That's what Grace thought when she found Aaron, her mate, She thought now everything will be fine, now the emptiness in her heart will be gone, now she will also experience the feeling of a mate.
When they love you wholeheartedly, they will give you attention or want yours, they will go for dates and have fun, get to know each other and all that clićhe things she dreamed of doing.
But.....
Why does it feel empty then? Why she doesn't feel anything, where is the love, the dates and all that she's been dreaming for.
Why Aaron doesn't even look at her properly, why he avoids her the day he claims her as his mate, why he doesn't love her or even smile at her. Why she's so close but so far away from him.
Why he's so distant even after their two years of marriage.
Yes, they married. Aaron asked her to marry him because he already marked her and doesn't have any choice, right he said that.
He said he was not in his right mind, the bond was controlling him, he doesn't even want a fucking mate to burden him, right burden!!.
That's what she is for Aaron. A burden to him, he said he wants to reject his mate the day he will meet her, but because of the bond between them he couldn't control himself, and he claimed her, he can't reject his mate.
Grace doesn't know if she feels happy or sad.
she's not even here for him for his first heat, yes after finding their mate the girl went to their heat, the very first and the most painful one. Where the female mate wants her other half at all cost, they want to mate with them, need their love that time.
She went on the heat every once in a year, and that was a hard time for her. She is very emotional in her heart, she became more sensitive in her heart, and it's the duty of male to court them, make them feel good and love them. Make them feel wanted and cherish them. Handle them with love and adoration.
But Aaron wasn't there; he was in his meeting at the office, and when Grace called him, he ignored it and switched off his phone when Grace continuously disturbs him.
He didn't even come home that night. He was working in his office all night because of the big project that was coming, he forgot about the girl and ignored his mate bond. He was not a fool he knows Grace is in the heat, but he doesn't want to do anything with her,
The Girl Luthor whole night asking for her mate, crying in pain and agony, heartbroken that her mate didn't come to pleasure her, she feels unloved and unwanted, she feels like her other half abandoned her, she feels she's not enough for her to make love.
The girl became insecure that night, and that was the just a start of this hell.
Two years the girl felt the agony, she did everything to make him happy, Grace tried every time to make their relationship better. She tried to talk to him even if he didn't answer her talks, but he listened. She made delicious foods for him and wore clothes of his liking.
She waits for him every night to come home to assure her that he's safe and came home. She waits for him at the dinner, sometimes Aaron comes late from office, but she still waits for him at the dinner not eating a bit even when she's so hungry. She sleeps at the sofa waiting for Aaron, and when he comes, he tells her, why she waits for him he didn't tell her to wait.
But Grace just smile she loves waiting for him, this is the only time they are together with each other, she gets every opportunity to spend time with him, the girl is craving for her attention and love, she cried every night to sleep because she wants to feel her mate strong arms around her, she wants to feel protected.
But his Aaron is far away from her even in her sleep, he sleeps at the corner of the bed so he can't touch her.
She became too heartbroken, too hurt and weak without her mate. He stopped talking to Grace and cut every link so Grace couldn't reach him, she was the most sensitive one and not having her mate in heat, she became weak, and her scent became depressed.
She fully believed that her mate hates her and disgusted with her, she feels ugly and undesirable. She hides and never links to talk to her. But she can feel herself crying in despair, and for Aaron's love, she's upset, but she's still waiting for her Mate little attention and love, she is sensitive.
Grace, will she wait for Aaron love even longer?
Next day
Grace was in pain, she was breathing heavily and trying to calm herself down, she was in heat again, and she knew Aaron's not coming, but she wants Aaron, and she will get him at any cost.
The girl trumble and called her mate,she made herself vulnerable in front of her mate, she cried in agony and pain, she begged for his mercy and love. She knows Mate can take everything but not their girl tears and pain and mate bond. They become protective instinctively and do everything to take their pain and tears away.
So that's why Aaron's Loss of all the control on himself forcefully took self-control and came to Grace. He was devastated hearing her cries in agony and just wants to take that away at any cost, and he'll not let his stubborn self make his Grace feel unloved.
He came home and barged in their bedroom where he saw his Mate littering and crying in pain. He growls in grief, seeing her like this.
Sensing her mate's bond grace seductively called her mate and there went their night.
