Chapter 2: Blackout

Morgana

“Michael!” I screamed in tears, he turned and looked at me, but the next thing he did shocked me

He sighed and continue what he was doing like I was invisible and did not matter at all.

I left the room and closed the door as I sat down in front of Michael’s apartment, I was heartbroken, devastated but most of all I feel so betrayed, I sat in front of his apartment in tears waiting and hoping that maybe he would come out and tell me that all of this is a lie and that he didn't mean to cheat on me, I don't care I just want him to tell me that all of this is a dream and he loved only me and no one else, I just want my Michael to come back to me, I don't know what I would do without him, he's the only one I have in the surface of this earth I just want him to come back to me and that's all,

I waited for a long time but the door didn't open and Michael didn't call me on the phone either. Is this the end? No, it's not…this cannot be, My Michael cannot leave me after we’ve been together for five years, he can't do this to me, he said he loved me and he cares for me, he can't hurt me this way, my Michael cannot.

I was shaking my head in denial, I was traumatized and heartbroken, no…no..I cannot accept this, I can not cope with the fact that my Michael no longer wants me, maybe he's drunk or something I need to check on him again.

I stood up immediately and rushed back to his door, I started knocking and banging on the door

“Michael, please open up it's me”

“Michael please it's me Morgana please open up!” 

“Michael please at least tell me what I’ve done, tell me all of this is a lie and I was just dreaming, open up baby I promise to believe!” I yelled crying and wailing in tears

The door suddenly open, my Michael was shirtless with a lady just in a towel hugging Michael’s waist, tears rolled down my cheeks seeing the view before me,

“Please Michael what's going on, I don't understand anymore” 

“It's simple Morgana, I’ve been made the CEO of my father’s company and I discovered that you're not my kind of woman, you can't even speak good English, how can I take you out in public or show you to my business partners, I need a woman of my own standard and caliber and Evan here is exactly the type of woman I want,” He said and the strange lady placed a kiss on his cheeks

“But Michael this is not what you promised me, we planned to get married remember? You promise to never leave me, you said you love me Michaels please baby come back to your senses!” I cried stomping my feet on the ground in confusion, 

“Accept the truth Morgana we are no longer together, I can't even stand your gutter smell anymore, your sight irritates me so much, you're just an option I used in blowing off the steam. and having fun, now you're useless to me so get lost” He said even without thinking about the hurtful words he said to me, 

I felt like a sharp knife was pierce into my heart, I’ve never been insulated so badly in my entire life, I watched as Michael slammed the door in front of me, I pinched myself to make sure I wasn't dreaming and that's when it came crashing down on me, this is reality, I staggered on my step as heavy thunder stroke followed by mighty wind,

It's so fucking dark and it's going to rain, I dragged my lazy legs out of Michael’s mansion, I was broken so much that I was not even watching where I was going, all I know was that I was walking, the mighty rain began to pour down, I didn't even bother to find a shade, I continue walking gingerly on the lonely road,

I was mentally tired, I feel like dying, life no longer holds any meaning for me, the only person who breathes life into my life has left me and just like five years ago I’m alone again in this lonely world with no one to turn to. I kept on chanting these words to myself

He said he was going to marry me

He told me I was the only one he loved,

He said I will be the mother of his kids,

All of those were lies, he was nothing but a liar, I was just a toy to him, a toy he would play with and toast aside whenever he wanted to, all because I was poor and have nobody to speak for me, he broke me, he killed me, he destroyed me 

“Piiiiiiiiii…….!”

A flashlight of a speeding car and the honking sound of the speeding car was the last thing I heard before I blackout