Marcus
He lowers me into the bed; tongue still stuck down my throat. I don't know what happened to our towels because his hot naked body is draped over my very naked body. He moves the kiss from my mouth to the hollow in my neck and peppers my chest with kisses. He licks at my nipples which are now as hard as pebbles. He bites, and I cry out in pain, but he soothes it with his tongue, and I can't decide if I like it or hate it, but my leaking cock decides for me. He moves his ministration to my taut stomach, and before I can adjust to that, his hot mouth engulfs my cock, and my back arches. I make a strangled sound as my balls tighten. I know I am seconds away from coming "please…I am about to come...” I cry out. Instead of slowing down, he renews his effort with vigor, and suddenly, my vision goes white as I come so hard. I feel like I have an out-of-body experience, and I can't even bring myself to feel ashamed at how fast he got me off. I come to, slowly to Simon shushing me and caressing my hair. "Are you back with the living? For a moment there, I thought you had totally blacked out.” "That was amazing," I slur, with a dopey smile I couldn't get rid of even if I tried, "I am not done yet," he says with a glint in his eyes.
He opens the side table, and after slightly fumbling, he pulls out a bottle of lube and a packet of condoms, and I shiver in anticipation. He kisses me briefly before moving between my legs. I hold my breath as he blows at my spent cock, and it tries valiantly to come back to life. He kisses my thigh, and tingles of pleasure run through me. He flips me over and puts me on my knees with my ass in the air. I should be embarrassed or ashamed to be this exposed, but I shiver in anticipation. I wait for the cold touch of lube but instead, a searing hot tongue touches my hole, and the shock and pleasure almost make me fall off the bed. He holds me firmly and moves me to a more comfortable position. He holds me firmly and then proceeds to eat me out till I am a blubbering mess begging for anything and everything. My cock is so hard it's leaking hard. When I can't literally take it anymore, he gives me a small reprieve.
Soon, his tongue is replaced by a lubed finger; it feels strange but in a good way; before I can fully adjust, he removes the finger, and soon it is replaced by two fingers. It feels incredibly full, and my erection flag a little. He adds more lube and starts thrusting slowly. I relax until he touches something and incredible pleasure goes through me. "what the fuck was that? I ask breathlessly with glassy eyes "that was your pleasure spot…you know your prostate," he tells me with a smirk. "Please do whatever that was again, please, "I begged desperately. "My pleasure, baby," he says as he renews his fingering. I thrust my hips in time with him feeling desperate for more. He somehow understands what i wants because he removes the fingers, and soon, I have three fingers scissoring me, and the pressure is too much. "Please fuck me now, Simon, please, I can't wait anymore. "Shhhhhh, I will take care of you, "he says as he removes his fingers, and I can't help but whimper with need. He lines his cock to my needy hole, but I stop him because I need to see his face when he finally buries himself deep inside me. He immediately stops, concern etched on his face "what is it? Did I hurt you?" he asks, leaning to cradle my face. I lean into the touch "no, I don't think you would hurt me. I just want to see you when you…You know..." I stop and bury my blushing face in his neck; he chuckles and kisses me. "Any way you want me is fine, baby, though on your knees would have been easier for your first time" he arranges me to face him and puts my legs up to his shoulders. He lines his cock near my hole, and a flash of anxiety runs through me. He looks at me questioningly. I nod, and he goes back to penetrating my fluttering hole. He eases in so slowly "breathe in love and push out against the pressure' he tells me. I try to follow his instructions, but the feeling of being full is overwhelming; there is little pain, though, and I am glad it's not as bad as I thought it would be. He bottoms out, and we both exhale with relief.
He pauses to give me a moment to adjust. I feel so stretched but also a pull to feel more. I can feel the pleasure beyond reach, and I start squirming. He chuckles and then starts moving slowly. It starts uncomfortable but soon it turns into pleasure, and I want him to move faster and harder. I move my hips to encourage him, and soon, he gets the hints. He moves faster, and soon, he is pounding me so hard the bed is banging the headboard. I can feel my orgasm again as he repeatedly hits that magical spot. He slows the pace a bit, takes my weeping cock in hand, and then resumes the punishing pace, giving my cock the much-needed friction to get me over the edge. I come with a scream, and I can vaguely hear him come with a bellow, and warmth flood my hole through the thin latex. He collapses on top of me, and I hold on to him with everything in me as tears of gratitude and healing sting my eyes. "Shhhhhh, I got you, baby. I promised I would take care of you always”, he says, and for the first time I feel like, I have finally found my safe space.
