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2021-08-26 12:18:10Q POV
Sinabi ko kagabi kay Trev na matutulog na ako pero hindi naman ako kaagad natulog. I cried so hard pero kinalma rin ang sarili dahil naisip ko si baby. Baka mapano siya kapag umiyak ako ng umiyak.
Two days passed by so slow and at the same time fast. Wala akong ginawa kung hindi tumulala, matulog, kumain, nalilibang lang kapag iniinis ni Trev at kapag iniinis ko ang mga anak ni ate.
Speaking of Trev 'asaan na ba iyon? Nagugutom na ako. I am here in their living room, hinihintay siya. Ang gago ang tagal gumising. He didn't bug me, hindi niya ako kinulit na sabihin sa kanila ang totoo. He was just extra caring pero minsan nakakalimutan din na buntis ako at sumosobra ang pang-aasar.
Naiinip na akong naghihintay dito. It's 10 o'clock hindi pa ako nag-aalmusal. Gusto ko kasi kasabay si Trev kaya hindi ako kumain kanina.
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Q POV Gusto ko ng sorbetes. Bigla ko nalang gustong kumain ng sorbetes. It's late at night. Alas dyes na ng gabi pero gusto ko talaga kumain ng sorbetes. Lumabas ako sa kwarto at bumaba sa sala. Ang tahimik ng bahay. I'm wearing a crop top shirt, pero tinakpan ko ang tyan ko sa pajama na suot ko. Hindi pa naman gaano kalaki ang tyan ko. But ako pansin ko ng lumaki ng kaunti. Nagfoform na siya ng medyo pabilog. Unlike noon na medyo, bakas pa ang abs ko. I work out sometimes, that's why I had abs. But the past months, hindi na, lalo na ngayon. I can still do workouts but hindi na katulad ng dati. I need to be careful. Our parents left us here. Humiwalay na sila. Nagbakasyon sa ibang lugar. I knew this would happen. Alam kong iiwan nila kaming apat dito. Kaya naman ngayon mag-isa lang ako sa bahay. Si ate umalis nadin. Jane was supposed to stay here with me pero hindi ko alam kung nasaan na siya. Bahal
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Q POV "Galit ka pa?" I heard Trev asked to me. Hindi ko kasi siya pinapansin. Galit parin ako kasi hindi niya ako binili ng sorbetes. We are now in the kitchen. Pagkababa ko mula sa kwarto nadatnan ko nalang sila nandito sa kusina. Nicholas cooked breakfast. Hindi pa man ako kumakain busog na yata ako. The smell of the pancake makes me feel giddy. Hindi ko namalayan kanina na nakahawak na pala ako sa likod ni Nicholas habang finiflip niya ang pancake. I was smiling while staring at the pancake. Nawala lang ang ngiti ko nang makitang nakangising nakatingin sa akin si Nicholas. Para akong napaso sa kanya saka siya iniwan doon. Napamura ako sa loob ko. Why did I do that? And why is he smirking like that? Yoong pancake ang ngingitian ko hindi naman siya. "Huwag mo'ko kausapin. Ayaw kitang kausap." Suplada kong sabi sa kanya. Jane is sitting in front of me, she's eating some grass,
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Q POV We went to Vigan, since its still morning wala pa kaming mahanap na street food vendor kagaya nung last time naghanap kami ni Trev. Mamamasyal nalang kami. Hindi ako kumakapit kay Trev kahit na minsan gusto kong kumapit sa kanya lalo na kapag maraming tao ang aming kasalubong. Grabi kasi kung manitig ang iba. Akala mo kakainin ka ng buhay. Buti nalang napapagitnaan kami ni Jane ng dalawang magkapatid kaya kahit papaano nararamdaman ko na safe kami mula sa mga manyakis. Pero naiinis parin ako sa suot ni Nicholas. Kaya mas lalo pa kaming pinagtitinginan dahil sa kanya at dahil narin kay Trev. I know they are so handsome, hindi na bago yoon pero bago iyon sa mata ng iba. Nakakainis ang mga malalagkit na tingin ng ibang babae. Lantaran pa kung tumili. Some girls even asked to take a picture with him and Trev pero tumanggi ang dalawa. Hindi na talaga nila ako makakausap kapag pumayag silang magpapi
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Q POV Hindi ko na sinita ang mga hawak niya sakin. Tumingin-tingin narin ako sa mga paninda. Tumingin din siya sa mga paninda kaya binitawan niya ako at medyo lumayo sa akin pero nasa tabi ko parin. I stopped what I'm doing at tinignan siya. Yumuyuko siya para maabot ang maliliit na keychain sa harap niya. At dahil sa pagyuko ay nalilihis ang damit sumisilip ang maganda katawan. Napasimangot ako. I damn want to pull his shirt para hindi sumilip-silip ang katawan niya. Mas lalo pa akong nairita nang makitang nag-eenjoy ang mga ibang babae sa malapit habang nakatingin kay Nicholas. Dahil sa irita ko ay hindi ko na napigilan hawakan ang kamay niya at hilahin siya patayo ng tuwid. Gulat siyang napalingon sa akin at tumayo ng maayos. "Nag-eenjoy ka bang nasisilipan?" Malamig kong sabi sa kanya. He looked at me like he didn't get me but after a few seconds sumisilay na ang ngiti niya. Inira
