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Bölüm 78: What Is This Called…love?
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2024-10-29 19:42:56× Trix ×
“Has the Luna eaten?” I ask, trying to keep my voice even. The maid before me hesitates, her eyes flickering toward me, before she shakes her head.
I'm standing in the hallway, trying not to look out of place as I talk to one of Dixie's maids. She keeps her head down, respectful, as if she knows there's tension in the air, which, fair enough, there is.
“She won’t come out of her room, Alpha. Refused everything we brought up,” she murmurs.
I nod, even though inside, it feels like someone’s twisting a knife.
It shouldn't be bothering me this much. It really shouldn’t. I tell the maid to send up the food anyway.
Maybe she'll get hungry enough and eat something later.
“Just leave it by her door,” I add.
She bows and leaves, and I'm left
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