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CHAPTER 30JAMESWalking out and seeing right there made my heart met into fluid, hot lava poured through my emotions and the only way I could tame every bit of it was get away as fast as possible.I had been a fool to believe this woman was capable of change,all she had done all this while was to give me more reasons why I should not believe in change as a concept.At first, I was staring at the right person as the last memory I had of the face was on the day she had returned home all drunk.My mind kept going into overdrive concluding on different reasons why he should be there and the more it did, the more inconclusive it made the whole issue look like.Was he her lover?Do they have something doing together-Or rather was he a part of her past she didn't want to let go off…All this thought took over my mind and like a disease I could feel it burrowing deep and deeper into my conscience.The trip home was in silence, I couldn't bring myself to say any word to her as I was fearfu
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CHAPTER 31IRENEI had called Marcus earlier and deep down I was hoping he would be able to talk some sense into his friend.He had every right to be angry honestly speaking but the whole scenario was starting to get me as I did and never thought him as a man to be jealous about situations like this .When he had walked out I had slept in his bed,The next few hours between Marcus arriving and talking to James had felt like eternity.Eternity I had spent sniffing his clothes and pushing it against my chest, I had gotten so used to him.— so much that leaving me for those brief moments had felt like long hours.It was an addiction quite alright I would have to admit, I was addicted to having my face in his chest and sometimes with his body spooning mine and his arm around me. Always with his body pressedagainst me like he wanted to imprint his soul right into me. Always with his hands on me and his smell everywhere devouring me.I didn't know how or even when it happened, but somehow, h
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CHAPTER 32.JAMES.All I wanted to do was stay with her all day but work called and I had to leave at the end of an all night sexual romp.He had sounded as though the work had been quite important and I found myself rushing to the bathroom."I have to rush out." I said when I got back and saw that she was awake.She gave a grunt that felt not lady -like ."You know I have to go, don't worry when I get back we'll get back and go all the way again." My words came out smooth and I ended it with a wink that brought a smile to her face.She padded to the bathroom while I worked on my tie. I was very terrible at knotting my tie and at the end, she had to come help me with it.I barely had time for a kiss but I kissed her anyways deep and succulent right there on her lips before heading out.It was a rough ride to work, fuck the traffic!"Hold the lift!" I screamed at Tyrone the HR as I made my way in, sighing in relief."Good morning, sire," He said, nodding in my direction."Good morning.
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CHAPTER 33IRENE POV"IT got stained."Cliche.It felt like the three words a cheating man would say, in a way I tried to imagine the type of woman he had been with or better still how his white shirt was dyed all of a sudden to blue and the only way he could explain what looked like this phenomenon was the term — Just a stain.I wasn't blameless myself, that was if he had the idea of what had happened today, it was definitely something I intended to hide to myself. Perhaps all this wouldn't be the case if I had just stayed indoor and had not ventured out but then the one hour trip to the mall had been the reason why I was actually crying , not the fucking movie like he assumed.There was only way to explain what I shared with James Fraser and while I thought it could come with a bit of affection , I was starting to sense it was a one way thing. He was a man who just needed me to fill in his sexual fantasies, at least that's what Frank had said.Frank of all people— Meeting him today
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CHAPTER 34IRENESomehow, it was comforting that the shirt carried a masculine aura, I lay on his chest listening to the heartbeats -Was he thinking about the same thing as in was?I couldn't think about the possibility that he wasn't, he had silently. Or most probably he had an encounter as I did too and was keeping it to himself.We watched the movie in silence and darkness, with the breeze moving through the room slowly with the siund if our heartbeats.Love fades— The word kept coming back to my mind again and again and this time it was something else altogether— It came with a lot of pending questions— if Love fades then what happens to the soul that were caught loving.Does it mean that they would die, wither and go pale or whatever?Does it mean they'd undergo theess processes until it crumbled and drifted away like dried up leaves in the wind?As much as it I didn't want to think of it, it was right there in my mind, it was right there in my thoughts and caused a pain in my
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CHAPTER 35JAMES POVMy mind had never been this distracted, for a while it looked like the weight of the whole world was right there in my shoulders and I was trying so hard to get it off in any way possible.Irene—It was hard for me to think about that woman with endless possibilities —There were two ways in my mind: one part of my mind wanted all of this to work and the other part was my dark part.Everyman had a dark part but not everyone has that side hovering over them all day long.I seemed to be a part of him, for a while I had that perhaps she was the one to break the barrier.Yet again, I found myself sipping into that black hole of my subconscious mind.It was like a Hate—Love then hate again relationship and the devil ruling over this part of my mind was no one else than myself.Perhaps, all would have just gone well and the streak would have continued. If I had not seen those pictures.I then forwarded them to Marcus who did not know who the man was.Still, I had been on