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Q POV "Quiva. Baby wake up." I heard a man say with a sweet tone. "Quiva," rinig ko ulit sambit niya at dama ko ang bahagyang pagyugyog niya sa balikat ko. Minulat ko ang mata ko. I blinked many times because I can't believe who I'm seeing right now. Nicholas is in front of me. I'm still inside his car while the car door is open and he's crouching, half of his body is inside the car and he's staring down at me. Ang isa niyang kamay ay nakapatong sa gilid ko at ang isa ay nakahawak parin sa balikat ko na niyugyugyog niya kanina. Did he really called me baby? Or tulog pa ako noon at nanaginip lang? "Wake up. We're here at the resort. You can continue your sleep inside the house." he said softly. Kinusot ko ang mata ko. I can't believe na ang gwapo niyang mukha ang bumungad sa akin paggising ko. At hindi ko rin namalayan na nakatulog pala ako habang bumabyahe. Did I sleep
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Nicholas POV She made me cook food for her but look at her now. She's sleeping on the sofa. I stared at her for a moment before going near her. I don't feel comfortable in her position. I fixed the pillow and slowly moved her, making her lay on the sofa. I heard her small moan but didn't woke up. She's always sleeping this past few days. Is she sick? Or she's just feeling tired or lazy? And I saw her puking this morning. I wanted her to eat a proper breakfast that's why I decided to cook breakfast in their cottage this morning. Hindi naman umangal ang kapatid ko. Jane was just silent. Like she always do. Sinuklay ko ang buhok niya. It's blocking my view from her beautiful face. Pinagmasdan ko ang mukha niya, she look so beautiful even on her sleep. Kahit kanina ay pinanood ko muna ang pagtulog niya at hindi siya kaagad ginising. I just miss her so much. But I can't do anything. I want
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Q POV Umupo ako sa may tabi ni Trev. May puno kasi na naka tumba at doon ako umupo imbis na sa blanket sa buhanginan. Nicholas is in front of me. There are some canned and bottled beer and some snacks and barbecues na binili yata nila. May ibang mga kaedad din namin ang nakisali sa amin. Kaya medyo naging masigla. I was just silent, even Jane was just silent. She's sitting beside Nicholas. Hindi siya nakatanggi nang bigyan siya ng bote ng alak pati ako ay binigyan nila. Nagulat ako at napatingin nalang sa bote ng alak na hawak ko. Hindi ko pweding inumin ito. Pregnant women shouldn't drink alchohol. Binabasa ko ang label ng beer nang bigla nalang iyon agawin sa kamay ko ni Trev. He have a serious face. Inilayo niya sa akin iyon itinabi sa gilid niya. "You're not allowed to drink that." He said strictly. Natuwa naman ako. Kahit busy siya sa pakikipagclose sa mga kakilala na niya yata dati, na
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Q POV Lumipat nga ako sa kabila para tignan si Nicholas. Kinakabahan ako. Baka galit siya sa akin o ano. Baka magkasagutan kami mabuking niya pa ako. Huminga muna ako ng malalim bago pumasok sa loob. Hindi na ako kumatok. I heard the sound of the water coming from the kitchen. Tapos ay tunog na dumuduwal. Mabilis akong pumunta doon. I saw him topless while vomiting in the sink. Clumsy ang galaw ng kamay niya. Nababasa pa ang buhok dahil sa ginawang paghugas sa bibig niya. He glanced my way. Nakasimangot. Ako naman ay hindi alam kung lalapitan siya. Parang ayoko lumapit kasi nagsusuka siya. Medyo nadidiri ako. Baka may maamoy pa akong kung ano tapos masuka din. Magtataka na talaga siya kapag nakita niya ulit akong nagsuka. Saka hahayaan ko siyang magsuka d'yan. Minsan ka lang magsuka. Ako madalas. Bahala ka d'yan. He didn't said anything. Nilinis niya ang sarili niya pati na ang suka niya sa sink.
