Feeling I slowly open my eyes and stare at the pristine white walls of my room.Another day like the previous one.Days are never different, there are no surprises when you already know what to expect, but something told me that was about to change. I felt the turmoil in my chest, as if my days were numbered and the storm was coming, it would drown me in the blink of an eye and I would never make it to the surface.I huddle under the covers to keep the late February winter chill from reaching me. my heart was already frozen with the conversation I heard a few days ago, I didn't want the cold to take over the rest of my body too.Don Kingston Lucchese.I could only think of that name in the last few days, the hard face without any feeling haunted my mind day and night, giving me no rest or breaks.The few times I was with him, I felt invisible, like I was a fly he could swat at any moment. he was making a name for himself in town and he can have any wife he wants, maybe he's worrying
Yesenia Tips.Throughout my life I never thought I would be so happy to receive them. I’ve always watched movies where women simply killed themselves to serve a client, were hilarious scenes to watch, but now look at my situation:I find myself in the same situation as these women I saw in the movies, the only thing that changes the scenario is that I do not work in a simple diner but in a luxurious bar, where tips are the best there is, and so the dispute is greater.A month and a half ago my life was different, the only thing I had to worry about was studying for college exams and helping the nurse take care of my mother in case she needed it, but my mother died six weeks ago, I was already conformed to your diagnosis of lung cancer, the whole life smoking gave you a hard end of life, it was painful to see her leave, however, facing reality was even worse, the only money that helped us spend and pay for my college was cut by the government as soon as my mother was gone, so I didn’t
AxelI was never afraid to do the dirty work, to get my hands and fists dirty with someone else’s blood, some were afraid of me to see the pleasure in my face when torturing people, maybe even define me as a demented or sick man, the truth is that I like to be recognized like that, It keeps them away from me and from meddling in my business."He finished speaking" Cosmo, my trusted man pronounces behind me and I turn walking towards the counter located in one of the wealthiest parts of Southward Angel.I push the metal door and find three of my men around the body of an almost lifeless man, his chest barely moves and he knows he won’t make it out alive today."The woman is dead and they disposed of the body" I sign, my expression hardening with every word that came out of the mouth of Thomas, one of my guards " Apparently this man is part of a group of criminals who settled in the city a month ago, heard that you dominate the city and decided to send a message by killing one of the lu
YeseniaI carefully retouch my makeup before leaving the bathroom and go to meet Axel, I will not lie and say that I am shocked by your request, your looks in my direction has always been intense, but I also thought that a man of all his stature would never call a woman who is not of his social standing for a drink.Let’s be honest, a man like him clearly wants to fuck me and leave undercover, clearly I’m an easy prey and he thinks he’s gonna fall for his conversation, I’ll probably fall for it a little bit, because come on, the man is beautiful, but I also have dignity. My mother always taught me very well and I will never let myself be a simple discard.I sit in front of him, at that moment I find myself more placid and not like a pepper, which was slapped because of the water.His eyes seem to memorize every trace of my face before definitely looking into my eyes, he just earned a point by not letting his eyes follow into the rest of my body."I’m not one to play games, I’ve been w
YeseniaMy feet stake before entering the bar.Will he be here?Not that I’m looking forward to seeing him, the truth is that I didn’t think for a minute about Axel until the moment, between waking up, going to the internship, coming home again, studying and getting ready for work, the only time I had to think about him is now, there are few seconds of entering to work another night.I shouldn’t be anxious, but I am.There is something about him that attracts me, I see handsome men every day, yet something in his expression attracts me immensely.How honey attracts the bee.I go into the establishment and look around for him. My eyes take a few seconds to locate him in the slightly darkened environment, and there he is with the owner of the bar, Vladimir.Marjorie is serving them both with a broad smile on her face, and what affects me is the smile he returns to her.Maybe as a thank you?Marjorie is a beautiful woman and men would be foolish not to spare her a second look, but when s
Axel"That boy will be as bad as you are, Paolo" my mother says as she watches what my father made me do.At my feet is the youngest "whore" of my father, as he himself says, "his hobbies", she tried against my father’s life last night and that was her mistake, my father would never let something like this pass.I was ten, but I felt much older than that."Stop complaining, Veka, you know the boy was made for it." "Only when you confessed after marriage who you really were" she almost spits in my father’s face, just does not, because she knows that there will always be a retaliation.Mom was such a beautiful woman, today I just see her bitter and walking around the corners of the house talking to herself.She never treated me badly, was always kind and loving, however, this began to change a few years ago when my father began to insert me into this world, I think she did not want to see what I would become."You didn’t tell me you were going to marry the devil" Stop complaining, woma