The next morning I wake up to the smell of bacon and coffee. For a minute, I am confused; it’s been a while since I woke in an actual bed. I lie there for a few minutes, just enjoying the feeling of warmth and safety. Memories of last night flood my mind. I am torn between squirming with joy for what happened and dying of mortification for the condition he had found me in. Him, my knight in shining armor. There must be a guardian angel somewhere rooting for me who sent him my way. I experienced so much yesterday that I don’t even know how to process it. I hear footsteps, and I panic a little; maybe he is here to throw me out. Technically I had no business being here even though last night was epic, and I wouldn’t mind experiencing more of it. I pull the covers and cover my face when he opens the door. “Marcus, are you awake? I made breakfast.”
I slowly uncover my face and peek at him. He sits on the bed and uncovers me some more. “Are you ok, M? I nod and then blush because I am naked, and for some reason, I feel shy having him see me naked even though he had worshipped every part of my body last night. “Can…I do….you….have a robe I can borrow?” I manage to mumble. He smiles at me, goes into the closet, and brings me a fluffy robe. “Get dressed and find me in the kitchen,” he orders, then leaves me to it. I put it on quickly, and it covers me fully as he is bigger than me. I find him in the kitchen, and there is already a plate set aside for me, heaped with bacon, pancakes, and fruit. My stomach growls and I feel ashamed. It’s been a while since I had pancakes, bacon, or breakfast, for that matter. “Go on, have a bite am a pretty decent cook,” he says with a wink. It takes a lot of self-control to not wolf down my food. “Your clothes are in the washer, but you can borrow some of mine while we figure out your next move.” I nod and continue eating, I am afraid he will ask what my plan is, and I don’t have one. I had not planned on being alive this morning, so yeah there is that.
I finish my meal, take my plate to the sink, and rinse it before putting it in the dishwasher. He is still eating his breakfast, so I sit back in my seat and wait with bated breath for the marching orders that I know are coming. I really have no business being in his house, best sex ever aside. “Thank you for breakfast. I will leave as soon as I have my clothes back,” I say with my eyes lowered I didn’t want to see the relief on his face of getting rid of me. “Hey, look at me,” he says, touching my chin, I look up and find his concerned gaze. “I don’t want you to leave, ok? You will stay here until we have a plan. Please stay” his eyes plead with me to say yes, and I find myself nodding.
Simon I don't know what I am doing, but I hope to God I made the right decision by asking Marcus to stay with me. I couldn't, with a clear conscience, send him on his way while he was still messed up. He looks much better today, but I know he still has demons he needs to deal with before he can even begin to be ok. Last night was scary. I keep imagining what could have happened if I hadn't happened to go for a walk across that bridge. I shudder as I remember the lost look on his face as he tried to take that leap into nothingness. I am going to have nightmares about that for a long while. I had held on to him instinctively, and when I had looked at those huge liquid sad brown eyes, I had felt a fierce need to protect him. He reminded me of another boy that had lost the battle to despair; I had not been there to save him, but I could save Marcus; I just hoped he would let me. Yesterday had been surreal; saving him from certain death left me unsettled, but what happened afterwar
Marcus I wake up disoriented. It takes me a minute to remember where I was, and I have a moment of panic when I don't see Simon; then I remember he is probably in the office. I stretch and check the time on my broken phone. It's almost 4pm. I have slept half the afternoon away. How embarrassing I should be making plans for my future, and here I was sleeping. I palm my face and feel shame wash over me. I can feel the panic start to rise again. This has been surreal, and I don't want Simon to think I was out to use him. I decide to go find him and apologize. Hopefully, he will see I am serious about putting my life together. I can hear him on the phone as I get closer to his office, and it gets quiet when I reach the door. I hesitate before I knock and take a deep breath when he asks me to come in. I open the door slowly and find him looking hella sexy in his glasses. I feel my face heat up as he looks up at me. "Had a nice nap? he asks "yes..., I mean no, sorry... I'm sorry I slept.
