2 months later (Unedited)"Hey mama, its me again I hope you can hear me, you need to wake up. We need you mama, I need you" I say while my voice craks at the end of it.I climb onto her bed and lay next to her while tears silently run down my checks. It's been two months since the rogue attack. Sin
I smile at him and say "I understand"We both stay in my mama's room just thinking to our selves and I can't get past the look on Xavier's face when he saw me and Paul, the look of a shattered man.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Xavier POVThese last two months have been a whirlwind, with Monica still being in hospital there has been a shadow casting over Athena family. We have all been in and out of the hospital, waiting for her to wake up. Monica has always been there for me she’s like a second mother. She helped raise I
I'm still sitting next to my mama, eventhough Paul left a little while ago to help with the pack house. I sat there thinking about everything that's been happening around me. From Xavier to Anna, my family, Paul, my papa, since he broke down in my arms the day my mother was attacked we haven't spoke
"eight"I nodded and left the room, wondering why Xavier wanted me at this pack meeting when I am not part of the pack anymore.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------My hands are shaking walking toward
Xavier POV I look towards where Athena ran. I knew she would run , I didn’t expect her to stay with me but it still hurt something with in that she ran. “You fucking asshole”. I hear before a fist is rammed into my face again, making me step backwards. I touch my lip and we blood there, but up it
I ran and ran. I ran past the beach and into the Forrest, tears running heavily down my checks. I don’t know how long I have been running for all I know is that I can’t stop. He has no right, goddammit why did he do this to me ? All of a sudden I hear loud footsteps in behind me, I look behind me qu
"Tell me Xavier" I said standing firm "I can't I promised I can't""Tell me goddammit I deserve to know""I can't" he roared out"Stop being a selfish son of a bitch and a coward and fucking tell me" I roared back out "No"" Tell me" He stayed quiet and kept pacing " tell me" I kept pushing him
Diary of Anna “When are you going to tell him.” He growls out. “I can’t right now, you know that.” I whisper out but in reality, I just don’t have the courage to do it. I still believe he is mine and I don’t want to lose him, even though I already feel him slipping through my fingers. “I’m tired
I can’t get over his kisses, his kisses are like the storm that is surrounding us. Inhibited. He kisses me like he can’t get close enough to me, if he takes a breath he will die, if he stops kissing me, I will disappear. I know I feel the same way, I feel if I stop kissing me this will be over with
I grab a hold of Athena hair tighter. I devour her lips; I want to climb myself into her body and attach myself to her soul. How can she possibly think that I think of Anna still, when all I can think about is her. When all I thought about ever was her. I hear thunder, and I remember that is one of
“I would like to know what is going on here” Xavier growls out. I’m still looking at him in shock, how did he know I was here, then I think of course he knew I would be, because I’m always here when I need to think. Before I could say anything, I hear Stephen snort and shake his head, and looks at
Diary of Anna,Alpha Stephen, he warned me and his brother that if I don’t tell Xavier the truth, he will. He thinks what me and his brother are doing is cruel, but he doesn’t get it. I worked to hard to get the life I have now, I lied and hurt the people I love to get to where I am. He doesn’t unde
The next couple of days there is a weird tension between Xavier and me. I’m avoiding him, when he comes into a room I walk out. I know my family can feel it also but they don’t say anything. Ever since the moment we had in Xavier office, I can’t seem to face him. It’s that I don’t crave him because
I continue to stare at the door with tears streaming down my face. He just walked away after he said those words to me again, he’s said the, before but that was out of anger, I felt like I forced the, out of him like he did not have another option because he was my mate. This time I wanted him to s
A couple of weeks later:“Athena what’s wrong?” Xavier comes in storming into my bedroom well more like our bedroom since he’s been staying with me every night since that night we were together during my heat. He looks crouches down next to me on the bed while I’m sobbing, he’s looking over me fran
Diary of Anna I got a phone call today. I thought it was him since it was on the phone that I keep hidden just for his phone calls. I walk to the back patio just so someone won’t hear the conversation. He knows not to call me during this time so it must be something urgent, but when I go to pick up