The first thing I do when I wake up the next day is send a message to Yesenia. The fact is that I can not get this woman out of my mind, my thoughts about her are constant and unsettling, I even thought about leaving this achievement aside and moving on, but there is something in her that surrounds me and I need to find out what it is."Is it available today?"Her response is not immediate and I also did not expect it, the clock in front of me marks 9:28 am, so right now she is inside the ICU manipulating a central venous access.A little crazy to know what she’s doing right now?Maybe just a little...I simply want to know how your routine works, the people you keep in touch with, which I must say, aren’t many. Yesenia seems to be a lonely woman, in a way, looks a lot like me."Axel, the mayor left some documents for you to give your approval" Cosmo says after knocking on the door and extending the documents in my direction "he said he needs your answer by tomorrow." I sign and open
"But what about you? Have a good relationship with your parents?" awaken from my libidinous thoughts that enveloped his mouth around my penis and the grunt of appreciation that would escape his lips."Both my father and mother are deceased. My father died when I was 20 years old and my mother died three years before" his expression conveys compassion for the situation, however it has been 14 years since this occurred, and if I knew of the atrocities my father committed... I’d appreciate it if you’d never met a man like him.Thinking for a moment, today I am the copy of what my father once was, maybe it is just a little better compared to him, I have a lot of it in me, I see my image in the mirror every day and I realize that I carry a lot of it not only in appearance, but inside me as well."It’s been a long time" she nods, however, I realize that Yesenia is feeling her own pain from the recent loss of her mother, even if she tries not to demonstrate."What do you do then? In which br
Feeling I slowly open my eyes and stare at the pristine white walls of my room.Another day like the previous one.Days are never different, there are no surprises when you already know what to expect, but something told me that was about to change. I felt the turmoil in my chest, as if my days were numbered and the storm was coming, it would drown me in the blink of an eye and I would never make it to the surface.I huddle under the covers to keep the late February winter chill from reaching me. my heart was already frozen with the conversation I heard a few days ago, I didn't want the cold to take over the rest of my body too.Don Kingston Lucchese.I could only think of that name in the last few days, the hard face without any feeling haunted my mind day and night, giving me no rest or breaks.The few times I was with him, I felt invisible, like I was a fly he could swat at any moment. he was making a name for himself in town and he can have any wife he wants, maybe he's worrying
Kingston I take a deep drag on the cigarette while silently enjoying the agony of Thomas Ventura, who is currently being purified in the flames for all the sin and intransigence he has committed during the last few years as one of the most respected underboss in New York.the power managed to blind yet another man.Fools...Greed for power would only lead them to the grave.The seven underbosses formed a circle as they watched Thomas' last screams, none of them showing any pity for the underboss's fate, their faces wearing the mask of tranquility I knew so well.But inside? deep inside them maybe they were afraid, that fear would make them rethink their attitudes before committing something that would make me turn against them.I knew that everyone in that circle wanted my place, however, they didn't have enough strength and power to fight for the position against me.my lungs burn as I hold the nicotine inside them and I finally exhale, letting the intoxicating sensation reach my ne
Feeling 2020My stomach twists painfully when I look at the lavish table, a huge hypocrisy on my part, because there are many people on the streets of New York who are starving, but the feeling of disgust at seeing so much food is greater than any other feeling."Eat, Feel" My father says patiently, pointing to the table with a wide variety of food and meat. He hated eating red meat at night, he was always sick, it went down really badly in my stomach and my day started complicated to force something I didn't want.I start to grab some salad, but you know when you feel someone watching you?I look up to see my dad staring at me, his angry eyes watching me intently.“Eat the damn food, Feeling. you feed like a damn bird, you need to gain weight or you're going to disappear from my face any day " Oh dad... how I would like to disappear not only from your face, but also from your life "Cristina, make your daughter's plate" My father commands and my mother looks up from her plate as if sh
