Enemies In The Midst

Esmay's POV

Being a witch is something that I am and having powers meant everything to me. I never thought that a day would come when I would lose my powers, that I would be human and weak. The following days where the hardest to get by without my powers.

Both Elena and Kathryn thinks that there is no hope for me. I have had to live with the knowledge that I might never get my powers again. It was a hard poll to swallow but this is the price I have to pay.

When they said that the dark magician takes over, I didn't think they meant that it litterally takes over. My powers were taken by the Grimoire and I don't know how to take them back. It has been hard to watch Elena do her spells because I envied her.

I never thought that I can ever feel that way about another witch. The sad part about all of this is that I have no one but myself to blame for this travesty. I now understand why the Grimoire was hid