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Keeping my sanity
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2022-03-26 01:50:31The thought that Draven had been lying to me from the beginning drilled into my mind, making my teeth grit. I didn't think I could handle another betrayal without losing my mind. I'd had enough of things falling apart in my life. It would have been so much easier if I were living in a human world. When the human guy wants you in his bed, he doesn't play the destiny card to put pressure on you. Draven did everything he could to make me feel guilty for not choosing him. He made sure that I would always feel that if I chose Sariel, I would go against the higher power and become cursed. The feeling he planted in my heart had been haunting me, spreading through my body like poison. But if I wasn't his mate, then why did he lie? Why would he be so desperate to make me his Luna? I refused to believe that I had a certain value that could help him become king. He could have claimed the throne all by himself. Besides, if I wasn't his mate, then who was it? Was it Jetta? Was it the real reason
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