Thats who he is, I look up at him again and when I see him he is still looking at me with intense eyes and that smirk on his face, before I know Xavier grabs onto me from behind and pushes me againist his chest, I'm surprised by the action so I just stand there doing nothing. Alpha Stephen looks at
Diary of Anna Xavier yells out her name every single night. I'm losing him I know I am. If I'm being honest I have been losing him for awhile now. Athena he yells out every night and say's I'm sorry. He yells out that it was a mistake, he didn't mean it, and that he loves her. I get so angry Why?
Xavier POV:I’m sitting in the office trying to do some paper work, but I cant get my mind off of Athena. My mind has always been on her but lately its non stop since that kiss. When Anna was alive my mind was on her, but at least I could get work done, the pack always came first, you could say ever
I growl out louder “Do not touch her"Stephen wanting to keep egging me on says "Why are you so protective of her Xavier, she's not your mate, and from what I can see she's unmated""I said DO.NOT.TOUCH.HER" I put as much power as I can in this growl. Everyone around us pulls back, but the bastard j
Diary of AnnaI'm losing him i know I am I can feel him slipping through my fingers. This can't be happening he is supposed to be with me!!!!!! I know he is still searching for her, after I told him a number of times to stop, my stupid promises aren't even working on him anymore. He’s a major part o
What am I supposed to wear I say to myself while looking for something to wear tonight, I look through my closet and through all the clothes I have out onto my bed not liking anything at all.I huff out and face plant onto my bed grumbling. I am 25 years old dammit it shouldn't be this hard to get r
I just nodded how could I forget FlashbackAthena 15 years old, Xavier 17 years oldI'm sitting on the beach waiting for Xavier to come, we don't hang out as often since he has been going out with my sister Anna. I miss him so much and every time I see them together something inside me breaks I ju
Sometimes we are blind becuase we want to believe something so bad that they will do anything for it to be true. You loved Anna he flinched when I said that and went to speak but before he could say anything I continued " you were blinded by her love that you couldn't see me, but Xavier I always saw
Diary of Anna “When are you going to tell him.” He growls out. “I can’t right now, you know that.” I whisper out but in reality, I just don’t have the courage to do it. I still believe he is mine and I don’t want to lose him, even though I already feel him slipping through my fingers. “I’m tired
I can’t get over his kisses, his kisses are like the storm that is surrounding us. Inhibited. He kisses me like he can’t get close enough to me, if he takes a breath he will die, if he stops kissing me, I will disappear. I know I feel the same way, I feel if I stop kissing me this will be over with
I grab a hold of Athena hair tighter. I devour her lips; I want to climb myself into her body and attach myself to her soul. How can she possibly think that I think of Anna still, when all I can think about is her. When all I thought about ever was her. I hear thunder, and I remember that is one of
“I would like to know what is going on here” Xavier growls out. I’m still looking at him in shock, how did he know I was here, then I think of course he knew I would be, because I’m always here when I need to think. Before I could say anything, I hear Stephen snort and shake his head, and looks at
Diary of Anna,Alpha Stephen, he warned me and his brother that if I don’t tell Xavier the truth, he will. He thinks what me and his brother are doing is cruel, but he doesn’t get it. I worked to hard to get the life I have now, I lied and hurt the people I love to get to where I am. He doesn’t unde
The next couple of days there is a weird tension between Xavier and me. I’m avoiding him, when he comes into a room I walk out. I know my family can feel it also but they don’t say anything. Ever since the moment we had in Xavier office, I can’t seem to face him. It’s that I don’t crave him because
I continue to stare at the door with tears streaming down my face. He just walked away after he said those words to me again, he’s said the, before but that was out of anger, I felt like I forced the, out of him like he did not have another option because he was my mate. This time I wanted him to s
A couple of weeks later:“Athena what’s wrong?” Xavier comes in storming into my bedroom well more like our bedroom since he’s been staying with me every night since that night we were together during my heat. He looks crouches down next to me on the bed while I’m sobbing, he’s looking over me fran
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up