That night Grace feels Aaron close to her at every angle, she feels her mate loving her and cherishing her, made her feel wanted.Aaron tried to stop but couldn't since she was already lusting over her current state he couldn't control himself seeing Grace on his mercy and begging for him.Aaron immediately kissed her hungrily. " Jump. "He said in between the kisses and Grace immediately jumped and wrapped her legs around his waist.Aaron kissed her neck and kissed it, making her moan in pleasure." Ahh. Aaron. "She moaned, which made him turn on even more. He then walked towards his room while carrying her.Then he laid her down on his bed while he's on top of her small form.He kissed her lips again, and his kisses went down to her jawline and kissed her neck and sucked it.While he's busy kissing and licking her neck, Grace starts to remove his shirt.Aaron leans back and removes his shirt showing his abs, making her drool in anticipation.He removes her clothes, and now she's ly
Grace woke up when a shinning of sunlight hit her face, making her smile. She was feeling peaceful and complete. Her heart was happy and dancing with joy, feeling the love last night.She bit her lips thinking about last night, how Aaron made her feel so good, gave her so much pleasure. He made her feel loved and wanted. She can still feel the pleasure that happened last night. Their lovemaking was so beautiful.She feels so happy when she feels the arms that are wrapping around her waist tightly and the breath that hits her neck.She slowly turned around and faced her husband. He was looking so handsome and cute in his sleeping form. She touched his face and smiled shyly, how this man-made her feel loved last night.Aaron stirs in his sleep and opens his eyes slowly when he feels the soft touch on his face. Grace smiles shyly and looks down."Good morning" she mumbled softly smiling.She looked up when she got no reply or any movement from Aaron."Aaron?" she called when she saw Aaron
It was after two weeks when Grace felt something was wrong with her. Like she's so sick every time throwing up anything she put in her mouth, feeling dizzy all of a sudden, eating weird things, wanted to bask in Aaron scent or wanted to be in his arms, it's not like she didn't want before, but now she feels like she can't breathe if Aaron is not there she literally feels like dying whenever she can't see Aaron.She becomes more sensitive, she will cry for every little thing, like one time she accidentally steps on a tiny aunt and sobs so badly feeling like a murderer. She feels like she can't control her body and her emotions.She feels like hungry all the time and just wanted to sleep the whole day and never wanted to even pull a finger. She feels tired, even without doing anything. She knows what's happening she can feel it but in denial because she's scared. What will happen if it's true?And finally, after waiting for one more week, she took the test and cried her heart out seein
He exploded............Out of happiness. Yes, happiness and joy. He couldn't believe Grace is pregnant with his baby. He's going to be a father. He always loved children and wanted one of his own, and when he found Grace bearing his baby, he's the happiest person in the world.He ran towards Grace, making her whimper in fear, she thought Aaron's going to harm her unborn baby but what he did shook her to the core.Aaron hugged her tightly. He wrapped his strong protective arms around her waist tightly but carefully as to not squish her tummy. For the first time in their two years of marriage, Aaron hugged her. For the second time in her life, her mate hugged her. First, when they discovered each other as mates when Aaron hugged her. She doesn't know how to react. She has frozen in her spot."Love! Goodness, I am so happy. I am going to be a father. I can't believe it."He called her love.. the nickname he never gave her. His voice is not the cold and emotionless that he used to
Never celebrate beforehand." God has something else planned for Grace; she has more challenges in her basket."Grace had never imagined that there would be a time where she will regret mating with Aaron.She never did before, even after what Aaron did to her. She never thought like that. She always had this hope in her that one day she will get her mate's love and attention and opened the door's of her heart for Aaron to come every time and anytime.She was ready to forgive him. Giving themselves a chance after knowing she's pregnant and her Aaron accepts her. These thoughts never came in her mind because Aaron's action never let her. She forgave him again at that time.But now she doesn't know what to do. She's happy, she's so pleased that she's pregnant, but her heart became so fragile and vulnerable that she's started to envy her baby. Her blood, her flesh.She hates herself. How cruel is she's to be jealous of her baby? How can she think about that? She's the worst parent for her
