I went out to the store holding all my newly bought idol merch. This is made me so fulfilled in my life, I'm glad my savings are enough.
And while I am happy carrying my stuff in my both arms. I made a misstep at the side road and stumbled. It sends the contents scattered on the floor. I tried to stand up but I feel a pain in my foot. Dang it, I broke my ankle...
Crawling and picking up some of the items, I hold someone's hand. It is shockingly so smooth and soft. Then I suddenly heard "gwaenchanheuseyo" in a nice deep voice then I looked up. I am so shocked like my soul just left me. It's him the actor I am simping for... Dohyung Kang, In front of me. In flesh. He was holding the CDs I bought. Probably those are the ones scattered far away. The worse of all is it's the adult CD that he was main at...
He was just staring at it and then looking at me. I cannot actually see him clearly because tears accumulated in my eyes. Argh, I don't want to cry but he knows now I am his hardcore fan.
There was an awkward silence and he just continued to pick up all my stuff and put it all in his bag.
'I'm sorry I have to put these all here, it seems that your bag is not useful anymore' ahhh he spoke in his glorious American accent. He probably assumed I am a tourist here. I forgot how good he is at English, but I also learned Hangul though. But I just stayed quiet wiping my tears.
'Hmmm my apartment is just nearby, it's much closer than the clinic. Also, my wife can cure your sprain since she is a doctor.'
'Ah, Sir please no need I can- ack' I can't accept more of his kindness especially since I am already so awkward for him. But the sprain is worse than it turned blue. After trying to stand up and see it, pain shoots directly into my brain.
He just shrug and lifted me up. He put me up for a piggyback. 'It's ok, there's no need to be ashamed off.' Then he smiled at me.
'Uhm sir you shouldn't be too kind to me though.' Like I already put rules to myself and my simping cause I really just want to distance myself and my idol. It's a silent rule cause I don't want them to feel awkward having fans.
'What are you saying? I would love to help, especially if it's a fan of mine. It's like giving back to you for all the support and inspiration you gave me.' what's with this heartfelt statement? I keep my heart beating faster and make myself comfortable at his back. He smelled so good.
He opened the door to his apartment. "I'm back." All the conversation started in Hangul but I understand it anyway.
"Oh honey, welcome back. Who's that?" I finally see his mystery wife. He never discloses her to the public. She was so pretty in her straight black hair. She probably also just came back from the kitchen with the apron she was wearing.
"Hi... I'm Sarah" That's all I can say.
"I saw her stumbled outside and sprained her ankle so bad."
"Well I am a doctor and my service is not free you know... " She stared at me. "...fine make her sit on the sofa."
"Hahaha thanks don't worry I'll pay you"
"Nah, also make sure she is not a fan of yours. You know your manager will be so mad if she gossips."
He makes me comfortable on the sofa. Then he winks and gestures "shhh" for me to quiet. "Yeah honey, she's just a normal tourist. Make yourself comfortable ok?"
I nodded and look around the apartment. It's small but neat. Also, it's so simple home just like my friend who also lives here.
Dohyung came back bringing an eco-bag for shopping. "I already put your things here. Be careful next time ok?"
"Thanks, I'm glad you are not awkward around me after seeing that..." I am gesturing about that adult drama that he saw.
"Ah well, it's natural for us to have hobbies and I really just want to entertain." He stood up and rubs my head. "I gotta admit I am awkward when I am making those. But I am just happy to make my fans satisfied at the end of the day."
I just stared at him. How can this person still be so pure despite I know the entertainment industry is so toxic? I can't stop myself to love him more.
"Hahaha, I'm sorry I just keep speaking what's inside my head." He scratches the back of his head, looking awkward.
His wife came in, holding a basin and some oils and medicinal herbs. Then sits Infront of me. "I'm sorry I probably forgot to tell you my name. I'm Ji-Ha Kang. I'm a doctor but I am also known for ancient healing methods passed down by my family. So that's what I will use for you. Dohyung holds her."
My heart skip a beat and Dohyung gripped my shoulder. He tried his best not to grip hard, which I am glad. And I take a deep breath expecting it to be painful. Then I felt a bit of pain when she lift up my injured foot.
"Tsk tsk tsk, bit dislocated joint but I can do it. Take a deep breath."
I followed her instructions and took a very deep breath. Then she suddenly grips my foot so hard and pain started rushing in me.
"Ahhh" I tried to wriggle from the pain. And I hold my support's arms.
"Haaaa haaa aaaahhhhhh!"
I don't know what happened but I felt my senses are fading...
Dohyung perspective
What the hell is that? I know she is screaming in pain but why does it sound like... Moaning? Was it supposed to be like that? Dang, it. I feel a boner I must hide this to Ji-Ha.
