My head is pounding this morning. How much did I drink last night! Never mind that. What did I do! Please don’t tell I was on the table with Sammy! Fuck I was. No wonder this one is smiling so much.
Becca ~”What are you smiling about?”
Josh ~”Just admiring the view.&rd
We sitting in Sammy's room still trying to makes sense of everything that has just happened. Everything is out about the baby and about Johno. Everyone is between a mixture of angry, relief and pain.For what has been almost a year me and Sammy are single again. Sammy hates whom use to be hers and whom use to be mine hates me.Becca ~”What now
We have just agreed that we will take over the new jointly merged family business. It will be in the city where we both want to live. This is so exciting, we cannot wait. But now we going out to celebrate. We are going to Dynasti. Sammy ~”Becca what do I wear? How fancy is the dress code?”
This is the third morning I am waking up with a hangover. At this rate I might as well not stop drinking. I can’t remember coming home though. This is my bed, this is my clothes. Where is Sammy?I head downstairs where I find Sammy and Eric.Becca ~”Hey Sammy.”
Sammy ~”Becca! Becca come down here!”Oh my god what is she on about so early in the morning. It's Eric's fault, since she has been seeing him, she has got way too much energy.Becca ~”Sammy this better be good!&rdqu
Josh is taking me home, to his home. Right now I don’t feel like arguing so I let him. I don’t want to go through this again. Our relationship is so complicated, it makes my head spin.I don’t know what he wants anymore and I doubt he knows what I do. We spend more time apart than together. It can’t be healthy, it is just not right.We stop in front of his building.
We meeting with Dads today. We are going to look at the new building then lunch afterwards. We have decided to go with the name that Josh has suggested for us. Everything is happening so fast now.I have a great plan for me and Josh today. I decide to phone him.Becca ~”Morning.”Josh ~”So formal, what you up to?”Becca ~”Nothing.”Josh ~”Out with it Becca.”Becca ~”Okay I am up to something.”Josh ~”Don't tell me, you have a wonderful plan?”Becca ~”In fact I do.”Josh ~”Am I going to regret this?”Becca ~”No, well it depends.”
Josh just pulled me into his office. Not only to satisfy his sexual needs but he also had a burning question on his lips.Becca ~”What is going on with Josh’s Dad?”Becca Dad ~”Sit down pumpkin.”
Josh ~”Becca.”Becca ~”Josh.”Josh ~”Dance with me like that.”