unit ko. Umirap ako sa ere at naglakad na papunta sa elevator. Nakasunod naman siya kaagad. Nang nasa labas na kami ng unit ko ay humarap ako sa kanya at hindi na binuksan ang pinto. I know its rude, siya na nga itong hinatid ako. Pero ayokong pumasok siya sa loob, baka hindi na siya paalisin ni ate at kung ano pang sabihin sa kanya. Kung mag-uusap sila ayoko ng pilitan. Kaya kung mapipilitan lang siya hindi ko na muna siya papasukin sa loob. "We're here, you can go." Mahinang sabi ko. Hindi bukal sa loob ko ang sinabi. I don't wa
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"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
My Pleasure, Sir Epilogue. 1
Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
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Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
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Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
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"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
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Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
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Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