It's been four years now. Four years ago, Grace gave birth to a baby boy named Asher. A strong but beautiful boy. He's brilliant and clever.Many things have changed now and are for sure, not good. Grace has changed even Aaron did too.Grace is not a bubbly person anymore. She lost her personality now. She lost her smile; she lost her heart, her emotions, her feelings.She's not Grace who was trying to make her relationship with Aaron. She's not Grace who was seeking for her mates warmth and comfort. She's not that Grace, who was waiting for her mate. She's not that Grace, who was comforting herself telling herself a lie. She's not the Grace who once hoped for little things her mate did. She's not the Grace who hoped now. She's not the Grace who has been hurt not physically but emotionally and verbally. She's not the Grace who cried in longing and despair for her mate.She's not Grace without her soul which hid in the depth of her pain long ago. Weak and miserable can't see the disgust
Aaron, Well, where should we start from what he feels. Hmmm, how about let's go to the past and highlight from the day his baby was born four years ago.The most beautiful day of his life when he held his baby for the first time. His strong and handsome champ, Asher. That was the happiest day of his life.Two months after his baby was born, he started to feel or like realize things, concerning Grace.He noticed how things have changed. Grace doesn't talk like literally he never heard her saying anything. But he dismissed the thought thinking that maybe she's not feeling well or something and focused on his 2 months old baby.Time has passed by and little by little, he feels like there's something wrong. He can't think of anything, but every time he comes home, there is this feeling like-like, he doesn't know how to word it. It's so gloomy or sad?He doesn't know.But after ten months when his baby turned 1 year old, he felt something. He noticed that he couldn't smell Grace's scent. He
Day by day he's feeling something he shouldn't feel. He shouldn't be bothered if Grace won't talk anymore, or if Grace doesn't show any emotions anymore, he shouldn't feel bothered by Grace lack of interest, he shouldn't be alarmed if he can't scent her,he shouldn't be concerned about the distance Grace made from everyone, he shouldn't be bothered that their baby is always neglecting Grace and prefer him over Grace,he shouldn't feel bothered about Grace feels. He shouldn't fucking bother!!!!He's frustrated because he is.He is fucking bother by everything.And the big question is...WHY?He feels like clowning himself. He doesn't understand what's happening to him. He feels disregarded, gloomy but why. Simple...Because of Grace.He feels guilty without knowing the reason. His heart is scratching. His chest is sober; he feels like a criminal without doing any crime. What did he do to feel like this?He knows but just not accepting it like a coward.He came home after the long hours
Warning -) All are my books.List of Completed books BOOK 1 LINK -https://www.goodnovel.com/book_info/21000001955Spoiled billionaire's innocent Bride. *completed* Deep romance , heart break , happy ending.Story of a cold hearted billionaire and a sassy beautiful boy ."Do whatever you want to do , call me bitch , slut, whore ,or whatever ,just remember i just want you .i will always have whatever i have wanted ."
3 years laterGrace had come to his life like a blessing which he took for granted and almost lost him but he came to realization before it and held him so he wouldn't slip from his grip.Like they say, better late than never.Grace has changed too but in a better way. She learned to let things go after healing it. She forgot to cope up with it which she always did before. Now she lets it in and takes the time to heal the damage first then let it go completely to never be bought up again.She made herself a better person who knew how to understand and learned to be there for and listen. She's not the same girl she was six months ago. She learned to smile, her voice became soft and warm. Her facial expression has the soothing and soft look which she had before she met Aaron.She's now a happy and bubbly girl she once was. She broke the hardness and coldness in her heart and let her vulnerable self come out. She let Aaron see her pain and desperation for someone to love and appreciate he
Aaron open his eyes when he heard moans behind from beside him , He immediately got up and sat down , staring at Grace with wide eyes .“Baby ???”Aaron quickly turn the light of night stand on .He turned to his bed, eyes softening as he regards Grace's pitiful state. She was squirming around, teeth biting harshly onto her bottom lip, tears catching onto her long lashes.Aaron climbed onto the bed. "Hush love, I've got you, the pain will be gone soon."“fuck” Aaron crush under his breath. "P-please!" Grace begs, not entirely sure what she was begging for, she only knows that Aaron is a nearby.. she feels Aaron could help her remove the throbbing pain.Aaron rests his hands on Grace's face and neck, the contact momentarily easing her pain. Grace whined as he pushes herself upwards to the source of relief.Aaron shut his eyes tightly. This was not how he imagined he would take Grace. He wanted to make it gentle and pleasurable, to let Grace know he is treasured,Looking at Grace’s sta
"Are you hungry?" Aaron says to the Baby who's spit was trickling down her chin and cheek from the amount of suckling he was doing."Definitely hungry"He scrunches his nose when he smells the disgusting smell. "What the...." He pulled the Baby upwards and saw her romper leaking with smelly substance. "Oh noooo~" Aaron whined."You dirty little Baby! Why did you poop" Aaron softly says and chuckles when the Baby flares her fists around and makes noises which only she can understand."I can't believe Grace does this all the time without covering her face and is still alive!" Aaron was cleaning the Girl Baby while his face had a half cloth covering his nose from the disgusting smell.Asher was giggling from the corner of the room while playing with Aaron's phone which he gave him only for 10 minutes since he was whining to go to Grace so much and he had to take care of Aria too or else there's no way he's giving his small child a mobile phone at such a young age.This is the age where