"Ji-Ha..."
I can see her breathing deeply. Deep in her thoughts.
"Set the guest room for her. I-I'll wash first." Then she runs off to the bathroom without looking at me.
What just happened to her? And she shouldn't trust this girl to me. It's too dangerous... I shake my head and remove the thought. She trusts me and I must maintain that trust. I still have a boner though…
I wake up in a makeshift bed. And I am so sure this is not my room. So I raised my head and look around. And I saw a kid sitting beside the bed. It looks like I see him somewhere."Ah! you are awake! I'll call papa"I blink twice "papa?"He runs off and everything is quiet.Then the kid came back with Dohyung behind him. Ah, this kid is probably his son... Wait hold up why Dohyung is here?And suddenly I just realized I am at his home and that kid is his kid. I keep myself to scream or crying from fangirling discovery.Everyone especially the fans knows this fact. But it's also my first time seeing his son. I know we are a bit weird simply a married man with a kid but we don't do any weird ok?Probably a bit... And I shake the thought."Are you okay?" He said.I nodded. I bite my tongue to keep myself from being too excited.The kid's face is beaming when he came close to me and said. "Noona(Big sis), Mama made the best fish cakes. They are the best! let's go" then he grabbed my arm a
Everything smoothly for my presentation. I got the project and I have to start soon. I actually can't believe it, cause I always get turned down since last month. And I actually didn't bring some of my materials at home and since I stayed at Dohyung's... I even borrowed Ji-Ha's clothes for this since I don't have extra clothes... I guess this is my lucky day? I hope I don't get bad luck soon.I heard my phone ring and received a message from her. "\(^o^)/How's the presentation going? Did you get the project?""Yes, Thank you very much for everything!" I replied.Then she immediately replied to me."(≧▽≦) THAT'S GREAT! How about we celebrate today? My treat! (。•̀ᴗ-)✧""Should I be the one who treats?""Nooo~ It's ok I also want this. It will be a celebration of our friendship too! ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧""Make sense. (つ✧ω✧)つI'll take it. See you later!"I chuckled a little. I can't believe I am with friends with my idol's wife. I can't help but look at her being cute too. I wonder if she will bring
The job I got was to make a promotion website for a certain talent company. It will be my first time checking the company more cause they don't have information enough...And that talent agency is AV company. It's the agency that Dohyung is currently in. I am honored and excited to be part of the company! It's not like I am stalking him, it's just so happened I am lucky they hired me. I wonder if he will be shocked if he saw me here hahaha."This is Eun Sung. He will take you on a tour of the company. You must get familiar especially our talents here ok?""Got it, sir, don't worry I will do my best"Eun guides me to different departments and the talents we meet. He used to be an Idol and said he just started acting for this company last month. I know some of them thanks to my simping research that extends to other actors."Good morning~~~ hm? Who's that?" A pretty guy just came in. Oh I know him, he's Yohan Park. One of the rising actors. But he isn't supposed to be in Nalgae company?
Dohyung's pov"I am actually a dog person, not a cat person."Our guest today is Ryon In-Su. We have been co-workers in some dramas in the past. But it was his first time being a guest in our program. I hope he enjoys it."Ironic cause we are surrounded by cats today hahaha," I said while petting the cat in my lap."I'm sorry for misunderstanding hahaha. But it's ok, I still love any kinds of animals, don't worry.""Why not join us next time. I'm sure the producers will get dogs next time for you this time." Sang Sung-Jin said one of our co-hosts."No way~ I want to be surrounded by cats forever~~~ meow~" Yohan started his cat stunt again. Well, it's fine, he makes the program lively.I looked at the camera. And in the corner of my eye, I saw Sarah standing beside the camera and saw her body shook for a bit, and averted her eyes. I still can't wrap my head if her statement that she was Yohan's fan after being shy and such when she is admitting it Infront of me... Oh well, I shouldn't
"yawn, another day to earn some money"I stretch my arms to wake myself up. Everything seems normal these days. Like meeting Dohyung at work. Joining the sets. Troubleshooting lights and sound systems. Having a girl hang out with Ji-Ha every weekend... Everything is so normal now. If my past self knows this she will be so jealous and excited.For Dohyung we are getting closer like friends. He discovered the reason I lied about being his fan is out of panic. We believe that Yohan still doesn't know that fact. As for Ji-Ha, we are getting closer than buddies. She doesn't have many girlfriends to hang out with since all of them are busy people. I work as a freelance so she was so jealous of the fact I can work flexibly. But she still loves my company so we hang out a lot.But Yohan's been cautious around me lately and it bothers me. I thought he was warming up with me now. But after his celebration of his birthday, he suddenly became more distant. What if he... I shake the thought.I rec
