"Although loving you isn't a mistake, there’s still a limit to how much pain my heart can take"
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"Ow sorry, I didn't notice you," Miya said while she picks up the books that fell when she suddenly bumps into someone.
That person also helps her pick up the books "No, it's okay I didn't also see you coming, so it's not entirely your point. I was so into reading this novel that I forgot to be aware of my surroundings." The man said while raising the book he was reading.
Miya glance over the book when suddenly her eyes sparkled "Wow!!! I'm also reading the same novel right now." She became overly excited that she didn't notice that she suddenly speaks loudly and forgot that they were still in the library.
The man noticed that the people in the library were staring at them so he suggested talking in some other place. "Well, we seem to like the same author. How about we talk somewhere else? I know it's so sudden but I think it's rare to see someone who has the same interest as mine. I hope it won't bother you." The man lowered his eyes as soon as he finishes talking afraid that his nervousness will be shown in his eyes.
"That would be great! I also have the same idea as you. How about we go to that cafe across the street?" Miya said as she pulls the man out of the library.
The man was taken aback but a small but loving smile appeared on his face.
Miya only noticed that she's been holding the man's hand when they arrived at the cafe.
She immediately pulls her hand back, "Sorry, I just got carried away."
The man smiled, "It's okay, let's go in."
"By the way, I'm Max and you are?". The man introduces himself after they take a sit.
"Hi I'm Miya, I never expect to meet someone who likes to read a novel written by MXTX especially that you’re a guy."
"Well, there's someone who introduced this book to me. At first, I was reluctant to read it but after observing that person be immersed in the story that she didn't even notice her surroundings, I got curious that I started to ask questions to myself like, 'What does the story tell? what's so good about that? Is it really that interesting and in order for those questions to be answered I decide to read it as well and before I knew I got hooked up with it and now I felt like there's no way to get out from this? Hahaha". Max explained shyly but lovingly.
Miya's eyes sparkled; she can't help but smile. Knowing that she finally meets someone with who she can share these things, she's really happy. "The same goes for me. I really like the story, the plot twist and all. After reading one of her novels, I decided to read all her works. And it fascinates me all the time. Thinking about how she was able to bring those characters to life. I really admire her. But aren't you bothered by the characters since both of the main leads in her novel were both men.?"
Max took a sip of his milk tea "Well I thought I will be bothered by it but if you really read and understand the story, you won't mind it. After all, it's the content and the story that matters the most. Also, it really didn't matter after all love still loves no matter what form it is. It shouldn't be defined by gender, race, or anything and I believed that love has no boundaries, so if you really love someone that trivial things shouldn't matter right?"
Miya was stunned for a moment; her eyes start to get moist then she suddenly grabbed Max's hands "Can we be friends? I really like to be your friend. Meeting you is like destiny, I... I have never met such an outstanding person like you. Your thoughts and ideals match mine. I feel like we're already close even if we just met today." Miya was really on the verge of crying, she's just so happy to be able to meet someone with who she can share her ideas and thoughts freely. Since she's so into boy’s love novels, she can't really tell it to other people because she knew that they won't understand her sentiment but now that she finally found the right person she won't let go of this opportunity.
"It's my pleasure to be your friend, well your case is the same as mine. My friends were all guys and I can't tell them about my interest in this kind of novel. Although I'm not ashamed of this, they won't understand even if I tell them about it so I'm used to reading alone. But since we got to know each other maybe we can hang out from time to time." Max suggested.
After that, they talked for almost an hour before deciding to leave.
"Thank you for your time, it's really great I got to meet you," Max said while walking outside the cafe.
"The pleasure is all mine; I really have a fun time today. Let's get in touch and meet each other again sometime, bye". Miya said while waving her hand. Then she turned around and happen to see a familiar man looking at her but she continues to walk as if she saw nothing.
"Looks like you're having a great time." The man said as he follows her.
Miya didn't bother to answer nor to stop walking. She just completely ignores him.
"Are ignoring me? Pretending not to hear or see me? Or do you really forget about me? After ghosting me for 1 year, you just left without a trace, no calls or texts and you didn't even leave a single word. Now that I finally found you, you were here busy smiling and laughing at some other guy you just met? How in the world do you want me to accept that?" The man can no longer tolerate the fact that he's been ignored so he walks past her and instantly appeared in front of her.
