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CHAPTER 102

JAMES

This felt like one of those moments, it was like there was a pause in time between my soul and everything that was happening.

It felt like that point in time when Sometimes words will only clutter a space already filled with an unpleasant bitter truth.

I felt everything in a rush, the pain, the heartbreak, everything…

I sat next to my Marcus on the stool while we both numbly watched everything unfold.

He had a look on his face as if to say…I told you so.

The funny moments that were filled with the heavy pacing of my heart, Irene had passed without even a smile, it looked as though we were never lovers.

I had taken a bottle of wine and a cigarette and walked back outside, I had it in mind that I wont make an appearance till everything was done and dusted and the show was over.

From time to time , I gave vague statements to the guest that walked out to get some air—I didn't want to get

on why I was outside, so I was quick to change to a side of the building.

It was h
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