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CHAPTER 36IRENEWhat is more confusing than a man's heart?It is the most confusing place anyone would want to be in-One moment he was acting all loving and the other moment he was acting all paranoid, I tried to think about how he got the picture he was talking about.I didn't know how to react to the whole situation. One moment we were together the previous night and this morning he was all about me not meeting with this person or that—To make matters worse he had also asked that I shouldn't step out.I watched him while he walked away, most times it looked like I was dealing with two different people—One moment he is acting all sweet and cool, and the other moment he is acting like the demon I was so used to knowing.Regardless of what he had said there was no way I was staying indoors, to start with there was a part of me that didn't want to dare Frank…That same part wanted to know what he was here for.It was obvious he couldn't just show up at a time like this without a purpos
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JAMESTonight was one of those off nights that a man always found it hard to sleep.On my part it had something to do with a confused mind.Was I that bad a man?Loving hasn't been my thing right from the onset and most times while I had tried to show it, it all came out the wrong way.I was starting to think that I wasn't cut out for it, while for some it had been quite an experience for me it had been mythical.It took one look from her to see all that, she was almost jittering when she had seen me and in a way, I felt all bad about it because I was also speaking to Addie earlier that day.The only way I could have gotten rid of the guilt I was feeling was to walk away from everything in such a way that won't leave me looking like I was all lost and damaged.I rolled over in my bed and looked at the time on my cell phone, still unable to sleep. It was 4:30 a.m. and somehow it was looking like the white synapses of my brain were still burning active.I glanced out my bedroom window t
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CHAPTER 135JAMES.I wouldn't have been this worried if I didn't get her text that looked to be in distress, it was hardly twenty minutes that she walked out when suddenly I got a notification on my phone beeping in an emergency.She had been complaining about having weird calls and texts and it was Marcus' idea that we set the safety app up, so we would be able to track ourselves.I was still on the phone talking to Marcus and telling him about the sudden appearance of my mother when the notification came in.As I made my way down the stairs, as fast as I could an awful squeak cut through theair and somehow settled under my skin.I made my way out and saw that she was nowhere around the garage.My phone beeped again with a live location this time, slowly I could see the red round indicator moving away and hitting the main road.At first I thought she might have been going with my mother to heaven knows where,but looking around I saw her purse laying in the ground. My heart skipped ma
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CHAPTER 134JAMESIt was still hard for me to believe everything that was happening, well that doesn't matter. I was prepared to make sure she spent the rest of her years behind bars for how she acted out toward me.I couldn't believe that I had been dragged into all of this and was naive all along.It was only two months since I got out of my accident and things had been almost perfect between us.It looked as though we've come to a mutual understanding in fixing anything that was going on between us.We just had to fight it — We just had to fight the fact that we were two people not willing to give into admitting flaws.It was hard to ignore her. Whenever she was near, an invisible string pulled me toward her in a way that we couldn't resist. Gradually we were building back what looked to be broken. It was the only sane thing at that moment as it was impossible for us to just get ourselves back immediately.The feel of having do close left a vibrating feeling behind with the promis
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CHAPTER 133JAMESThe first thing I noticed when I fluttered my eyes open was the fact that I was in an empty room which I did not seem to recognise. I winced at the harsh light coming through the window and instantly closed my eyes back up.For some reason I couldn’t turn my head an inch. Even the thought of doing that made me wince in pain. A frustrated grumble escaped my throat at the fact that I was clearly clueless and oblivious of my surroundings and there was nothing I could do to change that except to wait for aid which didn't seem to be coming.Judging by the stiffness of the bed I laid on and the feeling of Iv on my hand, I came to the conclusion that I was in a hospital bed. If that didn’t confirm it then the terrible headache I was having and the pain I felt all over my body definitely did.“For how many hours have I been laying down here” I wondered in silence. Giving up on all attempts to get myself up and waiting for anyone to walk into the room. Judging by the light co