Lorence is on his way to meet his friend when he suddenly heard a familiar voice and familiar laugh. He immediately raise his head and saw that familiar face smiling at some other guy. Anger and jealousy filled his vision. "That smile only belongs to me, me and only me Miya," Lorence mumbled to himself. He waited for the girl to turn, to notice him but she didn't which angers him more. .... Sensing the man in front of her burning in rage. Miya immediately stops her track and lookup. "Look who we have here, long time no see Lorence." Miya smiled at him. "I've been talking to you all this while and you didn't even hear a word?" Lorence is on the verge of losing his temper. "What???... Oh sorry, I have my earphones." Miya said while removing her earphones. The truth is, she heard everything that Lorence said but pretended like she didn't. The moment she notice Lorence when she turned her back a while ago she secretly put her earphones on,
"We didn't break up yet so it's not over for us, we're still in a relationship Miya." Lorence firmly claimed. "Don't make me laugh Lorence, our relationship back then isn't a big deal. We're just casually going out. Isn't that a thing that almost all teenagers do when they were in high school? You of all people should know that very well or do you want me to remind you? Your case is special from other kids since you've been going around dating everyone, you change partner from time to time, there was clearly no real relationship among them and that includes me. We just used to hang out for a while after that when we don't want each other anymore, we just need to find someone new. That's how you do things right Lorence?" Miya was still smiling after saying that. Lorence took Miya's hand which she immediately pulls back. "You knew that's not true, you were different from them. You're the one who left me without saying anything and now you're acting this way. Ju
Lorence's mind was filled with confusion but before he grasped the whole situation came another voice. "For you did something without any reservation, you've saved a precious life. Risking your life to save another, may it be because of love, kindness, or guilt, still it can't change the fact that what you did is an act of goodness. It is very known to us that you've done many bad things and decisions in life but still there's no greater treasure than one's life and we acknowledge your action of saving Miya. For that, we've decided to give you another chance." "What chance? Who are you? What are you all talking about?" Lorence was still dumbfounded by how fast things were happening. "It seems that you're still confused but right now you're on the verge of dying." Suddenly the scene in the hospital appears before Lorence's eyes. The doctor is doing his best to revive him but there's still no heartbeat until now. Lorence was still shocked seeing his own body li
While waiting for the time when Miya will start to approach him, Lorence remains the same popular playboy as he was original. Having different girlfriends every time, changing them as if he's changing his clothes. At first, Lorence was a little awkward with everything and realized that his life back then really sucks. He's a total madman doing all sorts of things but when he thinks about it, If he can't change the past, and if he must live again doing the same thing he might as well enjoy everything since nothing will change. From then on he goes on being really a playboy, when he started doing all those things again he felt the same excitement that he felt in the past. "Hey Lorence, you already change your girl. I remember that I saw you with Mich of the literature department this morning how come you have another girl with your side now?" Luke ask "You've been friends with him for a long time and now you're still wondering how. Just look at Lorence, his face, heigh
Miya is on cloud nine since yesterday, after Lorence accepted the chocolates she made, her heart can't stop beating fast. Everything in her class is still the same, nothing really change aside from the fact that she's been smiling from ear to ear the moment she entered their classroom. She can't wait to ask Lorence for his feedback about the chocolate, whether he likes it or not. If Lorence likes it she'll be happy to make it for him regularly. Miya found a good chance to ask Lorence when she met them accidentally on her way to the bathroom. Miya gathered all her courage before speaking "Lorence.... I.. I just want to ask if you like the chocolates I gave to you yesterday?" Miya looks into Lorence's eyes for a second before looking down waiting for his response. Lorence chuckled and laugh "Since you're so curious to know then I'll be direct to you. Your chocolates suck, it tastes awful that I feel like throwing up the moment they entered my mouth. Don't you h
