Gwen.There was a time when I thought Henry was the only one for me; where the young me thought I would be married to him for a lifetime. Where I had thought he would come to like me for who I am and make whatever we have together work. I did believe that I believe we could work even after seeing those glaring signs of him cheating, I still thought we could make it. I mean those celebrities acting like their marriage is blissful without a single fight, they still stayed together—even though their acting was all lies and scripted. But I believed what Henry and I had, we had a little connection even the night I saved him from her clutches. I had thought he would still have a little feeling for me but I was absolutely wrong. Henry doesn’t care for me and he does not mind if I’m getting insulted by his mother or anyone else. I can clearly remember when he didn’t say a word after I received a slap from his mother. But now he was trying to force an apology from me to her. “Let go,” I sa
Henry. I stood there frozen as I watched their car ride out of the courthouse, I could not see anything other than the car and hear nothing other than what Gwen said. It was partially true and partially false that I tried to hit her, I didn’t mean to do that. I was drunk for crying out loud, I did not know what I was doing when I almost hit her that night. She was annoying as usual asking me questions I did not have an answer to, and I didn’t know when I brought my hand up to hit her but quickly I was able to get myself. I wasn’t raised to hit women; my mother made sure of that. “What was that about?” Sheila asked, walking toward me. “None of your business,” I snapped at her. She looked shocked but quickly got her bearing, her face hardened as she let out a scoff. “That’s my business, Henry, you just saw what happened right? You saw how that bitch insulted mother and you didn’t do anything, and what was that all about; she said you want to hit her. Have you ever raised your ha
Gwen.Ryan's car pulled up in front of an unfamiliar ice cream shop; I looked at the building in front of me while staying inside the car. It looked beautiful from the outside, with many ice cream decorations on its walls. The place was filled, and that was a sign that told me the ice cream must be perfect. It wouldn't be perfect if it weren't this filled up. “Ready to go out?” Ryan asked. “I think I am,” I told him skeptically since I had no idea if I was ready for this or not.I had wanted an ice cream, but not this place filled with so many people.Ryan paused what he was doing and looked at me. “What do you mean by that?” he asked.I looked at him and then took my eyes back to the ice cream shop to see more people going in and coming out.“I don't think I can go in there.” Ryan looked at me as if I was joking; what I said didn't make sense. Of course, it didn't make sense to me either.“I thought you said you wanted to eat an ice cream, but why are you chickening out?” he asked
Gwen.He doesn't expect us to eat from the safe plate. That looks intimate; we're friends, but apart from that, we're nothing else. Why did we have to eat from the same plate? Ryan must have noticed how quiet I was after he said that, so he said without looking at me, "Do not think much about it Gwen. I can see your head doing some calculations from here.” I didn't bother to hide my curiosity,“why didn't you get yours?” “Where's the fun in it if I get my separate plate and do not eat from the same plate but do not think of it as something else Gwen, just think of it as two friends sharing a plate of ice cream. That is all, do not think more about it,” he assured, and I wanted to go with that excuse, ‘Just two friends eat from the same plate.’Ryan continued driving, and although I did not have an idea where he was taking me, I kept quiet and just enjoyed the ride, and all I wanted to do was free my mind and off every single thought.After driving for what felt like an eternity to
Gwen.Ryan didn’t say anything for a while after I asked that and I get why, he must be thinking of a better way to answer my question. Since he found this place to be therapeutic for him then he must have had a deeper reason for coming here. “I….I don't know how to say it, Gwen,” he finally said, his eyes still focused on the waterfall. I nodded my head and took another scoop of ice cream; although I try not to show how disappointed I was that he didn’t give me an answer. “It’s okay, I get it,” I told him, shoving the spoon of ice cream into my mouth. Ryan let out a sigh, “It isn’t like I don’t want to tell you but it’s just…..just hard to remember those stuffs and then say them out.” He added with a defeated sigh. “You don’t have to if you do not want to Ryan, like I told you; I’m good with this and I am glad you brought me to this place. It really helped me take my mind off things.” I told him while trying to change the topic. “I thought you would like it.” His cocky grin was
Henry. It was another Monday again and today meant we were going to court for the final hearing; today was the day the judge decided who would gain custody of Jas and if I said I wasn’t scared I was joking. I’m scared to my bone and all through this morning I didn’t let Jasmine leave my side and luckily for me she did not want to leave my side either. We did everything together, ate, and also had a little game even though Emily wasn’t happy with it. We still haven’t been able to talk about what was going on—no, I still haven’t been able to create a chance for her. Every single little spare time I have is for Jas and although Emily doesn’t show she’s angry I know she is. The other day after putting Jas to sleep, I tried talking to her, tried explaining why I was doing all of this but she wouldn’t let me speak. It was like she didn’t want to hear anything that concerned Gwen, myself, and my daughter. I mean I know she’s pregnant and sensitive but she should also know that Jasmine
Gwen. I woke up feeling agitated and scared of the day ahead, there was another course session today and we will not know the final decision of the judge. Although there was this little voice in my head that kept reminding me that I wasn't going to get my daughter, I still reassured myself that whatever the judge decides is for the best.Jasmine is safe with either Henry or myself.So I sluggishly got up from the bed, and went to the bathroom to take my bath; I was already aware that I would be late at the court since I did not wake up on time.It isn’t something I was happy to say or regard but what do you think will be the outcome of not getting enough sleep last night or not even sleeping at all? My mind was bothered by what was going to happen today, I wasn’t settled and if it wasn’t for Nina who called last night I think I would have run mad already. I brushed my teeth, then took a quick cold bath to wake up my sleepy body and brain, I was driving myself to the court today si
Henry. The court process was fast, and in no time, the judge was giving her statement. With all the accusations pointed at me about being a bad father, about being a bad husband who cheated on his wife, and also got divorced from her, I already knew that Jasmine we were given to Gwen, my ex-wife. So, I wasn't that surprised when the judge gave full custody to Gwen instead of me, but what I wasn't expecting was what she said when she called out; she gave me custody as well as she was given. I couldn't believe it; no matter how hard I tried to analyze the situation, I wasn't expecting to be a part of Jasmine's life anymore, I wasn’t expecting to be a part of their lives anymore not after what I did. I wouldn't be happy until after this, because I knew there would be some conditions. Gwen was allowed to place some few things that I needed to do before taking Jas and I was going to do all of those things if they meant me seeing my child. I stayed on the seat, ignoring my lawyer who wa