Persephone I felt great the first few months of pregnancy, my skin was silky smooth and my hair was shiny. I became fond of the pointy tummy and created the habit of talking to the baby. My little Sebastian Devenuto Guerra. The months passed and the pregnancy became more and more difficult. I had just reached nine months completely exhausted, my waist was huge, I could no longer see my feet and my leg. My breasts felt like two watermelons and the pain in my back was killing me. I promised myself that this will be the only child I'll ever have, because pregnancy is a hell of a stress. And I've heard of women who've been through this more than ten times! I haven't been able to sleep or work properly for a month now, I was about to take the knife and cut my belly to get this sprout out. "Love. You're looking down at me in a very strange way.” Cosmo snaps me out of my thoughts and I look towards him. “I was just thinking…” I mutter."I know your mind and I know you're not th
Persephone 2 years later I stare at the two pink stripes feeling dread overwhelm me. I knew this moment would come, because I had been trying to get pregnant for two months, but I didn't imagine that the test result would shake me so much. The fact is, I didn't know if I was ready to be a mother, I couldn't imagine giving birth to a child at 21, even before taking over the leadership of Southward Angel. It was a conversation with my mother that opened my eyes, she emphasized that Cosmo was already 47 years old and that he would not enjoy having a child if he was too old for that. I'm sure he would agree if he said he wanted to have a child only when he was 30, however, the conversation was weighing on my mind and I decided to abandon the contraceptive on my own, leaving the decision up to fate. In the last two years I have put as many disciplines as possible in my curriculum, I managed to reduce graduation by half and I will graduate next month. After that I would sit down wi
Persephone 15 days later "Damn it, mother!" Stop this! I say irritably when she tries to fix my hair again. Her hands were fidgety and she had something to fix every five minutes! I was already nervous and she was just putting more anxiety on me! I look at my reflection in the mirror and feel reassured to see how beautiful she looks. The brown eyeshadow really enhanced my eyes accompanied by the nude lipstick. My hair got a modern, choppy cut, and although I miss my long hair, the new cut has brought a positive change in my life. Looking in the mirror, I saw a new woman. I get up from the chair, put on the velvety white pumps and admire the way the dress has molded to my body like a second skin. I never felt like “normal girls”, I didn't dream of a wedding since I was a child and I never imagined what my wedding party would be like. I also never dreamed of the perfect dress, so my choice was simple and quick. The satin dress was held up by two spaghetti straps, the V-shaped ne
Persephone A few days later I felt well enough to start walking, it was still painful to put my feet on the ground and walk, but I couldn't stand to stay in bed all day being pampered by everyone. All he wanted was to torture the skin of Henric and his torturer partner. "I have extended the security of all family member" Cosmo warns my father, he just nods and leaves the room leaving us alone. I sigh anguished with the tension between the two, which consequently made the whole environment tense as well. "Dad will soften over time" I say, nervous about this situation, he just agrees, putting his hands inside the front pockets of his pants as if he doesn't care about my father's attitude. Cosmo will be his son-in-law, so my dad will have to get over that at some point. "Let's go. I'll get you in the car.” Cosmo catches me in his arms before I can protest. Who am I kidding? I love being wrapped in his arms. [...] The strong smell hits my nostrils as soon as we go down to the
Persephone I snuggle in the comfort and warmth feeling at peace. Peace? It wasn't normal to feel peace if you were being tortured. I wake up with a start and relief hits me so hard that I close my eyes again. I was in my room and on my bed wrapped in the covers. "Daughter?" I look at the end of the bed and find Dad, her expression denoting all the tiredness she was feeling "How are you?" I sit up slowly trying to prevent a grimace of pain and a moan from escaping, she had eased up a lot and was finally able to breathe in harmony, the torturous hell is finally over. “A lot better than it was in the hands of those bastards.” Dad closes his eyes and seems to be going through his own personal hell, but nothing that happened is his fault. There are no culprits in this story, just Henric with his unreasonable madness. My madness can be compared a little with his, the difference is that I would never kidnap Cosmo to submit him to my will. “It's okay, it's over dad.” I drag mysel
Persephone The commotion wakes me up sharply. I open my eyes with effort and find myself inside a moving car and the previous conversation quickly comes back to my mind. Take off! Cum! I can't leave my family. I can't leave Cosmo! My father's incarnation is sitting next to Henric while the bastard drives calmly with a cigarette between his lips. “I have a feeling this bitch is going to be a lot of work. Axel Devenuto's main mistake was giving the girl too much freedom and placing her as his successor in charge." A painful death awaits this asshole, I'll love ripping his guts out with my own hands, it may not be today or tomorrow, but it's already predestined to happen. When I try to move I realize that my wrists and ankles are loose, but I'm in so much pain I don't know if I can handle two men, it feels like my body was sliced up and passed through a grinder right away, I've never felt so helpless. . “You really are retarded, you don't even speak well,” Henric mocks and