Lily: "I will not pick him over you, just trust me, it's all for the rejection." I don't know if these words were for Adrian or myself. I know what I wanted and it's Adrian but for us to want the same thing, I need to prove to my wolf that my choice was right. For the first time, Adrian bore his pain to me, he cried in my hand like he was a baby. We both cried together tomorrow was another day full of uncertainty for us, it was just like the first time that I found out about my blood that blood that is a curse and blessing to me. "How long will you stay?" He asked, I have no idea but I know he wanted an answer from me, I wanted to tell him, one day but I don't know how long it will take for me to heal his mother. "Four days," I said and he looked at me. "What if he doesn't give you then?""Then I will leave and return to you, I could always mind link brother to tell him about everything going on, I don't need a phone and I could always keep our secret through that." Adrian paused,
Adrian: I didn't know how to feel as I stood at the door of Lily, watching her pack her things to leave for Rayvan's Pack. These past few days, I haven't been sleeping, I have been practically drowning my soul with alcohol but last night when I heard the news that Lily had decided to go to the pack of Rayvan, my life seemed to be shattered and all close wounds had been reopen leaving me more broken than I was when she first found her mate. I pleaded with my alpha to let me spend the night at Alpha Zeus' pack I have been more of a beta to Zeus than to my Alpha, I have been practically spending my days and early hours of the night here at Forest Pack. He didn't argue or deprive me of coming here. I told him it would be the last time, I would ask that from him and he said I could ask even a thousand times. I spent the night here and Lily. I stayed up all night, talking about different things Jena was a perfect friend, although she had her issues, she set aside her pain and called us
Lily: I get out of the car, and even though I know the border is still like five minutes ahead, I tell Adrian, I want to wash his scent away from me that's the reason I want to go down from there. But that is not true, I didn't want his scent off me, I always wanted that scent to linger on me and I have even taken along his wears so I could still have his scent around me. I just wanted to run down to ease my stress, driving in the same car with Adrian to the border will make me change my mind and I don't want that. I want to do this, for myself, for my wolf, for Adrian, for the three of us. The sun was already hanging low in the sky, casting long shadows across the pack’s pack border, brother was there already with gamma Grayson, beta Caleb, and some warriors, while Rayvan was standing in front of the gate, I saw Brother didn't let him step foot into the pack. Though the gate was open he was on a neutral ground. Rayvan's presence alone seemed to darken the atmosphere, tension emi
Lily: I found my legs moving unexpectedly, I knew this was all a new phrase for me and my wolf, I waved goodbye to Zeus and my uncle as my eyes wandered to the far left where Adrian's car was parked, I wanted to see him one last time, I wanted to draw strength from him, but I know I shouldn't be doing this, I should stop already, seeing him will makes me change my mind, and I don't want that, I don't want to end up running back to him, I needed to do this and I want to end this madness all and for once. I don't know what the future holds for me but I am hoping it will get better and my dreams of being with Adrian will come true, I hope he waits for me. I murmured to myself, 'Please wait for me, Adrian wait for me.' I sat in the car, and he told me to sit at the back, while he drove, I didn't know the reason he said that but I didn't bother, I didn't want to sit near him because I didn't want any contact with him but my wolf didn't like the distance, she whimpered in my head but I p
Lily: The afternoon just passed by like a blink, coming here, I had no plans, on how to behave here or escape if ever there is a need. All that was in my head was to come here give my blood to his mother or whoever I should give my blood to, get the rejection, and get out of here. I was staring through the window when I was done packing my stuff, I didn't have much luggage, since I knew I wouldn't be staying there for long but most of my things were gone, my small phone that Zeus gave to me was no longer in it but I didn't bother because by the weekend, I will be gone from here and my wolf and I must have forgotten about Rayvan and his wolf. I watched the warriors training at the training ground, the training ground was opposite the window of the room that the gamma had shown me, he told me his name but I didn't remember the name he gave me. When the sun was going down and the warriors were retiring one after the other, the fewer the people in the field the less fun I got from wat
Lily: "I am sorry." I snapped my head up looking at Landon, I wondered what he was apologizing for. Although I had dated Rayvan for years, I have barely had a conversation with his beta, it's always from afar that we greet each other but I heard he is a good man and the omega talked highly of him. "What are you apologizing for? You did nothing." I said before he ruffled his hair. "For my alpha behavior, he could be hot-headed but he is not a total monster."Oh yeah, he knows Rayvan was a monster. "Why do you put up with him when you know he is a monster?""You should give him time, this whole mate thing is all new to him, a little time and maybe... Just maybe..."I interrupted him, "he could Change and start treating me right?" I asked looking at him, he pinned his lips together, "Did you remember me?" I asked, and he nodded. "At first I didn't remember you but when Rayvan said his fated mate's name was Lily, I asked if it was the same girl that he had dated years ago and he said