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"Now for the throwing of bouquet!" Announced the emcee. Napangisi ako. Bukod sa maon ceremony which is ang pagkakasal sa amin ni Kalle ay ito ang pangalawang pinakahihintay ko at pinaka excited ako. "Pumila ang mga single baka sakali magkajowa pagnasalo!" Rinig kong maingay na sigaw ni Gina. Wala talaga hiya sa katawan ang babaeng ito. Umiling akong natatawa sa kanya. I searched for the one girl, who's very important for this part. "There you are." Bulong ko sa sarili ko ay napangiti lalo nang makita na ang hinahanap ko. Laughing shyly, her tiny moves, standing in front of her seat. Not taking any steps to join the game. Hindi yan makikisali kahit na pilitin. Sumali man siya o hindi, salo na niya ang bouquet. "Who's next?! Sino ang susunod na ikakasal?" Said the emcee very lively. Then they started counting. Tumalikod ako pero wala naman talagang balak itapon ang bulaklak.
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Full moon, bedroom, stars in your eyes.Last night the first time that I realized.The glow between us, felt so right.We sat on the edge of the bed and you said."I never knew that I could feel this way"Love today can be so difficultBut what we have I know is different'Cause when I'm with you the world stops turning Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more?Could I love you any more? I smiled, ever brighter and sweeter than before. Yes, I could love him any more. I know, I will fall deeper to him than today. Every day of every hour of every minute, the more I get to know him, the deeper I fall. I will never get out of this hole. This deep hole in my heart filled with love for him. For all the challenges we've faced. There are people who tried to ruin our love for each other. For
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Q POV "You are the only perfect woman for me." He said softly and planted a kiss on my forehead. Nabawasan ang pangamba ko pero may mga tanong parin sa isip ko. "Jane was your fiancee before. They like her for you. Magkaiba kami ni Jane." "She was my fiancee because my family know her family. It was just an agreement between our families. I did not chose her for me. And yes, you two are different from each other. I'm in love with you. And Jane is just a friend for me. Ikaw ang gusto kong pakasalan." "What about your parents? Do they like me?" "They will. They do." "Nakilala nila ako as Trevs fiancee. Ano nalang ang iisipin nila sa akin? Tinago ko na may relasyon tayong dalawa. Tapos buntis na kaagad ako. Baka isipin nila malandi ako–" "Hindi sila gano'n mag-isip. And I already explained everything to them. Sinabi ko na na may relasyon na tayo bago pa kayo magkakilala ni Trev
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Napangiti ako nang maaalala ang pag-uusap namin kanina ni ama.Nagkausap kami kanina, kaming dalawa lang. Wala si Kalle wala sina Mom "Do you really want to marry him?" He asked, still looking stern while staring at our garden. "Yes, father." I answered certain. Kahit alam kong payag na siyang ikasala kami ni Kalle ay kinabahan parin ako nang tawagin niya ako para mag-usap kaming dalawa. "Will you be happy with him?" He asked, this time staring in my eyes. Bigla nalang akong naiyak. Suddenly, I don't see the strict father I grew up with. The man I see in front me, have soft eyes, gentle face and modest tone. "Opo." Umiiyak ko ng sabi. He nod lightly and looked side way. I saw how his eyes sparkled because of forming tears? "Then I have no reason to oppose." Tuluyan na akong naiyak. "Father," My voice cracked. He looked at me softly. His lips stretch forming a s
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"I can talk to my parents, Sir. If you will let me marry your daughter I can–" he cut him off. "What about the family of Jane? Isn't she your fiancee?" "I'll talk to her parents." "Do you think I will let you marry my daughter?" "Sir, I love your daughter." "Does my daughter love you too?" Nicholas tongue was cut off by that question. "Does she love me?" Nicholas asked to himself inside his mind. He isn't sure. He doesn't know. "No answer?" Nanunuyang tanong ni Marius sa binata. Nicholas is staring at the floor. Thinking deeply if Quiva does love him. Hindi pa nila sinasahi ang totoong nararamdaman sa isat isa. He is not sure if Quiva loves him too. If she's ready to be in a serious relationship with him.If she's ready to be in a relationship again. "You don't have the answer?" Sambit ni Mariu