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CHAPTER 132IRENEThere was just one wish in my heart and at the tip of my tongue. That all these was a dream and I will wake up back in my apartment but I knew it wasn’t. This was real, this was my reality and I will have to face it no matter how cruel it might seem.I sighed for the umpteenth time watching as the nurses did their job. I had been sitting here for the past hours, waiting for some form of miracle to happen and James to wake up, I just refused to let the fact that he was going to die into my heart. I just refused to agree that I am going to lose him forever.“No! Absolutely not!” I chanted to myself, shaking my head vigorously in the process. James is strong, he is going to survive this. There is no way in hell he was going to die after all he had gone through. It just wasn’t meant to be like this. James is not supposed to die. NoI stared down at his face, his calm and peaceful face and I realized just how much I missed him. How much I missed looking into his eyes and
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CHAPTER 131IRENEMarcus stared at me intensely from his side of the table, swirling his spoon around the plate of food in front of him. His gaze seemed to be directed at me but in reality he was deep in thought with his hand supporting his chin.I was still a bit sick but it was not as severe as it used to be so I had no trouble just sitting down and watching him think, waiting for him to spit out whatever was taking up most of our time together.After a long moment of silence, he sighed heavily, dropping the spoon from his hand and turning to face me completely now. “Irene?” He called.I did not honor that with a reply, instead I just looked at him to tell him I was present and listening to whatever he had to say.“How are you doing?” He inquired. It might sound like it was just a normal question but I could feel all the underlying questions from just looking into his eyes. The unspoken question was actually “how are you dealing with everything? How is your sanity now that James is
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CHAPTER 130IRENE“I’m tired of everything, I want James back and I can’t leave without him and I feel like I’m dying.” I said almost choking on my own tears.Marcus was so comforting as he was quiet as he let me rant all I want in his embrace. It’s been so long since I had someone to hug like this and now that I got someone I didn’t want to let go.“I want him back, I can’t let Addie have him forever because I won’t be able to live without him.” I said crying deeply as gently wiped off the tears from my eyes.I finally released myself from my self bondage grip and it was then I remembered the blood of Marcus' body.He looked at me worriedly which made me shiver as I had a very unusual feeling inside of me.“W…what happened to you? Why are you covered up in blood?” I asked, looking at his hands which were covered in blood. His white shirt was also covered in blood but I couldn’t spot any injury on his body.“It’s not me, something happened to.” He said calmly holding my two hands like
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CHAPTER 129IRENEI felt like screaming my lungs out to ease the intense pain I was currently feeling in my head but looking at it logically, screaming might only increase the pain so I refrained from doing so.Instead, I squirted my eyes to reduce the amount of light entering into it which in some weird way is only adding to my pain. My heart kept pounding in a way it had never done before, at least not when I am fine.I clutched onto my duvet for dear life, still shivering and gritting my teeth despite the fact that I was under layers of bed coverings. My throat felt so dry and the thought of passing anything through it at the moment made me gagged, but considering the fact that I had vomited more than I could count during this short period nothing came out but air.Overall I felt terrible and after a long moment of denial and thinking it was probably stress which would be gone if I just rested, I finally reached the conclusion that I was sick and I would need to see a doctor in or
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CHAPTER 128IRENEI looked around lazily and picked up my phone to check the time. It was already evening and I groaned wishing I woke up the next morning.Now I had to Dave the burden of actually being in this life which was enough of a burden on its own. Everyday I wished it was the next because I wanted to get over everything.By now James would have been engaged and my heart ached as I thought about it. I sniffled hard because I didn’t want to start crying again.The love of my life was getting engaged to someone and it wasn’t me, he was the only one I wanted and now he belonged to someone else and there was nothing I could do.It became hard for me to stop myself from crying so I undressed and went into the shower.I turned on the warm water and gently scrubbed my body like there was no life left in me again.Everything felt so slow and I felt there was no use for anything again, it was all useless now.I got out of the shower and got dressed into a big top and walked out of the
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CHAPTER 127JAMESI looked around and the sight of everyone cheering all in my name was so disgusting to me, especially since I didn’t want any of this to begin with.Everyone who walked past me would wave at me but Ignored most of them anyway as I was trying my best not to flare up because I was very upset.My sister noticed this from across the room and our eyes met, I looked away but I knew she was still going to come over anyways.She smiled at me and walked gently approaching me.“Why aren’t you putting on a smile? It’s your happy day. You should be happier than anyone here.” My sister said gently patting my suit like she was about to dust something off it.I looked around the crowd in the area and now the whole hall was jeering with noises from each corner of the hall.“When is this going to end?” I scoffed with a big frown pasted on my face.I didn’t even care about all of these arrangements and all the guests here because I was not happy with any of it.“Look over at your beau
