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Bölüm 134: A Ghost Of “What Ifs”
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2024-12-13 04:30:03× Dixie ×
I want to scream at them to shut up. To tell them to mind their own business. But my throat is dry, the words stuck somewhere between my chest and my mouth. Every time I try to speak, another voice comes at me, sharper than the last.
“Who does she think she is, standing there like that?” one of them says, sneering. “Not even from this pack. And now look at her, parading around like she belongs here.”
I clench my fists, feeling my nails bite into my palms. It’s like their words are cutting through me, slashing at every part of me they can get to.
They don’t know me. They don’t know anything about me. They don’t k
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