Simon It's been a hectic day. Nothing is as exhausting as a customer who won't make up their mind and panic at the slightest change. I feel like I have been putting out fires since I got into the office. David had also not been very helpful. David is my business partner, and an ex turned into a close friend. Now I regret telling him about Marcus because that's all he seemed interested in discussing despite the crisis with our client. He has hounded me for details of that night and asked questions I have no idea how to answer, like why he was still living with me? Were we dating? Did I want to have sex with him again? But I don't know how to answer him because I also don't know. Marcus was confusing me. He has wormed his way into my being, and If I was being honest, I didn't want him to leave. I want something from him, but Iam not exactly sure exactly what, which is why I dint want to pursue anything until I was sure. Yesterday holding him as we watched TV was everything. It's b
Marcus As I prepared for bed, I could not help but replay how the evening had gone. Our daily cuddles were the best, and I really look forward to them. The kind contact healed something profound in me, and while the closeness made my body heat up, the companionship part and the care were what I looked forward to the most. I loved his reaction to what he called the “make-over,” making him happy fed a deep need in me. I smile when I remember his Sheldon dig; I am not offended at all because he is my favorite character! The next morning i am up again before him, which means I get another opportunity to make him breakfast. I chop up some vegetables, and soon I have coffee and a mushroom and spinach omelet plus toast by the time he makes an appearance. While I enjoy the view of him in a suit and he is truly magnificent, it only means that he is spending another day at the office and I will be left alone in the house. I am disappointed though I try not to show it. “You are just in ti
Simon I think my brain has short-circuited because I was kissing Marcus back. His kiss caught me off guard, but I would be lying if I didn't say I had been longing for it. The kiss ignites a fire deep within, and I can feel him get consumed by it as well. I let go, and soon we are grinding against each other, and I just want to rip off his clothes so I can touch the hot skin under me. He seems to have the same idea because his hand is under my shirt, trying and failing to open the buttons. He moans in frustration and desire, and soon my buttons fly everywhere when he rps it in half. This jolts me back to my senses, and I stop. He opens his eyes, eyeing me questioningly. I move away from the couch and try to catch my breath. His questioning gaze has now turned into vulnerability, and I can see him shrinking into himself. Shit, he thinks I am rejecting him because I don't want him. I move back to the couch, pull him into my lap, and kiss him softly. "I want you so bad, M, but no
Marcus I was on a permanent high. Life was great. I have finally found my place, and I couldn’t be happier. We settled on a routine we would wake up with someone giving someone a blow job, shower together, then I would made breakfast while Simon got ready either for the office in town or the house office. We had breakfast together and, if he was working from home, lunch as well. Dinner is always in front of the Tv as we watch a show together. We had finished BBT, and now we were watching Young Sheldon, and yes, we are obsessed with the show. We cuddled and made out before heading to bed for more of the same. We hadn’t had penetrative sex yet, but we had done everything else, and it’s been great. It’s been blissful, and that’s why David caught me off guard. On Thursday, Simon had announced that he was bringing his closest friend for dinner. This made me nervous and excited at the same time. I had yet to meet any of his friends, not that he seemed to have many, I figured this mea
Marcus Our weekend was subdued; on Saturday and Sunday we had a late breakfast, and Simon went to his office until late. I went to bed early, pleading with a headache one night and fatigue the next, but the truth was I was still reeling from what David had said. I was trying to figure out what everything he had said meant, and it was eating at me. I knew he was douche and that he was probably lying, but I somehow knew there was some truth to some of his rantings; I just needed to figure out which. My insecurities had come back full force, and I struggled to put that genie back in the box. Why would a man like Simon want someone as broken as me? He must be doing it out of pity, right? I wasn't as educated as David or handsome, and that was his ex! How long would it take before he booted me out too? Simon tried to ask me what was wrong, but how could I explain what was going on in my head? How could I tell him that the darkness I try to keep at bay is hovering closer than ever?
Simon I was in a good mood today. Finally, the dark mood that had engulfed Marcus seems to have lifted and it was such a relief to know that he was getting better. I really hope he agrees to see a therapist so I can finally breath. Although it was a packed day at the office, I did my job with a smile and counting down to the time I will get home. Today we were going to order a pizza and start our Marvel marathon cannot wait to introduce the avengers to him. Yes, I know it is silly to get so excited about super hero movies but it is something I have loved since I was a child. It is a love I shared with my childhood friend and my first boyfriend Sami. The thought of Sami makes me sad and I try to shake the feeling away. I work through lunch because I really need to finish all the paper work before I can go home to Marcus. When I finally shut down the computer its late afternoon and I really need to rush if I am to make it before rush hour. I stop by David’s office to let him know I had