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Q POV "Kalle?" I called him. May naaalala ako sa usapan nila kanina. "Hmm?" Sagot niya. "You talked to my father before?" Hindi siya kaagad sumagot at dama ko ang kabog ng puso niya kaya inangat ko ang ulo ko at tinitigan siya. He licked his lips and gulp. "Yes." He answered. Ako naman ang kumabog ang puso ngayon. "When? Why didn't you tell me? What did you two talked about?" Sunod sunod kong tanong. He was about to answer my questions but we both heard the footsteps coming from the kitchen towards us. "Krist? What are you doing here?" I asked surprised when I saw him walking out of the kitchen. Mas lalo akong nagtaka nang makitang sanay na sa presensya niya ang mga kasama ko. I glance at Kalle, nagtataka din siya. *** Third Person POV
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Q POV "I will not runaway." He said again this time looking at me, apologizing through his eyes. Tuluyan ng tumukas ang mga luha ko. "W-what?" My voice cracked. Parang binibiyak ang puso ko sa nangyayari ngayon. Hindi niya ako pinili? He's not going to runaway with me because my father will imprison him? Sumakit ang puso ko. Yes, I don't want him to be imprisoned, but I don't want him to not choose me! Gagawa ako ng paraan para hindi siya makulong, pero ano pang use non? Bakit pa ako gagawa ng paraan kung ganitong hindi niya ako pipiliin? "If I have to be imprisoned, I'm willing to turn my self in, Sir. It's better than losing your daughter. I will not leave your daughter, Sir. Kahit pa ipakulong niyo ako. I will still choose her." When I heard him say that. I started sobbing. Kalle immediately went back to my side to stop me from crying. Akala ko hindi niya ako pipiliin. Akala ko iiwan na niya a
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Q POV Looking at our living room, I suddenly remembered the day I nearly begged to my father just to make him say the name of the man he wants me to marry. And how my world nearly collapsed after finding out the surname of my fiance. He only said Morton, nothing more, then piece by piece, I slowly knew who's he referring to. It was Trevor, I didn't tell Kalle about it. I kept it from him afraid I might lose him. That's what I'm feeling right now again. I'm so afraid I might lose him, but I have to be brave. I have to be brave for me not to lose him. My heart beat doubled when I saw my father and mom walking down the stairs, going to our direction. Nakaupo kami ngayon sa sofa dito sa sala. When we came here ate immediately went to the kitchen. Hindi ko alam anong ginawa doon, nasa taas naman pala sina Mom. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nang lumabas na doon si ate. She gave me a signal to calm down and take this easy.&n
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Q POV "So it's true." He said stiff. Napalunok ako ng laway. "Are you planning to runaway?" He asked. Not removing his eyes on Kalle, hindi man lang ako tinatapunan ng tingin. I feel more nervous for Kalle than for myself. "Yes." Matapang kong sagot. I successfully turned his eyes on me. Pero nangangatog parin ang tuhod ko kahit gaano ko subukan maging matapang. Its my father and he is with his men and also ate at his back na visible ang kaba para sakin. She's giving me sign not to be stubborn, binalewala ko iyon. "You're trying to escape from me..." I thought he's saying that to me pero kumabog ang puso ko ng may katuglong iyon. "Nicholas." He said firmly to his name. Mas hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa kamay ni Kalle. "I thought you're a decent man-"I cut my fathers off. "He is!" I said strong, anger building up. He's starting to judge Kalle. He's going to make him
