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Bölüm 131: I’m Questioning Everything
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2024-12-12 04:30:05× Trix ×
The papers in front of me become blur as my mind drifts back to last night. My fingers hover over the documents, the pen so close to them, but I can’t focus. I can't even remember what I was supposed to sign. The weight of everything just presses down, but there’s something else ,something that keeps pulling my attention away from these endless forms, these demands.
I exhale loudly, setting the pen down with a soft clink against the surface of my desk. My gaze drifts toward the window, but all I can see is the image of her ,Dixie. Her face, her voice, the way she looked at me, how she felt against me. The kiss. That damn kiss that won’t leave my mind. It haunts me. It’s like a memory I can’t shake, and no matter how many times I try to refocus, it lingers, just out of rea
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