"I like you! I actually love you!" She grabbed both my shoulder and shook me a little.I just started at her. I can't process this confession. Am I hearing it right? It's probably just the alcohol affecting me too. Even though if I say "you are just drunk" to her... Alcohol makes you an honest person! her sentence hit me hard I almost got sobered. How did this happen? What did I do to make her fall in love with me? What's this awkward situation where the wife of the actor I like so much fall in love with me?She came closer and she started to kiss me. At first, she just put her lips to mine and pull back a little. But that is enough made my head blank. She signed and go for a deeper kiss. If the first one just made my head blank. This one makes my mind blown. I keep gasping for air cause I can't keep up with her. Sounds escaped from my lips.She stopped and rubs my cheeks. "Heh I miss your moans"Moans? When did I moan? I took a deep breath. "Wait what?"Then she kissed me again. And
"hey~~~" Dohyung started to get heavy at my side. He is too drunk to walk on his own. And since I know where he lives since Ji-Ha and I always meet. I volunteer to bring him home."Yes?"I just came from a drinking session last night. Now I have to take care of a drunk person. If he wasn't the guy I look up to so highly. I already left him in the cold streets. My head is still throbbing. But this is action also a small thing to forgive the sin I did last night...Earlier...I woke up with a major headache. I am glad nothing happened last night on my way home. Just me swaying mindlessly in the streets. The headache hit me harder when I remember Ji-Ha's confession and our deed. How can I face Dohyung calmly now?I received a message from one of the companies I work for an invitation to the Anniversary party. My body shook after learning it was his agency that was having a party. I think karma is biting me immediately.At the restaurantHis agency and also the company I have to make a we
Ji-Ha's povI walked inside the wake of my father and saw my mom all in black in the front seats. She looked back at me and stand up."I'm sorry mom, I'm here now." Those were the first word I said. I came to run at her and hugged her. I know it's really weird I don't feel anything about my father's death. Probably because we really didn't get close or anything. But when I looked at my mom, she looked more relieved than ever. There are no signs of grief or anything. But I shake those thoughts, she is probably just too good at hiding the grief."It's ok" she pats my head, "I ask your aunt and cousin to stay with him, for now. Can I talk to you outside?""Uhm sure mom"Mom leads me to the cafe nearby the wake. We chatted a bit and told stories about family and work."Make sure to bring your husband and son soon ok?""Of course mom. I just wonder why we have to leave here."She smiled bitterly. "Actually I have something to admit to you... I plan to live with my lover after your father's
"I am sorry about him. He is a cautious person. But he is nice. Seon is the reason why I changed my career changed last 2 years ago. He said my manager is too lazy. And now I got a stricter one today hahaha.""Oh but what does he mean by 'what happened to you last time'""Ah, about that... I encountered an obsessed fan of mine. It was 2 years ago too, I still haven't changed my manager at that time. I help them once in the cafe and manage to know my address and started stalking me and Jeremy. It's a mess but they end up having a restraining order now. And have to change our apartment.""I... Didn't know that.""Well, I am still not a piece of big news that time. Probably that news is easily buried in Yohan's new commercial. People talk about it for days."I am just a fan of his year ago... So there are already some avid fans out there and dangerous ones.Now
I can't believe this!What did I do to deserve this misfortune.Here I am currently dragging all my stuffs to work now.The landlady told me to pack my things and leave immediately first Thing in the morning. She doesn't have new spaces for me to stay. Or atleast she didn't even help me looked for new one.But what can I do I'm just a foreigner and there are currently influx of foreigners here in Korea recently... And because of that most of the rent spaces are full. And foreigners are not their priority. Oh well I understand that situation, they must prioritized their citizens first before the outside people.All I can do is swallow it up and try my best to look for new one.For now I'll store my things at the office's storage room. Then i plan to stay to a motel later...I'm glad I went too early and no one still at the office. Ju
"I finally caught you." The attacker muttered with a sweet voice I am so familiar with. I hold up my breath. I opened my eyes to confirm my guess.I knew it. it's him.Dohyung is looking at me with an annoyed face. "That's dangerous! What if it's not me?"My heart jumps to my throat. I tried my best to gulp it back down."I'm sorry, I-" Dohyung put his index finger on to my lips and it interrupted my words."It's ok. Earlier, I really need your help looking for my wedding ring. I lost it while I was drunk that time... And Yohan said you are the last person I am with.""Huh?" I am dumbfo
What a tiring day… I didn't manage to see Dohyung today... Well, it's good cause I really don't know how to face him after all the er... Events lately... But of course, I still want to see him. I will never get tired of his pretty face and voice! It's just... I wonder what's he doing today. The manager said he only has meetings with the new production team and cast he's joining. Then he is free to go. Well at least, he's getting a new project. This makes me happy and proud of him as a fan. And excited too. I wonder what kind of project he's getting. What kind of role? I hope it's a leading role.