Lily: "You know what I want." He said pulling me to himself, my hands went to his chest not wanting to get pressed to his chest. "I don't know what you want let go of me," I murmured wanting to push him away before his lips fell on my skin and my body jolted as the sweet sensation spread across my body and my core tingles, longing for his touch as his lips dance on my neck, he nibbled on it. Goosebumps spread across my skin, and I bite my lower lips, I am not going to give him that satisfaction that his closeness was affecting me. 'push him off,' Ray said in disgust, she was already hating Rayvan. 'you can't let him have you, we can't hurt Adrian.' she reminded me, I pushed him off me, but we were still at hand length and my back was pressed against the wall. "What do you want?" I asked trying to fight my way from his grip. "Relax, little pumpkin, stop acting like you don't enjoy my touch.""I don't, your kisses..." He smashed his lips against mine before I could even complete my
Lily: The night seem to be the longest for me, with pain and my crying tummy begging to be fed, I didn't have much energy because the alpha wasn't friendly to me, he had fuck someone all night till I passed out but Selma was kind enough to stay beside me helping me with the heat all night, how I managed to stay without looking for someone to help me stop the torment he was giving me was one thing only the goddess could know, I was still battling with my bruise wrist and heart when I heard an uproar from outside my door, I had locked it all through the night and early hours of the morning when Selma left. I pulled the door only to see Selma, with a dagger pressed to her neck. "Selma..." I wanted to rush to him when Selma shook her head telling me to go back inside but it was too late, I am out and there was no way I could stay there and watch him hurt Selma. "What do you want with her Rayvan?""Nothing, just want you to open the door,""Now you got me, let her go," I said walking ou
Six months after the marking.Adrian: My eyes scared the Pack infirmary, where Lily now works, using her blood to cure our sick pack members, although she was still pregnant, she was giving little doses of her blood to serve as medicine for our pack members. No one was forcing her to donate her blood, it was something she was willing to do, although so many times, I had asked her to stop doing that if it was going to affect the pup on her tummy, she would always say, If it would affect the pup, she will stop and that the pup is still healthy. It has been months since she started working at the infirmary and also pledged her loyalty to my Alpha, alpha Todd, and the pack. We didn't have a beta ceremony because she didn't want one but we had a party with a few of our friends. Many things have happened in the last six months, with her moving into the pack house, we find out, that she is carrying a male pup and also with the pack accepting her as their female beta and one of them. Th
Lily: "I love you Adrian, and I want to be yours," I said smiling at him. I felt his self-control crash, a rough growl escaping his lips. One of Adrian's large arms grabbed my bosom and giving it a hard squeeze, I let out a yelp of surprise, rolling my tits across his fingers. He thrust in and out of me. Increasing his pace. With our bodies slapping against each other and our moaning mixing with the sound of the morning bells. "Damn, my vixen mate..." I smiled liking the sound of the word mate, my second chance mate. "So fucking perfect."His fangs elongated, greasing my neck and Ray giggled in my head "Don't stop!! Mark me!!!" I growl as my fangs dug into his shoulder. His fangs sank into my neck. I let out a sharp cry of pain. Flattered myself on the bed. He increased his pace, and soon the pain turned into pleasure, as he licked every blood from my neck. His lips slammed against my lips."I love you, Lily." His voice was rough and I could still feel the guilt prickling at the b
Lily: "Can I taste you?" He asked his deep baritone voice came up and it turned me on, I could smell my arousal. "Of course,"At this point I wanted him, I wanted to taste him, just as he wanted to taste me, if he didn't see anything wrong with me kissing Rayvan then I wouldn't judge him on whatever he thought he had committed. I didn't know what was bothering him and I didn't want to know, all I wanted was my Adrian, no matter what sin, he thought he committed I couldn't care because I was not going to judge him. His lips smashed against mine, as he kissed me, "You taste sweet." He mouthed, "How do I taste like?"I asked and he shut his eyes. "Fine wine and beer."Wine and beer were not something I was expecting. "Are you sure it's me you are tasting or the alcohol in your system?" I tease him and he smiles. "No, it's you and your smell, you smell, is so fucking intoxicating and addictive, I think..." Ray threw herself forward making my thoughts scattered, and I became needy and
