YeseniaIt’s been almost five days since I was feeling crazy, could it be my imagination? I could, but that feeling was not abandoning me at all!I was walking down the hospital hallway and I felt a shadow behind me, you know that feeling that you’re sure you’re being followed? I could only be getting neurotic, the hospital corridors were always full, whether patients, nurses or doctors, the problem is that I did not feel this agitation inside me only inside the hospital, I felt even when I was leaving and working in the bar.I have not yet spoken to Axel, why I have not seen him in the last days since dinner at his house, curiously also did not attend the bar these days, we were communicating only by messages, he said that a problem appeared in his work and seemed a very serious matter, so I definitely didn’t want to torment him with my concerns that could be quite the fruit of my imagination."Yvy, can you check the crash cart before you leave?" "Sure. Adelia, can you tell me the d
Axel"Ahhh my friend, you left many broken hearts behind, could be any woman you ever had a "brief contact" Vladimir says and seems to be having a lot of fun with my disgrace, he was a colleague of many years, I never had any real friends who could open up and talk about my day, so here I was, completely nervous talking about the shit situation I was living in."I always made it clear what I wanted from the women I was involved with, but I don’t know... I feel there’s something else in this situation that I’m not seeing." "Speaking of women, did you explain what you "want" to Yvy?""Yvy? You call her Yvy?" I ask with a certain hint of jealousy."Most people call her that, now answer my question." "She is different, so no, I did not explain my old terms to her" Vladimir smiles in victory and rolls his eyes."She’s a good girl."Like I don’t know...My biggest fear was corrupting her personality that is so beautiful."But it’ll be all right my friend, this woman doesn’t know who she’s
Yesenia"So you started a sexual relationship after a long period, correct?" I sign and doctor Anya smiles charitably making her aged expression lines stand out, she was around fifty, but she was still very beautiful "I will order some exams, we will do a check-upup general of your health and for sexually transmitted diseases in case you come to have unprotected sex. Also remember that your partner must present you with an exam so that both can abandon protection." "Of course, I’m aware of that" and I understood that she had to guide me, even though I knew I’d already had access to all that information during graduation "I’m more concerned about getting a birth control method, because I don’t plan on having children at the moment." "Southward Angel’s health system provides oral, injectable, copper IUD and hormonal contraceptives." "I think the best option in my case would be the IUD" I am absolutely sure that I would not take the pills correctly, I already feel the dread running in
AxelI notice the small freckles that slightly dot his nose. It was imperceptible to see this little nuance in everyday life, however, watching her on my side of the bed with my eyes closed and completely satisfied, I discover more small particulars about her."I feel like you’re staring at me" Yvy opens her dark eyes and smiles lazily.I quickly look at the digital clock installed on the bedroom wall and it was 3:35 in the morning. It had been days since I could not sleep properly, either by the problems that arose or by the restlessness of not seeing Yesenia for days."Why are you still awake?" "Insomnia. It’s very difficult for me to sleep all night." "You didn’t know that, so you mean the night I was here the first time you were watching me all night?" his tone denounces the mischievous question."Totally!" she laughs and runs her legs between mine, snuggling in my chest."I just found out one more thing about you, did not know that I suffered from insônia" says more to yoursel
"When we entered college, we didn't know that our trajectory would be a roller coaster of emotions, with mishaps, obstacles and barriers. Every semester something new started, and that something new was full of challenges that brought out the best in us, inciting more effort and dedication, but of course, nothing on this path was perfect, there were difficult moments, where we asked ourselves if we were in the right profession, if it was really what we wanted for our life, however, when we saw the look of gratitude on a patient's face, we realized that there was nothing better than being the target of gratitude and affection from a person we had the opportunity to spend a little while time by his side, however, that short time was enough to understand that this will be the work of our lives, that we will always extend our hand to the person incapacitated not only by an illness, but also to the person who just needs an ear and a friend shoulder. We've learned so much in this five-yea
"There's a first-aid kit in the cabinet under the tub" I open the cabinet door and find the first-aid kit, I place it on the marble next to the handwash tub and when I open it I get the second shock of the night , it not only contained gauze and some solutions for cleaning wounds, there were tweezers, scissors, suture threads, puncture catheters, syringes, needles, bags of saline and glucose solution, and some drugs, such as adrenaline, noradrenaline and dobutamine. "That's a hell of a first aid kit" I say perplexed, she didn't like what she was discovering and was afraid of Axel's explanation. I put on my gloves, open some gauze and saline solution, place it on the bench and ask Axel to remove the cloth that was pressing the wound, the clotting process was good and the bleeding had stopped. I clean the wound for more clarity and see the slug in his muscle, he was lucky it wasn't deep enough to need surgery. I discard the gauze in the trash, change my gloves and open a package wit