Dohyung's pov"Good morning everyone. Today's meeting agenda will be an introduction, character distribution, and cold reading to help you prepare. By the way, I am Na-Woon Kwok your director. I know you met me at the audition but this is for formality. It's a pleasure to meet you all." Ms. Kwok, I have worked with her many time in some movies. And she's very passionate in her directing. And gotta admit I have a hard time when we first started but she was very patient with me. I am thankful to her for that."Hi, I think you have also seen me in the audition. I'm Ga-In Ah the writer and scriptwriter of this drama. It's nice to meet you all again. Please let's work hard to make this a success." I don't know much about her but some of my coworkers told me about her boy's love genre novels.They finally distributed the script and started to scan it. Ms. Ah stood up."So for the summary, it started with Theo meeting Minjae at the airport. Minjae becomes Theo's guide around Korea and their
Ji-Ha's povWhile I am still recovering from a hangover I heard someone outside the apartment, ringing. So I slowly get up and walk to the door. I still feel groggy.And the ringing continues..."Hold up! coming" then I opened and I immediately freeze. My headache suddenly disappears. The first person I see is Sarah."Oh hi why the sudden visit..." Then the person hanging at her shoulders, it's Dohyung and he is terribly drunk. It's been a while since he come home so drunk... I know he's a hard drinker and can control himself but if he is like this when something is bothering him...And I know the reason..."I am terribly so sorry for the trouble he caused... Please come in, i-""Don't worry. I'll not stay longer...""But-""I'm so sorry I think we shouldn't see each other anymore." Then she pushed the half-asleep Dohyung to me. The sudden weight shocked me, and my legs almost gave up. Luckily I lean on the door frame for support. And lifted Dohyung on my shoulders so he will not fal
Ji-Ha's povI walked inside the wake of my father and saw my mom all in black in the front seats. She looked back at me and stand up."I'm sorry mom, I'm here now." Those were the first word I said. I came to run at her and hugged her. I know it's really weird I don't feel anything about my father's death. Probably because we really didn't get close or anything. But when I looked at my mom, she looked more relieved than ever. There are no signs of grief or anything. But I shake those thoughts, she is probably just too good at hiding the grief."It's ok" she pats my head, "I ask your aunt and cousin to stay with him, for now. Can I talk to you outside?""Uhm sure mom"Mom leads me to the cafe nearby the wake. We chatted a bit and told stories about family and work."Make sure to bring your husband and son soon ok?""Of course mom. I just wonder why we have to leave here."She smiled bitterly. "Actually I have something to admit to you... I plan to live with my lover after your father's
"hey~~~" Dohyung started to get heavy at my side. He is too drunk to walk on his own. And since I know where he lives since Ji-Ha and I always meet. I volunteer to bring him home."Yes?"I just came from a drinking session last night. Now I have to take care of a drunk person. If he wasn't the guy I look up to so highly. I already left him in the cold streets. My head is still throbbing. But this is action also a small thing to forgive the sin I did last night...Earlier...I woke up with a major headache. I am glad nothing happened last night on my way home. Just me swaying mindlessly in the streets. The headache hit me harder when I remember Ji-Ha's confession and our deed. How can I face Dohyung calmly now?I received a message from one of the companies I work for an invitation to the Anniversary party. My body shook after learning it was his agency that was having a party. I think karma is biting me immediately.At the restaurantHis agency and also the company I have to make a we
"I like you! I actually love you!" She grabbed both my shoulder and shook me a little.I just started at her. I can't process this confession. Am I hearing it right? It's probably just the alcohol affecting me too. Even though if I say "you are just drunk" to her... Alcohol makes you an honest person! her sentence hit me hard I almost got sobered. How did this happen? What did I do to make her fall in love with me? What's this awkward situation where the wife of the actor I like so much fall in love with me?She came closer and she started to kiss me. At first, she just put her lips to mine and pull back a little. But that is enough made my head blank. She signed and go for a deeper kiss. If the first one just made my head blank. This one makes my mind blown. I keep gasping for air cause I can't keep up with her. Sounds escaped from my lips.She stopped and rubs my cheeks. "Heh I miss your moans"Moans? When did I moan? I took a deep breath. "Wait what?"Then she kissed me again. And