They came home after a good day of spending it at the mall doing lots of shopping and hanging out in the play ground as Asher whined for it."Ahhh...it was tiring" Aaron plopped into the couch after putting the dozen of bags on the floor sighing in tiredness. she swear she never shop this much in her whole life."Hmph!" Aaron huffed when his little Asher jump in his lap and sprawled his little body on his chest and whining in sleepiness.Grace rolled her eyes at her both mate and child ,holding a sleepy Aria in her hand and also sat on the couch."You both are so dramatic!" Aaron head snapped up at her. "What do you mean?! Aren't you tired!!" Aaron asked offended."I should be more tired than both of you!! Y'all just stand there and enjoyed! I was the one who was going here and there and buying things!! Still here I'm not even complaining plus you both are man!!" Grace says in a pouty tone unconciously making her eyes big and lips pouty, but her tone is still judging.Aaron huffed. "D
Aaron stood there watching his girl whom he had hurted the most in the past.The one who's beautiful pretty eyes hold the hope and excitement in them. It sparkled when she nodded her head slowly.The way Grace had asked with so much insecurity in her voice broke his heart. He made her like this, he made his girl insecure and long for many things she didn't deserve at the first place.'you never were there when i go for our Baby shopping a-alone, you know how people look at me in pity thinking i was a single parent for my baby because i have no scent on me of an -- to show that i am m-mated....'The voice of his broken Girl rang in her ear, when that day Grace finally broke down from years of living in an emotional torture, the day he almost lost his mate with his own mistake.And the thing that hurted more is that it wasn't just one time thing....he made many mistakes and hurt Grace again and again but Grace endures all of it for many years without a complaint.'I will never forgive yo
Just as highers took a step outside after handling the Baby to Aaron and also warned him too which Aaron roll his eyes internally but understand them anyways, Grace let out a loud squeal that almost pierce through Aaron's and Asher's ear making the little cover his ears."OH MY GOD!!! AARON!!" Grace run to him and hug him tightly almost squished the small Girl in between."Grace careful!!" Aaron warned and the girl immediately let go in fear of hurting the Baby but smile widely when she saw the Baby looking at her with her big curious doe eyes.She pulled the Baby from Aaron's hold and placed her on her chest carefully. Her adoring almost hearty eyes look down at the small Baby with the sweetest smile she has ever had in her face.Aaron's lips stretched widely automatically and he felt his heart skip a beat when he saw the adorning smile and his mates glossy eyes.He feels so proud at himself for making his Girl smile so big. He feels like he accomplished a big task and is now so happ
Grace watched from the corner of the living room where Aaron and Highers were once again sat on the couch and were discussing something which she can't quite hear it properly.She saw Aaron talking intently and then her stare drifted nervously at the highers who suddenly frowned at whatever Aaron spoke and look at each other then back at her.Grace felt her heart starts to beat inhumanly at how nervous she was feeling right now.Her palm were sweating along with her face as she kept watching them talking while she abused her lips from how constantly she was biting it out of anticipation.She choose to let Aaron talk alone and not to go with him because she thought that the highers are already disturbed or kind of upset to have her around and if she go again it will maybe lesson the chance of their agreement for keeping the little one with them until they found her family, which she didn't want to.But now she kind of regret it because she's too impatient to know what are they even talk
The highers frowned.They saw the Baby getting comfortable again in Grace's hold which was almost not possible as the Baby only gets calm, when they've their parents around.Especially the girl Baby, which is why they are more shocked to see the girl Baby holding Aaron's finger tightly on her tiny palm."I see the Baby is comfortable with you" Another says as he look at Aaron now who was looking softly at the tiny Baby, feeling his inside to churn in guilt for losing his control and made the little angel scared and distress."Yes he is." He says shortly and glance at the Them higher who was still frowning looking at Grace."I would like it if you stop glaring at my girl, you're making her uncomfortable which I really not appreciate it" Aaron says looking firmly at the them who scoffed in return."If she's that much weak to can't even hold a stare better send her inside the room than made her sit here between the highers which is not allowed for the mere girl to be at the first place"