I wanted to grab that woman's neck and choke with all my strength, I would wish I was dead when I finally found her, she was just causing problems and confusion wherever she went, however yesterday the limit was crossed, the attempt on my life was greater and my The biggest fear was not being able to live all that I still had to live with Yesenia. I knew it was dangerous to get involved with Yvy as soon as I saw her in her tight pantsuit, her breasts almost bulging out of her blouse's containment. I simply wanted her and I had her, the problem is that it was not a purely carnal relationship, from the beginning there was something more, a sense of belonging. Yesterday was one of the best days of her life and I blew it. Plan a dinner worthy of her celebration and spend the night buried in her, I knew something was wrong when Cosmo called me, but I still insisted on going. It had been almost two months since the attacks on my establishments had stopped, I thought that whoever was be
Yesenia "I'll arrange for your admission to the maternity ward" I smile trying to convey comfort to the pregnant patient who has just been admitted to the emergency room with contractions, Doctor Anya is the best obstetrician in the hospital, you are in good hands. I sit down at my desk and start logging the patient into the system, but the sight of the patient's husband holding her hands in an attempt to comfort her makes my chest tighten. More than two weeks without speaking to Axel and he was still texting me every day, he was respecting the fact that I needed to be alone for a while, but he was watching over me, as usual. As soon as I started working at the hospital, a security guard appeared in front of me and introduced himself, assuring me that he would not interfere with my work and so far I was fulfilling that, I did not see him anywhere, however, I noticed his ever-present shadow. I missed Axel so much, sometimes I thought about ignoring everything he said to me and goi
Feeling I slowly open my eyes and stare at the pristine white walls of my room.Another day like the previous one.Days are never different, there are no surprises when you already know what to expect, but something told me that was about to change. I felt the turmoil in my chest, as if my days were numbered and the storm was coming, it would drown me in the blink of an eye and I would never make it to the surface.I huddle under the covers to keep the late February winter chill from reaching me. my heart was already frozen with the conversation I heard a few days ago, I didn't want the cold to take over the rest of my body too.Don Kingston Lucchese.I could only think of that name in the last few days, the hard face without any feeling haunted my mind day and night, giving me no rest or breaks.The few times I was with him, I felt invisible, like I was a fly he could swat at any moment. he was making a name for himself in town and he can have any wife he wants, maybe he's worrying
Kingston I take a deep drag on the cigarette while silently enjoying the agony of Thomas Ventura, who is currently being purified in the flames for all the sin and intransigence he has committed during the last few years as one of the most respected underboss in New York.the power managed to blind yet another man.Fools...Greed for power would only lead them to the grave.The seven underbosses formed a circle as they watched Thomas' last screams, none of them showing any pity for the underboss's fate, their faces wearing the mask of tranquility I knew so well.But inside? deep inside them maybe they were afraid, that fear would make them rethink their attitudes before committing something that would make me turn against them.I knew that everyone in that circle wanted my place, however, they didn't have enough strength and power to fight for the position against me.my lungs burn as I hold the nicotine inside them and I finally exhale, letting the intoxicating sensation reach my ne
Feeling 2020My stomach twists painfully when I look at the lavish table, a huge hypocrisy on my part, because there are many people on the streets of New York who are starving, but the feeling of disgust at seeing so much food is greater than any other feeling."Eat, Feel" My father says patiently, pointing to the table with a wide variety of food and meat. He hated eating red meat at night, he was always sick, it went down really badly in my stomach and my day started complicated to force something I didn't want.I start to grab some salad, but you know when you feel someone watching you?I look up to see my dad staring at me, his angry eyes watching me intently.“Eat the damn food, Feeling. you feed like a damn bird, you need to gain weight or you're going to disappear from my face any day " Oh dad... how I would like to disappear not only from your face, but also from your life "Cristina, make your daughter's plate" My father commands and my mother looks up from her plate as if sh
