Chapter 6

Boring

Lia bit her lower lip and gasped. He just let it go and moaned loudly because of his careless touching and kissing on her different parts of the body. Even if she objected, Ethan just ignored her and continued with what he was doing.

"Move on top of me now, Lia! Make sure I'll enjoy your every move. Now!" he snorted at her as he took off his slacks and boxers that he was wearing.

Lia swallowed hard, she feels weak against him, she wants to cry and beg him not to do it, but she refrains from crying and making her beg in front of him.

"E-Ethan...." Lia was just surprised when he suddenly pulled her hips and immediately inserted his lively manhood inside her. "Ugh...!" Lia grimaced due to the intense pain attacking her insides and closed her eyes to stop crying because of the pain.

"What's wrong Lianne, move your hips now!" He said when it was completely inside her.

Lia feels pain in her lower body, and inside her feminine. She gasped and gritted her teeth.

His lips covered her breast again and carelessly sucked it. He started to move even though he felt a pain in his womanhood.

"Oh, Shit... Faster Lia.." he moaned with every thrust he made inside her.

Eventually she felt him speeding up as he claiming her. Lia accepts everything. She ventures that even in that way, his anger will gradually disappear for the sin she did.

The pain she feels is slowly fading, so she hastened faster and faster to ride above him.

"Lia... Ugh... Hit it hard, Lia!"

"Ugh, Ethan..." Lia was panting, both with pain and pleasure.

He went in and out of her core as fast as he could. He even guides her hips and she moves faster too. Until they got faster and faster in swinging their bodies. They moan loudly and louder. They dance until they reach their peak.

A loud groan blew Lia's throat when her orgasm exploded the third time. Ethan also exploded his juices in Lia's loins.

They both were panting, they were both sweating and panting from their hard intercourse.

Lia still does not leave on the top of him and just feels while she is still wrapped around his neck.

As Ethan always did, he didn't actually put his liquid inside her. What would she expect? It's always like that every time something happens to them. She also can't say no to having sex with him because they are already a husband and wife. Also, that is Ethan's right as her husband.

She still remembers what he said to her since they got married. 'I don't want to have a child with you. You are not fit to be my child's mother!' And those words hit Lia big time.

It was like a slap to her face as a woman. How she wishes every time something happens between the two of them that they would get something, so that somehow if the two of them get separated, at least she has a child to take care of. Ever since Lia wants a baby. Just a baby for her to take care of.

later, Lia left Ethan's lap. Then Ethan stood up and then put on his clothes.

"Having sex with you is really boring. You are such a boring sex wife, Lia. You are just having a beautiful appearance but nothing more special to you. You're also a useless wife!"

He said that as he left her alone in the sofa. He didn't even look back at her. Lia just shook her head and picked up her clothes from the floor one by one.

Lia feels sore between her legs. She was tired, broken, and useless. She closed her eyes tightly.

'Boring SEX wife, huh? Okay, I'm boring and I admit it. Damn it! Damn it, Ethan!'

Lia bit her lip and wiped away the sadness she was feeling.

'Is that all there is to it? After he used me and got tired of it, he just left me suddenly? After all, why should I complain if the scene is always like that. We both enjoy it in the beginning, but then I look like dirt in his eyes after he used me. I thought it was all easy? But it's hard. How can I stop it? How can I give up this marriage now?! I thought I could stop daddy from marrying me to Ethan. But I was wrong, because it wasn't. No matter how much Ethan did hurt my feelings, I'm still here. I wish I hadn't done it. I wouldn't be suffering now! I hate it! I hate being miserable right now, and I hate myself so much! This is not the life I want!'

Lia could do nothing but endure. Ethan is right. She has no right to complain. Because in the first place she is to blame for all of this.

'Go ahead. You just keep hurting me, Ethan. I will always pray that the time will come when I will have the courage to let go of this relationship, and hopefully at that time, you will also realize that you are wrong. That you're not just blaming me for everything that's happening right now.'

Lia's feelings hurt and she cried out all her anger in her room. Until he falls asleep from her crying.

The next morning, Lia woke up early because she could finally go back to work.

"E-Ethan wait. I-I made you breakfast. You e-eat first." She said, even if Ethan would refuse her for sure.

He tsked and raised his brow. "You cook again?"

Lia nodded.

"Are you kidding me, Lia? Do you want my stomach to hurt again when you feed me with that?" Ethan asked her.

Lia bowed. The last time he sat and ate the food she cooked for breakfast he got angry. It's because she doesn't know how to cook, and she admits it.

"I-I know how to cook now even if it's just simple food. I've learned from my research on G****e and YouTube. Promise. It's delicious now." She still convinces him to join her to eat.

"Just feed it to the stray dogs outside, maybe they'll like your cooking." He said and immediately turned his back on her.

Lia sighed at what Ethan said.

"Even with the food I prepared, you also mixing it up with your anger towards me? Look, I'm just trying to please you but you are so mean to me! How much do you hate me, Ethan? Tell me, what should I do? What can I do to get rid of your anger?"