Lily: With everything going on around here for the past weeks, since I arrived the pack, it's disturbing. Although Adrian was fine now and had returned to his Pack and I hadn't heard anything about Rayvan all pack I could still feel something was off, Adrian had not taken any of my calls or returned them nor had he thought of visiting me. I know brother had his pains and didn't want to add to it and Caleb is all lost, I don't know the cost of his pain but I think he found out something about his mate. I still haven't told Adrian that we are expecting a pup, in these hard times, the only thing that has kept me going is the pup growing inside of me, and with my wolf fully back, despite all the pains and being kept in the dark about the male I love, I am happy that my wolf is here to talk me out of the sad times. Zeus hasn't let me get out of the Packhouse, he is still scared but today, he told me I could go to alpha Todd's pack, so I could talk to him. I arrived at the packhouse a
Lily: "Lily!!!" I heard someone scream my name but I didn't think it was Rayvan, I tried to fight off the warriors pulling back into the Packhouse, I didn't want to go back, but I was too weak to even move my legs, or my arms, I was bleeding nonstop and my wolf had already passed out because she was taking all the pains, from our rejection, the bleeding and all the bruises those vampires had given me. "Let her go." I heard a loud growl, my eyes watery, someone had come from me. "Who the fuck are you to tell me what to do?" The warriors growled and I could see the hood fall off the face of the fellow, it's Jena, I smiled ray of hope spread across my face. "Warrior princess..." The two warriors mouthed and the next thing, Jena had thrown two daggers at them, before they could act, they fell leaving me almost collapsing before a strong arm wrapped around me, I raised my head, Caleb was the one who just grabbed me as I fall to the ground. "Lily!" He called, I could see bruises on the
Rayvan: Giving her rejection wasn't part of my plans this night, I only wanted to torment her with those Vampires and see if her blood could still make them mad, but my beta seems to be having soft spot for her, and the fucker had to show up and rescue her like a knight and fuck, her blood scent was still as intoxicating as ever, the vampires desire her. If her blood is still as tasty and strong as before what is the reason she is not healing my mother fast, or probably we didn't get enough of her blood, I wanted to drill her till nothing was left in her blood vessels, but the physician doesn't think it's a good idea to take more of her blood, that it might affect the pup but who cares, I wanted that pup gone and what is the goddess thinking giving me a female that is pregnant with another man pup. My wolf and beta didn't like the way I treated her. My wolf and beta had always turned a blind eye to the things I did, even when they knew what I was doing was not correct but when it c
Lily:“Now go. Run!”With a final look at him, I turned and fled into the forest, my heart pounding as I ran as fast as my wounded body would allow. My shadows swallowed me, and the sound of snarling and fighting erupted behind me, I hadn't gone far when I heard another growl, my body flinched and I heard footsteps and a scent hit me. "Fuck..." I curse, Rayvan must have let an alpha command on his beta, probably leaving him immobile. "Lily!" Rayvan's voice growls in the forest. 'Lily, don't stop you can't stop, keep running, I could smell them, they are here to save us. ''who?' I asked Ray. 'I could see Zeus, uncle, and father but I guess the beta and his alpha are here.' A smile of relief spread across my chest, knowing that someone had come for me but I was bleeding badly and I had little or no strength left in me. But I know I had to keep running to the borders.'Don't give up, we will get out of here,' my wolf reassured me in my head. 'how? I don't know how I am going to ge
Zeus: I had no brother or friends, apart from my beta and gamma, and I needed someone to talk to when I received this letter and photo of Lily and Rayvan, I thought something was off, I needed someone to share my thoughts with and Todd just happened to be the fellow that I thought I could do that with. We were just talking in the office when his beta arrived, his eyes fell on the pictures scattered in front of me and his alpha and then the letter, I watched his tears drop before he walked out of the office. "I don't think the letter is from Lily, yes, the pictures are hers but the letter, I can't tell," I said immediately Adrian walked out. "Yeah, the female my mate and mate cousin talked about couldn't be too careless to break up with someone that she cares about just like that without having a good conversation with him.""Yeah; I still can't believe she will send a letter and pictures to me, and even shut her mind immediately she opened it, I think she wanted to send me a mind-
Adrian: My hands were trembling staring at the pictures on the desk, the alpha didn't tell me that alpha Zeus was coming to the pack that evening, he only asked me to come to his office to pick up some documents that I was supposed to fix last night but I couldn't do that. I was too shattered to think straight after watching Lily leave with that asshole of alpha, I wanted to go back there this morning but Alpha Todd told me not to go, and that if there was anything he would let me know. Even though I didn't go there, I was practically on the telephone all night, checking if Lily called or if Zeus heard anything from Lily. All my calls were answered by Caleb, his beta, for some reason, I couldn't be mad at the beta even though I knew he had feelings for my girl, we both were hurting, he was breaking for the woman he loved but couldn't love him back while I was hurting for the woman that loves me but I couldn't get. Just less than two days and I was already feeling dejected. I was l