Persephone I felt great the first few months of pregnancy, my skin was silky smooth and my hair was shiny. I became fond of the pointy tummy and created the habit of talking to the baby. My little Sebastian Devenuto Guerra. The months passed and the pregnancy became more and more difficult. I had just reached nine months completely exhausted, my waist was huge, I could no longer see my feet and my leg. My breasts felt like two watermelons and the pain in my back was killing me. I promised myself that this will be the only child I'll ever have, because pregnancy is a hell of a stress. And I've heard of women who've been through this more than ten times! I haven't been able to sleep or work properly for a month now, I was about to take the knife and cut my belly to get this sprout out. "Love. You're looking down at me in a very strange way.” Cosmo snaps me out of my thoughts and I look towards him. “I was just thinking…” I mutter."I know your mind and I know you're not th
Persephone 2 years later I stare at the two pink stripes feeling dread overwhelm me. I knew this moment would come, because I had been trying to get pregnant for two months, but I didn't imagine that the test result would shake me so much. The fact is, I didn't know if I was ready to be a mother, I couldn't imagine giving birth to a child at 21, even before taking over the leadership of Southward Angel. It was a conversation with my mother that opened my eyes, she emphasized that Cosmo was already 47 years old and that he would not enjoy having a child if he was too old for that. I'm sure he would agree if he said he wanted to have a child only when he was 30, however, the conversation was weighing on my mind and I decided to abandon the contraceptive on my own, leaving the decision up to fate. In the last two years I have put as many disciplines as possible in my curriculum, I managed to reduce graduation by half and I will graduate next month. After that I would sit down wi
Persephone 15 days later "Damn it, mother!" Stop this! I say irritably when she tries to fix my hair again. Her hands were fidgety and she had something to fix every five minutes! I was already nervous and she was just putting more anxiety on me! I look at my reflection in the mirror and feel reassured to see how beautiful she looks. The brown eyeshadow really enhanced my eyes accompanied by the nude lipstick. My hair got a modern, choppy cut, and although I miss my long hair, the new cut has brought a positive change in my life. Looking in the mirror, I saw a new woman. I get up from the chair, put on the velvety white pumps and admire the way the dress has molded to my body like a second skin. I never felt like “normal girls”, I didn't dream of a wedding since I was a child and I never imagined what my wedding party would be like. I also never dreamed of the perfect dress, so my choice was simple and quick. The satin dress was held up by two spaghetti straps, the V-shaped ne
Persephone A few days later I felt well enough to start walking, it was still painful to put my feet on the ground and walk, but I couldn't stand to stay in bed all day being pampered by everyone. All he wanted was to torture the skin of Henric and his torturer partner. "I have extended the security of all family member" Cosmo warns my father, he just nods and leaves the room leaving us alone. I sigh anguished with the tension between the two, which consequently made the whole environment tense as well. "Dad will soften over time" I say, nervous about this situation, he just agrees, putting his hands inside the front pockets of his pants as if he doesn't care about my father's attitude. Cosmo will be his son-in-law, so my dad will have to get over that at some point. "Let's go. I'll get you in the car.” Cosmo catches me in his arms before I can protest. Who am I kidding? I love being wrapped in his arms. [...] The strong smell hits my nostrils as soon as we go down to the
Persephone I snuggle in the comfort and warmth feeling at peace. Peace? It wasn't normal to feel peace if you were being tortured. I wake up with a start and relief hits me so hard that I close my eyes again. I was in my room and on my bed wrapped in the covers. "Daughter?" I look at the end of the bed and find Dad, her expression denoting all the tiredness she was feeling "How are you?" I sit up slowly trying to prevent a grimace of pain and a moan from escaping, she had eased up a lot and was finally able to breathe in harmony, the torturous hell is finally over. “A lot better than it was in the hands of those bastards.” Dad closes his eyes and seems to be going through his own personal hell, but nothing that happened is his fault. There are no culprits in this story, just Henric with his unreasonable madness. My madness can be compared a little with his, the difference is that I would never kidnap Cosmo to submit him to my will. “It's okay, it's over dad.” I drag mysel
Persephone The commotion wakes me up sharply. I open my eyes with effort and find myself inside a moving car and the previous conversation quickly comes back to my mind. Take off! Cum! I can't leave my family. I can't leave Cosmo! My father's incarnation is sitting next to Henric while the bastard drives calmly with a cigarette between his lips. “I have a feeling this bitch is going to be a lot of work. Axel Devenuto's main mistake was giving the girl too much freedom and placing her as his successor in charge." A painful death awaits this asshole, I'll love ripping his guts out with my own hands, it may not be today or tomorrow, but it's already predestined to happen. When I try to move I realize that my wrists and ankles are loose, but I'm in so much pain I don't know if I can handle two men, it feels like my body was sliced up and passed through a grinder right away, I've never felt so helpless. . “You really are retarded, you don't even speak well,” Henric mocks and