Miya is on cloud nine since yesterday, after Lorence accepted the chocolates she made, her heart can't stop beating fast. Everything in her class is still the same, nothing really change aside from the fact that she's been smiling from ear to ear the moment she entered their classroom. She can't wait to ask Lorence for his feedback about the chocolate, whether he likes it or not. If Lorence likes it she'll be happy to make it for him regularly. Miya found a good chance to ask Lorence when she met them accidentally on her way to the bathroom. Miya gathered all her courage before speaking "Lorence.... I.. I just want to ask if you like the chocolates I gave to you yesterday?" Miya looks into Lorence's eyes for a second before looking down waiting for his response. Lorence chuckled and laugh "Since you're so curious to know then I'll be direct to you. Your chocolates suck, it tastes awful that I feel like throwing up the moment they entered my mouth. Don't you h
While waiting for the time when Miya will start to approach him, Lorence remains the same popular playboy as he was original. Having different girlfriends every time, changing them as if he's changing his clothes. At first, Lorence was a little awkward with everything and realized that his life back then really sucks. He's a total madman doing all sorts of things but when he thinks about it, If he can't change the past, and if he must live again doing the same thing he might as well enjoy everything since nothing will change. From then on he goes on being really a playboy, when he started doing all those things again he felt the same excitement that he felt in the past. "Hey Lorence, you already change your girl. I remember that I saw you with Mich of the literature department this morning how come you have another girl with your side now?" Luke ask "You've been friends with him for a long time and now you're still wondering how. Just look at Lorence, his face, heigh
Lorence's mind was filled with confusion but before he grasped the whole situation came another voice. "For you did something without any reservation, you've saved a precious life. Risking your life to save another, may it be because of love, kindness, or guilt, still it can't change the fact that what you did is an act of goodness. It is very known to us that you've done many bad things and decisions in life but still there's no greater treasure than one's life and we acknowledge your action of saving Miya. For that, we've decided to give you another chance." "What chance? Who are you? What are you all talking about?" Lorence was still dumbfounded by how fast things were happening. "It seems that you're still confused but right now you're on the verge of dying." Suddenly the scene in the hospital appears before Lorence's eyes. The doctor is doing his best to revive him but there's still no heartbeat until now. Lorence was still shocked seeing his own body li
"We didn't break up yet so it's not over for us, we're still in a relationship Miya." Lorence firmly claimed. "Don't make me laugh Lorence, our relationship back then isn't a big deal. We're just casually going out. Isn't that a thing that almost all teenagers do when they were in high school? You of all people should know that very well or do you want me to remind you? Your case is special from other kids since you've been going around dating everyone, you change partner from time to time, there was clearly no real relationship among them and that includes me. We just used to hang out for a while after that when we don't want each other anymore, we just need to find someone new. That's how you do things right Lorence?" Miya was still smiling after saying that. Lorence took Miya's hand which she immediately pulls back. "You knew that's not true, you were different from them. You're the one who left me without saying anything and now you're acting this way. Ju
Lorence is on his way to meet his friend when he suddenly heard a familiar voice and familiar laugh. He immediately raise his head and saw that familiar face smiling at some other guy. Anger and jealousy filled his vision. "That smile only belongs to me, me and only me Miya," Lorence mumbled to himself. He waited for the girl to turn, to notice him but she didn't which angers him more. .... Sensing the man in front of her burning in rage. Miya immediately stops her track and lookup. "Look who we have here, long time no see Lorence." Miya smiled at him. "I've been talking to you all this while and you didn't even hear a word?" Lorence is on the verge of losing his temper. "What???... Oh sorry, I have my earphones." Miya said while removing her earphones. The truth is, she heard everything that Lorence said but pretended like she didn't. The moment she notice Lorence when she turned her back a while ago she secretly put her earphones on,
"Although loving you isn't a mistake, there’s still a limit to how much pain my heart can take" …...................................... "Ow sorry, I didn't notice you," Miya said while she picks up the books that fell when she suddenly bumps into someone. That person also helps her pick up the books "No, it's okay I didn't also see you coming, so it's not entirely your point. I was so into reading this novel that I forgot to be aware of my surroundings." The man said while raising the book he was reading. Miya glance over the book when suddenly her eyes sparkled "Wow!!! I'm also reading the same novel right now." She became overly excited that she didn't notice that she suddenly speaks loudly and forgot that they were still in the library. The man noticed that the people in the library were staring at them so he suggested talking in some other place. "Well, we seem to like the same author. How about we talk somewhere else? I know it's